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met eugan during my 3 hr break. lunch-ed.=) i miss dis fella damn much. its olwaz so great to meet him up n we can talk so much jus like before!! 5 yrs of frenship n stil goin on strong , he noe me inside out n even things that i dun realise it bout myself. HAHA. BK-ed and Haagen daz-ed. xin's brother was nice enough to give us discount. heh=) we chatted quite alot ..of cos dere are juciy gossip lol. his one real bitch tt nv fails to gossip bout others wif me. we made a secret promise which wil onli be fufiled 16 years later.=)HAHAH. n tt tag huer watch is fucking nice.. are you goin to buy for me??? HAHA... thanks alot sis~ LOl....

20 FA project dateline on 14 feb . V day. im gona rush it n finish it once n for all n hand it in next wed. so i can focus on other stuff. but i gota go arab st n get fabrics. n oso to settle the theme for my collection.

im tired.=(


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my dad bought the flight ticket already.

flyin on 12 Mar. 6am in the morning!!!! so earli. stop over tokyo Narita. 1 hr of shoppin time at the airport.. HHAHA. heard their airport gt lots of things to shop.=D back on the 26 Mar 1 am. -.- again wil be stopin over tokyo Narita again.. yeah~ SHop again. HAHA. =D it wil be turning spring in US by then. at least there are things to shop n not ended up buyin winter clothings only heh.

VS, abercrombie n fitch, hollister, gap, banana republic... oh gosh.... =D

went sch for like 2 hour onli. waste of time.

we sneak off during orgcom.=x its damn boring la.. n i dun like ppl to instruct me to move here n dere in that as-if-i-own-you tone. LOL. k.. jus say im attitude... i dun care man~~~~

i wanna go shoppin wif my darling girl!!!! i wanna buy cny clothes again. i onli got a dress now.. i still haven get my skinny jeans.. wanna go bugis street to find liao! heh=)

wat if one day the person u treasure most left dis world, wat would u do?

a random tot.



24 hr hours a day is not enuff for me. im kan busy. -.-

first i need to thank BONG!! thanks girl for explaining to me n cleared up my doubts on perl.=) i really appreciate it. finally i had wrote out the code for perl. but i have not test it yet. my comp dun support the prog .wil be testing it in sch.

lack of slp cos i do til 4.30 in the morning. -.- panda eye.

but stilllll~~~~ its MEET THE BF DAY!!! =D~~
togther frm the morning til nite!~ loves~~~=) went to the army market to get his stuff. buy so mani things!! head over shaw tower to get his jungle boots. 145 bucks. i think it really worth the money .its damn nice! im so tempted to get it for myself too. really damn cool man! aha...
he got bruises all over his body. haiz... careful ar boi...
lets count down to sat again!!! miss you~=)





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it really makes me wonder what did u gain or wat exactly are u thinking when u go all the way to make a person down, let the person feel humilate, feel inferior. does it really makes u feel better or does it makes u feel superior. y cant you jus forgive n let it go. u were once so magnimous to us. im begining to not understand you, you have become a stranger to me as day goes by. i find every way to avoid any conversation between us and avoid having meal togther. cos each time the dinner wil end up being a quarrel, a "loud talking" session. advice n comments we gave, you tk it seriously , you interpret it as an insult, you think that we r indirectly saying that u r being ignorant. u get flared up n soon u raised ur voice. its dis tt we hate ..its dis that we started to not bother much bout ur stuff. its dis tt makes me more n more dun understand you.

med device in the morning.

parents doin spring cleaning. i dun even bother to clean up my rm. like come on ... the dust wil come back .. i wil jus clean up probably few days b4 cny..or maybe when i feel like it. my rm isnt tt dirty jus dun go n see those dust ..it will be fine man =x ytd nite i jus cleared my study table n shelves. but now... back to square one.. not even 24 hrs. -.-

20 FA is like arghhh... mani things to do n draw ..i got to come up wif a fantastic sketch bk dis time.. i dun wanna lose my A n get a B+ cos of my sketch bk ever again...nin na bay...=x

suddenli i dun feel like goin US. but its confirmed n ticket booked , i can back out no more~ flying with North West Airline on the 12th of mar back on the 26mar .

but im broke now. i wil save my angbao money for US trip. dun think its enuff eh..its alrite dad is my atm... HAHA. mum n i had agree to attack all the branded gds at FOS. =D too bad ai hua not joining us due to uni exam. kinda miss her.. my childhood bestest fren.

k go do mask liao. bye.

i mis bf. TML!!!!!=D

i had my reasons for saying things.

zhong yan ni er.

yup.

it all starts wif a sms frm me. " You in school?" my darling xin met me at biz park.

TM-ed. main objective was to get a present for our sister. MR EUGAN CHAN YOU WEI. we visted all the sports shop at tm. nth seems to catch our eyes. tt fella like everything got.-.- we got in SURF N SKI. ended up getting a bag for myself.49.90. fucking loves. =D i was thinking whether to get the dress. im so damn in love with it but the price was steep. 69.90. xin said its not worth it. i gave it a try...try no nid $$ ma... so nice....me like. but i nv buy. =(

search for his present at csq. got it.=) walk ard,drank bubble tea,sat somewhere to rest our feet n talk cock. but the dress kept appearing in my mind. i am so tempted. devil keep chanting dis msg in my mind over n over again.fucking hell-.-

"buy la..so nice.. when in doubt buy it...u nv buy later no more how??? regret seh...."

oh man i jus ignore n continue chatting, whining bout tt dress to xin. poor girl...haha

finally I CANT STAND IT ANIMORE !!!!! we got up n went back to get that dress. HAHAHHAHA. im a happy girl now. =D i hope i can resist the temptation to wear it b4 CNY. alreadi told my mum to scold
/stop/wack/kick me if i were to wear it b4 cny.lol

total damage : 155 bucks. in tamp. like wtf?

lucky i buy the dress if not i wil keep think of it siallll.... haha.. its ex n not reli worth.. but u noe.. I LOVE IT SO MUCH LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

return home wif 1 big bag...NEVER EVER reveal actual price to mum. i told her the dress 49.90 .HAHAHAHA. lucky she nv scold. =)

i so happy la~~~~~ retail therapy tks away stress !!! HAHA.

i nid to start da pao food to sch next wk onwards.LOL .

tml got make up lecture. -.- sian de lo~~~~~

i hope dad play n win mj tonite. so i got commision of 50 bucks. =x

bye~~~

it all starts wif a sms frm me. " You in school?" my darling xin met me at biz park.

TM-ed. main objective was to get a present for our sister. MR EUGAN CHAN YOU WEI. we visted all the sports shop at tm. nth seems to catch our eyes. tt fella like everything got.-.- we got in SURF N SKI. ended up getting a bag for myself.49.90. fucking loves. =D i was thinking whether to get the dress. im so damn in love with it but the price was steep. 69.90. xin said its not worth it. i gave it a try...try no nid $$ ma... so nice....me like. but i nv buy. =(

search for his present at csq. got it.=) walk ard,drank bubble tea,sat somewhere to rest our feet n talk cock. but the dress kept appearing in my mind. i am so tempted. devil keep chanting dis msg in my mind over n over again.fucking hell-.-

"buy la..so nice.. when in doubt buy it...u nv buy later no more how??? regret seh...."

oh man i jus ignore n continue chatting, whining bout tt dress to xin. poor girl...haha

finally I CANT STAND IT ANIMORE !!!!! we got up n went back to get that dress. HAHAHHAHA. im a happy girl now. =D i hope i can resist the temptation to wear it b4 CNY. alreadi told my mum to scold
/stop/wack/kick me if i were to wear it b4 cny.lol

total damage : 155 bucks. in tamp. like wtf?

lucky i buy the dress if not i wil keep think of it siallll.... haha.. its ex n not reli worth.. but u noe.. I LOVE IT SO MUCH LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!=D

return home wif 1 big bag...NEVER EVER reveal actual price to mum. i told her the dress 49.90 .HAHAHAHA. lucky she nv scold. =)

i so happy la~~~~~ retail therapy tks away stress !!! HAHA.

i nid to start da pao food to sch next wk onwards.LOL .

tml got make up lecture. -.- sian de lo~~~~~

i hope dad play n win mj tonite. so i got commision of 50 bucks. =x

bye~~~

2007 WISH LIST

top on the list:

MACBOOK PRO ($2499)





follow by:

- my car license







thats all. lol. others i can get myself. HAHA. who wan buy that lappy for me?

for car license i think i can get it before october. im leaving the prac aside first to concentrate on projs n sem exams. when im back frm US i will chiong prac. 7 mths shld be enuff ba. wil bk all the prac lesson n tp at one go. since tp gota wait for 5 mths (correct me if im wrong).

yup

should be like dis.

Mr Chua had a meeting with the course today. to brief us about our MP and oso in an attempt to gif us an explanation.

well, i dun think he explain aniting . thru out the whole meeting he is only defending himself. wat he said is damn irony. he kept on repeating that he nv discriminate us.

SINCE WHEN DID WE SAID TT WE R BEING DISCRIMINATED????

wat all of us think was theres no FAIRNESS and TRANSPARENCY being practised here. he said that they chosed them not cos of their grade but their attitude, character etc etc. but did dey ever gave others a chance to show tt dey can do it? he denied that they were being secretive..and so why didnt he told or discuss with the course and even the teachers no nth about it...?

he kept mentioning about the INDIA proj and other IRRELEVANT stuff where our main objective of the meeting was to listen to his explanationS. on several times i had to said..

SIR IM NOT SAYIN BOUT THE INDIA PROJ. IM ASKING BOUT THE INFUSION PUMP PROJECT THAT THEY HAD ALREADY STARTED.

only then he went back to the main topic and continue to repeat the same stuff over and over again ...

We r not being discriminating..we nv discriminate u all..u all mus understand tt doesnt mean they wil get gd grades it depends on the end prod..... blah blah blah..

eh cb.... can say new things anot... -.-


2 words. FUCKING HELL. come on man. dey r being 'chosen' to do it earlier. this means that more time are given to them to do the proj.they had already enter the CU and seek help frm the seniors on programing stuff, obviously, making full use of watever resources they can get.

Since this project was in collaboration wif a company n the previous project by the prev batch wasnt successful therefore u all get those 3 ppl to do it n dis time wil ensure that the proj wil be a success rite? because u all are being approached by company of cos dun wanna malu the sch right??? u tell me u tell me!!!DIS ALREADI SHOW DEY CONFIRM GURANTEE CHOPCHOP GET GD GRADES LIAO MA.... think we idiot si bo???!!!

wat faizal suggested was damn rite . obviously making him speechless n shut his fucking mouth haha. hold an interview la.den everyone will be given a chance... transparency and fairness being practised... by then when the candidates are out nobody can retaliate and no one wil be unhappy... tio bo????

aiyah like wat henry say..wat can we do. dey say like tt den like tt lo. n that ravi come n tok to me n jt. no use defending himself animore la. but being a nice girl..ahem, i listen to him say wat he wanna say. he said his being wronged n he nv approached the gd students... he prefer small projects as big projects make him busy and no time to eat... we mus understand him..haiz... i feel like saying fuck you rite in his face sia. but i tahan. LOl. if i like tt say even if i got A for med dev oso wil end up F for nth. hahahha.... rmb.. I ONLY WAN TO PEACEFULLY PASS MY POLY LIFE.

ppl got 8 mths to do mp.. i only got 3mth to do.. i canot kp or complain.. can onli kpkb behind their back onli..come blog n type down my pek chekness... loll.. all because of WAT???? to pass my poly life peacefully lo......



ok heres the edited part: Bo hong told me alot of ppl read my blog. cos my blog is linked to the class blog. i got a lil panic.. so i was thinkin of deleting dis post or edit it. BUT. why shld i panic sial???? LOL. dis is my blog. i blog wat i like. i wrote down how i felt n blog down my own opinion. FREEDOM OF SPEECH... so yeah. theres nth i shld be afraid of. aniway i din blog bout racist stuff oso... backside wont kena soot! read la... me no scare. LOl.

i started muggin at 12 am. and i lost interest at 1 am. so i told myslef to tk a rest play comp a while hor..den go back mug again. wat a brilliant idea. now i dun feel like studyin animore. hahaha. SLEEPING TIME!!!!!!

i miss u badly!!!!!!!! how i wish i can fall asleep in ur arms RIGHT NOW. hurhur....

ZzZzZZzZzZZzZzzzzz......

met my girl after sch today. thou its for a short while jus to go tm n get some stuff for myself but we were like luffing all the way. haha. its been so long since we luff like tt. heh. kinda miss those days. haha.. sure feel great to update each other wif JING BAO news. aHEm. HAHAHAHHAHA=x

tml havin BIOMSIP test. i hope i can successfully do some 'quality' study later. hope so.=p finally one proj down. had our org comp presentation today.like finally!! but i stil got mct, bioinfo and cds project. -.-

baby jus called=D so happy to receive his call!!!! miss that fella mani mani mani mani MANYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!SUNDAY!!! mm..counting down.. so we wil go n get ya stuff at beach rd.. n yeah eat ur udon okie?? hee=p

gd hair day today~~ WeEEe =X Random lo~~ haha

think my posts recently are some emo shit. frens been complaining bout it... thanks for the concern n everything. im alrite now. =) chocolate makes me happy! esp those bitter one.. more bitter i more happy sial~~=D

was playin mahjong during lecture today. HAHAH. im sort of addicted to it... i even shout PONG AR!!! lol... jt say i crazy... i jus learn how to play ma..duh~ aniway its the space mahjong on the hp la..haha..n i win leh.. like 4 round...lol..now i noe wat is those pong ar... gang ar... or watever dui dui hu...da si xi tt kind..Lol..but stil noob..k im prepare to brush up my skil for CNY mahjong session...wahahahahha

i din go for rain concert=( blame my bro... tt ass..his gona get it frm me..ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


baby had gone on course today til may. miss him so much.=( i wil onli get to see him on sunday. sucha long wait. he cant reply msg n we can onli talk for less than 30 mins at nite. how sad. =( but baby... i stil love u!!!=) im counting down to sundaY~~





misses~=)

i woke up wif excruciating pain in me. i felt weak all over and all i wanna do was to lie on my bed n not doin anything. but somehow i felt relieved and a tad happier cos i noe its not gonna happen the way i tot it would be. its irresponsible of me to think dis way but given the circumstances theres no choice but to do the alternative solution if it reli occurs.by that time i guess i would jus fade away frm everyone's life quietly.

i noe i haven been there for my frens and my girl ,whens shes down n goin thru all those worries. i have been to occupied wif myself. sometime i sensed some change in me which i loathe but i dun bother to do aniting to it. its dis heck care attitude that i start to develop n loathe myself. i dun wanna throw all the blame to stress, sch work etc its a bad habit to keep doin that. perhaps im tired. tired of seeing too many things i do not want to see, noeing things i do not want to noe. all i want is to live in my own chronosphere, away frm aniting and everything.

its our 5th month. am reli glad to have u in my life now.thanks baby=)

went to our usual dining place. sakae sushi and catch a movie. the mahjong movie. lOl... funny show. but i dun reli understand. cos i duno how to play mahjong. so went they show the mj tiles n all those da si xi or watever POng or wat i duno is simi lanjiao lai eh. haha

heres da foto~



=)

5th mth pressie=)


a mini version of those 1 buck toy machine


he said that theres 154 of rolled up messages for me..and all had the same msg in it....154 of it symbolise 154 days=5mth


but when i count it theres 160 of it. so he said... yeah thats to test if u reli got go n count not-.- LOl... n he said that the extra 6 contains different msg frm the rest o.O heh...=D


me n bird


loves her to bits!!!!


recieved letter frm perth!=) thanks cage for the present. heh.... awaits my letter too!!!=D





sometime u got no one to turn to. u felt bottled up. u do not how to bring it up n yet do not feel like letting anione noe. im reaching the verge ... helpless..

i met my precious bird today. BERNICE! last saw her was during my bdae chalet. was having craving for long john.. thou she was a bit unwilling but i dont care!!! haha.. n we chat alot man..update one another. of cos the long john silver is the one at century sq. the place wif so mani memories filled. the hangout lunchie place after CO n remedial lesson. haha. n tt fella is stil whale n whale. HAHAH. come on!!! everyone got one whens urs AR??? haha.... LOl....bird i miss the expression on ur face when u got pissed... u wil rolled ur eyes n TSK very loudly. LOl. n sometimes u wil wah lau~~~~~ HAHAHHA

so now zheng yi already got in NS last fri.. then yoshua, desmond ,weslie,eugan... wah like tt all botak leh. HAHAH... oh man.. i miss eugan laaaaa...!!! hahaha.... sister! i wil jio u out!wait my call k.. HAHA. i stil owe u bdae pressie..me no forget!=D

anwar got out frm MI n joined LASALLE sometime ago..jus to update those who do not noe. =) i seriouly miss those days man. we go by the back corridor n borrow bks frm the other class... those stupid cheer tt min fei n chaur lee olwaz shout WU SA MA LI YA BOOOOOOOOO -.- den some one wil shout TENG CHU LA.... everyone will parrot wif them... ahaha.. the prank we played on Mrs Chua which got her so angry that she cried n ran out of the class.....the OW kor ming korkor ..once he whistle everyone wil tuck in uniform.. pull up socks... hide hp in bra.. HAHA. not forgetting mr tony tan for teaching us to play snooker... =)

those CO days oso. Ding lao lao got so angry that she throw the stick and stomp out of the rm ..i duno wat isit call la..but its the one she use to conduct... n all of us is suppose to stay in wait her come back n keep quiet.. but the PIPAs group ........... fucking stand up n go canteen for break. HAHA. we even go til TM foodcourt eat lo...LOL. thou she annoyed me each time during pract but i still miss her when i saw my pipa lyin in tt corner of my rm with the freaking thick layer of dust. HAHA=x not forgetting BT...thou olwaz like a wood n not lomantic but still...AwwWw~~ memories~ haha...=X

new pics to upload. but im lazy n tired. not enuff slp sial...~ 4 am den slp...-.- hoho

* what if....

i skipped 2 lecture today=x. HAHA. watch BLOOD DIAMOND wif bf at tm. super love the show.. veri touching but a bit violent. now i noe diamond actually killed so many life...mm... haha. it will be our 5th mth dis sat..i super love the pressie bf made. its super sweet=) i wil tk a pic n post it up soon... tts the best ever pressie!!!!!! thanks darling~~=) got him a pressie too.. heh... n the expression on his face was like priceless! haha.. nv c b4 sia.LOl. =D

neeway did u guys watch the 8pm show on ch 8 jus now? ming xing hao bang shou. where celebrity wil go to other's hse n be maid. wah lan eh.. u c the hse not.. fucking big.. such a big cupboard to put all the heels.. accessories all display out n handbags. branded somemore.. prada chanel gucci. its all those tt above 4k one lo. omfg.o.O indonesia taitai damn rich. i oso wan!! hahahahahhahahahaha=x

bf's sibeh xiong course goin to start... lesser time to meet up.. n i bet he wil be freaking tired everyday.. haizzz... kinda upset but he wil be damn fit after that 3 mth course. =D eh i wan 6 pec k... HAHA loves~~~~

im goin to RAIN'S CONCERT!!!!!!! oh man!!! hahahaha... my bro got free ticket frm his korean singer fren.=D 2 tickets.. me n dasao wil be goin~~ haha but i duno when leh.. n i duno wat seats oso... ahhh!!!! duno got vip pass to go backstage a not leh. OMG! haha.. drool~~~=p~

sch was sama-sama la. nth much . got juicy gossip. HAHA. n hor.. i saw someone beoing someone. HAHAH. cuaght red handed by me sia. tt someone shld noe la. LOl=x

2 quiz next week. proj dateline nearer. but stil mani not done.. jia lat. im stuck. haha.

20 FA today was BORING! we watch movie again. SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER. damn funni when those ppl dance in the disco. i think if dance like tt in zouk sure kena luff n booed. LOL. dey dance like some chicken and duck. HAHAH=x

aniway i got back my project did last term for 20 FA !!! she said our project veri difficult to mark as its not up to standard .its marked by a few teachers. wat dey all expect man we r not design student.. we r ENGINEERING student. haha. but stil, i got B+!!! wEeE~ she said the teachers like my deisgn and i could scored an A cos i did quite well but my sketch bk mus haf more patterns or design.. AwwWw~~ =D effort din go to waste ar... i rushed the whole nite to do the illustration board lo....

anione noe where to get YGDA jeans??? i love their skinny jeans n i saw mani wearing.. let me noe if u guys noe alrite!!! thanks ya

heres the pic we took=)





lOVeS~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIAN WEI.=)

hope he loves the small surprise frm us. guess tt bag of tibits is enuff to tahan him a few days? lol.. old man olreadi la.. ahha eh no..david is older leh.. HAHAH.opps=x

org comp teacher got BO. lol. thou we r sitting like few seats away but u noe.. the smell is ... omfg. =x haha

went ard tm to get some stuff for proj.n its ex la..tt few pieces of paper cost me 4.60 =( my pay stil not in lo!!! hur hur....

think my ali baba sister is happily shoppin at msq wif her true love.haha. awWwWW SweEeeeeT dAOoOo~~~ rofl. bitch.. i miss you.. shall we haf some starfuck , TCB ( bf: dis is the coffee bean not tua chee bye k LOL=x) or shi lin session next week? me n u.. we seriously nid some sister bonding session ya noe.... =D

moolahs~~~~i nid it more now to fund all my expenses thou i dun splurge as much as b4.

neeway me mum n niece wil be goin pasar malam later... wEeeE~~ i love pm.. but seems like pm is getting real boring not as fun as last time.. y ar? i rmb i use to buy the bubble tea n den shoot the pearl at those passerby n act blur.. dey wont noe its me since theres so mani ppl squeezing in the bazaar n im stil a kid tt time. HAHAH=x


ok i jus got pissed. think he shld jus mind his own business. n stop being some great smaritan. as if his some big shot n watever he say was rite. but i dun see him doin things tt he said. practise wat u preach alrite. im no longer the keep-quiet-even-if-im-in-no-wrong-happily-let-u-scold sister. yes im grateful to him n aprreciate all those times when he spent the entire nite to fix my comp. but seriously he shld reli tk note of his attitude when his talking to my parents ..tts when im reali pissed n it explains y i dun like to have my meal togther wif them and avoid goin out wif them. jus how long mus i tolerate dis. since young its like dis, but it got better after awhile.. a few yrs later its back to the same again. no think its worst. ever since dey r togther. bad influence i guess. no.. it mus be bad influence. yup


its almost a perfect day for me. but theres olwaz something tt will piss me off at the end of the day. freaking pissed. see !! i start my blog wif a happy tone n end it wif .... k watever . BYE.
david i emo again. LOl.

so another 2 weeks all the quiz wil be comin in n we are 4 weeks closer to sem exam. are u gettin a lil panicky ? i am. but i dun see myself doin anithing lol. jus projects n projects. aniway im glad to have cleared 1 project off. so 1 off my shoulder now. research of designer n collection also done. .. but stil more to go .. not forgetting those sketching n colourings which i began to loathe.

i seriously hate ppl to eaveddrop. when im not talking to u... IM NOT TALKING TO U.. im having a conversation wif my fren n tt fella jus suddenly turn ard n join in. obviously shes listening to wat we say n spying to see if she can get some info to help her improve her grades.. sometime it jus irritates ppl when they r overly kiasu ..I REPEAT no matter HOW LOUDLY I TALK... WHEN IM NOT TALKING TO U ... JUS SHUT THE FUCK UP. n when i qn u y r u listening to wat we say dun gif me tt funny face or pissed up look. i dun gif a damn wether we r frens or project mates or classmates. basic courtesy k. thats it. thank you very much.

pms-ing . so dun provoke me , agitate me dis few days. getting urself in trouble only.

ps: AH hENg KOR! bon VAYagE~ haha. see you 1 mth later after ur back frm FRANCE. cb i cant win ur money during CNY!! but watever.. i demand a pressie frm u.. or else im gona rip u off. HAHAHHA. =D

sat was spend wif my boi walking ard holland v b4 we picked up sophie after her groomin wif a new schnauzer hair cut. btw shes a silky terrier. his mum was terrified when she saw the new cut. lol.

shoppin at bugis in the evening. mum gave me money for new year shopping =D wanted to get some nice clothing but none caught my eyes except tt sexy cheong sam look alike top at kai. im so tempted to buy it man but i noe my mum will scream at me if i were to wear it haha. i so regret insisting to come bugis..shld haf gone to town man.. more to buy sial. knn. bugis street oso a bit sian liao..other than being so sardine packed wif ppl ..its so stuffy n heaty =( hurhur... neeway i got a nice tank top dere heh... we tk neoprints too!! hahah like so fun doin some funny actions lol.. loves it=D n bf so cute! HAHAHAHHA=x

sunday was left being at home. was told to check out the map n highway state route of California. we goin there in march. dad said we wil be travelling frm San francisco using state route 1 all the way( Calibrillo highway and pacific coast highway) down to San diego..on the way we wil drop by montery,big suf, Santa Babara, los angeles. and along state route 1 we get to view the beautiful scenery of pacific ocean. HOW COOL!! HAHA. n frm San diego we wil use another highway to go Las Vegas ,on the way we wil drop by Desert hot spring. den frm Las vegas we wil tk a helicopter to go to Grand canyon.after tt wil be stopping by Fresno b4 we went back to San francisco. sounds packed and complicated rite.. but we wil be stoppin by each place bout 1 or 2 days to do shoppin sightseeing ... so the trip wil be bout 15 days or perhaps more.
actuali we planed to go taiwan ,stopping by a few days den back to singapore. but the tic fare wil be damn ex n not worth it. so instead a few days we wil be stopping by toky0, seoul, taiwan or Hk for a few hrs den back to home cos theres no straight flight frm SFC back to Singapore.

aunty susan and uncle wil be comin over our hse to discuss bout the US trip later on. will be goin over to grandma's place to collect my belated xmas pressie frm aunt!

k gtg. projecting now. =)

meng got mani mani qns to ask u!!! u in Sans francisco or las vegas now or u back singapore for cny??? if u happen to read dis reply my msg in friendster or pm me in msn k! =D

after goin to the career fair in sch i sorted out my thots. no more confusion in wat to do or where to go..to work or to study after graduating from poly. i have decided to further study to get a degree instead of slogging my ass off in the working society. study as i can.. im stil young.. study more n gain more knowledge. i had plenty of years to slog my ass off .theres no rush to start working full time so soon , its not tt im penniless or im not given pocket money.

i noe my gpa aint tt great i nid to put in extra effort in order to get into local uni. perhaps how much effort i put in i may not even get in local U. i got no one to blame..but myself to fall sick at the fucking wrong time. deres no point to whine n cry over it animore, i noe i did my best. wat to do now is to study hard n work hard. =)

btw i jus got to noe tht bachelor=degree. u study for 3 yrs in uni to get a bachelor .. if u continue for another year which is the 4th year..upon completion u wil graduate wif a honours. wOoo~ ha.. me n xin xin was like... ORhHHhHHhh~~ haha..after the NUS guy explained to us. the price diff btw a local n a private uni is approx 6k. ard there la.. which in dis case im referring to NUS and SIM. but it oso depends on the course n uni u choose.

im glad tt i went to the fair. at least it motivates me to study. haha. like FINALLY im motivated. LOL. its a lil pity tt we missed the talk by SIA n we cant go for the interview as we r not graduating students.=( but neeway... its alrite la. haha. n i finally got a proper resume wif a correct format.=D

i wish i could turn back times. to correct my mistakes, to relive those gd old days. how great will it be if tt could happens.=)

suddenli tot of my cousin. i wonder how she is. i saw someone that resemble her. look so alike .. ! it certainly makes me miss her more. another mth wil be the 3rd year anniversary. how fast is dat.its all like wat happened ytd. if shes stil ard i guess she would stil be tt ever-so fashionable girl with that familiar cheerful smile. whenever i came across the place where the accident tk place , i could feel the pain . tt fatal blow on her head by the pot along the road, imagine the pain shes sffering at that time . when i was in SGH ytd, passing by the DOA room(death on arrival) , i noe she was there 3 yrs back , in tt rm, lifeless, cold, dead.

im alrite so do not worry. i jus miss her. its been such a long time since i last visit her. i felt guilty bout it thou. guess i shld pay her a visit soon.perhaps on the anni.

miss you jie.

rain again la. i hate it man. i onli love rainy days when im broke or when its a slacking day at hm. HAHAH=x

aunty smsed me n said tt she left my belated xmas pressie at ah ma's place. WeEEeEE~i duno wat it is.she left some clue
-smth which i use everyday but i wont buy it
-something big
-smth sq or rectangular

wat isit?? its not tv laptop n not weighing machine leh. wat else? cupboard? LOl

k.. im gona tk a nap cos theres mani assignments to do later at nite. i need some beauty slp.

suddenli i feel like eating mochi n the frozen strawberry frm mos burger. =D

byebye

sch trip to SGH was a total waste of my time. other than carrying sucha heavy bag, the air con in the hospital was fucking hot. im like perspiring non stop. frm the start we were in a small rm wif no place to sit n the lab or isit their office? was freaking messy n lok kok la... such a big hospital onli had a pathetic of 20 ppl..doin the maintenance of all the medical equipments(approx 100000 of them?) other than tt dey showed us some of the equipments n explain the functions.

at first i tot they would show us how they use those equipments on patients but no eh,tt fella blabber whole chunk of info and he bring us 'tour' ard SGH. come on, as if i nv go dere before like tt. walk here walk dere... come to a department den say.. oh heres our department for blah blah blah.. den walk again... heres for blah blah blah.. like wtf? -.-

he oso said tt his department got no prospect. haha. like u start as a technician den promote to technician 1 den promote to officer? den officer 1.. n THATS IT. haha. like wtf. n o btw.. heard frm dr ravi tt the basic pay of a technician is like 1.4k. how pathetic was tt man. after a gucci bag i wil be left wif 300 bucks to spare for the mth. -.- so he said.. after the diploma get a degree, watever course u go after..get a fucking degree . i totally agree!

actually my course is interesting its jus tt we learn a little bit of everything instead of majoring in the impt one like wat biotech in applied sci sch did .the student can choose to major in plant, animal or human anatomy in yr 2.

btw, prama is so cute. ha. i duno if i spell her name correctly but shes olwaz give me the impression of a cute naive n innocent indian girl. reli leh like so pure tt kind. haha. n she look so cute wif the expression tt shes furious when she got to noe tt some or maybe tt 3 person had started to do their MP even b4 we r in yr 3. wahahha.. but aniway the whole course noe bout it. i heard tt some are gonna lodge a complaint to the head of the head. LOl. like wow. pls do some justice!!!! unfair unfair!!! uphold the law~juSTICE! ahahahhaha.. k im crazy.

so looks like wat seems to be when u see in the front isnt exactly the same at the back. gd frens seems to be gd but they actually isnt. u may seems to be gd or best of the bestest frens but when it comes to competition u see the nasty and selfish side of ur so call gd fren who do some stunt to u. enemy is every where ard u, u nv noe when ur fren wil become ur foe. tts wat dad olwaz say n i usually turn a deaf ear. now after seeing so mani ''classic example'' of dog bite dog tingy... WOw..o.O... mmm... be safe than sorry. trust only urself.

btw great chatting wif bong on the bus back to sch today. ha. its been so long since we talk so much~ n i definitely miss those I501 days n the chalet.=) year 1.1 is stil the best.

giddy bug struck me n im suffering frm severe headache. i slept frm 8.30 till 11.30 today. 15 hrs of sleep. shiok is da word.

mani things to be done. its really ALOT. gota chiong olreadi.
kinda no life seh...

about my depression. i felt better today. but stil im depressed. duno over wat. kinda pissed bout dis depression thingy goin on in me.

aniway i got craving for durian puff n cream puff now. haha. n my niece finished 3 out of 4 of it the other day. glutton bitch la...

k bye. not to be worry. im alrite. i wil find my way out of dis depression.

miss bf~

i seriously think tt im suffering frm depression.

oddly emotional at an extreme level today.

i think i wil explode within dis few days.

shutting myself up for awhile.

great tanning wif xin today. extremely gd weather! freaking hot sun.. tanned til i felt tt im gona kena heat stroke if i carry on ani longer. LOl. great chat wif xin..its been so long since we chat for hours non stop..yakking n updating bout everything n of cos those juicy gossips~ HAHA

a short getaway in the morning but when i got hm the same old feeling came back haunting again. i felt lost. i hate it when i got it all sorted out n den the next moment when someone said something my thoughts got shaken n i started to think bout it all over again. its a damn lousy feeling .i felt as if im deserted in some ulu place with no help at all. i dun wanna be treated like a princess wif everything planned out for me shielding me frm the potential harm as if im so damn fragile wif jus one blow im gona lay dead. i noe they have been n seen through more den me. thats because dey tried dey failed but they learnt. by telling me their experiences i din learn aniting. i jus heard. its only when u been through, u fell, u injured den u learn. isit it so? y am i put in a path which isnt wat i wan but its wat u wan for urself instead? im glad cos they care tts y dey bother ... i duno wats my decision though its stil earli but i hate the feeling of hanging halfway which u cant fly high nor you can go low. it sucks man.

im lost. bye

its only thru setbacks tt u learn and gain experience.

i dun wan to be overly protected or lock up somewhere free from harm.

i dun believe in the safe-n-no-harm-super-great-plus-future-guranteed job tt u say.

nuff said. bye.

life had become monotonous since sch starts.

get back MCT today.im glad wif the results but stil i can do better.

i hate ants. stop crawling on to me. i noe im sweet.

i had a date wif darling xin on sun morning. hope the sun wil be out. im gona get tanned! getting mouldy olreadi n i hate my skin colour now. i need to do some catch up wif her too!!! =)

damn tired today. HAHA.

gona do mask olreadi. bought a new one frm TBS. heh. MUD MASK!=D

i find felicia chin darn pretty. the hair like a bit weird eh...machiam mop.. but stil shes veri pretty!!! =D~~

random.

bye.

*miss little bear. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2nd day of sch is better. no more dizzy spell or watever shit. but i jus cant stop myself frm yawning. haha=x

time is running out for bioinfo proj. =( getting a bit panic guess shld cut down time in shopping n goin out.but im glad we r on track=) oh man. n sem exam in bout 7 wks time. time is running out.

projects on hand.
-bioinfo
-mct
-med dev
-orgcom
-20Fa

-.-" i stil haven decide which designer or label to do for 20 Fa. gucci ,chanel ,alexander mcqueen,dolce n gabanna, anna sui, calvin klein etc. oh man.

gona go bk my prac lesson tml~

im stil thinkin bout Roman Holiday. haha. nice!! next we wil be watchin Breakfast At Tiffany. heard tt its reli nice too=D

jus when can i go learn my dance. i nearli got the chance to learn it last oct but damn frontline for delaying my pay. now no time n moolahs running out. i kinda regret din continue wif ballet when i was young n i gave up piano half way too. ha.im sucha sucker.boo~

guess my illness is back. im allergy to sch. lol. i duno y i jus dun haf the mood for sch today. head feeling kinda heavy like can dose off anitime or faint anitime. =X

we watched a movie during 20 FA.
ROMAN HOLIDAY.
its a black n white film.. movie in the 1950s. its nice!!!!!=) at first we tot is those boring oldies movie... but its v nice lo!!! hahaha.. so now every wed we can watch movie liao. n i love the dress Audrey Hapburn wore in the show. actuali the main objectives of watching those olides movie is to tk note of wat dey wear. how r they dressed up n how they match their clothings. =D

knock out for 2 hrs once i reached home. too tired. Zzzz. yawn~

Heres da photos~~~ heh..



cindy so happy~
haha



=D



suddenli i miss my braces.....hurhur.....shld haf tk more pics when im wif braces!! ahhhh!!!!



the girls~



icE SKatE~



boi wif his blade~



ali xin bu zai yan. cos thinkin of true love. =X



after skating=)


RANDOM~~~~~~~~~~






the teddy bear tt eugan shawn fendy got for me for my 15 yrs old bdae=) I STIL RMB!!! am still huggin it. hohoho.=D




so cute!! HAHAH



on the train~



wats wif tt face...........-.- LOL

HaPpy NEw YEar eVERyOne~=D

eve was spent wif my love n fjjlb at marina south pier.=) wif mani tibits we bought at giant previously. hohoh. firework was not bad but a pity we din get the full view of it. but still im glad to haf watch it togther wif my love ones=) esp mr bf la... HAHAH=x.

so on new yr day, surprise visit at his place b4 we went for dinner at hk cafe. think its the best not to go there during dinner time.. waiters tend to be so clumsyyyy....-.-

2007.. time flies... 9 more mths im gona be 19!! so fast leh... gona bk my prac this week ba~ hopefully get a license b4 my bird day n maybe dad wil get me a car as bdae present. HAHA how cool. ok im dreamin. lol.

tml wil be another slacking day. gona spend some quality time wif mummy dearest=) wed sch starts. FUCK SCH~~~

let the pic do the talking~=)

new yr eve at marina soith pier=)



weili stop playing umbrella!!! haha



sWEet DaaAoOooO~



=D



heh~ whose hand-.-



darling n me~ shes so cute wif braces aint she??!!! mUACkxZ



spArkle~~~~so happy like tt .hahahha



eh? wats wif tt 2 guy. haha



WeeEee~~~=D next outing is mind cafe!!!

there are more photos but blogspot died on me once again. wat a bitch. lol. so wait til tml or when im free. NITENITE!!!!