Friday, March 31, 2006
i woke up so earli today!10.30 leh! siaoOoOO...go buy 4d ok.. buy1030!..lol.. if win treat me eat..haha.. ytd i slept at 00:00... lol..12am.. zun zun.... not i tired or wat leh cos i lazy wanna lie on my bed..lie til i ZzxzZ..KO..mum bought mac for lunch! fish burger meal..plus ice milo w/o ice..SHIOK K! =D
yea end of yr taiwan triP! so eXCIted leh... dasao n big bro comin oso!! we wil be stayin hostel instead of hotel ..yeah the army hostel!!! daddy ma~~~will get uncle han to bk for us wahahah.. o ji long no c uncle han liao.. cos he kena posted to taiwan..kind of miss him la..think now he oso canotrecognise me liao=x gonna gif him a big hug when i c him! HAHAHAHAAHA....
tonite xin shan shan last epidsode mus watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oo uncle casper went mia yea??? so long dun haf his news... haha.. not goin to sms him animore! argh... BOOOOOO....
ytd my dad came hm...i ask him
me: hows ur test
daddy: ai zai~~ i ur LAO PA ok..of cos can one la..A one la~
me: mai yayapapaya hor.... next week stil got.. haha
daddy: -.- -walk away-
HAHAHAHA.....bo way gong.. lol
Thursday, March 30, 2006
i bth my dad lol.. u noe wat he say during lunch?me: eh study how liao
daddy: me ar..aim pass can liao
me: huh.i tot u say wan be top scholar lo.. wah now pass ar
dad: pass can liao la
me: wah duno who tell me HOR... always aim A HUH.. canot aim pass cos if u aim pass the tendency of failin is v high.. ALWAYS AIM AN A..right?
dad: errrrrr.............. wah.. not bad ar..wat i say to u ..u stil rmb.. GOOD GOOD.. i TESTing u nia...
me: haha... shit lo uuuu... dun throw my face hor.. u better get A...if u fail i canot go clubbin liao...
dad: hanah........
LOL... sibeh jiao wei sia.. lol
oo i got my pay today.. but habem go check the money yet leh.....=x
daddy was studyin all the way til dis mornin 4am seh.. went down to haf a drink n his stil studyin! lol..
me: wah..u so gu lat ar stil study
daddy: fuck la.. i duno wat the lexturer wans u noe..
me: he wants u die HAHA
daddy:-.-
me: now u noe huh.. everytime say i nv study.. i study u oso duno cos i study at mid nite same as u..
daddy: haiya..zhao zhi dao i dun go study dis liao man.. den i can go play mahjong
me: hanoh..u go play mj i oso can get commision when u win..haiz.now dun hab..SIAN...
daddy.. nii ta ma de.. shou bu liao ni..HAHA..
me: aiyah lai la.. i teach u draw mind map la..easier to study...
so i sat down n teach him draw mind maP hahaha... the way he study ar sure nth got in his head one lo... everytime stil yaya to me n teach me how to study.. c la.. NOW IS I TEACH HIM.. lol.. bth..
den ytd he study til pek chek he come in my rm n watch tv..cos mum was sleepin so he can onli come my rm plus got air con! haha... =D.. jus lilke i olwaz go their rm n watch tv when i study til pek chek...=D.. haha... oYAH.. den i tell my dad tt i wan go clubbin!!!!!!!! i say in a pathetic tone..n use those pathetic look n see him
me: eh paaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
daddy: ya?
me: can i go clubbin??????????
daddy: club simi sai
me:-.- party la..aiyo... go happening HAHA.. b4 sch start haizzzzzzzzzzz..if not sch start i nid to chiong study ..chiong porject liao.. HAiZzZzzZzz*Pathetic look*
daddy: i pass my test tml i let u go.. HAHA..
me: PA U WAN CHICKEN ESSENCE NOT?? lol
haha.. he say like tt mostly can one la.. clever ar me.. use study to attack him..cos now he oso student..undersatnd the KAN SIAN feeling when sch starts..LOL...
so BIRD BAO ALI.. my clubbin kakis... haha.. o yah n ELF.. lets go boOgIE woOgIE.. HAHA.. its been 2 mths since i last club!~~ miss it man... lets go momo~~ haha... dlb o oso not bad cheaper drinks.. HAAHA..
i got my pay today!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
met jt to go henry hse.. tt gu niang lol.. bth him. HAHA.. aniway its great to ''chill'' wif them.. olwaz got mani mani lame things .. jus hope my dis gu niang wil faster recover ar... STUPID BAI KA=Xwent tm GAI GAI after tt..its so damn boring man... omg... i NUA thru out my sem break.. reli NUA .. nua til i sibeh sian..lol..tired sia..
eh my gers goin cb today..tmd dey all got excuse to sneak out.. 1 say go stock tk so go hm late.. another climb window n sneak out..den other duno gif wat reason... sehx. i canot say i stock tk cos i no work ma... i canot climb window i will fall to death... how sia.. HAHA.. SIAN LO... i wan go cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb cb!!!! cb is not chee bye hor.. im not scoldin vulgar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...
jus now i got a shock... my niece wans to drink cold water i dun allow.. so i tk it away frm her ..she screamed n say she want... i dun allow.. n she say TMD..peng...-.- 2 n a half yrs old scold dis! ... i slap her...! yah n i scolded her... lol... no big no small...
SI GU NIANG HENRY!!!!!!! GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!

tigger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLeAHXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX..so lao liao stil act cute..haiz=x

wo lo ...............=D

my niece n me.. she got xia lan face... lol... potential mini xiao lian...=x
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
weekdays r boring. workin onli on weekend. starhub got more n more xin jiao fightin for job wif us*lao jiao* .. hard to get slot liao.. but i consider heng liao manage to snatch slot for dis week n next next week.. haha.. chang jiang hou lang tui qian lang..qian lang si zai sha tan shang.. i think i dis qian lang goin to die on the sha tan shang liao LOL...another 24 hrs more to receive pay! a pathetic amt lesser than 300 bucks-.- but i shld be happy cos i onli work for 3 days? yeah.. lol =D
looks like my parents are serious bout goin to taiwan for holiday at the end of the yr..hiak hiak hiak.. but stil i shldnt be too hapy... scali dey chu pattern say dun wan go liao.. i sure sehx...-.-
now 2.13am.. later ard 5pm i goin to meet jt =) we r goin to henry's hse!!!tt gu niang ar dislocate his leg! i duno how he play soccer one leh.. so careless i think one day he sure wil dislocate his neck by me!=x HAHAHAHAHAH chOI!!!!!! =x aniway i think 3 of us sure gossip alot one..mani things to update... n tt gu niang ask us to stay for dinner wor!!! hehehee so sweet of him=D
pics! mani days no post liao..i noe u all miss me.let me post some i took today=)

taken tt day when goin to loyang temple! HAHAHA...

taken today ..in da car~

hair messy hor=x

stupid face..sia la face oily lehhh....=x
today is my paternal side grandma 2nd yr death anniversary. my main intention of goin was not to pray to her la but to pray to my late cousin. ok i noe i sounds kinda rude n unfilial but she was nv kind to me and my family..aniway she had passed away shldnt gei gao oso la..
was feelin guilty for not visitin jie on her anniversarydue to chicken pox.. duno wats wrong wif me i wil always tear..maybe cos flashback starts to flood my mind . everyting seems like it had jus happened .. when i was young i always think of wat would 3 of us become when we grow up? among all my cousins.. onli 3 of us same age.. me..jo n her(sera)... used to be close..playin luffing..not forgetin those days when we quarrelled but would always patch up when we wrote a letter to one another..at tt time i olwaz tot that 1 day when 3 of us grow up we will go shoppin togther..or maybe sit at a cafe chating about our career n those childhood memories.. now shes gone.. n jo had become like dis.. me oso changed.. thou me n jo stil quite close but sometime things she do jus disappoint me alot.. all cousins aint tt close animore.. those weekly playin session become lesser as we grow up n eventualli no more.. when i was young every sat my grandma hse will be so crowded..all my aunties will gossip in the living rm..whereby we all kids wil be playin in my grandma's rm.. but now.. sat is veri quiet there.. haiz.. things change as time pass..
reli love special occasion at my grandma place..such as mother's day..new yr..grandma bdae.. it is real crowded n filled wif laughter.. =) but now we had 1 member less.. i noe my grandma miss her alot..i saw tears in her eyes when she came my hse n saw her foto on cny day..haiz.. already 2 yrs le.. so fast..mani things happen..
talk quite alot to jie jus now.. n i hope she understands.. missin you.. aniting come in my dream n tell me jus like wat u did tt time..=)
was feelin guilty for not visitin jie on her anniversarydue to chicken pox.. duno wats wrong wif me i wil always tear..maybe cos flashback starts to flood my mind . everyting seems like it had jus happened .. when i was young i always think of wat would 3 of us become when we grow up? among all my cousins.. onli 3 of us same age.. me..jo n her(sera)... used to be close..playin luffing..not forgetin those days when we quarrelled but would always patch up when we wrote a letter to one another..at tt time i olwaz tot that 1 day when 3 of us grow up we will go shoppin togther..or maybe sit at a cafe chating about our career n those childhood memories.. now shes gone.. n jo had become like dis.. me oso changed.. thou me n jo stil quite close but sometime things she do jus disappoint me alot.. all cousins aint tt close animore.. those weekly playin session become lesser as we grow up n eventualli no more.. when i was young every sat my grandma hse will be so crowded..all my aunties will gossip in the living rm..whereby we all kids wil be playin in my grandma's rm.. but now.. sat is veri quiet there.. haiz.. things change as time pass..
reli love special occasion at my grandma place..such as mother's day..new yr..grandma bdae.. it is real crowded n filled wif laughter.. =) but now we had 1 member less.. i noe my grandma miss her alot..i saw tears in her eyes when she came my hse n saw her foto on cny day..haiz.. already 2 yrs le.. so fast..mani things happen..
talk quite alot to jie jus now.. n i hope she understands.. missin you.. aniting come in my dream n tell me jus like wat u did tt time..=)
Monday, March 27, 2006
felt like a stranger. guess its not goin to work out again.
u can tell me if u dun wan honour the promise animore. cos i c no point in carring on when the feeling had fade.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
shoppin today! somehow i feel tt our taste had changed..those clothes frm far east ar..heeren ar are no longer appealing to us. more attracted to topshop..mango..zara.. but our wallet dun allows us lol.. sian.. i hate dis change in me lol lol..bought a skirt n a tee=D kena nag by my mum..sayin tt my spending is horrendous..-.- n i shld stopped it... ya-da ya-da ya-da...... ok ... yah maybe i shld stop it.. my wardrobe is fully packed n i jus donated away 3 piles of clothes...the day b4 ytd..=x
went over to bugis in the evenin ..shop ard.. i wanna get polo tee of sports bike in-print leh.. nice nice hor..=D but cant find one tt i liek.. sian diao..eh ppl if u see aniwhere got sell nice one tell me!!!!! saw huixian! haha.. den saw jiat yue oso... miss her alot din c her for months alreadi..=(
ma la hou guo for dinner!=D spicy spicy..SHIOK SHIOK SHIOK.. eat til sweat like hell.. nb reli spicy lol.. but we like..haha..pass by caesar pub haha remind me of the caesar pub in 04=x
we tok about smth today..makes me think n my heart aches alil.. but after all its over.. so jus look forward better one will come=)
today is my big bro bdae... HAPPY 30TH BDAE!!! U HAVE HIT THE 3!! HAHA OLD LIAO... MR TAN WEE JECK!!!!!!=P
Saturday, March 25, 2006
i slept at 5 again n woke up at 8 plus. tt xiao qiang di siao me again call me at 3 heng i haben slp den call me at 6 again!! ask me go toilet tmd.. 8 again to gif me mornin call lol...i tk revenge.. i call him ard 9 plus..EH WAKE UP GO TOILET!!! 12 plus EH WAKE UP EAT LUNCH LA... 3 plus OEI DUN SLP LIAO.. NOW WAT TIME WKAEY UP!!!!!!!!! lol lol... kena niam by himm when he woke up lol lol... jia lat tonite i sure kena di siao by him n canot slp
alot customer ..shaggeed-.- settlement end of day kena diao there lo..cb cos the z report canot come out den we canot tally handset lo... so bo bian... check here check dere ..use manual e station to check in the end check for more than an hr find out tt we nv indicate one of the new line as SIM only.. cb one leh... den is pei shan!! cos she nv write kena nag by us lol lol=x
work ok la..jokin all the way..cock la dey all sibeh zue jiao wei esp tt bao ling..knn bth her.. she kena rashes so my turn to luff at her cos she luff me chicken pox ma.. KARMA! haha..=x end work ard 9 plus ..alot ppl call me-.- dane ! tt farker sms me... he ji long no contact me le lol all of a sudden sms me a bit bu ke si yi u noe.. ask me go rounding..den ask me go drinkin den ask me go cine find him..-.- SIao..i olreadi sibeh tired liao not enuff slp.. den tok to him half way next line come... Wei li call.. say alot funny funny thing-.- den after tt i got to do things.. few mins later!!! xiao qiang cal.. den tok a while next line fatty weili call*another weili* tt stupid boi ask me go devils wan come fetch me.. pls lo i in starhub uni leh..faint... den next line again!!! dis time is my mum call wan meet me for supper.. lol PENG
went hm wif laura and li wei.. on the way back one group of xiao lian behind us..cb they tok sibeh loud.. nb..den keep tkin foto i sit in front them den their hand stretch til so long tt the hand is in btw me n liwei's head.. can u imagine... can hear the CI KI sound of the hp camera beside our ear.. sibeh buay zi dong..knn!!!bth
lol..o yah today public dere got Y-D-K..haha,...so i told peishan den we gei siao walk to public dere i keep pointin to her which im referin den she cant cc..so we walk nearer n c..but after tt both of us nv say anitin n walk back ..NOE WHY??? cos ar..frm far u c that guy reli is Y-D-K..but go near c hor... eh.. better is B-Y-K....*bu yao kan*=x
luff til peng..moral of story.. c frm far gd liao dun go near c.. HAHA
Friday, March 24, 2006
ubin trip postpone. stayed hm whole day. i slept at 5 am . xiao qiang tt blardy idiot call me at 5 ATTEMPTIN to wake me up n di siao me... but he failed! cos i jus off my tv nia lol.. so we tok bout 30 mins... b4 i went to slp..tt asshole call me at 6 again..2nd attempt to wake me up! blardy hell.. n he succeed.. stupid! lol ... he took his revenge liao lo..cos last time i disturb him slp ma..=x...
woke up at 3 plus.. played the colouring thing wif my niece.. bought it ytd=D so fun!!!! me my niece n my mum sit at the dinner table n started playin lol...it looks so nice after colourin!!!!=D den i slp at 5 plus again...woke up at 7 plus..-.- feelin damn nuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
tml workin! wil be workin every sat ...=) so sian now no money.. haiz.. poor liao ar... nomore retail therapy le looo...=(
i got a veri sweet dream..dreamt of sheng long lol..haiz reli sweet man but its a dream...-.- damn it...dreamt tt we r back again lol.. no wonder its a dream -.- cos dream is olwaz the opp of reality ma.. no wonder we broke up oso....
oo did u guys watch wo cai? so sweet rite..the 2nd couple ... oh wo tian!!!
Thursday, March 23, 2006
so bored !!!nvm.. let me blog bout my fav food!! haha
FAVOURITES
- milk tea...*aunty!!! teh-c peng!!!* lol.. me n henry call dis wang qing shui.. lol..=x dun ask me why haha
- egg mcmuffin!!! plus ice milo w/o ice!!
- snickers * a mus haf during muggin period*
- xxl chicken n oyster meesua!!! *my ger oso love dis. everytime she wil tel the person add spicy hor! den the meesua dun put the veg pls!* lol she noe me best..we same taste=D
- fish soup at geylang lorong 20 their oyster omelette is a MUST =D *fav eating place for my family*
- dou jiang you tiao at geylang * sad memories haiz.. NVM.. its damn nice!!*
- fried soft shell crab *i love dis*
- ljs combo 1 add slaw!!! coke change to ice lemon tea .. thank u..lol *standard* HAHA
- ms steamboat *fav gathering place*
- starbuck: rhumba , warm choco cake, ny cheesecake=D~
- ban mian *everytime at foodcourt when i duno wat to eat dis wil be the one i order=x*
- lor mee at lot 1 *i noe its veri far.. but its nice lehhhhhhhhhh*
hate!!!
- noodle *yellow colour fat noodle..yucks!*
- parsley..smelly
- fish tt got skin...* ok i noe all fish got skin.. but i reli dun like to eat the skin..my darlin ali oso!!=x*
- f&n drink..esp the red colour one..kao like cough syrup..sehx
- kiwi*my tongue wil numb*
- hate cherry...eek!
- sotongball n crab ball...-.-
shit.. i become hungry after bloggin=(
yeah..supp over liao=) can do=) think can pass=) heex
thanks for those who sms to wish me lucks ar! jian wei david andrew ali york casper..=D hehe.....
went for pool-in.. pav sounds system is gettin worst..can say is sux...-.-crowded today... alot malay...-.-
irritated by my mum. du lan my dad.bth my 2nd bro. c not happy tt her. duno where the hell is my big bro. i miss my dasao.-.-
feelin kinda shitty duno why. maybe cos im broke. canot go shoppin-.-
im in love wif tees now=) bugis village got alot nice nice tees..=)
feel kinda shitty now. duno y. dun ask me oso. mood swing-.-
thanks for those who sms to wish me lucks ar! jian wei david andrew ali york casper..=D hehe.....
went for pool-in.. pav sounds system is gettin worst..can say is sux...-.-crowded today... alot malay...-.-
irritated by my mum. du lan my dad.bth my 2nd bro. c not happy tt her. duno where the hell is my big bro. i miss my dasao.-.-
feelin kinda shitty duno why. maybe cos im broke. canot go shoppin-.-
im in love wif tees now=) bugis village got alot nice nice tees..=)
feel kinda shitty now. duno y. dun ask me oso. mood swing-.-
ytd nite i am super dulan.. reli du lan... he can be so damn ridiculous n said things which are SOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... #%$&^% .. ok.. ppl told me not to believe wat he said..watever he said is out to spiked me... nb!!!! lim bu is zin eh sibeh knn du lan.. even when i studied ytd nite im stil fumin leh..today woke up i stil angry lo!!!!! qi si wo!!!!
i din noe guy can be so bitchy goes ard backstabbin n flirtin behind ppl's back.. ha.. jerk..yea TOTAL JERK.. wat a disgrace..............stil think he so handsome... stupid shotie ah meng!=x
watever!!!!!! today im havin my supp in the afternoon.. mornin i alreadi received sms frm jian wei n david to wish me luck=D.. thanks alot man u all stil rmb i got supp paper..haha..=)
o yeah tml goin pulau ubin!!!=) anione wanna tag along? jus gif me a call alrite...=D
i din noe guy can be so bitchy goes ard backstabbin n flirtin behind ppl's back.. ha.. jerk..yea TOTAL JERK.. wat a disgrace..............stil think he so handsome... stupid shotie ah meng!=x
watever!!!!!! today im havin my supp in the afternoon.. mornin i alreadi received sms frm jian wei n david to wish me luck=D.. thanks alot man u all stil rmb i got supp paper..haha..=)
o yeah tml goin pulau ubin!!!=) anione wanna tag along? jus gif me a call alrite...=D
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
i woke up at 2 n my mum told me my dad's fren frm taiwan comin-.- wah ..faster wake up go bathe change n go out liao.. lol..dun ask me why.. i jus dun like to u noe ''socialise'' wif daddy's fren..haha.. but when i left hse dey came.. so jus smile smile to them n faster go liao.went sch library to bi guan xiu lian . study lo.. hei hei... left ard 5 plus.. tonite study abit more think can liao..
gota postpone the dance lesson cos sunday will be havin smth more impt..more fun..more exciting..muahaha.. stay tune..will blog about it on monday.. hope our plan carry out smoothly! COUNTER ATTACK!!! 4 ppl involve n 1 main lead.. the main lead sure die til jia lat jia lat.. he better dun do things farni .. if not i..eh not i..is WE... ji pa sai lo ki* slap him*..ji pa ho yi si!!! lol
oo tonite got ANTM!!!! american next top model.. wahahaha=D
tml nite goin pool! lol!!! cant wait sehhhhhh=p
bubyeeeeeeeeeeeee
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
你是我最深爱的人爱上了一个人 能够为她牺牲 就算付出了生命
我甘心为了你 两个人在一起 分享爱的命运
永远都不会忘记 我们生活点滴 你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇 你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐 我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恆 做什么都值得 爱上了一个人
01:08 10/06/2005
dis is gonna be a damn long entry. u can dun read it i dun gif a damn. im utterly pissed rigght now or u can say since ytd nite.
andy had been feeding me wif all those untruth facts about simon. thou i had been consatntly doubting wat he said but all those words kept annoying me. both of them are gd frens n colleagues why shld he do dis? all those stuff he said were harsh n most imptly untrue. now even bao duno if she shld trust her bf-andy. not onli does dis incident pissed me off.. there are some other ''too much'' incident tt makes me seriously doubt this person's integrity. he is such a bastard n the most mei you feng du guy i had ever seen! my gdness... if i ever had him as my bf i can jus go bang the wall n die..
at first i tot i could trust him at least to find out more bout him.. but nono.. im wrong veri wrong. he said as if he is some sex deprived animal.. but i guess it shld be the other way round. yes u may noe him longer than me . but wat i noe may not be wat u noe. if his reli dis kinda person i would haf die in his hand long ago..lol..even bao noe his isnt dis kinda person.. she had seen him twice..yes twice onli but his olwaz those quiet quiet guy ttwander off in his own tots when his wif a grp of ppl.. tts how i noticed him when i first met him.. those stuff u said ytd had totally make u like a fool..cos u exaggerate too much ! yes tooooooo much.. n too fake..
was on the fone wif bao in the mornin.. she woke me up-.- we tok alot..i told her everytin.... his reli such a bastard .. my gdness... he had been tryin to date me out constantly.. the person he datin is her gf's best fren.? wat a joke.. hey man i will nv get aquainted wif my fren's bf alrite.. pls get tat in mind.. the thing i du lan most is about the VS thing... n the dance thing he said.. its way too much.. n i told him i will nv dance wif my fren's bf.. tts when he said tt dey had broke up.. HAAHAH.. he shld be tt animal tt he had been describin simon to be.. YES HE IS! pls lo.. dey nv broke up n he told me dey had brok eup..even bao think dis is ridiculous!!!!!!!! wtf is dis.. not onli dis.. he had been doin mani stuff behind bao.. n bao told me.. im happy tt bao is now so pissed wif him at least she is not blinded by love animore.. seriously all of us think u shld leave him.. but perhaps carry put our ''plan'' b4 break up LOL.. yeah.. but get back to him oso.. HIAKHIAK HIAK.. we will always be wif u darlin!!!
i noe ive wronged simon..shld believe him in the first place.. im worried for him ..to haf such a backstarbber as fren n til now he din even noe bout it.. maybe andy even backstab about me in front of him..
save all the craps n stop askin me to forget him.. i will do it long ago if i can ..
andy had been feeding me wif all those untruth facts about simon. thou i had been consatntly doubting wat he said but all those words kept annoying me. both of them are gd frens n colleagues why shld he do dis? all those stuff he said were harsh n most imptly untrue. now even bao duno if she shld trust her bf-andy. not onli does dis incident pissed me off.. there are some other ''too much'' incident tt makes me seriously doubt this person's integrity. he is such a bastard n the most mei you feng du guy i had ever seen! my gdness... if i ever had him as my bf i can jus go bang the wall n die..
at first i tot i could trust him at least to find out more bout him.. but nono.. im wrong veri wrong. he said as if he is some sex deprived animal.. but i guess it shld be the other way round. yes u may noe him longer than me . but wat i noe may not be wat u noe. if his reli dis kinda person i would haf die in his hand long ago..lol..even bao noe his isnt dis kinda person.. she had seen him twice..yes twice onli but his olwaz those quiet quiet guy ttwander off in his own tots when his wif a grp of ppl.. tts how i noticed him when i first met him.. those stuff u said ytd had totally make u like a fool..cos u exaggerate too much ! yes tooooooo much.. n too fake..
was on the fone wif bao in the mornin.. she woke me up-.- we tok alot..i told her everytin.... his reli such a bastard .. my gdness... he had been tryin to date me out constantly.. the person he datin is her gf's best fren.? wat a joke.. hey man i will nv get aquainted wif my fren's bf alrite.. pls get tat in mind.. the thing i du lan most is about the VS thing... n the dance thing he said.. its way too much.. n i told him i will nv dance wif my fren's bf.. tts when he said tt dey had broke up.. HAAHAH.. he shld be tt animal tt he had been describin simon to be.. YES HE IS! pls lo.. dey nv broke up n he told me dey had brok eup..even bao think dis is ridiculous!!!!!!!! wtf is dis.. not onli dis.. he had been doin mani stuff behind bao.. n bao told me.. im happy tt bao is now so pissed wif him at least she is not blinded by love animore.. seriously all of us think u shld leave him.. but perhaps carry put our ''plan'' b4 break up LOL.. yeah.. but get back to him oso.. HIAKHIAK HIAK.. we will always be wif u darlin!!!
i noe ive wronged simon..shld believe him in the first place.. im worried for him ..to haf such a backstarbber as fren n til now he din even noe bout it.. maybe andy even backstab about me in front of him..
save all the craps n stop askin me to forget him.. i will do it long ago if i can ..
Monday, March 20, 2006
the song intrigue back my memories only to realised tt im stil living in your
shadow..7th mth n stil goin on...
the superband advertisement is drivin me crazy! so damn cool ! cant wiat to c their performance=) alot handsome seh=x... i love guys tt sing well!!!!!!=p
my nails sux now..damn! cos of those fake nails..jus removed them gota let my naisl rest for a few days =(
lookin back i did change alot.. be it gd or bad..i learnt mani stuff.. theres time i tk it for granted n ended up losing those tt were precious too me but i nv learnt .. i reciprocate n ended up in a vicious cycle.. tts how human are.. dey noe its bad..its wrong dey stil do it.. ppl like wei li..will say dis is call fan jian.. well tts true..
is there anitime when u jus sit down n start to reflect on things u had done onli to realised tt its wrong..and very next day u forget bout everyting and start to do it again.. tts man...
jus some tots tt came in my mind so cant jus ignore me alrite...=)
recentli i got to noe someone... every little thing of him remind me of simon.. his voice.. his action.. his pattern all same ka liao.. i c simon's shadow in him.. reali no kid...
my nails sux now..damn! cos of those fake nails..jus removed them gota let my naisl rest for a few days =(
lookin back i did change alot.. be it gd or bad..i learnt mani stuff.. theres time i tk it for granted n ended up losing those tt were precious too me but i nv learnt .. i reciprocate n ended up in a vicious cycle.. tts how human are.. dey noe its bad..its wrong dey stil do it.. ppl like wei li..will say dis is call fan jian.. well tts true..
is there anitime when u jus sit down n start to reflect on things u had done onli to realised tt its wrong..and very next day u forget bout everyting and start to do it again.. tts man...
jus some tots tt came in my mind so cant jus ignore me alrite...=)
recentli i got to noe someone... every little thing of him remind me of simon.. his voice.. his action.. his pattern all same ka liao.. i c simon's shadow in him.. reali no kid...
Sunday, March 19, 2006
i woke up. my eye felt a lil weird. bathe n changed prepared for work. my eyes stil felt a lil weird. i put the contact lense into my right eye. follow by the left eye. but my left eye keep rejecting the lense n when its finaly in its so god damn hurt. the best part is i had a hard time tkin out the contact cos of my fake nails ... so im like screamin wif pain..-.- n the whole eye become freakin RED....-.- damn pain..so i decide not to go work today.informed jo b4 i went back slp again=)felt better when i woke up.
went to loyang temple wif my family . its real crowded dere!! got alot sin tua dere..havin some god celebration!!! i love to watch ppl '' ki dang'' !!! where by those god will possess on a human n den the person wil start to do all sort of ''stunt'' ..damn spectacular! got indian god oso... the ''dang kee'' got alot needle poke thru damn lo..OUCH! but reali alot ppl!!! alot handsome dere oso lol lol.. saw my fren!! he was helpin out wif the god... called him haha... poor him.. slept 3 hr onli..din even eat for the whole day..n stil got 3 places to run b4 he can rest... alot of those xiao beng n lian wearin those troupe t shirt neon orange n yellow colour one..reli pissed me off.. surprisingly non of those lians diao me leh..HAHA..dey smile at me somemore.. buddhism had enlightened them..LOL LOL..
the temple reli veri happenin sia! lol.. jus love goin dere la haha....=D
shall start muggin tml.. yes..haha..
work was tmd slack . not much customers=) basically crappin walkin ard..smokin break.. even chatt on the fone twice! each lasted bout 30 mins.. HAHA.. im paid to do tt eh?=x
piere png and andrea de cruz came wor!!.. piere png sibeh yandao!!!!-.- wah kao. all starhub FEMALE cashier n promoters cant get their eyes off him.. includin some guy!! haha.. was tellin wei kang n he tk quite a while to realise who dey are..faint...-.-
me: ehhhh u c peire png and andrea de cruz leh.. yandao sia
weikang: huh where...* he keep lookin at them but din noe its them*
me: dorrrrrrrrrrrrrr tt char bor tt eat slim 10 den liver ''spoil'' tt one lo...
weikang: "think a while" ORHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
me: u lagi lag leh
weikang: eh eh ..u go up n ask her la..
me: ask WAT?
weikang: EH UR LIVER OK LIAO AR
me faint-.-
hahahha.....
sian tml workin again.. but wil be wif yvette=) mis herrrrrrrrrrr ji long no c her liaoo
shopped at FOS during break=) got a abercrombie top and urbanoutfitter top !!! reli love it man... evon oso got a top too..love hers but no more M SIZE!!!!=( nei mind..tml go again!!!=D
dis comin fri 24/03 wil be goin pulau ubin to cycle!!=) charges for tkin the boat dere is 2 bucks each trip.. so to n fro is 4 bucks.. rental of bicycle is 5 bucks for the whole day.. =) total not more than 10 bucks!! heard frm andrew tt its fun n i can sense tt he reli enjoyed himself=)
anione wanna go?? CONTACT ME B4 THURSDAY K??=)
ppl tt confirmed goin liao: me...huixin...qian ..bong..
those haven confirmed one ar pls faster confirm horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr lol lol... we may go for dinner for the nasi lemak at changi after the cycling=)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
piere png and andrea de cruz came wor!!.. piere png sibeh yandao!!!!-.- wah kao. all starhub FEMALE cashier n promoters cant get their eyes off him.. includin some guy!! haha.. was tellin wei kang n he tk quite a while to realise who dey are..faint...-.-
me: ehhhh u c peire png and andrea de cruz leh.. yandao sia
weikang: huh where...* he keep lookin at them but din noe its them*
me: dorrrrrrrrrrrrrr tt char bor tt eat slim 10 den liver ''spoil'' tt one lo...
weikang: "think a while" ORHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
me: u lagi lag leh
weikang: eh eh ..u go up n ask her la..
me: ask WAT?
weikang: EH UR LIVER OK LIAO AR
me faint-.-
hahahha.....
sian tml workin again.. but wil be wif yvette=) mis herrrrrrrrrrr ji long no c her liaoo
shopped at FOS during break=) got a abercrombie top and urbanoutfitter top !!! reli love it man... evon oso got a top too..love hers but no more M SIZE!!!!=( nei mind..tml go again!!!=D
dis comin fri 24/03 wil be goin pulau ubin to cycle!!=) charges for tkin the boat dere is 2 bucks each trip.. so to n fro is 4 bucks.. rental of bicycle is 5 bucks for the whole day.. =) total not more than 10 bucks!! heard frm andrew tt its fun n i can sense tt he reli enjoyed himself=)
anione wanna go?? CONTACT ME B4 THURSDAY K??=)
ppl tt confirmed goin liao: me...huixin...qian ..bong..
those haven confirmed one ar pls faster confirm horrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr lol lol... we may go for dinner for the nasi lemak at changi after the cycling=)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, March 17, 2006

v(^.^)v

=p

me n birddddddddddd...

waiting for fooooooooooooooddddddddddd..wait til his face seh...lol=x

no liquour but y are we high????

ignore his bloody face-.- lol

dar n me!!

me n my pweeeeeeeety boi!!

me n best bud! min fei.. the one tt make me angry til crazy but oso the one who make me luff til siao!! haha

BLEAHX

c i smile til so happy lol=D

my lesy partner la!!! ANWAR!!!!! PRETTY BOI!!

take 1---FAIL

TAKE 2! yeah got one extra iskandar-.-
xin iskandar sg ren n me... FUNkY Ar!

xy bird xin me fab. bird family full attendance!!!

4e2!!! some not here leh.........=(

c where siaaaaa....
hehehehehehe.......fotos!=)
a call ytd made me goes crazy again. i din noe y am i affected again .it jus made me tear.
im losing confidence in both of us. i dun wanna history to repeat again.wif u leaving me when im startin to believe. simon is one. n now ur another one. u made me forget him but u makes me cant get over u now. i noe i sounds like one great loser but whos gonna care.. i jus felt better after msn-in wif york. at least i said out all those stuff tt had been bottlin up in me..
im losing confidence in both of us. i dun wanna history to repeat again.wif u leaving me when im startin to believe. simon is one. n now ur another one. u made me forget him but u makes me cant get over u now. i noe i sounds like one great loser but whos gonna care.. i jus felt better after msn-in wif york. at least i said out all those stuff tt had been bottlin up in me..
i couldnt reli sleep ytd thou im dead beat. my butt was painful when i ly on my bed. think blue black liao lol-.-
went for remedial lesson. it was reli useful. all info given was concentrated n mani tips given.i felt more secure now as i noe wat to study n wat not too=) thanks to bong who specially came down n pass me those revison paper. =D
look forward to the super band performance like damn cool sia.=) got a few quite yandao=xesp LUCIFY!!! HAHA=x
* i felt a distance growin btw us. u called n it olwaz those same qn im askin..its olwaz dun samee answer u replied besides that nth else. our communication are breakin down..i felt kinda helpless ..am tryin hard to strike up a conversation but i failed. thou im happy to hear frm u once again but im equally sad to had notice dis barrier growin btw us.
went for remedial lesson. it was reli useful. all info given was concentrated n mani tips given.i felt more secure now as i noe wat to study n wat not too=) thanks to bong who specially came down n pass me those revison paper. =D
look forward to the super band performance like damn cool sia.=) got a few quite yandao=xesp LUCIFY!!! HAHA=x
* i felt a distance growin btw us. u called n it olwaz those same qn im askin..its olwaz dun samee answer u replied besides that nth else. our communication are breakin down..i felt kinda helpless ..am tryin hard to strike up a conversation but i failed. thou im happy to hear frm u once again but im equally sad to had notice dis barrier growin btw us.
i went rollerbladin wif ali n xin today!!! had a fun time bladin at pasir ris park.. fuckin paiseh. i fell down immediately after wearing my blade. BUTT LAND ON THE FLOOR N ITS A VERI HARD ONE. everyone look at me. -.- cb..knn sibeh xia suay.. we blade until veri tired sia... hui xin is quite a fast learner=) thou she fell down n hurt herself..but we enjoyed ourself haha.. great time tokin cockin n tkin lotsa fotos..=D
after bladin i felt that my leg is not mine animore lol.. HAHA... ji long no blade liao sia.. mus go more often.. next week cycling!!!!!=D after bladin wewent to mac for drinks.. lol..keep tkin the plain water n drink lol.. 3 cup affter 3 cup .. drank mac's lime juice!=D haha fav!!!!!!!! den head of to 4e2 chalet.. got alot gossip dere sia.. wahah. everyone gotta pay 10 bucks which is kinda ex la.. but im happy to c most of them dere=) esp my birds family... all full attendance!!!!!=) n osoahmad.iskandar..anwar.. min fei..all my darlings man!!! wes dey all oso.. SORI WES I MAKE U PAISEH.. I DIN MEAN IT..OPPS=X
reli great time updatin wif one another bout our life...=) miss those sec sch days.. esp the chionging o level period..everione helpin one another haiz... miss it man... we grow up frm a rebellious 3e2 monkey class.. aka the legendary MONKEY CLASS... every teacher say we CMI.. but in the end become a veri gd sensible n most united class... grow up into 4E2... xiang dang nian~ the national day competition reli unforgettable..it was so much fun!!! miss it!!!!!!!!!!
had a great time chatin wif anwar on the way back hm=)
foto time! * more chalet foto comin up in next entry!!!!*

my fav foto!!!!!!!!!! haahaha.... 3 ge mei nu!!! lol lol=x

darlin n me.. 6 yrs friendship n stil goin on strong!!!=)

xin ...ali...me! my darlings!!!

heng heng nv puat tor..lol..still can bai pose... zai ar..

kao.. pls ignore my ultra fat tights hor... but i look pretty... OEI.. I SAY PRETTY MEANS PRETTY DUN ARGUE..lol lol lol...

resting la... our ka damn suan lo...

our blade!!

guiding xin to blade=)

xin n me!!
more comin up soon!!!=) fun day!!! hahaha
after bladin i felt that my leg is not mine animore lol.. HAHA... ji long no blade liao sia.. mus go more often.. next week cycling!!!!!=D after bladin wewent to mac for drinks.. lol..keep tkin the plain water n drink lol.. 3 cup affter 3 cup .. drank mac's lime juice!=D haha fav!!!!!!!! den head of to 4e2 chalet.. got alot gossip dere sia.. wahah. everyone gotta pay 10 bucks which is kinda ex la.. but im happy to c most of them dere=) esp my birds family... all full attendance!!!!!=) n osoahmad.iskandar..anwar.. min fei..all my darlings man!!! wes dey all oso.. SORI WES I MAKE U PAISEH.. I DIN MEAN IT..OPPS=X
reli great time updatin wif one another bout our life...=) miss those sec sch days.. esp the chionging o level period..everione helpin one another haiz... miss it man... we grow up frm a rebellious 3e2 monkey class.. aka the legendary MONKEY CLASS... every teacher say we CMI.. but in the end become a veri gd sensible n most united class... grow up into 4E2... xiang dang nian~ the national day competition reli unforgettable..it was so much fun!!! miss it!!!!!!!!!!
had a great time chatin wif anwar on the way back hm=)
foto time! * more chalet foto comin up in next entry!!!!*

my fav foto!!!!!!!!!! haahaha.... 3 ge mei nu!!! lol lol=x

darlin n me.. 6 yrs friendship n stil goin on strong!!!=)

xin ...ali...me! my darlings!!!

heng heng nv puat tor..lol..still can bai pose... zai ar..

kao.. pls ignore my ultra fat tights hor... but i look pretty... OEI.. I SAY PRETTY MEANS PRETTY DUN ARGUE..lol lol lol...

resting la... our ka damn suan lo...

our blade!!

guiding xin to blade=)

xin n me!!
more comin up soon!!!=) fun day!!! hahaha
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
im reli addicted to VS now. their fashion show showed on tv the other time reli makes me fall for dis brand. but sad to say there isnt ani VS in spore except tt u can find it online. so gers.. visit www.victoriasecret.com . if u guys wanna get ani stuff frm them pls inform me alrite.!!!!!! i may be gettin a few top frm them n by doin bulk purchase can save on the shippin cost..=) interested party do email me at angel_everlastingluv@hotmail.comthanks ya
here are some tops i love..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

simple n nice!!!!

i like dis oso!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




dis is pretty! but i dun haf the figure to wear DAMN

i reli love dis..
oh my god.. at hm is kan si lang sian .. bo bian.. i fail mah..so mus study for SUPP lo.. -.- serve me rite la.. who ask me suay kia kena chicken pox... my m0uth damn suay lo.. say wan to faster make use of the csc card cos it is the last yr i can c doctor for free at polyclinic b4 i turn 18.. den zun zun reli sick lo..kena chicken pox somemore..reli make full use of tt fuckin CSC card sia... nbbbbb.....
ytd i study til 3.30 am lo..buay pai ar..haha.. but ar nth get in my head sia..gonna study later oso.. im stil thinkin if i shld go for the chalet tml..haiz..tml wil release my supp paper's date.. tml den decide if i shld go the chalet not ba..
Dr raja called dis mornin informin me bout the venue on fri.. im stil slpin lo-.-
was readin thos gay's couple blog ytd.. so sweet lo.. n they all r togther for quite long..most of them is bout 9 mths or 1 yr.. sweet rite.. thou dey r gay la but their love is jus so zai lo.. dey dun care bout wat ppl say n how ppl look at them.. jus love all the way.. XIAN MU..........=( ji xian mu yi xia~~~~~~ y i dun haf ar................................... booooooooooooooo
ytd i study til 3.30 am lo..buay pai ar..haha.. but ar nth get in my head sia..gonna study later oso.. im stil thinkin if i shld go for the chalet tml..haiz..tml wil release my supp paper's date.. tml den decide if i shld go the chalet not ba..
Dr raja called dis mornin informin me bout the venue on fri.. im stil slpin lo-.-
was readin thos gay's couple blog ytd.. so sweet lo.. n they all r togther for quite long..most of them is bout 9 mths or 1 yr.. sweet rite.. thou dey r gay la but their love is jus so zai lo.. dey dun care bout wat ppl say n how ppl look at them.. jus love all the way.. XIAN MU..........=( ji xian mu yi xia~~~~~~ y i dun haf ar................................... booooooooooooooo
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i slept til 2.30.. laze on my bed til nearli 3! grandma n godma came n c my niece n when i woke up n finish bathin dey went off liao..lol..kena scold by mum for not entertainin them-.-i gotta study my biochem later..haiz... sian diao..
i nid to go shoppin! but im kinda broke..-.- i wan to get a veri cool n funky cap.. =D
got to noe another new fren..someone nice n chattable! cool yea...=p
btw im savin up to go BKK again..i wanna go back dere..=) SERIOUSLY IM GONNA SET ASIDE SOME MONEY!!! I SWEAR.=D
BKK wait for meeeeeeeeeeeee.............
Monday, March 13, 2006
Roozina darlin workin full time dere!! so happy to c her lo..am happy to c all of them.yvonne workin part time dere too!.. my great smokin n lamin khakis..lol..SHE BITE MY ARMS!! N SHE RELI BITE-.- guess she was too bored..lol.. gossip n gossip..crap n lame.. johnathan oso another lame one..keep callin me malay girll.shit him... Hans came oso!! haha.. we had a great time laughin at his pronounciation...cos he cant pronounce properly..n he pronounce..flyers..as FRYERS.haha=x..btw his the in charge of corp rdshow too=x
lunch wif yvonne n 2 other colleagues..raymond n...forgot his name.. y i onli rmb raymond name?? COS HE TREAT ME TOO LUNCH!!! HAHAHAHAHA..=x nice guy eh.. 25 yrs old.. tall tall. not bad lookin..but too old for me lehhhhhhhhhhhhh... he look a bit shy shy..keep kena suan by yvonne n tt guy..tt guy oso v funny.. all lamers lol
i stare at comp today til my eye cock alreadi.. i key in bout near 200 customers info.. plus scanni all these... n i gota key in the hp code manually.. no barcode to scan.. n each code is..------ XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX<---------- DIS LONG!
tired............................
Sunday, March 12, 2006
went for work today. mani new faces. lawrence not workin corp rdshow in charge animore..he transfer to another dept=( a new in charge togther wif travis..gary... btw he told max tt i look fierce-.- lol.. n i say.. NO la..~~ i siBEH fREIndlY wan~ N he gid me dis face--------- -.- lolmani new faces in those promoters.. my darlings bee wee..si jie.. shi hui ..britzel.nv work today=( .. aniway work cashier wif hui shan n jane .. first time workin wif them but we were like crappin n lamin like siao..it happens tt hui shan is bao ling cousin..n that bao ling is so damn crap t!.. haha.. not busy today la.. was so eng englo.. walk here walk dere..tok cock..crap n lame ard.. hahah.. alot of lame stuff.stil got duno wat G SPOT! btw.. kenneth n feng sheng.. HAHAHAH... btw alot ppl workin i hub arefrm tp ! haha..me..hui shan..bao ling..fengsheng.. all frm eng sch..sharon..max..ralf..jason..osos frm tp but grad le..wahahah=x
was kinda pissed by one of the gers.. she damn yaya papaya..first time c her n she wan act superior as if she noe EVRYTHING.. k lo..she noe rite..den she do lo..promoter kaypo come do cashier stuff.. wan do rite..do lo.. BETTER.. i no nid do.. HAHAHA=X mani dun like her sia..=p
tml workin starhub office.. fri goin back sch for remedial lesson.. haiz.... gambatte ne.. thurs havin chalet!!!=)
Saturday, March 11, 2006
went loyang temple jus now. pray. =) finaly i went there to pray.. i hope all suayness will go away...ho eh lai..pai eh ki...=) oo i saw a yd dere lol loli am damn panic. i din receive ani info on revison lesson for supp. damn panic. i went round askin i check my ole..i check mt tp mail.. NTH-.- den i found out tt i got DR RAJA number.. -.- BLUR ME.. tml i will call n ask him..=)
i recived alvin's letter=) dis time his ang moh is better.. haha.. n i reli love the quote he wrote..
dont be wif someone u can live with, be with someone u cant live without with..
reli like dis quote alot.. =)

me n xin!! haha
-off to write letter-=)
i cant speak properly.
i jus got my retainer. not those wire kind one. something like a mould. machiam those ppl make agar agar kind of mould. lol. but the shape of my teeth la. then transparent kind. jus fit in. n i gota wear for 1 whole week b4 changing it to everi nite. my gdness.................................-.-
tts y i cant speak properli. n its damn mafan cos i got to tk it out everytime i eat... wah liew.. guess dis retainer will refrain me frm eatin snacks cos i kan lazy to tk out..HAHAHAHA..sibeh ma haun lehhhhhhhhhhhhh..-.- nei mind. ai mei ma.. LL lo.. wear lo..=(
why i cant get in ole sia!!! i am super pissed lo....................i keep tryin to log in but the page cant be display ! how am i goin to check my supp rev !! fuck man..
i jus got my retainer. not those wire kind one. something like a mould. machiam those ppl make agar agar kind of mould. lol. but the shape of my teeth la. then transparent kind. jus fit in. n i gota wear for 1 whole week b4 changing it to everi nite. my gdness.................................-.-
tts y i cant speak properli. n its damn mafan cos i got to tk it out everytime i eat... wah liew.. guess dis retainer will refrain me frm eatin snacks cos i kan lazy to tk out..HAHAHAHA..sibeh ma haun lehhhhhhhhhhhhh..-.- nei mind. ai mei ma.. LL lo.. wear lo..=(
why i cant get in ole sia!!! i am super pissed lo....................i keep tryin to log in but the page cant be display ! how am i goin to check my supp rev !! fuck man..
Friday, March 10, 2006
was gettin emo now. listenin to a chi love song. i duno wats the tittle n whos the singer. but it definitely touches my heart wif the lyrics.i duno wat exactly are u avoiding. im startin to doubt the promise u had made. i duno if it would ever happen like wat u say. i duno wat exactly u are afraid of..wat is all those ''gettin hurt'' u r refering to? u assume u dun wan someone to get hurt. someone is who? me or u? y will get hurt? betrayal? cant forget of the past? or me as a substitute? all dis while i dun dare to qn u did u ever love me b4..cos im afraid to noe of the answer. im beginin to lose confidence too in u.. n in me...
im reli such a failure in rs. deres nv once i get it right. i used to haf someone who love n dote on me tt much but i gave it up. regret? no point. its not gonna be back aniway.
y isit so easy for ppl to fall in love but yet so difficult to forget?
haiz. got my result. supp paper for biochem.expected.
i am veri sad.
no mood.
my results are like SHIT.
biofund- C+
biochem- F
tcs- C+
edevice- C
emaths 2- A
java- D+
jap - B
guess i jus gota study hard for the supp n make sure its a pass not fail.
haiz.
lol..my mum say F is fail..i told her F is fabulous.. =x
i am veri sad.
no mood.
my results are like SHIT.
biofund- C+
biochem- F
tcs- C+
edevice- C
emaths 2- A
java- D+
jap - B
guess i jus gota study hard for the supp n make sure its a pass not fail.
haiz.
lol..my mum say F is fail..i told her F is fabulous.. =x

took ytd b4 i work.. not bad..earli mornin i stil got mood tk foto..HAHAHA....

jus now..at hm kan bo liao.. so tk tk foto... btw..i like the top im wearin.. frm future state.. 9 bucks nia cos got sales.. haha.. last yr b3fore xmas buy .. haven even wear=x
woke up earli damn sian. actuali i quite du lan dis mornin. dun wan say y la.. jus sibeh du lan bout it.. but lan lan..its my fault..so diam lo. ownself du lan lo.. lol..but after awhile ok already la.. ANIWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.... i went IBM office dis mornin la. the manager evelyn was reli a veri nice lady .. reli v friendli..she even apologised to me -.- i duno she apologised for wat..i shld be the one who say sorri lo..lol den i headed off to opus office. i tell u ar! i wait there like a bai chi... nb... but after tt i went hm=)
was supposed to go down ngee ann city to my agency n get timesheet for starhub rdshow.. heng heng i called therenia b4 i go..n she said tt dey open another one at tamp wor! she stationed dere now=) yea..so later findin er b4 i pak pool=)
oooo i felt so relieve now.. aniway anione ani loban9 for event... show..or rdshow pls inform me k? xie xie ar!=p
was supposed to go down ngee ann city to my agency n get timesheet for starhub rdshow.. heng heng i called therenia b4 i go..n she said tt dey open another one at tamp wor! she stationed dere now=) yea..so later findin er b4 i pak pool=)
oooo i felt so relieve now.. aniway anione ani loban9 for event... show..or rdshow pls inform me k? xie xie ar!=p
Thursday, March 09, 2006
WO CHAO LAO BAN YOU YU LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I QUIT MY JOB!LOL.. its the first day nia..n str after i finish work i told pam i dun wanna continue.. so she helped me inform my manager.. n i QUIT MY JOB.. i am VERI happy now!=D
but tml..i stil gota go back IBM earli in the mornin...to hand in IBM pass.. get manager to sign my timesheet.. den head down to kaki bukit..to hand in my OPUS pass n hand in my timesheet..=) i work like dog today n onli earn a fuckin 54 bucks?! not even enuff for me to buy a top frm mango lo-------------> tts wat my mama say=x nbbb....
by the way.. i wil be workin on
SUN--RDSHOW
MON-STARHUB OFFICE
TUES-FRI--STAY HM KOON
SAT N SUN-RDSHOW
i work dis 4 days i can earn above 300 bucks! get it.. its 4 days...
haha..zai ar..work one day n wo bu gan le.. felt so relieve now =x btw david got the job le wor! the one i posted in my prev prev post.. haha..he wil work IBM tml.. GOOD LUCK PAL... haha.. but guess urs wont tt jia lat ba..=)
yeah yeah yeah=D~~~
OO...btw i got to noe mani friends recentli..esp frm OGK..like a big family.. includin..rabbit..butterfly..tarot' etc etc n oso R.cio aka andrew who became my crappin partner super lamer!!! lol.. oyah n nice to noe ken aka desmond aka zhiwei! LOL..cya in tp soon ar.. study hard!
i woke up damn earli..6.30am! wtf.. i go sch oso nv wake up so earli..earliest is 7.30-.- duh... !!!
got to work.. n im stuck at the security counter of IBM cos i onli holds opus pass.. but not IBM pass.. n all thanks to the HR lady who forgot to email the security dept about my reportin of work today.. THANK U V MUCH... thankful tt evelyn came down n fetch me up. a v friendli n nice lady=) i was workin under rachel..sounds lik a chi but actualli an indian muslim.. kinda nice ger..=)
seriousli workin in office once again had certainli makes me affirm tt OFFICE JOB IS NOT MY CUP OF TEH LO!!!.. its reli damn bo liao.. im not doin filing or wat dis time.. BUT takin over all the task tt racheal will be doin..cos she will be goin holiday in 2 weeks time.. wtf.. u noe ar.. alot of stuff to do leh..trail calling.. IRR... service pac.. simi lan sia.. i c liao oso blur..dun even noe wat shit isit about... kao.. i seriousli hate it.. den ar..! she gave me work to do.. so im using another think pad to do..den ar u noe wat???!! she one side play friendster sia! fuck leh...
wat makes me more dulan hor!!!!! IS AR... my starhub in charge ah jo call me lo!! she ask me help out office next week leh...!! how i wish i can go lo.. 7 per hr who dun wanna go U TELL ME LA.! HAIZ.... i told pam i dun wan work IBM liao.. n she wil help me tell racheal n c how.. i reli dun like work there.. dress code strict oso..mus formal.. i work starhub more freedom.. wan wear wat jiu wear wat.. den easy job oso.. ppl frenli..colleagues joker.. n the ppl dere all i noe lo... =( i miss them la!!!! thou its a bit far at bouna vista but i dun mind man.....=D aniway will be workin starhub office 2 weeks later..heheh.. dis sun workin starhub rdshow.. wahahha...
sian tml work IBM... haiz SIAN AR=( but nvm.. night time is pool session!!! wahaa.. meetin my ger to pak pool...=)
msg to ger: i noe things are not in ur way now.. everithing jus goes topsy turvy.. they dun seems to undertsand wat r we thinkin neither do us understand wat they wan frm us.. tts a communication barrier.. but stil..every prob dere will be a solution to it.. dun worri..im always here when u nid me alrite.. cheer up!!=) when i get pay go k song!!! =p
got to work.. n im stuck at the security counter of IBM cos i onli holds opus pass.. but not IBM pass.. n all thanks to the HR lady who forgot to email the security dept about my reportin of work today.. THANK U V MUCH... thankful tt evelyn came down n fetch me up. a v friendli n nice lady=) i was workin under rachel..sounds lik a chi but actualli an indian muslim.. kinda nice ger..=)
seriousli workin in office once again had certainli makes me affirm tt OFFICE JOB IS NOT MY CUP OF TEH LO!!!.. its reli damn bo liao.. im not doin filing or wat dis time.. BUT takin over all the task tt racheal will be doin..cos she will be goin holiday in 2 weeks time.. wtf.. u noe ar.. alot of stuff to do leh..trail calling.. IRR... service pac.. simi lan sia.. i c liao oso blur..dun even noe wat shit isit about... kao.. i seriousli hate it.. den ar..! she gave me work to do.. so im using another think pad to do..den ar u noe wat???!! she one side play friendster sia! fuck leh...
wat makes me more dulan hor!!!!! IS AR... my starhub in charge ah jo call me lo!! she ask me help out office next week leh...!! how i wish i can go lo.. 7 per hr who dun wanna go U TELL ME LA.! HAIZ.... i told pam i dun wan work IBM liao.. n she wil help me tell racheal n c how.. i reli dun like work there.. dress code strict oso..mus formal.. i work starhub more freedom.. wan wear wat jiu wear wat.. den easy job oso.. ppl frenli..colleagues joker.. n the ppl dere all i noe lo... =( i miss them la!!!! thou its a bit far at bouna vista but i dun mind man.....=D aniway will be workin starhub office 2 weeks later..heheh.. dis sun workin starhub rdshow.. wahahha...
sian tml work IBM... haiz SIAN AR=( but nvm.. night time is pool session!!! wahaa.. meetin my ger to pak pool...=)
msg to ger: i noe things are not in ur way now.. everithing jus goes topsy turvy.. they dun seems to undertsand wat r we thinkin neither do us understand wat they wan frm us.. tts a communication barrier.. but stil..every prob dere will be a solution to it.. dun worri..im always here when u nid me alrite.. cheer up!!=) when i get pay go k song!!! =p
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
SET! i got the job. 6 per hr. office hr. mon to fri. admin job. at IBM. near spore expo. wil be workin wif my bro's gf.=p 2 week job. if good can extend another 2 week. BUT. i doubt i will extend. COS i hate office job. i tk it up is BO BIAN. cos i NO MONEY.-.- will be workin mon to fri office. sat n sun starhub rdshow. WOW..mon to sun non stop yea? like a robot...btw i last min go for the interview de sia.. lol..last min do a resume oso.. the HR office near my hse.. within walkin distance cos at kaki bukit ma.. haha..i wore a denim shot n slipper go.. dey stil wan me sia.. HAHAHAH.... but ar.. dey wan me wear formal for work..-.- like wtf la.. as if i care haha.. wear denim skirt can la hor..
haiz..last day freedom liao..tml gona slog like dog.. n i gotta reach the place bye 8.30am!-.- tmd..ji earli yi xia siaaaaaaaaaa.....................
GUYS-- ani interested in workin at IBm as temp staff??
--$6.50 PER HR
--office hr (mon to fri)
--u nid to haf IT skills( trouble shooting...etc etc)
TAG my tag board n i will gif u the contacts=)
i slept at 5.30 ytd.. woke up by 2 today..if i continue dis kinda lifestyle im gona die soon....-.-
jus received a call frm pam* my bro's gf* .. maybe i wil be workin at her office.. hiak hiak ..jus temp staff..doin admin job for probably bout 1 mth plus..office hr lo.. mon to fri.. den sat n sun i can continue work my starhub.. hehe.. but i not veri sure how much dey gona pay me... ive asked her to check it out.. i told her if its 6 bucks or above i will work.. iif its 5 buck..i wil continue slpin at hm.. haha=x.. 5 bucks is like wat la..so little ..cant imagine those who work at 77th street which measly paid 4.50 per hr nia..* ali noe who i tokin hor* HAHAHAHAH.. if im happy wif the pay ar tml can start work liao... hehehhe
sian diao.. fri get back result.. feel like offin my hp for tt day so i wont receive the sms result..lol lol.. but canot la ar.. haiz.. i noe im gona tk supp paper for biochem.. or will dere be ani mircale?=x.. haiz...wo bu zhi dao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............
jus received a call frm pam* my bro's gf* .. maybe i wil be workin at her office.. hiak hiak ..jus temp staff..doin admin job for probably bout 1 mth plus..office hr lo.. mon to fri.. den sat n sun i can continue work my starhub.. hehe.. but i not veri sure how much dey gona pay me... ive asked her to check it out.. i told her if its 6 bucks or above i will work.. iif its 5 buck..i wil continue slpin at hm.. haha=x.. 5 bucks is like wat la..so little ..cant imagine those who work at 77th street which measly paid 4.50 per hr nia..* ali noe who i tokin hor* HAHAHAHAH.. if im happy wif the pay ar tml can start work liao... hehehhe
sian diao.. fri get back result.. feel like offin my hp for tt day so i wont receive the sms result..lol lol.. but canot la ar.. haiz.. i noe im gona tk supp paper for biochem.. or will dere be ani mircale?=x.. haiz...wo bu zhi dao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............
LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!4 AM IN DA MORNIN...-.-
i fuckin cant slp.. toss n turn on my bed frm like 1 am til 3am??? n i decide jus come online n zou bo lan la.. damn jia lat..cant get to slp.. wo shi mian leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=x
tmd sian.. life is gettin more n more boring.. not stay hm den go out.. not go out den stay hm.. money gettin lesser oso.. at hm oso duno do wat..cb...-.-sian..
btw..ive book an appt for eyebrow embroidery le.. hiak hiak hiak.. at bishan.. wif huixin!! yeah babeh.. 150 bucks sia.... nb.. i leong liao la... u noe ar their appointment all fullleh! manage to get it on 27 april! like wtf??? now start of march nia.. their appt olreadi all the way til end of april? my mum oso like shock sia.. lol.. but im damn sad la.. my mama say wan pay for me de in the end she DUA me..dun wan pay..neh neh!... nvm i will PSYCHO her.. muahahahhaha.....
i fuckin cant slp.. toss n turn on my bed frm like 1 am til 3am??? n i decide jus come online n zou bo lan la.. damn jia lat..cant get to slp.. wo shi mian leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=x
tmd sian.. life is gettin more n more boring.. not stay hm den go out.. not go out den stay hm.. money gettin lesser oso.. at hm oso duno do wat..cb...-.-sian..
btw..ive book an appt for eyebrow embroidery le.. hiak hiak hiak.. at bishan.. wif huixin!! yeah babeh.. 150 bucks sia.... nb.. i leong liao la... u noe ar their appointment all fullleh! manage to get it on 27 april! like wtf??? now start of march nia.. their appt olreadi all the way til end of april? my mum oso like shock sia.. lol.. but im damn sad la.. my mama say wan pay for me de in the end she DUA me..dun wan pay..neh neh!... nvm i will PSYCHO her.. muahahahhaha.....
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i slept at 3.40am ytd..damn late rite.. cos ar im addicted to the ohgenki forum.. made quite a number of frens dere n dey r all veri freindli.. n deres alot of info i can find dere.. haha kinda love it now=) visited mani forum ytd..flowerpod..ohgenki..sporebiker.. i got more info bout the thinks i wanna noe now=) btw im gonna reg for class 2b license when i turn 18..=p woke up at 2 today.. had quite a long chat wif my mum.. jus casual ''la kopi'' session wif her.. sometime its quite nice cos we chat like a fren.. =) im so fortunate..=p we tok cock tok til damn late lo..den we headed to bedok for dinner ard 6 plus.. jus the both of us.. shop ard.. bought some groceries frm ntuc.. n oso buy my contac lens soluion at optical shop=)
head hm.. tml gonna prepare dinner wif mum.. we r cookin western food tml.. cool yea! haha.. im gonna make salad n mashed potatos... helpin out wif the chicken chop as well as the fish.. hiak hiak hiak..
btw..WEILI KENA CHICKEN POX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA... tt suay kia.. lol lol lol lol ...
Monday, March 06, 2006
was occupied wif the flowerpod forum for the whole afternoon! n im now so so so so wish to get a gucci tote bag.. fuckin ex.. i saw my cousin's gf got one.. tt was kinda nice.. 700 over bucks..-.- ah..ok i gonna work n earn the money first..=D haha..im goin out soon!! hitting town.. hiak hiak hiak..
oo ANIONE GOT JOB TO INTRO ME?? i wanna tk up extra job.. pls tag me alrite?? or msn me.. angel_everlastingluv@hotmail.com
arigato gozaimasu.. jaa ne!
off to prettify myself..=D
i reli dun like ppl to msg me in the mornin..wan msg me msg after 12pm ok! lol..cos I AM SLEEPIN...-.- woke up kinda earli today..at 12.45.. i jus hate menses la! y gers got period guys dun haf?? shld let them experience it ma..ok..like once every 2 mths for guys?? HAHAHA..ok..im tokin shit now..
ah... WEI LI.. i oso wan go leh..but u help me think of an excuse to go?? lol..or maybe i shld try bao bao's method? climb the window n sneak out! haha..cant believe they actuali do tt lo...lmao....!!! york ar... mm..k i noe it.. tts a qn wif no answerr... lol
i am goin out later at nite... haha..pool again... lol.. meetin my darling.. ji long no c her le wor...=p
ah... WEI LI.. i oso wan go leh..but u help me think of an excuse to go?? lol..or maybe i shld try bao bao's method? climb the window n sneak out! haha..cant believe they actuali do tt lo...lmao....!!! york ar... mm..k i noe it.. tts a qn wif no answerr... lol
i am goin out later at nite... haha..pool again... lol.. meetin my darling.. ji long no c her le wor...=p
Sunday, March 05, 2006
jus finish watchin the show by shu qi on ch U.. tt guy reli looks like simon.. im sorri to mention him again.. noe tt u guys are quite irritated by dis but certain angle dey reli look a like..jus tt simon is darker... haiz.. u noe memories jus start to flood me again la.. i wonder how is he doin now? i guess his veri happy ba..=) jus hope tt one day if we saw each other on the street we will stil able to gif each other a smile...duno y isit tt my rs always failed..n when i tot tt i can reli belive in it again.. i will end up gettin even more hurt.. tts karma?? haiz.. i oso wish to haf someone tt will dote n care for me.. someone to pamper me .. y am i always the one envyin others???sometime i wonder maybe im zhu ding to be a spinster... lol..
paiseh jus suddenli feel so alone so came here to rant out some rubbish...
how long is forever?
when u say i love u forever.. did u reli mean it?
y isit tt the forever ppl once said nv last?
wat exactli is love?
how to differentiate love n crush?
when will mine come?
ani answers?????
slept til quite late today=x nobodys at hm..hungry til siao. finaly dey r back n bought me lunch. made salad too=) but the strawberries were damn sour-.- but stil it tastes quite good yea.. haha
din went out leh stuck in front tv the whole afternoon.. think tonite wil be out for dinner ba... mum plannin to go back taiwan at the end of the year.. but she wants me to save money first.. eh i try la.. haha.. cant wait man.. but not sure if we r reli goin back taiwan., if goin back sure good la.. been a long time since i went back lo.. can go stay at aunty man qing's hse... o n i kinda miss ying ying n her brother=) miss those days...
alrite shall watch tv again.. miss ya guys=)
din went out leh stuck in front tv the whole afternoon.. think tonite wil be out for dinner ba... mum plannin to go back taiwan at the end of the year.. but she wants me to save money first.. eh i try la.. haha.. cant wait man.. but not sure if we r reli goin back taiwan., if goin back sure good la.. been a long time since i went back lo.. can go stay at aunty man qing's hse... o n i kinda miss ying ying n her brother=) miss those days...
alrite shall watch tv again.. miss ya guys=)
Saturday, March 04, 2006
7 earli 8 earli wake up n go to the SIR buildin to change my passport foto. sibeh zue lang sia.. nb ..jus que up to tk foto i tink i took bout 45 mins or more.. damn zue lang la... den que up another side to get number.. den wait for que number to be my turn.. den que again to collect passport..que here que there..lao niang diao dere nearli 3 hrs.. haven even eat breakfast or lunch..nabeyyyyyyyyyyy... went for lunch wif my parents n head hm.. reach hm sit sit awhile dey say wan go malaysia.. k lo go lo... HAHA.. got new shopping centre!! TEBRAU CITY!! fuckinbig lo i tell u! bigger den jurong point.. alot alot shops man.. all branded more classy one.. got mng..dorothy perkins..topshop..MAC!! shu uemura ..n all those cosmetics shop.. n alot those kawaii cutecute de shops=)
bought 2 nail polish.. eyeshadow frm ELIANTO.. a korean brand .. smth like missha n the face shop got the similar concept ba.. quite nice=) bought a veri nice n sweet smelling air freshner for my rm.. real sweet n cute love it=D.. din buy anitin else le... oh ya!! i went in quiksilver.. kao ..the shop ar ..their sales person ar..ALL IS KAN SI LANG YANDAOKIA!! lol.. super freindli oso.. i go in ar..everyone say WELCOME togter.. i oso ''chua'' tio..lol.. den i see my stuff la.. den hor one of the yds come serve me.. reli melt my heart.. i act act say oo okk... gei siao c the clothes but my heart olready melt til duno where liao..dey all station at diff part of the store lo.. i go where oso yd! den all so friendli keep smilin one...*MElt*..lol.. when i left the shop ar.. all say byebye togther *faint* damn united ..HAHA...
went to jusco supermarket to shop.. bought lots of veges!! ..gonna make salad tml!! my favourite!! even got tomatoes n strawberry to go wif it..hiak hiak hiak... im stuck at the tidbits section..tryin veri hard not to buy..in the end i took.. 2 pac of chips.. 1 bottle of pringles.. 1 pack of poky..1 bar of choc... n 1 bottle of cottage fries... lol.. den i walk ard.. n i feel damn guilty.. so i put back all!!!! n left wif one bottle of cottage fires tts it! haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... got 2 bottle of low fat yogurt to replace those tidbits..lol...
went off to taman sentosa for dinner b4 headin hm.. =) i tot i saw dane at the petrol kiosk again..lol.. cos tt ktm looks damn familiar.. haha.. but its not!!! .... tired..gonna go batheeee.... cant wait to sit on casper bike!! he jus got his back!!!! hahahahhahaha....

in the car on the way to jb... traffic jam til siao... -.-

mummy n me!!!! haha...
Friday, March 03, 2006
PICS UP!! hehe.. i will let the picxys to da talkin yea....=)
memememe!!

she wan bite me!!! tao yan~!!! lol

I501 rox!!=)

me n jt!!! wind veri the big ar..blow until machiam we style our hair..lol

me n bong!!!!! hahah i love her... lol

wah kao..fat armsss.... lol...
dey took dis pic cos ar they say i look like those shi lian de ren envying the couple at the seaside-.-

at mac!!

me=)

me!! without braces!!!=D

omfg!!! wat is dis!! hahah.... BUT I LIKE... SIBEH FUNNY!!

yea yea..us again!!=p

wah wan eat me up ar!!!!!

bong..jt...missie..celia..faizal!!!=)

ytd nite=)

edrice dancing on the ''platform'' !!

seniors!!

lol...crazy liaooo....

dance dance!!

cooll! ahah.. wah tt ger frm IBT..extra!! lol..but she damn frenli la...=p

BIE ROX LA!!! HAHA

JT N ME!! our face fuckin red sia..esp mine.. !! sweat like hell... haha

kena drag up the ''platform''! lol....Fun fUn ffUn

bong me jt jason!!!!! BMIE ROX!!
BMIE CHALET ROX! LOL...