Angel
Sunday, December 30, 2007
i shall continue with my reflections for year 2007.it was the year that i actually understands the key factors to maintain harmony in a family.
no matter how angry my parents were, they tolerate with my second brother.
no matter how upset my parents were, they gave help to my big brother.
no matter how many mistakes we made, they forgive us and help us thru that ordeal.
many things happened in my family this yr, bringing along sadness and disappointment. but it was gd in someway, i truly felt loved and protected. i know that no matter wat happen, i have my parents to be there for me.
i used to gt frustrated and angry when things don go in my way. i will scream and go into cold war with them for several days. it was my mum who always give in after that, and we were on gd terms back when she starts to heat up food for me when i got back frm sch/work.
its not that i dun understand why they are worried, but im still young why shld i waste my youth staying at hm n watch tv instead of living my life to the fullest and party hard? why shld my life revolves ard sch and work and my pay ends up paying bill and left peanuts for myself and stil get scolding when i reward myself with a lil shopping? why shld i always embarrass myself in front of my friends and left for home b4 the clock strike 12? i aint a cinderella. at that age i was jus ard 17, i forgot that my parents paid for all the expenses in the house, the bills, the education fee, the watever tax etc and left no nuts for themselve.*lol*
now when i think back on how i reacted, i felt silly. parents always haf to0 many worries about their children when they are out of their sight. like my cousins. 1 got in an accident n pass away at the age of 16, another got pregnant n married with a guy that she bearly no for 6 mths.
parents have greater responsibilties in taking care and preventing us from taking the wrong path, its hard for us to comprehand now, but like wat my colleague(shes a mummy btw) said, we will understand it when we become a parent 1day.
i stil felt frustrated when they bugs me to be home early, still felt pissed off when they nags me non stop on anything-under-the-sun-that-they-buay-song-abt, stil felt pek cek when they stereotype me with any-featured-ah-lians-on-xin ming wan bao's-headline. -.- but i no longer reacts like how i was in the past, i will jus brushed it off with a smile or reply them in a cheeky way even thou i felt wtf & knnbccb in my heart. i will complain to bf/frens about how lousy i feel and stil lan lan listens to them. lol.
and so me n my parents happily spend 2007 without any major quarrels except the bf part la. haha but they now slowly accepting the fact that im attached thou HAHAHAH. tts gd.
tolerating each other, giving in, comprising .. very important. tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong, ren yi shi feng ping lang jing. tts wat it means.=) i really hope my second brother can read this post. i really cant tolerate his temper and tt arrogant aura he had. my gdness.
2008 in another 24 hrs. =) everyone grow old a yr!! nobody noes what will happen the next minute, so cherish every one that u haf=) i may jus die tml*choy~* or wat so cherish me too!! =)
Saturday, December 29, 2007
alright some random pictures=)
me with a pomeranian doggie! *spelling corrct?* LOl
anyway dis lil puppie is damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
feel like hugging hr to slp!!=D
ali and me!
=D
the other day at baby's fren 21st bdae. at jurong.lol..super far can hahahaha
any his frens are all damn funny n joker. LOL
xmas party at baby's aunt hse.
forgot to rotate pic. HAHAHHAHA
baby's drawing?? LOl..
they have dogs, hamster and snake. LOl.
snake as a pet. btw tt snake eats baby hamster. WTF!? o.o
heres the passion puff cake that his aunt bought. looks pretty eh!=D expensive man..80 bucks..
-.-
chilling at tcc in holland v! =)
alright~ anyway~~~ was working at parkway today=) sales not bad eh~ HAHAHAHAH..
thanks selina for the xmas pressie frm body shop~=D
anyway i bought that fancl mask. 3 pc in a box for $32.50.
i jus tried it. and sadly, my face din look radiant or brighten/ whiten up after using it. i noe la, first time do mask wont see effect la... BUT when i use missha's orange yogurt sheet mask, my face brighten up and glow with radiant immediately! somemore only 3.50. nb...
anyway, the BA gave me a sachet of the cleansing oil. i jus tried it. and ITS GOOD! totally removed all my make up in a jiffy! heh..guess i will buy it=) they also give me 4 sachets of their new product whic i have not tried it. wait til tml =)
Another xmas pressie frm aunt tt i jus received today!! a swatch!! n theres 12 diamonte bling bling on it! =D so love it ! haha.. buttttttttttttt.. i duno how to read analog time. =x im too used to digital watch . okok.. i will learn to read it... LOl
tml gona work at wisma. last min decision. since celine sprained her ankle so i haf to take over her.. get well soon=)
Friday, December 28, 2007
sometimes i duno wat i wan. sometimes things are too early to say too. what will be my 2008 be? graduating in march soon. yet im not sure of wat i wan. dermatology?
business?
beauty?
financial n banking?
i need some girls talk.
the one i had with grace the other day while working makes me think a little deeper. its gd thou it sort of confuse me up but anyway i noe i will work it out.=)
life been boring. dull, lifeless n colourless. nth to perk me up nor brighten me up.
sometimes it just a lil gesture that makes the different but it seems missing..
i need a lil getaway from this stupid island n go somewhere jus to rest n relax. enjoy the breeze, the sun and the sea. no not sentosa my dear, someplace like bintan, langkawi etc.. maldives will be better of cos. LOl. it seems impossible now.. so..
i will go slp n dream of it. the sun, sand, sea n the hunks.
sWeEEeEtESt DdreeeAaAms.. muackx.
ps. dis is not an emo post btw. it seems emo i noe. but its not. so dun bother to come ask me why. thank you very much. period.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
we reached isetan scotts at 10am. all geared up and prepared to grab the best buy! LOl. it was crowded and everyone shop like its free. u wil be shocked to see dior boutique with almost empty shelves and ferragamo packed with ppl. HAHAa. clothes are all very cheap budden cheap is cheap but not very pretty n definitely not those tt i like. =( i got a lil excited when i saw 50-70% SALES banner hanging outside mango. HAHA. im so tempted to get those pretty n cheap tops BUT i resisted. i learnt from my lesson. i see too many ppl wearing same mango top everytime after mango sales.-.- SO ! i spent my time searching for pretty shorts, jeans and skirts. HAHAHAa. i was lucky to get a super duper nice black skinny jeans!96 bucks after discount is 47 bucks!=D its the last 2 pair ok..! luckily i can fit in tt jeans. heh heh~!pam got herself a pant and a top from there too~!
after spending 5 hrs there!!! my mum ended up with nth. LOL. shes super ultra disappointed la can. LOl. im like ehhh tot u v excited one. too bad la. she only got a present for my cousin's baby. =x
sorry la peeps my card reader spoiled. so no pics for the time being. paiseh ar!
btw. my ali baba besties came my hse ytd. our heart are totally linked together. even the surprise we made for each other r almost similar. HAHA love u so much cannn... mUACK!
FJJLB ATTENTION
31st Dec there wil be a gathering plus countdown! =) aiyah we meet up every yr dis time to jalan jalan one rite. LOL. so instead of pushing decision-making to each other n always reply one another other with..wah lau sure jam one la.. wah lau you mei you geng wu liao de.. wah lau i dun wan ta inside the car n countdown..wah lau mei you parking..wah lau dis n wah lau that... I, president of FJJLB, came up with a plan.
i have already make a reservation at:
VENUE: Mind Cafe
LOCATION: bugis , purvis street
TIME : 10.30 PM till late
they charged in package which include drinks, finger food and 2 hrs of board games. its about 12 + or 15+ per person. =)
no more worry of no where to go.
no more worry of too expensive places. * ++-- maximum-est less than 20 per person*
no more worry of FULL HOUSE everywhere we go.
no more worry of bangala n maids.
no more worry of countdown in the car in the jam.
no more worry of jam-packed/ sardine-packed places. *at least we have seats and drinks n food*
no more worry of raining. *we r sheltered there..duh*
yeah. so we will MEET UP EARLY for dinner before we make our way there to mind cafe.
dinner at where?
time to meet for dinner?
we will discuss again.=)
n weili. if u r worry that u wil be too full after the dinner that you cant finish the finger food or drinks, bring plastic bag n container along k. ta bao home. LOL. i can help u tabao cos im aunty enuff.
wahahhahaha
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
so how did u guys celebrate xmas?i spent mine slping the whole morning, lazing the whole afternoon before i finally drag my ass outta the house to meet bf. town was flooded as usual and it was really a wrong choice to go there. anyhow, i got 2 pretty tops at the cheapest price in town. HAHAHAHAHA. =D
finally we got so sick n tired of the crowd that we decided to sua to vivo city! baby was saying that i will definitely met some 'lians' wearing the very same top as me cos i got mine at bugis street. yes that cheapo 10 bucks tee-shirt dress rmb? guess wat? i really met one at vivo city lo. bf was luffing like mad! -.- nb. but its alrite. HAHA. i changed into my new top and new pants i got from river island. WoOoO~ totally a different look n so much sexier than that fuckin 10 bucks tee. alrite.. im gona condemn tt top n stop buying cheapo stuff from
i cant wait to shop til drop with my mum and pamela at the isetan private sales tml. thou im like fucking broke but my mum seems so determined to shop til drop that she had been yaking bout wat shes gona buy since 86541320 yrs ago. so i shall be the great samaritan to grant her wish and acc her in the shop-till-you-drop-no-drop-no-go-home mission. =)
waahhahaha..
btw. can somebody pls organise VS spree? my bf is dieing to see mi in sexy lingerie HAHAHAH. and he is more than willing to pay for me. so pls. VS spree plsssssss............*POuTS*
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
had a great time shopping wif mummy at bugis. mummy got a pretty top for me frm HUR!=D head off to meet baby in the evening and had a wonderful xmas dinner party wif his family. its my v first time attending an ''authentic" xmas party with all the roasted turkey, ham kinda food , xmas tree with tonned of presents placed underneath and gift exchange ceremony. felt so 'festive-fied" --> is there sucha word? LOl. everyone jus crowd ard haf fun n talk. im glad i kinda clique well wif bf's cousins. they r one great bunch of peeps who i can share those make up tips, manicure tips , beauty tips n etc. HAHA. * btw baby, i felt like buying the make up store glitter liner after tryin sabrina's HAHAHHA* mm everyone was friendly there and all the kids will get ang pao from the adults! HAHAHAa.. i can shop already!!! LOl.. WweEeEeE~~ =D
after that was some chilling session at TCC in holland v with the cousins=)
even thou i din spent the xmas with my best frens, my family and din spent my xmas in big club, great musics and great boozes, it was certainly one of the best xmas i ever spent. cos it was my very first xmas party with someone i love=)
merry xmas to all=)
Sunday, December 23, 2007
im too busy to update. working and shopping. actually i din shop much for myself. i din even bought any clothes except for a $10 cheapo tee from bugis village. but i duno where all my money went leh. haha. think all on xmas presents n some miscellaneous stuffs. season of giving ma! so its okay=) anyway gota thank those who got me xmas pressies! my darling frens..nemo and ali, sweet n nice colleagues..stella, feng huang, grace and selina!.. my parents my aunt n my BF!=)work was great. working with grace was nv bored! sales were gd! town was flood with ppl.
new nuffnang ad! haha. im like earning 20 bucks in total. 30 bucks more to get pay cheque from nuffnang! WoooOHoOoO~
gota be back to sch tml for proj ,follow by xmas dinner with bf's big family . lol.
actually i dun really celebrate xmas. i rmb i used to go to bed early like any other normal days during xmas and new yr. as i grow older, it becomes a day which i make excuse to go home late and go clubbing. LOL. like wtf? but somehow now, when i tot of those stupid crowds, those bangalas and maids flooding town ,sentosa n oso the nv-stop-increasing taxi fares. i jus feel so sick.
2007 ending soon. what have i achieved? how did i spent my 2007? wat did i learnt?
2008 coming soon. what did i plan? what i wan to achieve?
i wanna pass my tp.(8 of jan)
i wanna gt gd grades.
i wanna gt into a uni.
i wanna earn big bucks. HAHA.
i wanna be slimmer.
i wanna be prettier.
i wanna get a car.
to be continued..
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
sales sucks like fuck today.movie after work!! warlord! wah lau sibeh gore cannnnnn.. head drop...leg drop..hand kena chop.. brain and lung splash out.. O.O..tsk tsk den the takeshi ..andy.. n jet li all look so smelly n dirty-.-.. but stil quite handsome leh HAHAHAHAH
i came home n saw a big xmas present in my room! new home theatre system in my room!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHa thanks daddy n mummy!!!! theres a new plasma tv in my living room too!! =D now i can blast
tml working at wisma! heh. =)
alrite my mummy now heating up the black chicken herbal soup for me!=) gota go drink it!
btw th clock jus strike 12 n so its the 20th again!! happy 16th mth my dear~~ mUAcks
same to selina n bf!=)
Sunday, December 16, 2007
working at bhg was a joy today!=) haha.. incentives incentives. I LOVE MONEY!=Dmet baby for dinner after work n shop a lil.
baby got a berms for himself.. a pair of short and a hp pouch for me=)
i got a pair of slip-on and a long tee shirt/tshirt dress for myself=)
baby got a xmas pressie for ali too!!! heh.
ok im broke now. HAHA. no more money for isetan private sales on the 27th. LOl
i shall start saving now.
window shop from now on!!!
but...
the sales are all so temptinggg................. *pout*
afternoon at bhg tml again! afternoon shift~ extended hrs... HUAT AR~~~~ haha.. =D
* duno which fucking idiot keep using my name n tag other blogs n ask random qn. n those qns were those tt i posted in my blog before. -.- or maybe im too sensitve la huh. HAHAa.. watever~
Saturday, December 15, 2007
first all HAPPY BDAE TO YANG!!! haha.. had a great time at his bbq!! =) hope u love the present from us~ i noe u love raoul cos i rmb the first time we met at marina square, u were wearing a raoul shirt! haha..!anyway met ali n bf earlier on at parkway. we had a great time cam whoring n playing with the multishots while our bfs were playing pool! HAHAH can u imagine? we like took more than 200 photos!! LOl... my hp is bombarded with our crazy fotos!! LOL..
MORE TO COME! lol.. but i haven figure out how to rotate some of the fotos. cos that fucking comp keep promoting say the pictures are read- onlyleh.. nb..
actually im quite curious why theres so many ppl reading my archives recently. lol...curious of my past? or curious about my past relationship? i noticed those few mths tt have been viewed is always those months when im most in love and most out of love HAHAHA..am i being paranoid or wat...? watever la.. its all the past man peeps..wats so interestin bout reading my ah lian days wif ''knnbccb" in almost evry post HAHAHAHA..and those entries with biG CAps anD smALl cAPs..and pics with those kim-moh-ah-lian-eye-open-big-big-act-cute fotos WAHAHAHAH.. im happy that im over that ''grow up'' phase. LOL read bout my current life la. its more interesting! great friends great bf!! wOoO~~cool colleagues and great course mates. heh.. wah lau.. most imptly no more knnbccb in every post lo.. the most is FUCK la poon deh~ HHAHA.
k go slp le.. working MORNING shift at bugis!!!