yesterday's f e e l i n g s

Thursday, November 30, 2006

the PERVERT did not come sch today! pervert. he peeped at me upskirt lo. kns!!im stil veri disgusted by it .omg. .if he do it again i wil embarrasse him in front the whole course! aniway his ALFRED. ha. carfeful dis person. ALFRED!

im not in a veri gd mood today. kind of moody ...mixed feelings. perhaps im all stressed up by sch work n financial problem. =(

im stil veri pissed wif someone. its not the first time its happening. i have told him about it before. the same thing been happening over n over again. im tolerating. til today, he provoke me on the wrong day. im reli pissed. i have my limits n i hope he haf his too. but i think he dun haf. cos he simply love or shld i say enjoy critising n insulting ppl. he thinks it fun n funny. something he called joke but we or maybe is ME only dun tk it as a joke. say it first few time im ok.. but when it is constantly being repeated everytime we meet i tell u... yes im smiling but im cursing n swearing in my heart. totali pissed. i reli feel like shutting his gap up.

got to go do journal. tml due.

mani things to do. term test jus bout 10 more days. my table are in a mess...

*money drop frm sky pls~

BORED LA. now is BIOINFO lab lesson. i brought the wrong bk. i brought BIOMSIP instead-.-

aniway im goin to do my hair again. dis time a brighter n more striking colour. hahaha. erwin doin it for me again. wil be on 18 dec monday. holiday liao lo~~ no extra charges=) n he wil do triming n free treatment for me too!!! hahaha... duno wat colour to do now leh... boo.. i wan highlight bright red hahhaha!! or maybe red base blonde highlight. hohoho.or shld i cut n change a new hairstyle i feel like cutting concave. but i scare ar..later cut le the hair curl in curl out.. scali no nice i v sad lo...=( nvm shall ask him about it.

k gtg bbye

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Create Your Own

pervert in our course. togther wif us for 2.2 yrs olreadi. getting fatter after holiday. so u all noe whose the pervert???? YES.. ALFRED!!! his such a sicko..peeping girls upskirt in LT.... sit below turn back n look up... so obvious..n he did it so mani times!!!!!!!!! other than tt... he peeped at one of my coursemates too!!! cos she wore a top tts kinda low cut revealing the cleavage n he happens to sit above her. so wat he did??? keep talkin to them n looking downward. asking qn as n excuse to haf a gd view of those boobs. suh despicable!!! omg.... si bian tai!!!!

ALFRED IS A BIG PERVERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me n jt were super pissed off by him la.-.- so girls... in my course one ar... careful of him... he better dun make me pissed off agian. if not im goin to make him paiseh during lecture. let the whole course noe his such a si bian tai.

booo....

term test getting nearer ar~~~~~~-.-

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

nightmare been haunting me the whole nite. been waking up constanly breaking out in cold sweat. wat a restless night. afraid to fall asleep but yet feeling so tired. give me a break-.-

fren questioned. have u htink bout the future wif ur bf?

i dun wanna think. its stil earli to think. u got in a rs now... for me i wouldnt think the other half as a partner i would walk down the aisle with. its stil earli.. im 18.. stil young. rs is not in my priority. if i have it..ok gd.. we click...happy...enjoy ..fine... couldnt click..not happy..ok break. as simple as tt. yah. call me selfish or wat. haha... i enjoy my bf's company..his super sweet n nice!!!!!! but... i wont start thinking bout our future yet... u get wat i mean... like wats the point? deres so mani things in life u haven try it out..ur not even finanicially stable yet..think so much for?

think bout proj first. i believe working togther as a team theres surely some conflicts n misunderstanding. perhaps tts wat proj are for. for everyone to sit down n work togther. resolve problem. find solutions. everyone give opinions for the sake of the proj. prod gd result..gd grades. so y tk things seriosuly when u dun agree wif wat the other party says? im not pinpointing at anione... jus basically voicing out wat i feel. talking with jt today. i find tt sometime she tks things seriously.. hey gril relax..sit down talk properly ahhhh~~~~=) for me.. i kept queit even thou i feel unhappy at times.if i were to flared up... situation wil turn sour.. jus like how shantini response to you-know-who. deres nth we can do... we can change in a person. get wat i mean. jus work togther... not happy?? say it out instead of giving attitude or black faces...dis would make life so much easy dun u ppl agree? yes again.. im saying out all dis in my BLOG... haha..

bye dinner time!

Monday, November 27, 2006

PROJECTS. projects.PROJECTS.

sickening.

onli rnb can make me feel better. hahahaha.

260 bucks gone now. ipod nano. LOL.... xmas pressie for my boi!!!!!!=D thanks cindy for grabbing dis gd deal for me!

i think qis is real cute leh!!! haha. reli.... eh u reading my blog now ar~~ dun think i duno... dun peep at me la.... apa siallll muahhaha

i hate my course. i hate my course. i hate my course. when im having my med dev lab..i was thinkin..wat the hell am i doin in dis course man... studying all dis shit.. will it be in need in future? haizzzzzzzz ...feel so regret ar....=(

well..... lifes such a bitch.. nothing is smooth sailing one la...

everyday rain lehh... sian de lo... tsk ....

today entry like super no link ... haiya... aniting la..

pics frm long ago~

i jus met her today..

for a few mins nia...

HAHA... miss u bitch~~~=D

i jus met her today..

for a few mins nia...

HAHA... miss u bitch~~~=D

Sunday, November 26, 2006

pics tt bf sent me..posting them up=)

on our way to town~~~

at his place b4 we went out...

our first mth anni

at coffee bean wif chao ta bao n jason

we went for xo fish head bee hoon at holland v

piggying back me!!!! k i noe im heavy hahahah=x

hur hur

straight pearliers~ hahaha =p

booooo...

we went to the wake board event at bedok reservoir

we went off earli to ecp...

me!!!!=)

blogspot died on me again.. more pics wil be up soon=)

we r 3 mths old .. been happy n happy n happy. tts all i can say. thou we haf our ups n downs too but im glad we work thru it.. we shared mani wonderful memories.. do mani stupid stuffs... deres stil more to come.. love u baby!!

ihub ytd. its olwaz fun to go back tt big family. working isnt like working. ha. obviously not much customers due to the rain. had fun disturbing huishan n bao.LOL. dey r like...-.- by me. muahah. cashiering was so much easier with the new system. love it. no more hassel . tallying was so much easier. weeee~! new faces of cos. one of them even added me in msn sometime b4 n i dun even noe him thou he kept telling me his name..til ytd i saw him..i asked him. ha. n he said he noe me when he came in n had heard bout me. well..i din noe im so red dere ar. HAHAHA.=x

so baby was such a sweetie ytd. waited for me to finish work for bout 2 hrs?????? i told him not to come so earlli but stil he came. ha .
waited like a statue n when i saw him he sit til leg numb liao. hahahhahah=x

i reli feel like goin tanning but its been raining n raining non stop. my tan are fading away....BOO... =( no time for tanning cos of those work n sch stuff. dis comin wed wil haf med dev quiz too. im olwaz so envy of chao ta bao when i read her blog. her life is olwaz so fun n adventurous i can say. hur hur.......

i wanna get a digi cam. ani gd recommendation???

by the way.... i dun haf pic of my new hair.even if i took the colour doesnt show. ha. unless u see me in person den u wl notice the colour. isnt quite obvious aniway..so im thinkin of askin him to highlight a lil blonde for me. ho. will see how. but well... bao loves my hair colour she said. HAHA.=)

pics=)

hubbers~~~ travis(ic) said..." i hub is getting more n more happening..haha jia lat.. not like working sia"

big family~ of cos some are missing la.. my xiong di..n jason..run away!! bOoo~

random pic. taken 1 yr plus ago on one of our family gathering... the only pic tt 3 of us took togther.. my 2 bro n i~ big bro in red..2nd in white.

i nid some life. so mani things wanna do. blading...skating..tanning..i wanna go boating! haha... n im missing sentosa u noe.. but at least i went there twice during my hols..=) gota start gymin on tues again~ not working out for dis whole week feeling kinda weird... ok gtg...

* i wanna get tt tank top at fep... 16 onli.............!! hahhaha=p

bye peeps.. miss me~~~=) mummy jus gave me 3 belts tt she found in her wardrobe..love it! so vintage kind~~ muhahahahhaa=D

Friday, November 24, 2006

i went to do my hair with erdwin today. so its 3 tone. dark violet(veri near to black), dark red,brown.

so yup. initially the colouyr was reali obvious too mani violet... so he layered off n show out the colours but still its not stirking enuff.. so it decided to do a patch of red on my fringe.. but it turn out not tt striking either=( so both of us was like -.-" hahaha... aniway his reli meticulous n veri veri xi xin when his doin my hair. =) thumbs up.

so he said... u c when u free u come down again.(because i wont be free within dis few weeks). i do again more striking one for u. dis time i nv charge u..wow... haha.. alrite den so i left the place n went to the toilet. when i look into the mirror i was like.. the colour is obvious n v red eh.. probably its becous of the salon lighting tts y dun show the colour. im quite satisfied wif it.. not lian lian tt kind oso.. so i went back n told him its alrtie i can pay now n im happy with it. ha. so he look at my hair again... den he check here n dere under normal lighting outside the shop. both of us started luffing.. i wanted ot pay by nets but he accept cash... n guess wat he say again... haha. he said.. nvm lo.. u next time come shopping den u come pay me. but i told him i wont be comin here so soon cos of exams n work. he said.. nvm lo..its ok one... dun worri.. wahahha

damn it i spend like 20 bucks on those fucking fabrics at spot light. head over to bugis to c zhi yu la. den wait for my bf. haha. while waiting bought a pair of shorts n earrings=)

super love bf!!! did so mani stupid things... omg..hahaha..spastic!!! boooo=p

working tml la!!!!! apa sial~~~ hubbers! i noe wei kang ..jason..wilson...terrence..vera..eveleen... terri...dey all are working~ n travis n hans are in charge tml!!!! hehe....>.<>

Thursday, November 23, 2006

I AM GOIN KL!!! hha..with my ali of cos~~!! weeee!!!=) 29 dec to 2 jan. heheheheh....=D countodown over there eh! shopping~~~ wahahhaha

gota do up my mct journal today. tml must hand in.
gota do parts of the drawing for 20 fa.dateline is coming.
gota repaint my nails. colours r chipping.
gota revise some of my sch work. term test r coming.

ji duo dong xi eh. ta ma de sian.

tml doin my hair. duno nice not eh. a bit kan chiong. lol. my niece is singing n jumpin in my rm. bitch.

met girl n acc her for dental today. heh heh. she said tt FOREVER 21 IS HAVING SALES!!!! Hhahahahaha.. tml gona check it out yo~=) wahahahahaha......=D

FJJLB zhao fan olreadi. dey wan copy taiwan lo...overturn the president. think wat huh. i nv corrupt money leh... i nv embezzel money leh... i onli corrupt mind HAHAHAHAHAHAH.....=x i onli lie low dis few weeks huh..ytd all gang up against me ..nb~~~ c la.. must show u all some colour... now all guai guai again le..HAHAHAH....

hearts FJJLB~~~ wan promotion isit??? FJ more la!!!! VP potential leh... even if u nv fj.. ur face is FJ enuff haha... ali huh... everyday fj one .. gettin more n more serious le lo... tsk tsk.. =x

BYE!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

bioinf quiz. fluncked it. i gave up a 18m qn...a 5m qn...paper is over 50.. HA. -.-

btw.. 20 FA today!! today was kinda fun =) do a mood board on the spot. . i think we do one quite chio leh. hAHAH. neeway tacher praised dat i did well for my last week assignment. wee~~~

o yea wil be goin down ps on fri again to get fabric.since im goin to do my hair at FEP..might be doin some shoppin too~~ wOohOo~ gota choose a colour theme for the project faster.mm..mood board shld be done my next wed n hand in.. n gota go earli to do a group work mood board on oreintalism...*chenong sam* thinkin of using paul poiret's kind of design.... i think im damn clever to had come out wif tt idea for my assignment 1.. ha. brilliant girl.hohohoho.hope it turns out well~

i think im growing wisdom tooth. gums like itchy n weird kinda feeling n i saw new tooth !!! wtf!!! meaning im gona extract tooth?????????? OUCH !!!=( edited: my dentist jus called me. he said its alrite to grow wisdom tooth n it wont affect my straighty set of tooth... phew...~~ haha... if not my 3.3k n 2 yrs of effort gona go down the long kang man~!

well my girl are gona get those metal fixed in her mouth!!! hahahah=x. nvm jus 1.5 yrs n she wil be able to smile brightly!!!=)

i wanna go whiten my teeth leh. but its not cheap noe..... like 600-800 bucks? like ta ma de ex la....=(

the new top i got from future state. 39 bucks.

but i stil prefer the lonng sleeve leh. but nvm..he said dis nicer. HAHAHA

me la.

nice ar. ha.

lifes been hectic. mani stuff not yet done n new stuffs came rolling in. in another 2 weeks time term test gona start ... deres no time to take a break. im til figuring out wat my lecturers are teaching . so mani things wanna do but not enuff time. my sat was burned off workin n i cant sign up the course which i had postpone since last feb due to chicken pox... n i postpone to may which i injured my leg n den i post pone to oct which my fucking pay tk forever to come... looks like i gota postpone til later again.=( awWw...

but some thing to look forward wil be 29 dec. MIGHT be goin KL wif my girl. MIGHT BE onli. ha. if reali goin..its gona be real fun. shopin eating sleepin. i wanna go ZOUK KL!!!! hahahahah=D. n not forgetting those bitching... wahahah... ji long no catch up wif dis bitch le=(

gtg peeps... bye~ mIss ME=)

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

PROJECTS!! u noe.. mud are so irriating.. irritating bunch of ppl..no wonder is mud.. u noe..mud!!! arghhhh... lol.. neeway david zhiyu n jt shld noe wat im sayin.hahah..MUD..M U D!!!!

was randomly telling jingting i wanna eat tako pachi during one of our lab lesson. so she say she wanna eat A1 curry puff... n we got craiving for crab too..HAHAH.. n i was smsing wif my boi;.so i jus told them our conversation randomly.. after our proj meeting.. my boi called me.. so we talk awhile.. but i was wif my unch n we were heading over to G2000 to pay our dearest jw a visit. heh. guess wat my boi was waiting for me at the bus stop wif a box of tako pachi!!! HAHAHAHAH... oh man~~~~ sweet dAoOOo~ heh

so i ps my bunch n acc him for dinner.lol.. but stil i went to visit our dearest jw wif a cup of ai xin milk tea seh~~~~

reali busy lliao.

tues. ---proj.sch.proj
wed-all the way til 6.
thurs-proj.sch.proj.
fri-sch.hair appt.
sat-work.

dad flyin off to australia brisbane tml! will miss him.=)

Sunday, November 19, 2006

when FEP to trim my hair. layering. i onli trust erdwin n since he had moved here of cos i follow him. im gona do colouring n highllighting wif him next week=) he say he wil do a 3 tone for me... mm.. violet ..red n blonde. wooo.. leave it to him la.. n im glad tt he rmbs me.. wahah...

shop ard wif baby. n we sinned at swenson. sticky chewy cholcolate...raspebrry ice cream waffle.. fries! wtf!!!! fat la... met my parents after tt while baby went off for his family dinner. i din had dinner =( dun dare to eat. ahhaha.=x

after tt incident i learn how to cherish him more. the way he look after me.. care for me.. eveyting i say he nv forget..every lil thing we do togther he rmbs.. it reali touches my heart some time. im glad i hav him. deres nth i could ask for animore. no more fjing recentli. =) im glad. n definitely i wil nv forget those special moments we had. =D his a real gem. its our 3rd mth when clock strike 12. HApPy 3rd Mth my dear! hope u loves the pressie i got for u=)

think im gettin old. memory failing me. body giving up on me. get tired easily. ha. mm... sadist ar.. a 18 yrs old saying dis out=x... bahhh...

gota study later. nochoice ar.. got test.. u thinki so gian to study ar.lol. i hate my course! ha. =(
cant wait la. 1.5 yrs to go... RAHHHHHHH~!

again tot of moving hse came to my parents mind again. it would be great if my bro moveout n i can knockdown the wall btw our rm. so i can hav bigger rm. but my mum ask me to stop dreamin-.- dey wannted to get a condo.. but no i dun wan. i wanna stay here. if reli mus move i rather move to a HDB instead of a condo. wats so great bout condo..apartment so small somore. i rather dey use the money to renovate the new hse til swee swee..

well pics again. jus got it frm bao.

me n bao

cranky la..

hiak hiak hiak...

passionate kiss... notice tt hand on her head. yeah its mine! haha... pressed he to my mouth . WAHAHHAHAHA... alcohol tk the lead la.=x

im gettin dis. hope to hear gd news frm des. if no.. haiz cant get it animore. its frm the past season eclipse collection. so basically limited pieces left... AHHHHHHH!!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

went for the motorcar show today. well... the model suxz. ha. not tt pretty thou. but the car is chio. hohoho pics not with me. im lazy=x

went to get my fabric cample all i can sa is.. the person is fuckin niao. ha. so little.. how to do my project.. nin nao hia.....-.- aniway caught the movie STEP UP wif baby. nice movie. dance move damn cool lo.. n tt guy is fuckin handsome. heh.

i maybe gettin my gucci bag. 70-80% off WAHAHA. i got lobang. but its old season.. but u noe i jus simply love tt gucci bucket eclipse frm the past season. i hope i can get it. gota wait for des to look out for me. HAHA if i buy tt .. u noe.. i wil be eating bread everyday-.- nee way~~~ im dieing to haf it.. hope can la.. wish me luck=D

baby look so handsome today!! wahaha.. =)

got my MAC xmas ed!!! WeEEee~~~=P

bye.

Friday, November 17, 2006

LOL. im havin MCT lab lesson now. guess wat. balquis( ok she say i spell her name wrongli its BALQIS) is sitting beside me.. n she...DA PAO NASI LEMAK !! lol.. eat right in THE COMP!!!! hahahaha... smells nice lo..so tempted-.- pics wil be posted up soon.. ahaha..she jus luffed to herself like some moron n diggin the food ino her mouth..munching n chewing away... total crazyness...RAHHHHH!!!

wait for my post tonite =)

ps: abou ytd post she said.. oo i was teasing u onli cos ur brother olwaz do tt so i tot of doin the same.. sori if u got the wrong meaning.. i dun mean it tt way...

haha.. o well... u think i care??? to hellllllllLlLlLllL wiTH IT~

OOO...BALQIS is askin mee to do my work now.. so.. gtg le...

one last ting...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO FIONA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N ON THE 15TH ITS JIAT YUE BDAE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

MAY ALL WISHES COME TRUE!!!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

im pissed. i sound sarcasm in wat u said. jus fuckin shut up if u duno aniting. i can get things on my own if i want to. deres no nid for my bf to buy for me if i want. if u r jealous of me keep shoppin n buying things u can go too... i get it on my own ok. i work n spend my own money. dun keep giving excuse tt u r poor saving up for wedding preparation . u can get my bro to buy for u. his a rich ass. so if u duno anithing jus fuckin shut up n dun act as if u r sick everitime his out overseas for work. mind u .his workin not playing. n for dis month i spend 400 for shoppings... so u jus fuckin shut up. a part timer can fork out 400 for shoppin.. ur an office lady sure can fork out more if u wan to. yes im pampered.. my parents pay for me when im out shoppin wif them..i get wat i wan.. even my dad pay for my driving lesson.. so? none of ur biz~ yeah so wat if my bro pay it on his own.. he is he... me is me.. who ask him not a girl... not a daughter.. if u wan.. get a richer bf den my bro lo. den no nid complain liao.

its not necessary tt i can onli buy things for him on his bdae or special occasion. its not necessary tt i mus buy things tt r ex for him only on special occasion. its the tots that count. so wat if i buy things for him tt like over 200 bucks? if u said tts ex well. i dun deny but its my money. i spent it the way i like. so shut the fuck up.

CAO PUSSY!

wah i duno y i so tired u noe. once i reach hm i jus felt sibeh tired. omg. isit an excuse to skive? i duno leh lreali tired.ZzZ. jus wake up frm a nap. gona cut out 12 model frm the mags. mm..faster do ..get it over n done wif ha. so no nid to keep thinkin bout it. hur...

wah stil veri sleeppy... WAHHH!!!! yawn!-.-

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i finaly got a new acc. for saving. i haf took the first step of saving money today. ha. first step in saving up to get my own car. so i got 2 saving now. 1 for shopping. 1 for future use.

somehow i felt happy. i duno. was feeling damn sian in the moring but after i settle the new acc i jus felt mm... relax? i duno y i feel dis perhaps its because i made the firt step in saving? yup. =) so i rushed back to sch for cds after tt. saw sharon. i miss u canadian! neeway gona see you soon in ihub!

20fa today was kinda fun! finaly decide on wat to do..how my mood board wil be for my 1st project. doin on WARTIME FASHION. got a great idea inspired by one of the blanket tt my great grand aunt had made n oso singapore national day. k shall not reveal much in case anione reading it are doin on the same theme as me... hurhur=x..COPY CAT!!=Xwell gues u guys duno wtf am i talkin. neeay i gota get my moodboard ready soon.sat gota go down spotlight at PS to get fabric sample. i felt excited. =)yup... i suddenli felt organised. jus few days ago i stil do not know how to start all my projects n revision.. but now my brain like all sorted out .everything organised n i noe wat to do wat not. ha. felt so happy n relieved. not muddle head animore.=)

my ezlink card reli lost..gota go down pasir ris mrt station to do a new one. guess not so soon. busy la~. next week havin 2 test. T.T

mm crrentli i got tons of things to do. most of it is 20 FA. but i love it heh. n yah.. i nid to do some revision. seriously speaking i din paid attention to ani of the lectures so far. so i no nuts about it. ha. gota read thru n pehaps make some notes. today test sucks. flunk it. ha. =x

busy busy busy. n i missed out time to meet my girl. im sori babeh~ heh. i miss you~~~=)

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

gym in the morning. gettin tired. n no more subway pls my dear frens. HAHA. phobia liao leh.

went over to town to collect my pay frm lancome. heh. finaly. luckily the money can be transferred back n the bank only deduct a dollar frm it. thanks god. but i had alreadi spend my pay. pathetic amt of 70 bucks. HA. neeway. bought pressie for bf. ha. super nice leh. =)wahahah... i love it. but they hav another design for girl de super nice. but i cant afford to get 2.=( nvm~

i lost my student ezlink card. T.T hur hur.. i cant find it. not in my bag. not in my rm. not in my pocket. =(

i seriously hate tt ang moh teacher frm org comp. he is fuckin irriating n he looks like austin power. the fat version. super irritating face n voice. si ang moh gui. he is super boring n lame. -.-

i nearli fainted on the mrt when im on my way hm. super packed n super smelly. the guy beside me duno how mani days no bathe. si beh chao... -.- i cant stand it .i took out my perfume n spray while im staring at him. BTH-.-

my bro gonna planned for his wedding dinner. meaning i shld start shoppin for clothes for his wedding? a great reason to shop u noe. HA.

fags n our booze. martell.screwdriver.n tequila pop. screwdriver sucks u noe. like kerosene thou its vodka orange-.-

shes my bao bao!=) i stil rmb tt newyr eve when we got all crazy at liquid rm. aWwwW~

MY VP N MY SECRETARY.

FLLJB XMAS OUTING!=)
-everyone please tell me a date which u all wil be free. ( 21-23dec)
-exchange pressie? heh. heh. not more than 20 bucks.
-chalet.bk a president suit. or a nice chill out place.
-butterfly say she got plan oso wor. will inform us n she say she include us to her xmas party plan too!! HAHAHAHAHAH

=D

Monday, November 13, 2006

Sch. its gettin more n more tiring. catch no ball during lecture. but workload are getting more. tests are commin. =( i stil no nth bout it. hur hur....

projects from 20 FA driving me crazy. but i wil do my best=)

went out wif shaohua after sch today. dinner his treat! HAHAH. thanks ya. goin out wif him can make me shorten my life by 10 yrs.-.- but its fun thou.. heh

bf fail again! LOL. nvm jia you!!=)

gona go back starhub work again le. every sat for corp rdshow. steady income again. =) but life wil be tough. but well... i wanna keep myself busy. gota buck up on studies too.

so well ... fri n sat wil be goin out. fri is poly coursemates dinner outing. sat wil be motor car rdshow. mmmm...

one thing i noe. i cant wait to grad. n soar in tt blue blue sky. but one thing i noe i wil miss .. is my poly frens. ha. esp thier crap n jiao wei. cos all of them reli is veri the jiao..WAHAHAHHA

bdae girl n polly~~

me n xiao ling~~~ high liao high liao~

ali n bird

me n polly~~

I FAILED TO SQUEEZE IN MY FACE~~!

thansk to one of the clubbers dere who took dis pic for us..if i nv rmb wrongly his name is bernard...=)manager of waiting bar..

bao bird me~=)

there are more pics.. but blogger fails to post it up...so bye for now~~!!!=)

Sunday, November 12, 2006

so i say shoppin is a great way to fight depression. on sat. i was damn depressed n i could no longer stayed hm to face the 4 fuckin walls. so i went out alone. to tamp get some stuff for my bro n den to town.

wandering ard in town.. its was drizzling.. the weather n my mood are so similar..go where oso can see his shadow..no is our shadow... so mani flashbacks flooding me like crazy.. fight back my tears by shopping ha. bought a pair of heels.. tops.. mascaras..make up removers.. near 200 gone again.

btw. im alrite le. so ppl dun wori.

aniway today went malaysia wif my parents. got myself a pair of shorts...belt.. n manicure stuff.. OMG!
hahahaha

next thing i wanna buy is the latest MAC xmas edition eyeshadow palette!!!!!!!!!omfg!!!!!=D

Saturday, November 11, 2006

i feel like goin out but i duno where to go.

i feel like pouring out but i duno who to confide.

i feel like cryin but tears ran out.

no im not alrite.

cos my heart aching.

but stil i made the decision cos if i dun.. the pain in future we will get will be hundred n thousand over more excruciating den wat we r goin thru now.

Friday, November 10, 2006

i do not noe how to put it to words.

y is my heart aching? but wat girl say was rite. heartless abit rather than hurt more in future.

y am i cryin? when my mind had made up.

y am i feeling confused. vexed?

all i noe is im seriously tired. exhausted i can say.

i teared till the giddy bug strike me. super headache-.- slept the whole afternoon away.

but i get to noe smth. his veri gd. gd til im out of words.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

im veri shagged now. jus got back hm. club til 4 plus in the morning. omg. 11 to 4. 5 hrs of non stop dancing... boozing...screamin. lol. all pics are not wif me. will get it uploaded once i received them. =) had onnli 3 hrs of slp.-.-

its ladies nite n of cos its packed wif ppl at zouk. phuture is the worst cos its smaller. rnb rox!! heh.. zouk is mambo nite!!but nv expect it to be so packed la. like no space to dance.. everione like lallang n mushroom swaying in the wind instead of dancing.. HAHAH... the crowd veri much remind me of the scene at chinatown during cny.=x lol..BUT. its was fun! eye candies... gd bod guys... Sexy girls... WOO.... haha.. o we saw BEN frm channel U n the weicong frm superstar! haha
haha.. quite fun thou but there dis couple at zouk which is extremely disgusting... pls fuck at hm n not fuck in club. dey dance as thou dey r fucking n the girl actuali lied on the grd -.-" so disgusted..

yawn~ an hr more goin sch liao. update in details soon. bye.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

all of us is so FUCKIN EXCITED bout ali's bdae!!!! omg! HAHAHAH... we planned it for so long man~ shes dead i tell u... we got the " ni he wo he ta he ni he wo he ta he ni he" plan... how can she not drunk??? HAHAH... M16+graveyard = enuff let her crawl hm. HAHAHAHAHAH

blog again after her niao day~~~=)awaits for pic n more pic~~~ PoOf~!!

Monday, November 06, 2006

i got my pay today. i spend 200 on shoppin after sch!!! omfg. went town wif bf. bought ali present. tt bitch present hard to get. last min change present. tts so ma huan u noe.. duno wat to get for her. but i hope she like the present i buy for her la. hahaha.treat baby to dinner at the hk cafe.. eat til wanna burst!!! omg.... *bUrP*

bought heels... shoe bag.. n bf bought the MAC pigment for me!!! omg... haha. 35 bucks.. i was payin n jus when i gave the cashier my card..tt fella snatch it away n gave them a 50 bucks...-.- i cant snatch back my card.. wahah too bad~~~ lol..thanks sweetie~~

gave him a lil surprise. haha n his clever found out b4 i told him. but well..... stil a successful one wahahahahha=D.

ok i noe tt my blog been havin lotsa of pops up when u guys vist it. despite changing the skin but stil doesnt give ani help. weili say the onli way is to make a new blo or change url. but i dun wan cos i had been using dis url for so lon. another alternatives might cause all my prev entry to be gone. but i dun wan too.. i dun wan delete all the memories. i statred bloggin since sec 3. all is written down in here. so i guess u uys af to bear with it den. SORRY.

sch tml~ im gona work hard liao. alot things duno leh. omg.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

went to chan brother to look at tour package. most probably wil be taiwan.

went to my bro hse. den head to sengkang mall. saw wendy workin at missha dere. seriosuly miss my missha csq. miss those days where 3 of us were such a bucnh of crazy bitch. ha. serene has quit frm missha few days ago. well.. we r meetin up soon~ =) the last time 3 of us meet was like during january? omg.. haha. n told wendy bout me n bastian. she was kinda surprised too haha. n funny converstaions exchanged. i jus miss her. shes one big sis i nv fail to look to when im in trouble=) loves.

love is sucha complaictaed stuff. fren c my another blog ba=) heh.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

went to the sirport to fetch my bro in the morning. tt fella is back frm africa~! woOOo~ no present from him thou cos he say the stuff dere is fuckin ex. wahaha. aniwayim glad his business is tking off. dad might goin africa wif him soon to discuss on some business plan. he said his a VIP dere.. everyone treat him like king n he even attend meeting wif one of their ministers... O.o LOL...

neeway~ dasao not slpin wif me animore. heh. she watch the vcd til dis morning 5am. i olreadi sleep like a pig n she complained tt i luff n talk in my dream HAHAHAH... well she snored damn loudly oso de lo...$^&*()=X

went to concourse n people's park today. lookin at travel agency. parents gona go oversea... i might be goin . depending on which country dey r heading. daddy wanna go europe..n we r keen on the 11 days trip which covers 6 country.. paris..london..milan...rome...switzerland..zurich.... n another package got venice!!!!!!!!! but u noe wat dad say? dey r not bringing me if dey r goin europe country... =( cos too ex.. if i wanna tag along dey wanna go china... wtf! LOL.. but u noe wat.. me n mummy is psychoin him to go back taiwan... n maybe to go korea again.. HAHA..

went over to hospital after tt. one of my relatives was in the SICU. kinda sad to c her suffering dere. life is so vulnerable n shes so old stil gota suffer dis kinda torture. hope she wil get well soon=)

me n jt!

too bored in lect=x

my girl new hair cut!!!! haha

me n rena FJJLB MEETING!!

weili dis fucker is a pro sia... LOL...

with tt stupid pose n luffter...HIak HIak HIAK~~!! hahahahah

dey lose terrible u noe..

the final score is 15 vs 9
haha =x weili win lo.... u noe y so pro? cos everytime after sch during secondary olwaz chiong arcade wif yang ma.. haha

ok gtg~=)