yesterday's f e e l i n g s

Monday, April 30, 2007

alrite wat did i do in sch today???

we ordered bout 95 bucks of Mac delivery haha.which require 2 rider to send it to us.all of us was happily having our mac lunch at breadboard =) besides tt i read 7 comics n completed tt series--love celebs. nice eh same author as ba wang lian ren... ali.. dis one oso got alot sex one leh.LOL. =x i wonder how long will we hav to wait to actualli Really start on the proj. dead bored in tt stuffy CU. =( jt sick... take care girl. ps: fucking clinton is stil cougin like fuck. sucha irritating fucktard.

dinner at changi village wif my parents n then to loyang temple. =)

after all tt had happened at home i really see how my parents go all the way to help. we r really fortunate n blessed wif such great parents. esp my dad, he nv fails to offer help n advice whenever we r in deep shit.no matter how many time we commence tt same offence, repeat the same mistakes, they nv abandon us .instead, they offered help even thou we betray their trust n disappoint them again. i really hope dis will be the last time it ever happen again. thou im not invovle in the matter but i realli see how great my parents are. i will be more sensible , study harder n work hard to repay their kindness. thanks daddy n mummy.=)

i will be at isetan scotts tml!!=)

im so bored la. i walk up n down the CU for like duno how mani fucking times. n tt clinton is still as irritating as ever coughing n couighing n COUGHIN. ccb. his reli irritating la.. spreading germs. to the extent tt i can tk it no more n i shouted..

WAH LAN EH...FUCKING IRRITATING SIA.. NON STOP ONE LEHHH... NB.... SPREADING GERMS AR.. I DUN WAN STAY HERE ANIMORE LA......

and i walked out the CU n went out to the busstop... no... i nv tk a bus n go hm la.. siao.. i went there for smoking break.LOL. irritating ar.. n my dear weili acc me to talk on fone. haha. tt fjjlb vp is goin taiwan for holiday seh!!!!! haha.. happy ar...

omg... now im back here.. but ive got like 8 comics to read now. thanks bong!!!=) continue to update later.

i miss my BF LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, April 29, 2007

my day was great! went for 4th driving lesson n met baby after tt. head off his home n hit the slack. watch dvd n cried a bucket of tear. yeh im a emo baby n a sucker when it comes to emo-mama movie.LOl.

townin after tt!!

SAKAE for dinner!! we missed the movie =( its alrite..next time baby!!!=)

this our all time fav!!!!!!!!!!!! super love it!!

SALMON SASHIMI TOO!!

we have a tradition at sakae. whenever we dine here we will always play a game! n tt is... scissor paper stone. the loser will eat the slice of sashimi tt is over loaded wif WASAAAAAABIIII~~ HIakHIakHIak~

who wil be the suay one to eat dis???

fucking lots of wasabi i tell u!!! no kidding k.....

bf won! look!! hes so proud!!!! -.-

omg! my tears gushin out sooonnn!!!

nvm... tahan!!! next round!!

whos the suay one??

its me again la!! *pOUt*

i can tk it!!!

so hot!!!

wasabi loaded!! lolx.. actualli im supposed to be eating dis. but i lose twice le! dun care.. he mus eat oso!! haha... gf is the queen!!=)

eating togther wif lemon juice n cucumber doesnt make ani diff bb~~ hahha

there u go~~

stil can smile rite baby..

wOoo shiOk LA!! hahaha=x

i jus love dis baby soOoOoOOo much!!!!!

dar dar loves u so much!! rmb the first time we eat togther when we were jus fren were at cineleisure's suki sushi. at tt time, it was my 1st time after 8 yrs to eat at sushi restaurant. i dun even noe tt no spoon is needed to drink miso soup! haha..sucha noob. mm.. after we got togther.. u olwaz bring me to sakae!!now i olwaz has dis craving for salmon sashimi lo!!!! heex.

miss u baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

work was great togther wif my batch girl! serena was damn blurr la... haha..stella was nice too=) gd sales gd sales. a happy day cos baby pop up at eunos mrt n sent me to work!! its been a long time since he do tt .. pleasant surprise!!!!!!!=) loves baby so muchie!!

but when i got home wat i had was disappointment. thing had happened again. wat me n my mum feared most happen again. i really sympathised wif my parents. my family may seems to be happy n free frm worries. my parents may look jovial n happy-go-lucky but its all a facade. im a useless daughter, i cant help them in anithing. all i noe was to wake up go out spend money come hm eat slp n repeat the same routine again. i nv contribute to the family. i nv did anithing tt makes them proud of me. im a useless piece of shit.

Friday, April 27, 2007

omgggggggg im reli so boring la... im jus back frm some xiao ming session ALONE lo. like so ke lian can~T.T ali!!!! hurhur....

bored la.. like wtf. i will die if my life continues to be like dis. zhi yu happily playing game now n his tempting me! cos ppl go clubbin tonite seh..whens the last time i clubbed sia? tts during ali bdae nov 2006 mind u. like so long la...-.- oh my gdnessssssss..... boo.

omg!! i haven finished surfing all the blogs, forums, fashion webby.. i oso read newspaper le.. my research r done.. wat to be done are done.. n noe is only 2.37 like... waaAaAT tHhEE FoOOoK? hurrrrr

yawn... dey shld haf a sofa here so i can catch some beauty slp.

im now crapping wif bing nan online. n his like so lame la.-.- n his stil as black as ever no wonder is the legendary orh jiao in PRSS. hahahahahahah=x. k his gona wack me if he see dis.=x

bored like fuck la. but again, few more hrs i wil be seeing my super duper honey marshmallow chocolatie cuties sweet pie MR BF!!!!=) * SMilEs BroAdlY * HEHEHE=D

im early for sch today despite the fact that my brother actualy tk his own sweet time in the bathroom. ha.. my make up skill had improved damn lot i would say. it jus tk a merely 10 mins n im done. think i spent like 8 min on mascara. really love those lashes to be full n voluminous! =D i have not master the skill of puttin on fake lashes YET but yeah i think i wil go bug the lancome girls or estee girls when im working.

i wil be working at isetan scotts tml. im not sure which shift n its not reli confirmed. tts wat i hate bout my job. poor planning of duty roosters.=( but aniway, thinking of working at isetan scotts makes me happy! cos i get to see feng huang! shes a real nice n bubbly counter manager,we can discuss almost everything! most imptly, the sales there is gd. ok, i admit im a total suucker for money! yes! lol.

back to sch again. its totally boring. n tt fucking clinton haf been coughing like non stop without covering tt shit mouth.like HELLO?!?!?!?! wheres ur manners.....?? knn... now u noe y i haven recover after so long? yes .. thank u very much. his such a pain in the ass . im jus so suay to be in the same cu as him la pls.... tsk... fucking irritating.

enuff bout tt fella. i feel like eating waffle eh=( mac's pancake breakfast also not bad. mm.....

Thursday, April 26, 2007

IM SO BORED!

im missing my ger. its jus bout a week since sch starts but sch without ali is so damn bored! no more ali-gopal day. no more xiao ming brekkie at bus stop. no more xiao ming puff puff day at reservoir. no more bubbletea+ maggi mee lunchie opp sch. no more after-sch-tm-kia-kia session.. no more after-sch-starfuck session .pavillion closed down, the pak-pool + nasi-lemak day had become a history.=( n now shes gone for attachment~~ hurhur....n now tt my xin xin had oso gone for attachment.. BoOHOooooOo no more bestie left in sch=(

but theres smth to rejoice n consolate me..tts is.. im meeting mr bf tml!!! lovely isnt it? miss him damn badly..!! wOoo... im gona wear pretty pretty!! =D haha

nice weather to slp=) n im sick again. 2 days mc! i wil be back to sch IF i recover. if not it wil be a long weekend for me~ WEeEwOoO~lol. tonnes of things n research to work on. gota do it later.

i had a weird dream , a part of me jus dun feel like waking up. i cant rmb the whole dream but i noe its a sweet one.i duno if theres ani hidden meaning in the dream, it seems like it has. but like wat ppl olwaz say, dream is the opp of reality. so yeah. i shld be sad .LOL.

im full of virus . cough, flu, sorethroat, headache, cartilage infection. sorethroat n cartiage infection recovered now. =)

i wanna watch the 200 pound movie! n pls i need a walk in town. bf..dun ask me stay hm on a sunday .

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

feeling a little better. but i got a feeling that i wil be havin fever soon thou the flu had settled down n sorethroat getting better. i stil feel heaty. hur.

i have decided to bring my parents for a dim sum lunch for mother's day instead of the original plan of getting a uPaPa frm osim. unless theres some mother's day special or packages n the price drop . original price i saw was 368 which was pretty reasonable if i were to spend my pay on that i would haf to struggle for the rest of the mth. my pay frm biotherm wil onli be in by 27 may.=( so practically, im scrapping through my starhub pay now. i have to gif up the tot of buying a laptop since im olreadi struggling wif some financial problem.being egoistic, i dun wanna get ani more money frm my parents. other than the pocket money for sch, things that i wanna get, i wil use my own money. except the driving license thingy , since dad said his gona pay for it. he will.LOL. i shldnt be stupid to push away dis great offer. hahahahah* smIRk LAUghTEr*

was wondering y my birthday stil sucha long way to go. haha. i have been eyeing for a decent bracelet n dis frm tiffany n co caught my eye!=)actualli jus a elegant and simple white gold bracelet will do=) saving up! saving up! now i learn not to wish for things but to work for it. yup! jia you!!

my bro jus called n say he got a 2nd hand lappy for 350. its 2.3kg. no thanks=) i hate bulky stuff except for gold.HAHAHAHA=x. alrite tts kinda lame n dis post is getting a tad too long. no choice ar... MP is real boring nth but research n research. how much research for u to do for 2 weeks, 5 days per week, 8 hr per day which is a total of 80 hrs? hahaha. i guess we spend bout 70 hrs msn-ing, havin break, cocking, walking ard ... o n looking for teacher. jus imagine the time spend walking frm blk 24 to blk 10 to n fro for several times. n dis fucking BICU is fucking hot n stuffy. nbcb.

bye

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

left sch earli for doc again. flu. sorethroat. cartilage infection. all the virus came attacking me, i cant tk it animore. arghh... feel so sickly. the med i had earlier on din seems to haf ani effect on me.kinda immune to medication now. as much as i hate to be sick, i wonder y the doc onli gave me 1 day mc. ha.. gif 1 more day to let me haf a gd rest wont die rite. stingy ...

i duno if its me feeling sensitive, or am i thinkin too much. i jus feel the change in attitude. is it really when a person got the power or authority they will tend to abuse it n starts to boss ard or is it reali for the sake of being productive therefore the need to be is way? i doubt so.

well.. i hope its jus me being paranoid. =) notice the change of skin in my blog? n no more irriating pop up! yeah~~

life being monotonous again.with the 8.30 to 5.30 sch work frm mon to fri, weekend working schedule, deres nth to look forward animore. except tt i can meet bf once in a while tts the only consolating part. but wat bout my darling frens? everyone busy with their own life, attachment, sch n work. some i hav no news frm them. perhaps they r busy . i olwaz believe sending/forwarding a msg wont cause much time am i right? mm.. its alright.

at least theres smth happening to look forward too!!! so looking forward to it! had alreadi specially requested off.. hoho... =x

i hate ppl staring at me.looking frm the top to the bottom n back looking at u again. tts rude. the instructor say im attention seeking because when im driving everyone jus look at me n stare n stare n den smile when dey caught me llooking at them esp those civil defence ppl. i feel like diggin their eyes out. cos im olreadi panic in driving n all the stares frm them makes me even more jittery. fook off pls.

i miss the beach. i felt disgusted to feel so fair u noe. ahhhhh... im so whiny... i wanna be tanned... black...chao ta.....

wonder it feels to be there right now. awwww~~~ all those virus mus be staying far away frm me. hahahahhahahahahaha.....

I NEED A NEW SET OF BIKINI!=D pay day faster come plsssss

medicince tking effect now..giddy~~ maybe ** ard my head.. gd nite

i am sick=( ytd i forgot to tk med b4 i slp n dis morning i woke up wif my chest feeling pain again.to make thing worst, im down wif flu n sorethroat. ~~double~~ triple yayness.

but zy save me with honey water. his honey water veri concentrated machiam the honey no nid money lo. super sweet. ytd i got luo han guo ,today i got honey water, tml duno got wat hor...AHEM.i noe he wil read dis.LOL

i veri eng now. in BICU blog, surf blog, read forum, msn, cocking wif ali on msn, walk here n dere n now jus back frm tea break.LOL. but im reli sick la.. jus had porridge=) my nose like tap...keep blewing nose non stop... freak.super sick..hurhur... feel like sleepin..mus be the med i eat... roarrrrrr

alrite.i gtg go continue slacking n finally do some more research. jt's comp totally gif up on her hand n BOMB. short circuited n monitor went blank. may god bless her.=)

bye.those who r so eng reading my blog now.. pls la.. go do research lol. dun slack animore. *roll EYe* HAHAHHAHA=x

Monday, April 23, 2007

im so bored. mr bf called , his having bbq. =) happy that his outfield coming to an end soon n hopefully by thurs or fri i could meet him up for dinner=) miss him lotsa..

many things on my buying list.stil haf a little to spare for my own shopping after buying pressie for my parents when i get pay at the end of may*stil long=(*

gota get a pair of heels and bag for sch, wanna get back my chanel chance perfume previously a gift frm casper, mine gona finish soon..bu she de to use since it left so lil=(.. maybe get myself a new watch the old one was beautiful but a gift frm ex beau ha.. oo n i wanna go do manicure!! acrylic nails=) a simple one wil do... haha... pay day faster come plsssssssssssssss=(

nearly late for sch. but my cool zy waited for me at busstop! as usual sch is boring! we gona get stuck in BICU for the rest of the yr=) clock in btw 8.30 to 9 n clock out between 515- to 5.30. of cos i wil be clockin in at 9 clockin out at 5.15 LOL.

i went out for my driving lesson today!the fucking number 8 bus take forever n im getting late o-led-di!! cabbed there. argh. the instructor was a n nice chi guy! haha.i got to drive on the main rd and my main object to clear is gear shifting. so he told me that he wld allow me to drive back to sch if im zai enough to clear the gear shifting. wahah so happy! in the end im zai one lo!!!i cleared it n happily drive back to sch~~ lala.. i got off there n back to my project while he drove back to cdc. WeEE~~ save my time of changing 2 buses. =D n he say..eh dun tell ani instructor bout dis k. LOL. oKIe~~~=D

my next driving lesson wil be dis sunday!! cant wait cant wait~~=)

im now idling n slacking in BICU. its fucking boring la. qis n kay making whole lot of noise now. i think dey make a perfect couple. =) LOL

alreight im gonna continue slacking til 5.15 n den clock out n go hm=)
go shit first bye

Sunday, April 22, 2007

been experiencing sharp acute pain on my upper right chest since ytd night. whenever i move my upper limbs or exert pressure, i would feel an excruciating pain piercing thru. it was until dis evening tt i could no longer take it n decide to leave work earli to see a doctor.

it was cartilage infection. which means some virus attack my soft bone, infecting my cartilage n cause inflammation. doc says it will recover after medications. my menses makes thing worst. haiz. nvm.. i can eat chocolate! =) its the onli time/day of the mth tt i can eat chocolate w/o worri of getting fat!=)

work was not bad today! haha. zack is my nutrionist!!! he teach me how to eat it right and calculate my daily calorie intake for me. so inorder to lose wt my every day intake of cal shld be 1300cal. so in 1 week i can lose 0.5kg. LOl. eh kinda pathetic cos with the help of panbesy i can lost like 4 times the wt. 2kg per wk. =x but aniway zack reli cool la!! we chat n crap like almost more than an hr..*eATing SNakE* he damn fit la his muscle is damn 0.O. studying sport science in RP and aspire to be a nutrionist/personal instructor. damn fit la him , fellow dragin boaters oh yah n he got trapz!!! thou his 23 n stil in yr 2 but im amazed by his spur in studies and all the effort he puts in juggling work, studies, family and relationship. yeah 1 more crapping khakis in ihub!!!

MSU on ch 5 now. support peggy!!!!!!!!!!!!
shes pretty!! all the girls have great bods. fuck it man.... i oso wannnnnnnn.... !!

wheres my bf????

i woke up at 2. lunch-ed. back to slp at 3 all the way to 7. out for dinner at giant (tamp) and shopped there. bought betty crock's brownie mix n bake at hm.

brownie first attempt can say its a success. jus tt i need to add 1 more egg to make it more soft n moist. well, it wasnt tt bad=) tml will be working at ihub, gona bring some for my hubbers=) zel is comin down to crap wif me thou shes nt working sucha sweetie!brownies for u k! =D

i miss my bf. din reli had a gd talk wif him dis past few days. he called at 2 plus in the morning, i was so sleepy n i culdnt recall wat i said to him in tt few mins=( today is 1 of the veri few saturday tt i spent without him n tml gona be the first day im going lunch without him ever since i went back work at ihub. hurrr...*pout*

ytd was our 8th month togther.. thanks baby for being sucha wonderful boy thou u get cheeky sometime n start to oggle at girls right under my nose. wat audacity huh! but its alrite dun do it so obvious next time i wil ~~dig ur eye out~~ try to close one eye. im so niceee=) love me more!!

holiday coming to an end soon. i can feel the stress jus by looking at tt sheet of paper right b4 my eye now. im gona do research later n my dateline is dis comin monday.=) yes, u got it right!i have not start on it yet. was busy recharging myself in lala land due to overstraint of work dis past few weeks( exclude thurs n fri cos its the onli day i went out for some shopping wif dearest bong)

dis holiday wasnt tt bad. got to go USA california state for 2 weeks=) back working at ihub and even got myself a new part time job! heh. biotherm beauty advisor. i love dis job veri much. jus that i dun like the way they plan our work schedule. we r often informed to work at the very last min.but so far im happy with the job n looking forward to each time im working!

Friday, April 20, 2007

went for my 2nd driving lesson ! my instructor was the same ! cleared the right sharp bend turn and am able to proceed on the left which is more diff as the blind area is 4.5m. mount curb several times n the suay one following behind me was chao ta bao! she told me she was n cursing n swearing in her heart tt the driver was fucking stupid n cb. thanks alot ..the person is me *roLl Eye* but i felt like laughin because she nearly lang-ga another car when she took over n wave at me frantically .LOL aniway, i wil be driving on the MAIN RD on my next lesson!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

met bong after that for beauty warehse sales. hoho. i got a Helena Rubeinstein makeup remover for 18 bucks, IPSA toner for 2 bucks, bong got 2 way cake frm bloom!! so cheap cheap n ipsa too=) chanel n elizabeth arden lippies are goin at 5 bucks, polo ralp fragrance goin at 40 bucks.. but a pity tt the place is too small n cosmetics range are too little. biotherm products re selling VERY CHEAPLY there. white detox ake up base at 30 (usual: 68) hydra detox moisturiser at 15 ( usual: 70 n above) o.O but kinda upset tt the range for make up forever not much. but its ok! cos i cant get 30 % off to buy their prod! thanks to bf's cousin, sabrina=)

ARAB STREET! ; )

bong came over my place for dinner. mummy dearest cook laksa!!! yummy!!

no work tml. gona stay hm rest. =)

Thursday, April 19, 2007

first driving lesson today! it was fun! haha. but a bit kan chiong so my car stalled quite a number of time=x the instructor very fun n patient=). his 26 dis yr eh kinda young ar... tml my 2nd lesson!

met bong after tt i went to bugis!we took neo print we nv play tt machine for soOo long!!! bong is a noob!!!! =x the foto veri chio la~~~ =D town after tt !! the emu rice at taka basement is ichiban desu yo ne!!! bought baking muffin's ingredient frm muji!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reached hm n baked muffin!! jus when im bakong happily mr bf called. n guess wat.. after hanging up on the fone i realised tt my muffin CHAO TA!!!!!!!!!! T.T

tml goin for MUFE sales!!! i cant fucking wait!!!=)

taken few weeks back=)

i realised tt im growing more n more attached to my bf..almost everytime when im out i will definitely talk bout him unknowingly and when i saw certain stuff while shopping i wil buy it or i wil bkmark the ting in my brain to get it for him as a pressie for the next anni=) love u boi~

my scanner failed on me againb. so i gota resort to this lol. love dis ger so much=) tml im goin to sch at 9 for proj meeting den for my driving lesson n after tt meet her again!!!!!! for beauty warehse salee!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant fucking wait!! makeup forever.. clinique, blvgari, christian dior HER WE COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

it was fun seeing dian n serene smuggling food.lol. lunched wif juan n did a little shopping!!=) bought my bro's belated bdae pressie! a very unique cuff link=) juan bought a veri chio jewellery box lo!!! so tempted!!!bought my lucidol hair spray~ n mask frm skin food!!! im now using the free rice mask sample frm skin food ! bought 1 royal honey sheet mask for myself n cucumber mask for bf!=)

bf called!. he saw shooting stars while his out field-ing. lucky fella! miss him laaaaaaaaa oeiiiiiiii....LOl. =x

nice chat wif yuling =) thanks bo hong for dropping by!!!! so sweet of u ar!! thanks for the lemonade !=) sl dropped by too!

tml i wil be goin for my first practical lesson!!!!!!!! after that wil be towning wif ah bong!!!!!! wahahah... i cant wait i cant wait i cant~!roarrrrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR =D~

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

the isetan supervisor do not allow me to combined my lunch n dinner break unless i get a part timer to relief me for that 2 hr. so i had a hard time looking for replacement. im the only BA working at the counter thus counter canot be left wif empty for too long.=( luckily gracie came to relief me! loves her so much !!!

rushed back to sch . many eyes staring at me esp those freshies who r havin their orientation. cos im wearing white frm head to toe! -.- aniway i rushed back to work immediately after that. thanks to my group n mr kwok lettin me off earli even thou im late. ha=x

gracie had knocked off at 5.30, so the counter was empty for half an hr b4 i reached. the sales aunty in front of my counter told me that the supervisor waited for me at the counter v 4 v long !stil ask her where i go! n she told her i went toilet. haha thanks ya=) jus when i tot im in freaking deep shit!!! the supervisor came, instead of lecturing me, she asked how was my meeting and did i had my lunch/dinner. she even offered me a 20 min break to eat smth =) but i din go cos i olreadi had a veri quick lunch cum dinner on my way to sch. the supervisor even informed another supervisor b4 they change shift to let me go for 20 min break if i happen to be hungry later! the lancome girl stil come n ask me if i got makan not....gan dong dao~~~ T.T

sales not bad. bernice(BIE) came! hey girl din noe ya read my blog hahahah. jieying came! denise came! haha. saw yvonne, yanjing, anabelle, miss ho etc etc. =)

tml i wil be at isetan parkway~~ morning shift!
i got my starhub pay!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA. gona buy lucidol gloss hairspray!!!=) WeeE~~ btw, lancome hynopse volume mascara is gd!=)

Monday, April 16, 2007

so tml i wil be working full shift at isetan tamp. 9.45 am to 9.30 pm. all alone at the counter. combining my lunch break n dinner break. within dis 2 hrs i wil rush back to sch for mp meeting which wil last bout 1 hr 30 min the max. i gota rush there n rush back at the same time fixing my lunch n dinner altogther. =) how cool. n how many cals can i burn tt way? HAHA

ani kind soul dropping by my counter wif some nice food?

been reading up anaroxeic blog.
www.foodguilt.blogspot.com
www.hungrygirl.com
www.hungryboy.blogspot.com
www.beautifuk.blogspot.com

mp briefing is a total waste of time. i lose money cos i nv work n went for tt stupid briefing instead. tml another meeting wif mr kowk at 4. wat a nice time eh.. it make me cant work. be it morning shift ,afternoon shift or mid shift. fuck. i dun even mind to combine my lunch and dinner break to go back sch for tt meeting since i wil be working full shift at isetan tamp tml .but the prob is ,i cant leave the counter empty for long! fuck it.

i feel lousy dis few days. maybe cos ive been binging. i have not been eating regularly n i skipped dinner for 2 consecutives night onli to find myself stuffing junk to ease my hunger n the next moment in the toilet purging everything out again. in fact, i hv nv recover. once bulimic forever bulimic. i will nv recover frm dis eating disorder that been huanting me for the past few yrs. i ever tot of creating another blogging space to rant out dis EO that i had been struggling with but i gave up that tot. dis is me, no point hiding in another anonymous name.

i miss my bf now. he had nv ever comment on my wt n looks and he olwaz by my side telling me that im beautiful. thanks baby.

i haf realised dere are actuali mani EO girls in singapore. www.xanga.com/anagem another one joined in the clan.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

par tor day! finaly we got the curtain fixed up in baby's rm. cheap n gd n fast. HAHA. frm ikea!! tk less than 10 min to get it fixed! amazing sial.. clever baby.

went town to cut my hair n baby went back camp after tt. so i was alone shoppin in town. i happily spent away all my cash n even got myself a pair of new heels for work, totally forgot tt i had transferred away all my money to my another account(for saving up), so i can stop myself for shopping. tts when i find out my ez link no money!!! my bank no money n my cash no more !!!!!!!!!!!! i canot go hm !!!!!!!!!!!!

but sadly, nobody help me except zi jie. he got his fren to transfer $ to my acc so i could top up my ez link. reali thanks alot thou he could not offer me help but he helped me to look for alternative. reali thanks alot! n transferred the money back to his fren immediately after i got hm. =) n thanks girl for asking me how was i after tt. =)

tml gota be back sch for mp briefing. sian. tues oso. sian. like tt 2 days canot work. thurs n fri driving prac. sian. another 2 day no work. left sat. sunday i hub. monday sch reopen. SIAN.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

mid shift at isetan scotts. feng huang was reali bubbly n nice! heh.. worked wiof wan xin today~~~ haha my batch girls~~!!=D she mus be readin dis now!! hi~~mei nu! LOL.

sales was gd! mm.. happy happy count money me like! LOL. was reli tired today. bb acc me for my break! n acc me hm too=) i noe his darn tired n onli had a few hrs of slp but his jus so sweet to acc me cos his gona go for 10 days of out field soon=( but annniway, tml wil be out par-tor-tian-mi-mi day =D~ cant wait!

veri tired now. i slept at 11 ytd. so earli ar~ im gona be bridesmaid soon. so i mus lost another 4 kg!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i can wear sexy nice nice gown. mm. yes. gambatte!! i wan go mesotherapy. thinkin of goin to TLC at holland v, the one by Dr Georgia Lee. check dis out!
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and dis
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www.cozycot.com -------> my fav beauty forum!!

pic update when wanxin darling update it in her blog/friendster den i kup.HAHAHAHAH=x

gtg. btw aquasource serum frm biotherm is fucking gd i tell u. am using it now. my skin is QQ hUA huA now. HAHAHAH=)

Friday, April 13, 2007

parkway~~~i love my job!!! dian and irene keep perverting me..wahaha... n i love gracie!! so she quits because shes joining silk air! her training starts in may! seriously ,both us were like chatting non stop frm rs to cosmetics to job to flying. oh gosh. i tot my knock off time was 5.45 but it was 6.15 so we chatted frm 5.45 til 6.40. n all of us were like snacking sneakily. cos the floor supervisor is sibeh siao on .. olwaz spot check us to see we r snacking not. nv.n when i left the place its way over my knock off time man! left n happily punched card. HAHAH

i saw my dear jieying~! heh n she was so kind to acc me wait for my bus! happily chatting again=) oh n sales not bad today!!!!!!!!! lunched wif dian, n girls frm dior , clinique n laneige. hoho.

isetan scotts tml!! nv worked there before. hope it wil be as fun as ip=D

jus when wil i get to soar~ ?i was kinda pissed by ppl who think tt flying is jus another job~~stewardess is jus a high class waitress~~ etc etc. thinkin all the girls are bimbo n bitch. its not an easy job . yes, u get to dressed up, pretty make up, sashay at the airport pulling along ur luggage, neatly bun up hair,pretty kebaya.

but its another story when ur on board.walking up n down the narrow walkway pushing the heavy cart and stil smile at the passenger even when they are fussy n unreasonable. gota adapt to the pressure in the air craft and oso adjust to the time difference in the other country. being away from home & loved ones during festive and special occasions etc.stewardess may look glam. pretty makeup, pretty uniform, get to be on the plane for free and travel ard the world but its definitely not an easy job.

yes it may jus be like wat dey say. -JUS ANOTHER JOB.
but diff job gif u different experience .

its not a job that wil allow u to work long term but i guess its definitely an eye opener and oso a stepping stone when ur applying for other job.

btw, i wan get in emirates!!! HAHAHA. dubai dubai dubai.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

guess wat? isetan got their company's anthem!!! i was cleaning the counter suddenly tricy frm laneige hint me to stop n dun move. i was like huh? den i realised everyone was standing still n theres some anthem playin n the isetan's gate was opened.WTF?!!

wah cb. machiam flag raising sial. knn... i tink about 4 yrs nv attend flag raising liao. lol. work was alrite=) enjoyable time talking wif irene frm skin'S food. haha her counter jus beside mine=) shes 2 mth preggy!!! so xin fu lor her!!!!shes sure a pretty mummy!!=D

aniway met my fjjlb for dinner at tamp for cafe cartel. all i wan to say is... TINY UR AWEEEEEEEEEEEESOME. although u olwaz nv attend meeting, olwaz ps us.. but once u meet us u JING PAO us sia.. u cb..LOL..i here by promote u frm fjjlb member.. to FJJLB PRESIDENT'S ASSISTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! vp! i oso wan create a fjjlb club anthem leh! HAHAHA

tml isetan parkway again~~~=)morning shift~~

bf jus abandoned me for? AO JIAN... he loves oyster omelette more than me!! ni bian leeeeeeee...............T.T

bf lo....haah so ugli... TSK..=x

he wan kil me olreadi~~=x

i got eye bag=( not enuff slp.... jet lag jet lag.LOL...

sweet rite~~~ HAHA

mr honey bunny!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

i realy hate staying hm when im not working. i wil get scolded for nth, yes NTHING.

put urself in my shoe.

the technician came to repair the tv. so he place the tv in the balcony , bringing back the pcb only. now tell me. is there aniting wrong in placing the tv in the balcony?yes? no?

when my mum came hm she jus flared up n screamed at me for asking tt fella to place the tv at the balcony. how the hell would i noe where she wan her tv to be placed at? does it sounds more sensible to place the tv in the middle of the walkway or in the middle of the living rm since its olreadi-over-populated with..-her unneccessary stuffS? by placing it there my niece wil definitely make it her --->new TOY.

so? she jus scream and shout at the top of her voice. as thou all the fault is ME. im in the wrong to ask him to place it there. im the one who stupidly ask the person place it there without thinkin tt it would obstruct her dryin her clothes , obstruct her washing the balcony, obstruct her doin watever shit she wants dere. yah so to its my fault eh? wats the big deal?? is there a need to scream n shout at me? im ur daughter, im not ur dog, mum. u can jus jolly well tell me nicely that u do not wan the tv to be placed there n would appreciate if i could help u to move the tv to the living rm rite? did u? instead, u put words into my mouth n said that i declined to offer u help in moving it. u say i said tt, I DUN WAN TO HELP. this 5 words, u jus stuff it into my mouth. u maligned me.

u got me real angry dis time.

PLS DUN PUT WORDS INTO MY MOUTH, i nv say that alrite. im here to help u move the thing now can u jus shut up? its so fucking heavy, so we wil jus get dad or bro to move it. isit so difficult?? do u reli nid to hang ur clothes now or wat?? can u jus wait til tonite???????? tt difficult? y cant u jus say things in nicer way? a mus for u to shout n scream whenever things are not in ur way? n than to blame the fcuking whole world that everyone are in the fault n u r the onli pity lady to sufferr?????? since ur so unhappy bout it. k . its my fault. im sorry. ok???

after saying dis i walk back to my rm n she continued with her whining. i shouted. CAN U STOP IT? MY FAULT OK. SORRY K. SORRY.MY FAULT. HAPPY?
n finally she shut her mouth.

i actually apologised for nothing. i apologised when im in no wrong. i apologised when my intention was gd, to place it there so it would not block the way n let my itchy finger niece spoil it again.

it doesnt pay to be gd.

i want to go out.

i nv know i could walk out the fear i had in my past relationship. i nv know i let go of the past that i once hold on dearly and love someone wholeheartedly. i nv know wat love really like until u showed me.

the first break up left a scar in both of our heart, i truly regret that im the cause of it. the hurt n pain that i inflicted on you was one that i could had nv imagine. bt u nv blame me for that. i was truly touched by ur magnimous n love u had for me. it was then that i realised i no longer need the past to move me on but you to be by my side and start a fresh. the past was buried and a future is created.

our relationship was even happier n sweeter than before. i can see all that u had done for me,the endless hours of waiting jus to bring a smile to my face, the hours u spent travelling frm the west to the east jus to surprise me with the food im craving for, the long distance u travelled to acc hm frm sch which was merely a 5 min journey, the way u look after me when im drunk and im a super pain in the ass at that time. all the time and effort u had spent on me i saw it. nobody had ever touched my heart like u do.

you nv abandon me when i need you and u nv make me cry. all i noe is i felt secure and happiness whenever ur around.

the first xmas we had. the first new yr we celebrated. the first firework we watch together. the first cny bazaar we ever went. the first valentine we spent togther. the first ice skating we went togther. baby, we stil had sentosa, buffet, zoo, blading, cycling and swimming not yet on our completed list! so many first time to do togther=)

but i promise you, the first drop of tear u shed for me will be the last.

right from the bottom of my heart baby, i love you

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

no work today! was at hm rotting. i cant have a gd slp.. noe why? because i kept on receiving smses. when i wake up theres like 20 sms. -.-"

was lazing ard arranging the US fotos tt we had developed. i gave my mum the whole range of my skincare. LANEIGE de ok... star white series inclusive of eye serum, toner, moisturiser, essence, serum.. u name it i have it. n sk2 miracle water, toner and eye cream. i even gave her the new make up base frm laneige i onli use not more than 5 times. =( my skin sensitive to it so there wil be lil bump on my face if i use them. sad la..........

so im using paul n joe moisturise now. aniway i got lots of biotherm miniature samples now.. heh.. gota try them!!! wil be working parkway on thurs and fri. sat at isetan scotts. find me there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i gtg run now. meeting bf at tamp!

work at isetan parkway was so homely! gracie was a really fun person! fun-loving, easy-going n pretty. she looks like my sec sch senior--xiao yan. LOl. BA (beauty advisor) there are all veri fun and easy going. how i wish i wil be stationed there permanently but part timers are floaters, we dun haf a fixed counter=(

got my estee lauder loose powder today! estee's ppl having 20% discount for today only! normally their staff disc is onli 5-10 % (if i rmb correctly) so i mus seize this chance la!! HAHAH. christin was reli nice to help us get it! and she gave me a bottle of loose powder samples for free!! cool! she wil be giving me their bag when im working dis thurs! HAHAHAHHAHA

i noe i v gian peng but free one who dun wan rite. my ali and bong today even more gian peng lo. i gave them SO MANI SAMPLES LA.lol. so mani tubes of eye cream la~ serum la~ moisturiser la~ u name it.. i have it! =D LOl.

when i got my pay i wanna try skin food's peach n sakae toner. smell super nice !! i kept on using it on my hand. LOL. they haf reli interesting products. heh heh. i got their samples~ LALLAL.lol=x

actually i jus received a call frm a gd fren. he was at a lost . i feel for him. his mum had reached the last stage of cervical cancer. her lifespan is getting shorter, the longest wil be 1 yr, shortest wil be a mth. how would u feel if ur in his shoe? life really unpredictable.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

work ihub today!! work was fun as long as theres britzel n rina ard.=) wahah.. as usual working there wil nv be stressed or unhappy. relaxing, fun and happy!=) basically crappin the whole day, chatin on msn when im free HAHA.

baby came to acc me for lunch. ate our all time fav korean cuisine at the basement foodcourt of mandarin hotel. ITS VERI NICE. both us were totally BLOATED. lol. poor bb is sick. get well soon!!!

alright~ got to noe a belgium guy today. he was reli frenly n initiated a conversation while we were queing up for coffee at starbuck. he jus arrive spore for an hr, stayin here 2 days n back to belgium. 12 hrs of flight... oh man. reli ang mohs are reli frenly!=)

tml afternoon shift for biotherm at isetan parkway. my lovely bong gona acc me for dinner break!!!!! yeah!!!missy her!

my darling ali! ARE U BACK???????? I MISS NI!!!!

dear xinxin! i noe ur feeling down dis few days. heres a song specially dedicated to u. cheer up babe=)

beautiful by christina aguilera

Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
Oh no, so don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone let the puzzle undone
Ain't that the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, oh no
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
We're the song inside the tune full of beautiful mistakes

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

Saturday, April 07, 2007

today go par tor wif bf!!

watched mr bean. some parts are funny but overall it is veri BORING.
-.-" should haf watch 23. aniway~~~ we had pepper lunch for dinner=) mr bf concluded that i seriously cant cook. how sad=( but its alrite~ i wont be a hsewife anyway~~ i wil be a rich tai tai.LOL=)

we saw dis veri fun musical "thing" at fep. its reli x 1000 veri unique.i swear. both of us were amazed by it!bf was pissed when i found him figuring out how the thing works, as he plan to buy n surprise me someday !but i went to kay poh when i saw the salesperson teaching him how to use it.=x i dun care stil mus buy n surprise me! i wil jus act as if i duno. HAHAH

i wonder wat happen to all those guys in spore. ALL BECOME GAY!!! theres really alot gay in town. i got no grudges or aniting unhappy wif them. jus upset that there wil be lesser guys for US!! *thou im attached* LOL. shit bf gona kill me.
but seriously, they haf great sense of dressing n some haf v great bods n looks. reali la.. WASTED. i jus cant help having a 2nd look at them.they reali have great sense of dressing.

i love metrosexual guy. i think guy shld pay more attention to grooming. style up their hair n trim their brows*of cos not trim til machiam u draw a line there*. AND pls. be bothered to wash ur face regularly. nothing wil ever look nice on u if u haf oily n mo peng face kay. not even when u haf styled hair n neatly trimmed brows. so in order to haf a gd complexion, pls come to my biotherm counter, i wil intro u a range of skincare suitable for u. thank u v much. =)

spore guys haf the wrong perception that trimming brows la, skin care la... all dis r gu niang stuff but without dis basic grooming how r u goin to xian charbor? i have guys fren telling me tt dey r paiseh to go to the counter n trim their brow. alamak...paiseh wat..when everyone got gf n u dun haf one.u reli is sibeh paiseh liao. LOL

Friday, April 06, 2007

i was kinda shocked to see ur msg. but im glad ur back. im happy for u that ur embarking a new stage of ur life, turning over a new leaf, enrolled urself into ite and start learning all over again.

but i din noe at tt time when we were togther so many things had happened and yet i noe nth about it. the reason to broke off was so ''weird'' i could say and u changed so weirdly.

theres no more feeling for u on that very day when i saw 2 of u togther. but well im glad ur a new man now changing for the better. stil, i put everything behind and welcome u back as a fren.

jia you ,shen long! dun worry ur mum wil be fine. =)

let me zi lian first k

yosemite park.

its like their honeymoon=)

stylo milo..HAHA.

dis ang moh kia sibeh cute leh!!!!! but a bit scare his mucus drip on my hand LOL.. his mucus machiam the worm siahe wil suck it back thru his nose one... SIBEH ER XIN.. but he veri cute laaa n he not scare of cold lo..i cold til like shit liao he stil warm when i hug him!! haha

WeEee~~~ i wanna go back US!!!

my shi fu drink spring water oso LOL

wEeeEeeEEe!!!i look v happy hor.. but actuali i si beh scare i fall down.. if i fall i think my bone wil become powder. LOL. so high there lo... n below is all moutains n trees leh.. will bua si si one u noe!!!!

at nevada hoover dam.

cute hor..HAHAHHA

the hoover damn is really a veri big project by the US. it really amazed us. how did they actually build the bridge n dam in the middle of those mountains? how did they actually link up the bridge btw 2 moutains.. how dey build those highway twisting along the moutain side?? it was den we saw a veri big memorial board , many had died while building the dam n of cos its been over many many mnay yrs that it is finally built. even til now dey haf not completed the bridge yet.

LA, UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!! I LOVE DIS PLACE!!! N U NOE WAT... ??? THE ENTRANCE FEE IS BOUT 100 SING DOLLAR!!! same goes to disney land n lego land. the avg price for the entrance fee is 100 bucks.. disney was 120 bucks. *FaINt*

DADDY LIKE KING KONG!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH

woo..marilyn monroe...

AUDREY HEPBURN!!!!

wahah dey like kids lo..more jia lat den me... tsk

SPIDERMAN!!! nad spider girl~~ *bLush*

PIGGY YEAR!!!

too fast too furious. LOL.

ok im goin to ikea wif my parents=) supposed to meet baby but tt fella passed his sore eye to me!!! went to the doc n luckily i treated it arli b4 it worsened. so my eyes are alright now. better not meet him today. tml wil be better since his recovering. LOL shit im lousy gf.=x nvm i goin ikea!! i nv go to the new one b4!!!=x

more pic comin up soon!!!!!