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cRANKy COupLE!=D



my bf loves to disturb me.





he get cranky n start doing nonsense stuffs.





i will jus stare at him n ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





he will luff happily n continue to disturb me





i BITE him to counter attack





he will look at me n ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH





we will start luffing together.





we do that even at shopping malls n ppl will stare at us





but we jus continue n play in our own world





haha





baby jus end his super-tiring 3 day outfied n his foot started to rot now. WAH LAU EH.... dun spread to me hor!!!





psst... tell u guys a secret. dun let him noe tt i say ok?





bf loves to smell his socks n his goin to kp the sock tt he wore for 3 fucking days without taking off!!!! EWwwWwWWwWWw.. soak in sweat, rainwater n god knows watelse.tt sock is full of 22 yrs sweat essence of a macho man. HAHAHAHA





bleah~~

it takes me 2 yrs for my process of changing. since the working at missha days which was 2 years back til now. i kept changing in terms of looks , thinking and my character. i realised quite a few ppl reading back my past entries recently. so u guys shld noe better frm reading those entries n seeing those past photos.

now im goin to have another changing.i set it 1 yr.=)
changing for the better, physically and mentally.

WeeEee~~

im not goin to care much bout others animore. i stil rmb my new yr resolution was to be happy everyday. =)

daddy back frm his wallaby exercise in aussie! jus came back hm after fetching him=)




so when im hm waitin for them to get ready, my cammie was sitting on my table. duh..how can she be left there alone! so cam whore a lil~~ yeah a lil onli.. so heres 2 pic! LOL

it doesnt pay to be good n nice, they will take u for granted.

they get into your gd book, pretend to be ur best friend, laugh n play with you.

how pretentious a person can be?

they mix with the academically inclined group n be the best of their frens.

but in actual fact, they jus wan to make use of them n get gd grades.

they look for them to be in the same group be it in study, in project or in watever that will contributes to their gpa.

at the same time, they stil play n smile with you.

they talk n pour their sorrows and gain ur sympathy.

you tot tt dis friendship was genuine and you were there whenever they need helps n offer a
listening ear.

its all a facade.

when your down, when your alone, when your helpless, when u needed them.

they were stil there but no help was given , they jus dump you aside as they stand no gain
in their academic results when they help you.

now you realised it doesnt pay to be gd, it doesnt pay to be nice.

the suppose to be genuine friendship , to them, they dont treasure, dont cherish and dont appreciate. they might not even consider that as a friendship but a chip , a token, for them to earn some credit for themself.

im not angry that im being taken for granted.

im just disappointed that all my care, concern, sincerity and love that i put into this friendship means nth at all.

im fine=)

really.

i wont confront them neither will i ignore them.

i dun bear grudges.

when you lost something, you will learn and gain other things.

i gain smth too=) no not weight my dear.. ha.. i realised those who are my true and genuine
friends. they gave me advice and warn me to be careful.

not forgetting no matter wat happen my darling ali is still there for me . this is a fucking hard solid n genuine friendship tt i ever had and gona have it forever=) thanks my dear for hearing me today.=)

let me show u guys a short conversation on msn i had today.





chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
wa dis morning you really heartless to reject me hor..

mm.. aibo can go supper ma ??

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
eh not interested

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
eat only leh...
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
no interested or de

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
not interested with the person asking me out

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
.. dun like tat said leh.. i been in your msn for years.. at least give some face ma
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
still frd ma

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
lol .. den i need to go eat with alot ppl eh

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
ok ma.. u friendly hao ren ma.. .. really meh.. u only 1 nv meet b4 and inside my msn for years...
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
serious i also dun know hw i know u
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
haha

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
lol
* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
den u can jus delete my contacts

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
my heart pain leh

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
cos seriously speaking i deleted urs

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
inside so long liao

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
jus happen tt u pm me today
* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
n i realised tt i had ur contacts before

chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
hao ... hao .. seen u dun wan to be frd.. i dun delete u nor msg u
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
my hand cant delete sia
chris_topher24@hotmail.com says:
.. ... so take care..

* ANGEL * / a pleasure to the lips add pounds to the hip says:
k bye



seriously i deleted alot contacts i had on msn. those tt i seldom chat wif* as in totally nv chat* ..those tt i duno who is it n how the hell i got the contacts..n some irritating got BLOCK n deleted.. n dis fella here happened to be the those tt duno how the hell i got into my msn in the past n happened to be deleted but not block.

so dis monirng he msn me n ask me things n ask me out. told him not interested.. gtg n off to work. n now he came to pester again. so now he if still deleted and BLOCK. haha

check out his profile in friendster. n yeah i dun even add him in friendster lor LOl.. u guys can check him out at friendster n probably u wil noe why he bother to meet everyone and even anonymous in msn for lunch or supper or dinner or watever..LOl

FUCKING DESPO..

alrite.. enuff bought despo guys~
work at beijing hualian group aka BHG bugis today haha! anise is such a kai xin guo! lol her laughter is so contagious.. wahaha=Dmy honey baby acc me for lunch break! WeEEEe=D
after work met my mum up n treat her for dinner!! im such a filial daughter=D

alrite.. sch at 9 tml..n theres a driving lesson during my 4 hr break. IM SO LOOKING FORWARD!!! HEH.

k bye=)

ppl will only rmb you when they need help.

when you need help they will not rmb u.

ppl will only realise your presence when they need you.

ppl will forget bout your existence when they dun need you.


=)

more and more things piling up

more and more things to do.

more and more question marks on my head.

=(

i was bored so i read up some of my past entries . it surely bring back some of those wonderful memories i had. be it in my secondary sch, with my friends , with my ex-colleagues or in my past relationships.

theres so many ppl who walked in and out of my life. some still in contacts, some disappear and some accompany me till now. those relationships tt r long forgotten suddenly got raked up after i reading. the pure and innocent first love with wenda was one of the most memorable n sweet one. it jus brought a smile on my face when i think back those sec sch days.

the rest of my relationships i had wasnt wat i call true love. maybe at that age i din know how to differentiate between lust, infactuation, puppy love, like and love. having a bf was jus to haf a status stating that im not single n someone to be there to shower me with concern.stil theres some happy memories.. haha n yeah not forgetting bad memories too. relationships nv past the 2 weeks mark. HAHA.. all only 2weeks old n i wil say bye. * i alreadi say when i was young ma... =x* LOl.. btw im always the one who dump ppl alrite... until one day i get my karma n get dumped. HAHA.

tt time when i got dump it was really a huge blow to me. mentally torturous. it sucks man!! it took me more than a year to get over. 2 unsuccessful rs after tt huge blow cos of the same reason tt i wasnt able to let him go. guess you guys shld noe whos him. but without him i wldnt get to noe my bf now. maybe i shld thank him for letting me experience such heart aches tt get me trained and be strong. his oso the reason i had my first break up wif my current bf. it was oso this very first break up tt made me realise that i cant let go such a great n nice guy. n so we r togther for 14 mths since then..

my teenagehood will be over in about a year, it was definitely a period of wonderful memories that i will nv forget. another person that had go thru those thick n thin with me thru out the years is of cos my darling choo huey wen. she sees me grow up, mature in terms of looks, age, thinking etc. LOl.. n i see her grow too!! frm a small xiao lian to a dua lian no* i can hear her saying NAbeh yOuUUuU*lol. shes really my bestest besties that i ever ever ever haf!!!this blog had accompanied me thru out my teenagehood and will continue to accompany me thru out the rest of my life. =)


n specially for bf: thanks for all those love you showered on me. thanks for tolerating with my temper and nonsense. i get frustrated and irritated easily when im sweating and when the weather is hot. your always the one that kena scolded n shouted at for nth when tt happens. im sosorry bout that haha.. but you understand me so well that you dun even get angry~! tts amazing eh mmm.. wahaha.. thanks darling.. =) loves you~

alrite i will start with pics for today!

went ikea wif my bb=)


sweish meatball, smoked salmon, chicky wings and soup=)
the wings tasted very normal. i wonder why theres so much rave bout the wings.
thou the meatball contians beef. i stil eat it. it was simply too irresistable=x





i love the bed sheet haha ..



dun pose when u shit my dear. jus shit it out. LOL






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few random pics of the wedding..more on next post




here at the bride's house in jb. big house la.. with an art gallery somemore. her uncle was some artist. the brothers and i were ''roaming'' ard the house looking at those art piece. REALLY IS ART CAN!! cos we dun understand a single bit of those art. LOL



sisters~



me n my cousin.. =)




dad mum me and ah ma~

my mummy really is tai rite.. i told bf tt dis pic look like we r frm some wealthy family. LOL


alrite... gtg rest.. tml im working at scotts~

im still struggling with my ed. i eat alot.. i drink alot slim tea too. i attempted purging jus now again. i feel fat after all those gd food recently. fat loaded.=(

omg so many days had passed. im so busy with so many things that i duno wat im busying with. LOL.

work. sch. bro's wedding. appt. tut. -.- n oso wif my bb=) we had our very 1st steamboat the other day~

today is my bro's wedding! theres so many things i wanted to blog about.
-the trip to jb early in the morning to pick up the bride
-the sabotage by sister gang for the groom n brother gang
-the tea ceremony
-the dolling up part of me.. dasao and my mum
-the emcee part
-the dinner


head off to jb in the morning togther with the brother gang to pick the bride up! im the rose among the thorns LOl. im the only girl but they are my brother's hardcore buddy since secondary sch so they seen me since i was a lil girl=D got to tk terence( 1 of the bros) car.. n its wrx! my very first virgin trip on a wrx. all i can say is!!!! very normal~ ceh~ HAHA.. no la.. its quite shiok but i find that the torque kinda make the ride very bumpy..im afraid i might suffer frm some brain concussion LOL. speeding at a speed of 150 and cutting thru those cars ..whooo~ n i got to noe smth today. in order to drive a sports car... we gota tk up advance driving lesson! ok! i must tk.. den i can go buy lambo~ CehHHh~~ lol

many pictures taken BUT most of it is not with me. its with the photographer, some of my relatives..some of my bro's fren.. and some duno who.

my mum was so gorgeous tonight. she looks perfectly TAI with the pearls, cheong sam, taitai-hair do and MY fake lashes. lol.. and my dad look so freaking handsome in that suit=)

pam's the pretty bride today and shes really very stunning today .. my brother was dashing too! ha he was so busy the whole day..lol..

btw im the emcee for the night togther with rachael. we were like kan chiong-ing! lol.. n tt fucking mic kept not working.. like absolutely DUH~-.-''


alrite im like fucking tired now can i wake up at 5.30 am lo.. n its freaking late..1.04am..im gona go rest n blog in details wif pic another time. =)


its past 12 now.. n so its the 20th of the mth!~ HAPPY 14 MTH my very handsome pui pui xiong!!! MUACKX!!



btw ..i is also 1 gorgeous babe tonite *WInk*

huixin pop by n acc me for break=)

saw weili while i was goin for break=)

my darling girl pop by while im working=)

my bf pop by too wif donut factory=)

tts the only thing i love bout tamp cos there wil be so many familiar faces! haha

my boi is really sweet to que for donuts cos he noe im craving for it esp the double chocolate=) 2 hr plus of standing rewarded with a happy smile n big big kiss frm me. haha=) loves u dear~=) MUACKS!



im thinking hard. shld i buy a bag or wallet? shld i get it dis comin pay or wait til december for sales. if til december sales i can save a few hundred bucks.. which brand shld i decide on?? a miu miu..prada..ferragamo or loewe wallet? im not lemming on lv or gucci animore. so many ppl carrying it.. so common.. thou the price tag was not common but tt amount of money can get a more unique n less common pcs. guess i wil pop by loewe dis sun when im working at scotts. n consult my darling stella n feng huang!!! wahahahah...

driving lesson today was great!! roy said tt im very alert today! i have enuff slp *wINk* and im finally in module 3!!!learn crank course.. s course ..up n down slope! so fun! haha .. not tt difficult thou drive very zai today.. i think when u start to drive better u tend to find other ppl too slow.. LOL eh not i yaya papaya k... but some of them realli damn slow lorr... now i noe why tt time bao scold me a cb driver LOL... cos at tt time im a fucking noob driver who kept blocking her way in the circuit LOL...

im working at tamp later~ =)

my bf is VERY handsome today! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

n i mus eat less dis few days!! so i wil be pretty on my bro's wedding... aiyah i no i not the bride but IM THE EMCEE FOR THE NITE!!! nb... i scare!! bbut for the ang bao!!! zai la! HAHA... knn..better give me a big one...=D

it was a very fruitful shopping trip for me today. HAHA. we went to A LA NUIT at bugis to get my dress~ the dress i like initially doesnt look great when i wear it. a lil pity thou but~~ the sales lady n my mum keep getting SO MANY dresses for me to try on~ HAHA...

im off frm duty today. so i shall kick start my entry wif my zi lian fotos~ ha. come on..its been quite long since i cam whore alrite..