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work was relaxed . i spent most of the time stoning..chatting n crapping wif yingwei. we talk bout so mani stuff n at one point we started laughing non stop. =D settlement was so smooth n easy . error free~ no unreasonable customers too. good la~ max worked today! like so long nv work wif him think half a yr or so.. i jus cant stop myself frm teasing him man. wahahahha=x


2006 gonna comin to an end! doesnt reli anticipate its comin thou. jus like ani other day. wat i dread most is wed when sch starts. i am more lookin forward to chi new yr. hahaha.

well so wat did i do in 2006?
-chicken pox
-remove braces
-injured my leg
-wonderful bdae
-happily in love~

its the suay-est yr i ever had man. im down wif the fucking chicken pox during the study week. running fever for 2 fucking weeks. almost everyday im shivering n sweating ..i rmb tt i started to have serious gastric pain n i cant bloody get outta the bed. i bloody got dumped by some heartless ass when im in my weakest state. ahHhH~~ watever~~ im more concern bout my pox rather than him at tt time. to hell wif him. lOL. i failed one of my module but i pass my supp paper. nevertheless, my gpa tk a deep plunge frm 3.2 to a 2.59. im so damn fuckin sad. =(

finally i recovered frm the evil poxes. but im left wif scars all over my body. thank god tt most of it had disappeared n fade away by now.=) jus when i tot im safe n my life is back to normal~~~~ i fucking fell frm the stairs at hm and fell in the kitchen again. my feet was so swollen n wrapped up like a ba zhang!!! its during my term test period n thats y i dun bother to visit the doctor even thou its getting more n more swollen .till few days later a bicycle ran over my injured foot . i cant fucking bear the pain animore n i was sent to the hospital. broken bone in my feet. =( 1 mth in cast.i dread goin back for check up as i face disappoint each time when doc said tt i gota wear the cast for another 2 wks.

finally i recovered n my bdae came.the curse was broken!!! its was the most wonderful bdae i ever had. everyone was present. i was sucha happy girl on tt day. i will nv ever forget=) not forgetting dis yr i found my love. i wasted a yr plus for holding on to a love which will nv be back. i live in my own world. deceiving myself tt he wil be back someday ,reminscing the past holding to those memories. its was til i found my boi tt i began to let go... love him more n more each day~! sucha sweet little boi always dere whenever i needs him constantly showering me with all those care n concern. im so happy each time we meet.thanks baby!!!!~~~

wanna thanks everyone who cheer me up n look after me when im sick. like my darling girl ali who came to visit me even when i got chicken pox! my fjjlb crappin wif me online when im locked up in the rm fr 14 days... jing ting who came to my house n pass me study notes togther wif a rose n some flowers cos its valentine day! my aunt who got someone to sent me teddy bear n basket of flowers n fruits =D jian wei who acc me hm almost everyday when i injured my leg..broought vcd to my hse cos im bored... kappo for waking me up everytime in the wee hr to tk med n oso fetching me to ecp for a stroll n watch fireworks at kallang=D my best bud eugan for acc here n dere...miss the pizza hut n bk pigging out!!! hahah... also.. naiba huixin my polymates boonhai bong cindy bernice cagey & my hubbers!!!!!!!!!!!~

all those starfuck, coffeebean slacking, crazy town shopping, partyworld-ing, yishun dam rounding, supper at 85, sentosa tanning, pool-ing, ecp carpark H catch monkey.. marina south pier chilling... crazy cam whoring.. i loves it all~~~~~ it will all be in 2007 too!!! probably more exciting n more fun eh?heh..

2007 resolution? i din fufilled ani of the resolutions i made each yr. so for 2007 dere wil be no resolution. HAHA. yup. jus wish for a fun n exciting yr.. free frm evil ppl... illnesses n unhappy stuff ba~ but i noe when sch starts all the stress wil come pouring in again. Sem exam in mid feb follow by 2 mths holiday n we wil be in yr 3. well... jus enjoy dis few days left ba.

=)cant wait to see those fireworks!

bye~~~~~ 2006!!!!!!!

i think i have been indulging in my own world for too long tt i duno wats goin on ard me. dere isnt reli things that are fair in the world. u felt unfair, felt injustice but yet u cant do anyting. even if u voice out ur unhappiness you know everything wil stil remain the same and no changes wil be made.instead u will end up in a terrible state. EeEeEeWwwW...

i felt really unfair. in fact everyone who knows whats goin on would felt the same too. i think dis is favourtism. biased perhaps. of cos, who dun like those who r cleverer, more capable n more efficient in doing things .it really pissed me off when those wif authorites are siding them n helping them 'secretly'. but their secret is not a secret animore. shocked to have know dis ''underground activity'' . so i said, ignorance is bliss. haiz. n hor.. y am i olwaz the last to noe sia..........!!lolx

2006, i saw n learnt a lot of things. i saw how terrible a person can become, how kiasu a person is, how eager they wan to win.they can be so selfish so eager to win til the extent tt u simply jus get irritated n started to walk away. u saw someone totally different of who u had know.. same features but wif a different character. are they really my frens or my foes. i do not know. but of cos i start to camouflage myself . i choose to stay away rather than to get involve. call me coward or wat... i dun gif a damn, i learn this frm the past. when its not ur problem u shut up n stay away. when u noe someones bad character u shut up n tell those u think tts worth knowing it n stay away. no matter wat JUS SHUT UP N STAY AWAY. than u will be save.yeah~
sometime certain stuff are learnt in a hard way.

of cos i get to see how great frens can be..how they lift u up when u fall, cheer u up when u r down..go the extra mile jus to see u smile.i forgive but i nv forget. i learn to let go n to accept .

was doin some reflection alone in my rm jus now. had a great time talking to my mum. telling her wats goin on in sch n ard me. how stressed how pissed how angry i felt. somehow i released it all out. i cried when i told her some tt upsets me n shes dere to console. since young she nv blame me when i get bad grades instead she gave me encouragement n advice. im thankful. n i promised myself dis. nv to get look down or despise by others. =)

it stil send a chill down in me when i recalled what happened today. the selfish side of a human. its really scary . wasnt we suppose to help one another instead of being so secretive n getting suspicious over frens ard u? everything i blogged is within dis blogosphere. no names mentioned.those who noe will noe. those who do not noe tts too bad go ask ard.. pay more attention soon u wil noe . aniway that secret is an open secret and those ppl stil tot tt no one noes bout their dirty secret. other than tt, in sch, outside or watever shit. i shut up i stay away mouth zip keep quiet act blur.


ok i gtg. dinner time.

went ice skate at jurong wif my FJJLB n bf! fun~~~!! went to meet him in the morning b4 we meet fjjlb in the afternoon.=) i jus cant stop staring at my girl cos she looks so cute wif braces!!! n the way she eat like so careful so si wen lo! LOL.=x cute la~ HAHAH... ai si ni lol. thanks for the pressie=)

ice skate was fun! bf look so handsome when skating hahahah.so zai like tt lol.. but a pity cindy hurt her back. get well soon girl.=) weili n ali skate quite well too ..soon get the hang of it n we skate here n dere liao lol. we enjoyed luffin at those who falls too. HAHAH=xevil. i loves how baby held my hand n skate ard.. n the song dey play was some korean drama love song. so romantic lo!! hahahahahha


dinner at tamp for pizza hut. damn full now -.- freakingly full la... my gdness. we had set our next outing!! NEW YEAR EVE~~!! a great place to chill... see fireworks n stay away frm crowd. not gona reveal wheres the place ...lalalalalala~~~ cant wait man... jus pray hard tt it will not rain on tt day. FJJLB all hang out qing tian wa wa~~=D

im kinda lazy to post up pics of today. wil post it up togther wif those took on dis comin sun NEW YR EVE. hoho. so yeah stay tune alrite.

project tml. guess it wil tk whole day. sat working. ~


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIYU!!

i found out a receipe in flowerpod forum ytd nite. NON-BAKE oreo cheesecake.think tt its kinda easy eh.. hoho.. so today i went over to the sengsong market n got all the ingredients~~!!

but the prob is i dun have mixer!!so i got a hard time beating the cream cheese. hurhur..but stil everything was fine=) cant wait to taste it!!! WeEEe~

ice skating tml.=)





REceIpE~ LOL



ingrediENts~



PREPaRaTiON



CREAM chEesE~ 2 packets needed



in the midst of making..=)



the crust.



top up wif cheesy filling~ one done wif toppin..one not yet.





finished it with oreo bits topping~



done!!!! fridge for bout 4 hrs=) hope it wil taste gd. heheh=p



wash uUp~









me n dear on xmas eve~~~!=D

meet baby!=) hit vivo city. got zhiyu his bdae present. =) baby brought me to eat xo crab beehoon for dinner at holland v.. nice nice~~=)

tml proj cancelled off but gota do it at hm.


sometimes when everyting was all ready something wil cropped up n spoil the whole mood. -.- haiz. i think onli huixin understands me. HAHAHAH. msning wif her now~ its jus the same old things man. hypocrites lying around. we do it cos of wat dey say.. n when we tk action to do smth bout it dey go the other way round n say the problem doesnt lies wif us. like wats the problem man. bunch of fakers!!! BoOOo~ but well. i dun gif a damn man.shall mental block n teleport away frm them! HAHAHAH~~~~~~


i miss baby so muchie~~~~~=)

hows xmas?? how i wish the rain is snow. wet xmas instead of a white xmas. think the rain is the ultimate spoiler. boo~ but well.. spend my xmas eve wif baby~! hohoho... =) we went round marina sq n caught The Night At The Muesum. damn nice n hilarious show.

we was supposed to meet my Fjjlb but cos of the rain we got no plan where to go n we dun wanna get sprayed n jam packed in town so me n boi headed else where. went over to MOX pub at tanjong pagar. baby's cousin held a Make up private party dere. i love the free gift. HAHA. the diamond powder rox! n the eye shadows lol. i used it jus now when i went out wif mum. instantly add BliNGs to ur eyelid. HAHAHAHH

on the xmas i went out wif mum. was suppposed to be out wif baby but my stupid dad went to play mahjong-.- so i got to acc my mum. but well we went shoppin over at tamp. got presents for my niece again n present for darling xin~~. ha. my mum bought a bag for niece.. n she got me a tank top at G2000=D

tml wil be out wif baby~ WeEEe=)



MeRrrRrRrrRrY xMaSsSssSs

everyBOdyYyyY~~~=)

tt freaking cramp is driving me bonkers. work was alrite but i got no mood yah noe... perhaps its cos of the stupid menses or maybe its the side effect of the pill(panbesy) im taking. 2nd day of tking the pill. it makes me darn thirsty n felt disgusted at the sight of food. seriously not much appetite n i dun feel hungry. i had one meal for the whole day n lotsa water. the food i eat canot be those wif heavy taste if not i will feel disgusted..so it wil be like soup base.. porridge or smth bland.. if not sure puke..omg-.- i think it makes me emotional as i would tear darn easily over the slightest things. 0.O is dis the depression like wat it states in the side effect??!!! hur hur... lol. watever. jus finished those doses n see how .

been meeting baby so mani days dis week!!=) we caught ARAGON. not bad la the show. think dere will surely be part 2. got myself a slip on. n everyone can stop complaining about my slippers! miss tt fella so much now.. haha=D




outside sch ytd~=)



in town!!! hohohohohho...

ive got a xmas pressie frm my bro when i got hm today. bling bling glitter pouch. thanks ya=)

lifes been busy recently. but well i did my shopping spree. ha.im happy. work. proj. shop. everyday veri tired. ytd i online for less than 10 min n i went to slp. zZzzZzZ.

tml is xmas eve. have not wrapped tt bitch's pressie. n i nv see her for ji long yi xia liao lo....! tml!!! we havin some celebration rite? thou the destination not fixed yet... hurrr.....

cant wait to meet bf tml!!!!!=D i duno wat to wear. omg omg omg. suddenli i think my wardrobe like no clothes thou the fact is tt its fucking full. ha. i passed on some clothes to my mum's wardrobe.=x

ok. i gtg go tk a shower n wrapp pressie n paint my nails~~~~~~~ =D

jingle belll~~~!!!~




me n my cousin ( denise)



me n my niece! she kept went round telling ppl tt she wan to be like her gu gu( ME) to have long hair .. to make up..wear pretty pretty..go orchard wif frens..when she grow up. HAHA. so cute!!!! thou she is irritating noisy n spoilt. but she jus makes my day when she gif me her big big hug wif those angelic smile n a kiss on my lips!=)

surprise visit at dar's place in the morning!!!=) loves dis baby SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMUCHHHHHHHH!!! HAHAHAH... =) he got me a xmas pressie!!! lock me outside the rm n wrapp the pressie-.- lol...
n the pressie happens to be a........ digi cam!!!! hahah..omfg. lol lol... happy dao~~~ =D

btw we went for movie ytd.. the curse of golden flower.. it SUCKS..LOL=X

went off to my grandma bdae in the evening. of cos cam whore n gossip la. lol..wat else. got buffet oso.. n turkey! like so nice k...tml MCT PROJ!!! follow by goin out wif baby~ we like so long nv go town togther le....=( blame me cos im busying wif term test ..studying n projs... sorriiiiiiiiii..=X

fotos!! pls pardon me cos all pic got me.. HAHAH..machiam i bdae girl.. i think i look pretty in the pics. noe y? cos cam is dar buy one so of cos i look pretty using the cam to tk foto ma...muahahhahaha=x


wats wif tt face~~



me n daddy~~~


DASAO N ME~~pauline jie~ =D


me n cousin~~



my "manicurist" muahahahahha.



my FAV AUNTY!!!!! but dis yr she no buy xmas pressie for us T.T LOLX.. but shes still the best =) loVEs~



me n my god ma.=D



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!!!!!=D




stil got mani mani~~ but blogspot is such a bitch~ lol.

HAPPY 4TH MONTH BABY~~!!=)




*heres ur fave picxy~~~~=D

loves you!!!!=) u r such a wonderful boi like i said.. jus cant stop luffing after seeing u eating the sashimi tt i dipped wif mani mani wasabi when u din notice it.HAHAHAH.so funny!!!=x


chalet at nite was fucking boring. 21st bdae of one of my relatives. darn boring. i think my chalet more fun n more happening lo. LOL=x k... shut up

goin to America n taiwan after 10 march 2007 for 11 days. do u noe how fucking exciting am i???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we may be goin to las vagas n Sans fransico along the way.. woOoO~ but fuck it im not able to get in the casino.-.- no more BIG MONEY~! but well.. im SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO looking forward to the VS n the ambercrombie n fitch store dere man... fook.. not forgettin taiwan! im so goin to shhop til drop.. i mean REALLY DROP. HAHAHAHAHAHHA=x =D fun fun fun... going wif daddy's frens... n i noe them for like so long.. so no awkward moments but fun... ONLY! HAHA=)


n i fucking dream of tt damn fucking bag again!!!! hahaha....

rain rain rain. rain rain go away. everyday rain. go out oso sian. best is to stay hm sleep!!! haha like some pig sleep frm 10 plus til 7pm OMG. hahahahah. so who is tt pig?? =x MMmm of cos not me la......

bored.-.- n i dreamt of tt bag. HAHA. like WTF???!!!!! lol

my mum bored 3 tops today n 2 legging. wah she damn 'IN' haha.. i daughter nv even wear or buy she buy n wear sia.. hot mama..LOL.... think i can share wif her. LOL. ali's mama oso wear leh.. lol..like both mama so hot.HAHAHAH=x

tml got chalet. wah lan if raining wil be darn sian noh


bye. miss bf!!!=)

when to do my hair today! ash blonde n rouge red.LOVES~!=)

went shoppin at FEP while waiting for cindy. b4 she came i olreadi bought 3 tops...2 mask ..4 nose pore patch. she nv come again i duno wat i buy liao..LOOL.. went ard zara topshop forever 21 MNG* i condemn mng now* while waiting for her... finally she came!!! went off to taka buy bruan buffel wallet for my boi.. she bought her pressies too!!! n we went back FEP AGAIN...! we each bought another 2 tops at BLOSSOMZ ..so damn nice la!!! haha.. both of us spend 99 bucks in total at tt shop to get their member card... hohohohoh =D... bought a pair of slip on for my girl~~~ we went GUCCI!!! wtf!!! GUCCI!!! she set her eyes on the pouch...im aiming my bag!! fuck la the bag keep in my mind now..1.1k! i got lobang for discount which can get at bout 800++ ..wait for my pay!!! comin soon.. n jus save alil more i can go buy liao...HAHAH.. hopefully b4 CHI NEW YR!!!!

ahhh~~~ head off to ps after tt..got the pendant..now me n my baby boi got a couple pendant!!! chio eh~~~ HAHAHAH... had our dinner at pastamania dere=D head home after tt...fucking tiring but its fun shopping wif cindy... MY NEW SHOPPING KHAKI!!!!!!=D



i keep thinking of the bag now. -.-" omg omg omg omg omg omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


girl..we forgot tk foto today u noe!!! like we shopp luff crap whole day without cam whoring!! HOW CAN!!! LOL.. nvm our next battle we tk mani mani k!!!

victory:
5 tops
1 pendant
1 slip on(for ali xmas pressie)
1 wallet(xmas pressie for bf)
2 mask 4 nose pore patch
do hair

total damage : >$300

status: near bankruptcy. K.O LOL...




THIS IS THE FREAKING BAG I WANNA GETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! lol... $1170 ... buy for me n i wil be ur slave! LOL.

intro me job!!! hahahahahaha

met cindy n weili head off to cindy house n hit rivervale mall to help yang get some stuff. bought my niece xmas pressie~~!! hellokitty~=) stil nid a sch bag for her.. gona get her a big big xmas socks to put all her present in! heh she believes tt santa put presents in socks..so jus let me be tt mysterious santa every yr til she grows up n sensible enuff i wil tell her all her santa's pressie is frm me!! hahaa..=)

reach yangs place.. it wasnt raining but eat half way rain lo!!! omg..everyone chiong to the shelter ~~!!! wet wet...boo.. haha but rain stop n everyone back again!!!! din dampened our mood la..nice food... !! alot ebuzzer were dere like siaojayce.. troy.. iforu .. [G]erald .. kimjiwoon..kiyoshi..cynic..shoppaholick...etc etc etc... first time seeing them .

cam whore pics alot~! but ya..not wif me..its wif my darling cindy!!! HHAHAHA


FJJLB ZOO OUTING!!!!

date: 28 dec 2006 THURS
venue:SINGAPORE ZOOLOGICAL OUTING!!!!

dear FJJLB make urself free on tt day.. everyone on me liao k..dun last min tell me no go.. i wil wack u! LOL. we r goin to the ZoOO ZoOooOo ZoOooOo~~HEHEHEHEH.. n yeah maybe we can go eat some nice food after tt~~!! steamboat?? HOHOHOH.. tk it as a POST xmas PRE new yr CELEBRATION!!!! muahahaha... dun say president no organise horhorhorhohhor...........*poUts* lol

meetin jt n chun mei at tamp in the mornin for interview tml.. hair appointment after tt in town.. i decided to do ash blonde!!! =D... shoppin wif cindy after tt for XMAS pressie!!!!=D

lastly HAPPY 21ST BDAE YANG AKA EXTENDKIA!!!! HAHAHAHA....=D

i reli dun feel like waking up. -.- but stil gota drag myself to work. so tiring ar~ such a long day. frm 10 to 10. my pay wil be on the 30th.-.- like another 2 weeks. but its 3 days pay~ HAHAHAHA. they fucking pay me 1 day pay ytd-.- pathetic amt.BOOOO....

work was alrite. nicholas back!!!! hahaha... tt fella quit blazing n join telechoice.. miss him man...so much crap n lame stuff lo!!! LOL... feng sheng.. samantha ..working too! like veri long no work wif them haha. n britzel gettin prettier maybe cos shes tanned now.. heh... mani mani ppl today. settlement was alrite but when it comes to tallying new line n recon 0.O oh man.. drag til 10.. but we sign out as 10.30~ cashier got privilege! HEH. OT!!!! lol

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO EVON~~~=)


tired. tired. tired. YAWN!

when u tell lies u dun blink ur eyes. truthfulness, sincerity, POOF~ gone in a sec. lucky im clever. HAHAHAHA.


I WAN GO SHOPPING!!!!! mani things wanna buy eh....SALES!!! r every where..i wanna get

mascara
bronzing powder
make up base

all my make up gona finish up soon.. VERY SOON!!! WTF! like tt hundred bucks gone=( i wanna get the tank top i saw at far east. been eyeing for it ages!!!!!!!!!!!! 16 bucks onli. getin it on mon ba... stil gotta buy pressies.... n i owe my niece a sch bag.... n...n.....n.... i so mani things wanna get for my self ..... hur hur n i canot get ani stuff for my ah ma animore!!!! LOL... forget it. think she wil forgive me=x






bye~

din reli studied much for my advance. so i jus go online for e learning n tts all... merely browsed thru the bks on my way dere... zero confidence but im not at all worried bout it.. duno y.. jus heck la.. jus do it ..haha..

n i... PASS MY ADVANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha*HYstERiCAl LUffTEr* hope can pass my tp by once too!!!!=D

working tml..

miss ya boi~~=)

yeah term test over!! like finally hahahahahaha!!=D. MCT was manageable . but jus hope to scrap a pass. lol. din pin high hope. din reli studied much cos its the last paper n im getting darn lazy olreadi leh. =x


mac breakfast wif bf. as usual my fav meal. suasage mcmuffin wif egg! ice milo w/o ice! haha. eh york! y nv deliver breakfast for me olreadi!!! LOL=x think shar wil kill me if she see dis? haha jus jkin la..lac


ch 8 now got a stupid show. xing long men ke zhan. DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAH.

thanks to zhi yu for the xmas pressie!! hahaha... hello kitty!! my niece been buggin me to give her. nO WAY MAN~~ lol..all the way flew frm japan de rite..hiak hiak hiak

sunday yang 21 bdae at pasir ris park!!! =) goin wif cindy n weili~ wee..b4 tt wil be heading town to get pressie..~~ mon goin town again... wed n thurs sch for proj.. wed nite ah ma bdae. fri goin out wif bf? sat work.... sun xmas eve~~~

tonite advance! haven reli studied thru. think will fail. HAHAH=x

some pics~~










bucket eclipse!!! its not in the season animore. anione haf lobang to get?



in the bucket eclipse series too!!! pls help~!




byebye~ mask again~!

im left wif 1 more paper~~! MCT. i hate programming!!!!!

i made a stupid careless mistake in my paper today. onli stupid wil make. haha. n it happens tt there are 2 other stupid who made same mistakes. lol. JIAN WEI N BO HONG!!!! haha.. bo hong is such a clever "stupid" LOL LOL..=x he mus be reading dis now i noe...lala~!=x

k. tml last paper. but canot relax uet. i stil got advance theory~~~!!!! oh man. sat working~! money~~ pay in tml. but i doubt it wil be enuff. sian half.

kk .. do mask. byebye~!

y help them when dey r the one who caused so much trouble? served them right. i totally feel for the victims. all dis is so cruel. after reading bout the article frm an email. i vaguely rmb about these incidents happened few yrs back .mani chi indonesian fled to spore. but i dun see anione helping them. family, friends, wealth lost overnight. tragedy. felt damn sad after reading. so mani ppl raping one girl. rape is enuff they even burnt them alive after all the babaric act. not onli that.. but choppin thier head n limbs off, stuff broom,poles up their vaginal. bunch of babarians. they shld be dead.

click on the pic below. n u wil noe wat im saying.





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im left wif 2 paper. jus 2 more fucking paper~! i cant wait. my sleeping clock turned upside down. got all so messed up. today paper i gave up a 20 mark question. totaly had no idea how to do it. n the mcq some i jus tikam.LOL. but i veri pro in tikam oso..cos 10 question i onli tikam wrong for 1. HAHAHA. so i got 18 marks instead of 2o...ha...

tml is biomsip. not much of memorising~ mostly is calculation.

im veri tired.-.- today paper reli make everyone nv sleep. like so ass. danker reli an ass.... i study genetic n phy map. i memo every single bit of it. nv come out. lao chee bye~! lol=x k watever.

go dinner. BYE.

2 down 3 to go~ today paper was great. =)finish in like 20 mins?

tml paper haven do i olreadi noe it sucks! lol. so mani things to memorise. danker is a stingy pig.

tired day.damn tired. manage to catch some slp. but things tt i haf memorise seems to forget after a gd sleep haha. omg. i reli duno how . gotta memorise again.i haven even touch topic 1 yet. topic 2 was too much. onli topic 3 n 4 stil can manage. dis time no more ai zai~~~ =(

jus watch the show by fann wong. IN nu wang. omg. i love tt show. so mani nice stuff. been wishing to get my own pretty boots. those long long kind. but not practical n ex. where can i wear those boots to?????? heard fr my mum tt the XXXX got. she got it like 89 plus... haven seen it yet. but i think watever nice stuff wear on her oso become ugli. HAHAHA=x im bad. k watever. i love dresses~ but i onli got 2. wanna hunt for more!!!


MONDAY! i cant wait. shoppin wif cindy!!!! i reckon it would be great la~ HAHA. money drop frm sky pls~!


so FJJLB! zoo outing interested not? cindy n i was discussing bout it ytd in the WeEEeEe HOURs.. it wil either be on TUES FRI OR SUN. if next wk most of u cant. pls tell me the week after next which day u all free k. den i organise. dun say i nv organise hor! LOL. zoo~~~!!!! xmas wif ah meng. pm me in msn or tag my board.




jingle bell~ jingle bell~ bye~!


*alarm clock spoil. ahem

1 down 4 more to go. =) had org comp today. nearly canot finish. when tt fella say left 15 more min im stil writing bout distributor. like wtf!!! haha..faster pia finish lo. lucky finish. heheheheh=)

tml med dev.

lifes so boring ar~~~ next week wil be free lo!!!! my girl had got me my xmas pressie. organiser. i haven got her mphosis slipper man.. monday..monday do hair liao go buy her present n bf present. =) friday pay in lo~~~~ pathetic amt . fucking deduct cpf frm it. so peanut stil deduct. reli veri kuku.


i wanna go girls shopping leh. eh char bo men~~~~ calling for cindy..ali..huxin. date me shoppin!! LAO NIANG WAN GO VIVO FOREVER 21!!!!

parents thinkin of goin bkk again!!! yes AGAIN!!!!!!!!!! I SO LOVE TT PLACE!!!~~ cheap food..cheap shopping~~~ i wanna go there pray too!!!=D dey say got one duno wat ling long temple? or watever..is very very zun...=)

my dad wanna go las vegas. shld noe wat his after. ha. but my mum din noe tt place got casino. if she noe she sure wont allow. so ar..my dad been like coaxing n bluffing say las vagas is gd. n i stare at him n say C-A-S-I-N-O hah. so his afraid my mum wil hear.. OF COS..im not stupid... i stare at him n say I WANNA GO~~~~~ n den slowli mimick the word without sound n say C A S I N O... hahah he had no choice but to let me go if not i bao toh... =D

been doin mask ever 2 days. bf complained my complexion getting worst lo........ i become huang lian po already..later he dun wan me.so mus faster do..hahahaha..


byebye ppl~~ MISS WO!!!!!


gd luck everyone for term test~~~=)

baby such a sweetie! pop by wif birdnest. lol. 5 bottles. monday to friday. everyday b4 go sch drink one bottle .term test sure pass.LOL. love power~~~=D thanks bb~

received a call. my exstudent mum intro her sister to me. want me to tution her pri 6 kid. meaning MONEY ! ..tution money is damn easy to earn la i tell u. tt time i teach yao yang 180 for maths. 8 lesson each 1.5 hrs. meaning an hour 15 bucks. now she wan me teach maths n eng. so wil be 220 bucks. same 8 lesson 1.5 hr each. meaning 18.333333333333 bucks an hr lo.=D

hi to money!=D friday pay in~

wanna replenish my make up!!! same. bronzer n mascara.


study again-.- u noe i feel like tearing off those fucking bks. so annoying. someone pls invent some micro chips or watever memory card which can be slot in to ur head or butt crack or watever... so we ,student, no nid memorise so much stuff .LOL cool ar~!

bye!

i hate to argue. esp when i jus wake up sitting down to haf my brunch. sometime dey jus dun understand. im not kiddo animore man.-.- .
no democracy i can say. govt olreadi can allow bar top dance all dis. y my mum stil not open minded. lol. she live in the wrong era la i tell u.......=x

bye la.

so i said dun ever touch drugs. another fren went in.

no matter how high u wan to get. how ''adventurous" u r.. how much fun u wan ... sit roller coaster. no drugs.lol.

was at the airport jus now. daddy became so tanned!! haha his a sunshine boi~ mm..nope sun shine ah peh haha. n he slim down le lo..omg. he got me a pair of earring .necklace n bangles. onli i got pressie!!!=) thanks daddy~~~

heh. im freaking full now. later dinner jus now. but stil freaking full. the katsu don at terminal 2 is YUMMy~~~

look at the time now 1.43 am. bye ZzzZ~

muggin in sch frm 12 plus til 7 plus. wif jt ..her fren n qis. =) gd gd. i manage to study alot today~ n definitely clear off alot of stuff. heh. i wanna get gd grades . determine to work hard. dun wanna be look down animore. =)

so well.. metting today. everything laid out. datelines set. work allocated. hope everyting wil be fine.

baby read my blog!!! omg. next time i canot blog bout seeing cute guys.. lookin at hunks... HAHAHHAHAHAHA=x.. n i canot talk bad bout him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO=X



tired.eye infection. RED RED RED EYES~~ like mice....=(

bye.

mug.

tired super tired. slept at 12 ytd. woke up at 11 plus. i hate the week b4 exam. -.-"

dad comin back today~ =D meaning no more da bao frm nearby coffee shop. meaning can go geylang for fish soup. maxwell for porridge. macpherson for crab. muahahha...

think tt ppl shld haf some limits. driving out the car, dirtying it. sand all over the place. fucking left it dere n sleeping ever-so soundly on their own fucking bedrm. tts bitch. selfish. leaving my poor mum to clear up the shit for them. jus gopay another 5 or 6 bucks to the pertol kiosk n wash la... omg...if onli i got my license i wil drove it dere. ha..

y everione is pissing me. my wrinkle r comin out. =(

o yah advance theroy dis comin fri. omfg!!!!! i onli read a few pages~~~~ n if i nv pass it at one go no more present!!!! *aHEM* =p

finally . i handed in my assignment 1 for my 20 FA. feel so happy hahaha!!! n the teacher say its gd. =D ai seh.. i do til 3 am ytd leh... nb..so tired lo today...

i keep tearing..my eyes not feeling well..maybe infection or contacts expired... so wear spect to sch... =(

frens are gd when dey r frens.
but when dey become colleagues , project mates, or aniting tt involves in promotion .. gd grades etc.. they r not frens animore. same in the working world. thou i can say tt im not a working adult yet.. but i face it during my work in the past. u feel like saying but u cant cos u afraid tt it might sour the frenship. if u dun say .. u dun feel gd.. n u suffer ur own...


ppl go to sch is to learn. task given so we had to do it. i dun c why we haf to get someone else to do or even PAY them to do it for us when we face difficulties. wheres the integrity? u pay to go sch.. u pay to learn.. tts y we r given task assignments n projects.. to learn ..to try.. to explore.... when we face diffculties its not tt we leave to one person n let him die on its own.. its a team proj..everyone work togther la.. if duno we go consult teacher lo..yes dateline given.. yes so mani tings on hand now.. u may haf ur own things to do..work frens family..everyone is the same..but dis is sch work.. u haf to do...so?? others group oso the same.. so WAT MAKE US DIFFERENT FRM THEM??? if dey can..y cant we??? i am veri veri veri disappointed to hear u said that. i tot it was a joke.but no its not. you mean it. so dis is how u treat sch work. even if u get gd grade for the proj so? its not ur own work. its others. so wat if you pass? ? did u do it on ur own? ? yes.. u dun like to fail so does we... who like to fail.. if everione dun like to fail..n everyone resort to wat u say... wats the point?

seriously... im upset. veri upset. i see true colours now. so dis is how u see us. ppl of different level. you shld get wat i mean. no maybe u dun reli understand wat pplof lower level said. dis sounds like wat i learnt frm history in the past.. aristocracy? or? k watever... im pissed...

am supposed to have tut at 9. but im stil sleeping so soundly. tired la eh... canot blame... haha.. so ended up in sch by 11. =x

im gona chiong my 20FA project tonit. hand in tml. better get it over n done with. dun wanna drag til next week which is term test week.

nany is a magician!!! he said," u wanna c me today? if u wan i can perform magic today!"
me.. " yah wan la.. u can come meh" hahaha..

after sch i saw him at the sch bus stop.

MAGIC!!!!! LOL..

chey he got half day off.. haha..but he came all the way frm seletar camp~~~

loves loves...

happen to see my girl.. n the first thing she said when she saw him was... " EHHH.. NI FEI LIAO!!!" 2nd thing she said is "NI ZHE GE BF ZHEN YANG DANG DE!!!"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA... n bf goes...=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((


LOL


gtg... body scrub...mask.. n chiong proj la!!!!!! ho sehbo~~~~

met my cousin after sch. she took panbesy n xenical. n went i c her wow she reli did shed off fats man. she look slimer. hahahah. oh man. 5 kg in the initial week like wtf???? was contemplating btw xenical or panbesy. she said xenical is better. so ok i got xenical. a pill during each main meal. twice daily. so well we will see how it goes. =) hope i can haf my wt wif a 4X in front instead of a 5X kg lol lol...

came my house after tt to do manicure. haha. kinda fun man. we spent like3 hr plus doin it. she jus learnt it today not veri fantastically done but well its nice la. haha. thanks girl.=)

think im gona change present alreadi. cant afford nano at the moment. haha. too bad la boy.=x... well his been buggin for a braun buffel wallet.. so maybe tt... or the levis jean his been eyeing for. hohohoh..yup.

tts all for today. im skipping 20 FA tml. tired. lol=x


byebye.

im super annoyed n pissed by tt particular person. earli morning send me such ridiculous msg..pissing me off. n he said his intention was to piss me off so i would get turn off by him? why shld he do tt..even if he nv do tt i olreadi pissed by him liao loooo!!!-.- aniway.. i dun mind losing dis fren aniway.. so wat if its under A cat. my foot!=x


ok side track abit.

how i wish im back to those secondary sch days. where everyone was innocent n naive. all they noe is bk, frens n family. no worries bout money, working,projects. 4 yrs of tt sec sch life.revolves ard CCA, practise n o level. not to forget tt puppy love n tt eye candy sitting over at one corner of the canteen. we tears when we got gold for competition, we cheer when we score high grades, we laugh over the slightest things..even remedial lesson had become fun. everyone work hard enuff ...work hard togther cos all of us had a common goal.

unlike now. so mani things tt causes distraction. having so much of unhealthy fun. drink drank drunk.club,fag,dope. k im not taking ani dope or wat btw .lol. ge ttempted. tried new things. got hook. yearning for it everytime seizing every chance. maybe dis is wat we call teenagers? getting into the late teens... i find myself reflecting wat im doing. i haf my fair share of fun.shldnt complain,n im determine to change.

how i miss those days~

having some mixed feeling. i find tt i have lost drive in doin things. having the heck care attitude for most of the stuff. dun haf gd feelings about it. useless bum. 2006 comin to an end. 2007 comin soon. my 2006 resoltuion i din fulfiled... i jus slack away my 2006...back luck all the way.
ive set smth for myself dis 2007. perhaps by feb u can see the result. i wanna get it done. til den we wil see=)

watever it is. i hope i can make it big once in a lifetime. as in haf acheive something which im proud of. esp in career. FA is not a long term career. wat i look forward is the career im goin to carve after my FA life. tts wat i reli wanna do.

so i mus buck up now.

i got to wake up.

time reli flies.

life is so monotous.

u r born. u go thru PSLE. OLEVEL.POLY.UNIVERSITY.get into the working force. slog ur ass off. found a partner. get married. give birth to kids. bring them up.become old. u die.

so wat have u acheive in 2006?

i finally bought my pimple cream. LIKE FINALLY!!! HAHA... 40 bucks gone =( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... !!!

sch? mm..as usual..but got to noe some JING BAO (HOt)news..LOL..gossip la~~~=x

grandma birthday comin soon ... tink i wil jus gif her an angbao... =) din went to visit her for v long..each time i see her i felt mm... a bit sad? mm..i duno how to describe..shes stil strong n loud.. but well i can see she like shrink in her size leh.. or is it i become more big size? lol..maybe.. mm... n her wrinkle getting more.. heartache ar see her stil slogging...

aniway~~~~!!!!! term test comin.. gosh i like repeating same stuff everytime. lol.but i got things planned.. not to study. but for after test de leisure entertainment lol. last paper wil be goin out wif my boo~ sat working.sun wil begoin out. mon doin hair~ den after tt work work work . MONEY !!! u noe..its impt. yup~=D


human r always contradicting. b4 things happen dey wil pin point at u. but when things happened... dey wil say no it shldnt be dis way...its not ur fault. or, the other way round.

human r always selfish. dey think bout themselves. dey can be gone missing for long..no contact no keepin in touch. suddenly dey wil pop out frm no where.. be fren.. but actually dey nid a favour frm u.

human r always self centered. dey r only concerned bout things tt r goin to happen to them. but not things ard them. often neglecting those who concern bout them.

tts human.contradicting,selfish,self centered.








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You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

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spent 48 bucks on Biotherm hydrating mask. my complexion getting worst. oh man..sad la.ytd do mask.. must do intensive mask liao...but she give me the anti ride line peel smaple..to minimise pores..heh i nid it bdaly la.. gif it a try=)

xenical, duromine or panbesy been thinking.. but panbesy the result wil be out faster. so im getting panbesy thru my cousin. 90 bucks for half a mth supply. mm... gif it a try den. cousin say given my condition 1 mth wil c effect. woohoo... if not i wil tk xenical.. but the side effect seems to be greater. thirsty,no appetite and depression.but the purpose of the pill is to control ur appetite la..make u dun feel like eating .all dis are slimmin pill. better slim down n shut their mouth. sometimes when ppl keep sayin u jus feel like doin smth to urself so u can completely shut those mouths. so sickening.

im allergy to insult,critisize and all the comments.

bye for now...off to do mask~~~~=D

gotup at 2. the malay wedding tooooooooooo noisy.-.-

currently playin on my list is WAKE UP by ke you lun.

a song he dedicates to his dad ,xiao hei.

damn nice song.

http://www.musicpara.net/KeYouLun.html

work today. super funny la. terrence the li xiao long damn funny lo.WaAAaAAaAaaA tErRrRrRRrr~~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHHA make me n sharon luff til siao. haha. work wif new cashier rina. actually shes not new la. jus tt i nv work wif her b4. aniway we can click well. haha joke togther too~=)

busy la today. alot new bird come n work. dey r super blur. charged wrong price shortage of 100 bucks so mani cases. lucky not cashiers fault if not we pay sia. nb....scare the hell outta me. alot mistakes la... discount nv write..voucher nv write...plan nv write properly..am nv write... IC nv photocopy...nv staple together... DOD nv write.. wah lan eh.. cashier today like everything mus help them do..bao sua bao hai that kind....super pissed lo.. me n rina busy til pek chek sial....=( but aiyah i earn ot today..HAHAHAHAH...

bf acc me for lunch which was about 3 pm.he waited dere frm 3 till 9pm to fetch me hm. like omg!!!! told him to go hm first... n he stayed dere for like 6 hr plus...0.O!! i chop chop do my settlement n chiong out meet him... felt so bad la.......last week he waited for bout 3 hr plus...

i love those xmas lighting in town. so pWeeEtY~~~~ can reali feel the vibe ar... xmas tress everywhere ~~!!!=D year end sales comin!!! but i cant spend ... nnb=(

i miss daddy!!!=( ha.. kind of miss his retard actions.. n some nagging...lol aniway he wil be back soon!


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BIRD FAMILY MEMBER...AKA BIRD!!! BERNICE LOH SHU TING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MiSSS u!!!!=) sorry girl i missed ya bdae but u noe i stil love u.*ur name in blue i noe u lobe it! hahahah* :)--- ur fav smiley!!!


o btw i saw jieying t0day!!!!! HAHAHAHAH=) misses~!!!!

suppose to go gym but the weather was so damn gd with big big sun.sudden urge for tanning. ho. so i went down for tanning. bloody hell... dark clouds start to flood the sky after an hr of tannin....-.- super sian looooooo nabey~=(

tml working~ alot of my khakis went to work for the taxi rdshow leh. meaning tml nobody crap wif me ar.. sian half=( neeway wil get to c my bf at nite~=) so tts great!!! heheheheheh....

dasao comin over tonite!!=) miss her man~ lol.. din talk to tt bitch since tt incident ha.... dun even wan to look at her .. cey~~~

bye for now~