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went snow city today. fun but tired. lol. spotted a few yd army guys but dey dun dare come near me n ali cos my dad is their officer..-.- damn cold there haha.. keep throwin snowball lol. headed off to jurong point for a lil shoppin..=)

headed hm n ali slack at my hse til evenin b4 we hit tamp. poolin session as usual. we today veri zai clear table veri fast lol. keep pocketing haha. saw him dere=) first time c him after we broke off. duno y felt pel chek n a lil upset when i c him. but stil find myself constantli lookin towards his direction. duno wtf i wan.

slackin at starbuck after tt. wei li joined us. as usual cockin ard.always suan here suan dere lol. had my fav rhumba=) cant resist the tempt n got myslef a new york cheesecake too. love it. yummylicious=D tok tok tok... n headed off to bk wif wei li for his late dinner b4 headin hm=)

tml gonna go remove braces b4 meetin coursemates to prepare stuff for chalet. serious speakin i dun feel like goin the chalet animore since henry not goin.. n jt wil be goin quite late. haiz . lets c how ba.

was blog hoppin cos was kan sian. came across dis blog kan si lang funny sia. thou he nv update for veri long le but those post was like damn funny sibeh zue jiao wei lo. knn. i luff like siao lo. haha.. his a 9rad frm tp .. den jus end pop n ended up in sispec. cool... reli entertainin..lol

k .. xiao jie me wan to koon liao..tml stil nid to wake up kan early.. nite ppl.. wis me luck for tml ar... may dere be sibe zue yandao for me n ali to beo. LOL.

im super veri sibeh irriated ytd. cant even get a gd slp. tt fuckin guy keep msgin non stop n he simply dun understand simply english. STUPID SHIT. y i always kena irritated by dis kind of ppl. knn.-.-

stil im happy cos dis stupid thing happen n made me n my ex the rs one step further=D.. happy la.

earli mornin woke up to go for sub com meetin. damn sleepy-.- lucky it ended quite fast. headed to ali hse. wait for her to make up n stuff den go for lunch at pasta mania. tok quite alot. we jus got alot stuff to tok despite tt we meet like almost everday? or every 2 days? =D sampona today. took forever to finish. taste sweet but menthol stil the best=D

lookin forward to tml=) oso lookin forward to march goin for the dance lesson=) exotic dance.. trial lesson.. heex.

ok lao niang go tk a nap liao. kan si lang sleepy now...

woke up at 2 plus!=x called tt stupid weili n we ended up playin "call n kup" game..lol. called up xin tt charbor slpin-.- 3 pm! wtf..lol..jio her out to town=D

2 of us hit town.=) cos i wanna buy the bobbi brown mascara 36 bucks..mine alreadi finish le mus replenish. den we went ard shoppin.. nthin much caught our eyes so we went off to bugis.=D hohoho... tts a veri sinful place u noe. i bought a t shirt n a top. love it man.. 10 bucks n 22 bucks respectively. spend alot dis few days=( gonna chioong rdshow soon!!

i bought 7 tops in 3 days.-.- SIN. we had our dinner at far east b4 goin bugis. GUESS WAT. the coleslaw tt xin ordered ar..taste sour one lo. ting olreadi ''cao xing'' liao lo.. wah lan..changed it n stil taste abit weird.-.-

tml goin for subcom meetin... den nite maybe pool-in wif ali.=) tues goin snowcity cos havin armour family day..dad ask me go dere play lol.. jio ali go oso!!=D wed removin braces.. nite chalet..thurs chalet too=D

chiong vcd til dis mornin 7.20am.. K.O. n slp til 2 plus. bathed changed n went out wif my parents. went to bra basah complex cos my dad wanna buy bks la. den after tt headed to parkway cos he wanna go times.-.-

i seriously hate ppl to kup my fone. nb.

went ebase to collect the bag tt i got my darling to reserve for me. had alreadi paid so jus collect. ended up buyin 3 tops frm dere. mum paid. =) i got 1 tube top. 1 racer back. 1 half cut cardigan. n she got a top=D

i love the new puma watch. purple in colour. 148 bucks=( who want buy for me? haha=x

pics taken ytd at tm 4th floor open park=) puffin away... =x



darling n me=)




love dis thou i smile kinda weirdli..=x

omfg! he jus called me! was bloggin halfway n he called me! lol.. happy=D *juMP juMP aRD* LOL

pool at pavillion!! long time no pool. lol. couldnt reli concentrate on playin cos i keep lookin ard hopin to spot him.=( my ex..i miss him laaaa.... break 2 weeks plus le..=(.. went ard tm n csq shoppin!! haha.. den after tt crappin at the park at level 4 tm.long time no crap. did photo whoring as well.=D. puff a lot today. long time no puff. HAHA.

bought a cardigan at mango. 55 bucks. simply love it lots. bought anna sui make up base cos i finished up mine already.39 bucks. a spag top at giodarno.16 bucks. studs for my tragus.2bucks.total 112 bucks=x

headed off to my cousin hse. played with the perm hair thingy. i curled my hair!!! looks kinda weird but the curl veri nice leh. springy springy. HAHA. wanted to buy the perm thingy. but after tryin hers i dun think im buyin. too troublesome. next time jus borrow frm her. wahah. we took cab to downtown after tt for chalet. TT FUCKIN DRIVER CHEAT OUR MONEY.. wah lan..frm tamp to pasir ris cost us bout 7 bucks lo. wtf! he will haf karma ..

tok to my aunt. she said she got ask him to come. but he shy nv come. he=my ex. =( on my way back hm ..all of a sudden i miss him alot. n i msged him. =)

ok gona go bathe den chiong vcd again.=D tml goin out wif my parents!! we wanna go books city!! haha..daddy wanna buy some bks..i wanna buy story bks.. n night wil be goin loyang temple to pray..=) ping ping an an. think dey gonna bring me out for some gd food too.

night world..~~

im stuck to tv.

korean drama.

last dance.

fuckin nice.

lao nian9 cried.

so sweet. romantic. lovin n oooo so toucin.

tml wil be out.=)

FINALLY.

gone. biochem gone. fail=) yes. ii calculate the mark. i think i can onli score a fuckin 20 over marks. not even 30. n the paper is 100 mark. =) ok..im such a pro. supp paper awaits me i noe. nth to say. haiz. depression. fuck. o its fun to c how yu zhi made clinton kena scold by invigilator. HAHA.=x

nvm so exam is over la! i nv go quarantine rm today. took the paper wif the rest! =D. crapped wif them haha. had lucnh at short ciruit=D i miss my fav stall uncle n aunty. dey noe i got chicken pox. lol. den they say dun worri their things i can eat. cos certain food i cant eat.=) miss them man..dey treat me v gd de sia..hehe..

went to library to meet zijie. exchanged korean drama. haha. he lend me last dance.. i lend him da chang jin.=D..hehehe... took a bus hm wif my darling frens! lol.. crap crap crap. henry..yu zhi..david n jian wei.

my frens dl it on the phone n i watch a few secs of the porn video clip of the nyp girl havin sex wif the bf. my god. its kinda er xin thou. i wanna c her face,,in the end i saw the dick n i dun wan c liao. jitao -.-. lol.. wah lan. she damn suay la i can say. phone kena stolen den kena upload to comp let so mani ppl see sia. xia suay.poor thing. 17 onli den like tt liao. haiz...

oo tml goin out! =D... meeting my girl for pool session. hoho. den at nite got chalet. hiak hiak hiak.=D next week removin braces!! STARTIN WORK ON NEXT NEXT WEEK!!!=D cos jo keep askin me when can i work ..think she mis me alot.. HAHA

ok i wan go watch last dance liaooooooooooooo...=D bye lovliesssss... MISS U ALL...

3 down 1 to go.

i studied AIDS virus. i studied CANCER. nv come out. i nv study MUSCLE CONTRACTION. come out.9 marks gone. i mixed up apoenzyme n holoenzyme.4 marks gone. i forgot the eletrical signal of P wave, QRS wave.Twave. fuckin 10 marks gone. -.- . calculate up everyting.. i STIL CAN PASS. thanks ar.

haiz. i noe i wont do well for dis sem. there goes my gpa of 3. bye.

biochem left. another headahce. haiz. depression.

not enuff slp -.-

reach sch earli so met jt dey all at short circuit. I MISS THEM LIKE SIAO. lol. crap a lil wif them keep complainin to them about the pox. den update dem a bit bout my stuff. i miss them lo... jt..henry..jian wei..david..bernard..yu zhi.. blah blah blah... dey say i lose wt le.. OF COS LA..SICK FOR 2 WEEKS LEH... haizzz... shld be happy dey say i lose wt hor.. haiz.. but my face haven fully recover yet...=( nvm nvm.. alot better le.. =) saw elf n cindy too... MISS THEM=) tt fuckin zhi ren keep luffin at me..shit her haha..dun lend her my maths table boooooooooo...=x

the paper ar.. okok la. but hor.. i got 2 6 marks qn dun reli noe how to do.. den the last qn 12m.. i noe how to do but i duno how to integrate tt ffuckin complicated eqn.. cb..if not ar i can do.. so i jus scribble a few steps in.hope dey gif me some tong qing fen..=D

tml biofund paper. sian liao la. goin to memo til siao le lo.=( paper in the mornin 9.30-.- better la..faster test faster finish..=) 2 down 2 to go=)

haha.. oo..here im bloggin! lol.. haven go for maths yet..but goin soon le.. bored at hm so come here kb a bit.. haiz theres a part 2 for the sms....

PART 2

me say but u dun wan it ..nvm u tml workin slp earli ba..

he says i wan it but i dont wan to let some one get hurt..haiz..maybe drink
too much ..duno wat im talkin about..

haizzzzzzzzzzzzz................. if tts the case rite.. he had already hurt me tt time.. so y u stil care if i would get hurt? theres sureli a party tt will get hurt in a rs.. u shld haf trust n confidence in thefirst place..


suan le..........

y isit always tt we onli starts to miss the things tt we had lose when we dun even gif it a damn in the first place?

i forward a gd night msg to him.

he replied good night my angel

i replied miss u ..take care

he answered me too.. miss ur love n care

triggered my tots.. i do miss him at times.. nvm its alrite. aniway im kinda used to dis kinda stuff already. mani ppl gif excuse like dey cant commit to a rs when dey ask for a break up. i used it b4 too. so im in no position to kb. im jus glad his doin fine now.

aniway theres dis someone whos been treating me real nice ..i hope dis wil last. but stil im single. dun wanna get attached yet.

been doin mani past yr paper like hell. fuck it. damn sian. i duno how im goin to cope wif biofund n biochem. esp biochem. tt one can kill all my brain cells. no joke. hate it.

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........................................................

i seriousli hate ppl who called non stop. pissed.

ok i had my paper today . first all i mus say IM DU LAN . im supposed to tk my paper at the sports hall but i jus recover frm chicken pox so i mus tk it in a quarantine rm. DR RAVI told me tt the IC at sports hall will bring me to the quarantine rm. SO i walked to the sports hall n look for the IC. he gave me a blur look n say.." CHICKEN POX? u look ok ma..where got" .. nb... i think his blind n partially deaf so i said " I JUST RECOVER... where is the rm?" at tt time is 2.20 pm. den he say okok... so he told me the place. WTF.AT ENGINE SCH... nb.. i at sports hall leh.. walk all the way back dere..damn far u noe... den my paper start at 2.30 lo! cb... tt ravi stil say they wil bring me to some where NEAR for my paper.. lj la.. like tt call near ar? bo bian lo.. he say wat den wat.. i LL lo.. so i faster walk to engine.. wah lao..i panting liao lo.. reached the place heng got air con! if not i sure pek chek.. den the invigilator a veri nice guy=D..so tts better. not onli me got chicken pox. another guy oso sia. but i think he haven reli recover la. wah lao.. i veri scare i kena again cos of him sia.. so i choose a sit far far frm him..lol

the paper was ALRIGHT la.. can do la. but some i dunoe.. so before i hand in ar.. i calculate my marks make sure can pass den hand in.. lol.. eh think can score btw 55-65 ba.. HAHA.. watever...tml MATHS PAPER! gotta pract pract n pract liao la... =D

my girl jus left my hse=D miss her. crap crapp crappp.. haha.. oo so sweet of her.. got me pressie..=) small box of sweets n a card.. THANKS!!=D but she forgot to bring the bag i ask her to buy.. shit herrrrrrrrr...=x.. haha

ok i gtg go mug now.. jia lat.. i think tml paper wil be tough cos term test was damn hard tt time.. =( haiz.. nvm.. i will gambatte! ja maa ta... oyasuminasai...=)

sunday le.. 12th day! im recovering =) yea yea.. think by next week or a lil more i can recover hao hao le=) happy!

PPL IF U ALL CALL ME N I NV ANSWER NOT I DAO K! IS HOR MY HP SPOIL KI SIAO.. SUMTIME CAN ANSWER SUMTIME CANOT ANSWER.. SO I DU LAN DUN ANSWER ALL CALLS... LOL.... some time i answer i hello mani mani time cant hear a single ting.. nbeyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... sms me la..=) but hor for all my darlings n sistersssss..... u all call i confirm answer.. hp canot hear things i oso make til can hear things lol..

tml is edevice paper... so today im goin to FOCUS on edevice.. BUT my darling comin my hse! how can i FOCUS! i sure tok to her like NON STOP! lol.. 12 days nv c her le! 1 week 4 days! break record liaooooooooooooooo........ later c her sure pinch her butt!!! haha...

i chicken pox how long = i single how long... lol.. single? not bad la hor... think my tao hua comin.. cos i can sense it...... I DUN WAN..... i turing crook liaooooooo.. HAHA... i love gerssssssssss ....=) i dun mind size of boobs laaaa.... wahahah.. k.. i think i reli veri bored at hm..............

I GO STUDY LIAO... AT THE SAME TIME WAITING FOR THE ARRIVAL OF...............MISS CHOO HUEY WEN AKA ALI AKA DARLING AKA ANGEL'S QIN AI DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...=D~~

random posting here. study til sian liao=x. FINALLY complete notes on biochem n biofund. started memorising a bit of biofund n biochem=D. i had alreadi done revision on edevice n maths. but stil not veri gd yet. gota pract more. tink time is running out but i still like procrastinating=( haiz. supp paper awaits me...=(

gotta noe a shockin news. my mum told me. was veri disappointed tt such things happen again which makes me totally dun feel like goin for the chalet dis comin fri. dey jus dun learn their lesson instead dey got bolder. jus why is dis so? greed overtakes them i guess. watever. i wil jus tok some sense to them on fri. tk it or leave it. dey jus dun come trifled wif me if not they gona be sorri.

damn bored at hm. 11th day of being at hm. not lifting a single step outta my hse door=( U THINK I WAN MEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... =(

ok i will jus post a few random pics alrite.... kinda stupid n funny poses.. HAHA..but its me.. so u mus say its nice n cute..=D




veri long ago.. haha.. yummy!!! oei ger! whens the next yuki yaki?



chi new yr chu 2... slackin at coffee bean....... she loves me! haha.. we puff like hell tt nite... haiz..2 weeks since my last puff..=(




chu san gatherin at my hse.. dark eye rings sia.. no slp ar.. gamble til like tt.. lol..



booooooooooo....im boredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

ytd i mug til 4 plus cos i cant slp n i started muggin frm 1 am b4 tt was lazing ard tryin to slp but ended up on fone wif fren... so i woke up at 1 today.. ate my lunch n came online..

weili called n say dere will be FREE fish n co treat for me n him! haha tot he tio 4d or wat.. but no.. tt 3rd class JH is gonna treat us to eat.. gd hor..cos he ay he trouble us alot.. glad tt he stil got LIANG XIN.. haha.. den when i go online wan to thanks him he OFFLINE.. purposely wan sia.. tmd.

im DAMN IRRITATED by LESTER WONG WING CHONG.. my pri sch classmate. his on my msn list for veri long we din chat tt much..i think we 1 yr plus nv chat.. n he msged me today askin me for sex..!!! i tot he was jus jkin so i din reply him.. but his gettin way far too much n I DUN THINK HIS JOKIN.. IM DAMN IRIIRTATED.. SCOLDED HIM N DEN BLOCK N DELETE.. HORNY BASTARD... im super irriated by him i din noe his dis kinda person.. by tw gers.. frm mxps esp my classmates who noe him.. n oso student frm PRSS esp his classmates frm 4e5... PLS BE CAREFUL OF HIM LO.. so suay i same pri n sec sch as him... blardiiiiiiiiii.. hopes he kena aids when he goes round shagging gers... i dun think ani gers wil let him shag cos his simply disgusting.. let him shaged those dogs den.. bitches would love him...

-pissed dao ji dian-



edited on 23 march 2008

was kinda surprise to receive his msg. ben told him tt im sick. he told me to tk care n study hard. both of us din tell anione of our closed one tt we had broke off. din noe how my cousin ben noe bout it. well he thanks me n said tt he appreciates the diary i wrote for him. im glad he likes it. haiz.. i do miss him some times la but well its over. shldnt ponder over it rite. miss thoe 2 clubbin nite. 1st clubbin nite i got drunk n i called him. 2nd clubbin nite he told me he like me oso. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..................=(

nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....i will get it over soon.......... yeshhhhhhhhh i willllllllllllllll

today is the 2nd yr anniversary of her death. im so upset tt i cant visit her today. missed her. aniway im gonna viist her when i recover=) jie miss ya...

ytd nite was a torture i shiver like siao ! my god.. shiver til i fall asleep. lol. farkin cold lo.. my aircon i put 26 liao stil damn cold..reli power sia.. den ard 5am my fren woke me up to eat med..so sweet of him yea? to actuali rmb to wake me up for medi..=) thanks lot man... but when i woke up im in sweat ..im so damn hot.. -.- cold hot cold hot..ki siao liao... sleep til 1 plus today..my mum woke me up n she say u wan slp til wat time? -.- haha.. n my fren called me again to remind me for med.. =) ok i got dis bad habit la..im forgetful.. =x

baobao bird cher n ali are so sweet.. they are actuali goin cb to celebrate bird bdae n open bottle there on dis sat.. but BECAUSE im down wif CHICKEN POX.. n i CANT GO.. dey decide to wait for me to recover then go celebrate togther..=D thanks alot man babes.. u all nv forget me=) haha.. btw cb=chinablack it is not CHEEBYE k...tt stupid cbk*cheebyekia* refuse to get us in but nvm its alrite we wil haf our ways..=) haha.. im sure im gona get myself damn drunk tt nite... i wanna get drunk once more.haha..bo ta bo lam pa... yea..=D aniway i oso dun haf tt one.. wahaha.. k..getin vulgar...sori..gomenasai---sorri in jap..

gonna go bath n start studyin...im happy my ger comin to c me on sun!=D

i can feel the distant. im being paranoid. can jus ignore me.

ytd nite im down wif fever AGAIN.. hot hot all over-.- pop in 2 panadol n i went to slp at 9 plus..so earli! but i woke up ard 11 to watch american next top model.. i cant get to slp after tt!! flip on my bed here n dere til 1 plus...cant slp!!! im hungry=x... ate cereal n start to do revision for maths il 3 =) guai guai...

fever went down but it went up again in the mornin..i reli hate it..i feel so fuckin hot n starts to sweat..after a while i will feel cold all over.. body aching like hell.. pop in 2 panadol again.. sleep til 1 plus... nb keep kena di siao by sms.......arghh... but i feel better now..=)

today is thursday le..feel tt time is running out.. my god.. better faster study..=) i hate biochem n edevice.. arhhhhh... thurs wil be my last paper...=D cant wait...

i will be having mani chalet to go seh.. next fri chalet--my cousins bdae.. 1st-3rd chalet--bie frendship day=) first nite bbq..2nd nite jam n hop.. yeah! can u believe dey actuali rent those lighting n stuff to create the atmosphere jus like the club... probably a bit lousier... BIE IS RICH LA.. the fund so much..i noe le my jaw oso drop open lol.. cant wait want wait... 1st march gona go remove my braces.. FINALLY...=)

many things to look forward to... i dun wan sick animore........ btw im glad tt i got blog fan wor.. haha... ken?? yeah.. the first person who say is my blog fan wor......... im honoured=D

im reli happy when my dad came in my rm wif a letter. he ask me y i got a letter frm the prison so i explained to him. been waiting for dis letter mani mths..=( my ex alvin finaly replied.=) im reli touch after readin the letter.. i guess both of us reli cleared up alot of misundertsanding we used to haf in the past.. honto ni!..

he reli noe me well he noe i fall sick easily.... haiz..dis few days haf been thinkin of him..cos everytime i sick he wil buy me herbal tea..after broke up den no more le. everytime i sick i think of the herbal tea i will cry... =( gonna visit him but now im stuck wif dis freakin pox.. gosh.. guess will go in march..dis time mus go!

last yr we spend vday togther.. dis yr i spend wif pox he spend wif cellmates.. haiz.. next yr leh? maybe can spend togther hor..lol..cos he come out le=D.. yeah.. will be waiting for tt day man!..i miss those daysssssssss.............veri muchhhhh=( the stupid quarrel over the fone but stil he gif in n came to wait for mi after work.. stil go china town for chi new yr bizzare aftter tt... stupidly go que up for ba gua ended up sold out!-.- haha... den at the park..tt farkin big dog made me go crazy n jump n sit on his leg cryin for help.. he luff like crazy..-.- he hide one side far frm my shop to wait for me cos he tot tt the 2 guy customers stadnin outside of the shop is waiting for me.. stupid gong... n how he act til so hao lian when he proudly say tt he nv smoke b4 claimin his a guai kia... he picked up smokin to spike me n made me angry.. but after tt he apologised n nv touch on it animore... haizzz.................

i olwaz miss him when im sick..esp dis few weeks................................. =(

its the 8th day of being stuck hm.. im glad tt im recuperating.. everiting is goin on fine=) ytd had a veri terrible gastric pain in the afternoon.. i cant reli study cos of tt..the pain was damn horrible.. nv felt like dis b4..

i tot the gastric pain is due to the medicince i ate cos its veri strong but the doc say its not..maybe cos i din eat for the few days when im sick n i ate my medicine wif an empty stomach.. bbut now alrite le.. so no worries=)

someone gonna treat me fish n co when i recover!!! haha... cos i nv eat b4! i noe i sua gu but i reli nv eat b4..wanna try the seafood platter..alot ppl say nice..die die must try.. haha.. who so good treat me??????? no one but my BASTARD BUDDY LA.... ZI JIE!! arigato gozaimasu! lol... his reli a bastard.. all his pattern i c b4 liao.. my god.. bastard to the max! lol...bth

i wanna go bai bai ! i wanna go shoppin! i wanna go sun tan! i wanna go CHIONG ! i wanna go pool! slack starbuck! n chiong rdshow to earn $$$ when wo recover=Di miss my starhubs crazy colleagues...=(

slept til 1 plus.. kept on being disturb by sms u noe.. everyone keep sms me happy v day happy v day..c liao oso du lan.. lao niang no vday to spend sia.. diao hm spend wif chicken pox.. nbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb..... sad liao la.... lol by the way i got a veri sweet dream.. haha.. i dream i got a veri yandao bf leh... but his a malay..lol...

my darling jing ting came in the mornin to pass me my notes n stuff to study during exam.. she gave me a stalk of rose too=D thanks ger.i noe u love me.. haha..

haiz.. cupid ar cupid..next ttime u shoot arrow pls dun anihow shoot hor.. u everytime shoot wrong den i togther wif wrong guy ..NO GOOD U NOEEEEEEEEE.... next time zai a bit la when shoot tt time ur hand dun tremble so wont shoot tio wrong person ma.. tio boh? u shoot the dui de ren den i oso wont kp u unfair liao rite... AI ZAI ..shoot the correct one hor.... HAHA...

k la.. dun say i no good.... here wish those couples ar tian tian mi mi... everlasting ar... den wish those wan break de faster break dun drag.. wan marry de faster marry... HAAPY V DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY=D

receive 2 calls in the mornin..one frm the tcs bitch..ok i wil stop calling her bitch cos shes showin her care n conceern towards me by calling n askin me how was i which she can simply jus IGNORE me n let me die... she remind me to hand in my mc by tml if not my other assignment wil be a BIG ZERO... i din missed ani of hers but she reminded me cos she dun wan me to get zero for other modules..so sweet isnt she...am ashame of myself..haiz.. another call frm DR Ravi.. my fav but naggy care person..haha..=)

woke up at 2.. i think today is the 6th day i diao at hm liao..FUCKIN 6 DAYS..goin to be 1 week... even if i can go out i oso wontcos hor the pox stil dere ..-.- now is dryin pox... lol.. haizzzzzzzz.............. think i recover frm those pox liao i wan go facial.. to gif my skin some nutrients n oso to bao yang yi xia.. dear skin have been goin thru quite alot esp my face..=~(
im glad i wil be given quarantine rm duirng sem exam.. i definiteli dun wanna squueeze at sports hall wif ppl.so fuckin hot... i can faster do finish faster leave the place n go hm xiu yang...=D

gona go study liao.. byebye...tc everyone n miss me ok!!

receive pics frm my darlin wendy=) those we took when we went out. 14 jan if ii rmb correnctly at jurong point..a veri fun n happy day=D
many many many picssssssss.............. happy memories...........



things like dis always happen when cam is in my hands..=p



when the missha gers unite...=) WEnDY aNGEL sEReNe





me n wendy.. my best soulmate whom i can share all my tots wif..nv fail to gif gd advices..=) shes 22 dis yr!!! haha aunty! * the one who match make me n simon last time-.-*



serene n me! shes the oldest amg all! haha 26 dis yr looooo............. but i look older than her... nbbbbb......




i love mcflurry!=) im goin to eat mani mani when i recover=D



serene took dis when my im tryin to swallow all the ice cream in my mouth-.-

serne jus called me on fri u noe wat she say????????????? she told me she was damn bored cos shes jobless for bout 1 mth plus...n shes gettin fatter..so one day she was hm watchin tv n theres dis show teachin ppl to slim down by wrappin thier body wif the plastic paper... THE WHOLE BODY K...dis stupid ger SHE TRY IT!!!!!!!!!!! my god! wrappin her whole body up...-.- im sick but i stil burst out luffin... bth her...-.-

aniway i will visit ya soon when the new missha at raffles city open..=) i will definitely go cos mr tay open de ma!!!=) hehehe...miss u gersssssssssssss...

was frustrated cos i cant concentrate on study. gave up n lie on bed watch tv instead. my parents jus came back frm temple. n den doorbell ran9. after a wile my mum came in my rm wif a basket of fruits n flowers..wif a teddy bear..

im so touced..my aunt 9ot someone frm florist to send it to me..it reli makes me smile...=) reli im 9an don9..=)

im feeling better day by day..appetite back slowli..=) able to eat le.my dad was with me when im havin my lunch i can c how hard he tried to made me smile but i din n he said " ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......ni SIao yi xia leh.....wo jiang zhe me duo hua ni siao ye bu siao...later wrinkle come out AR" so sweet isnt he...n tears flow again! fuck im sucha cry baby... my aunt called me in the mornin askin me to cheer up n i cried.. damn cry baby... my god... i cant stand myself too ..someone jus slap me pls..

chatted wif ali's mum ONLINE ytd..damn funny..haha..her mother gettin more n more IN sia.. i suggested we go chiong togther some day go those got ah gogo de mambo nite..LOL... n her mum say its OR BIT! she wan something more IN.. haha.. ok..we go dance the techno DIU diU Diu DANCE.. LOL... super cute can...

i duno if my aunt noe bout the break up ..but i guess he din told her...thou his the one who told her tt we got togther.. forget it... im honto ni alrite now! aniway ive alreadi got a date on valentine le ma.. wif................MR CHICKEN POX! yeah.. so desu!

i think my gpa wil be veri low cos missed quite a number of test n presentation... dis is bad.. but my cond now i jus hope i can shun shun li li go up to yr 2... ti gong pls po bi me k... gam sia!=)

i guess i may sign up some class during holiday... thinkin of the pole dance course but their new class clashes wif sem exam..gotta wait for other new class..

i felt so guilty for being rude to my mum in the past.thou i find her naggy at times but she meant gd.i saw how she tk care of me dis few days. jus now i kept tearing when im having my dinner. she din eat hers. she jus sat aside n watch me eat..the tears kept flowing as i was eating..she din tok much thou but i noe her heart aches..

when she helps me applied those lotion..i cried again..i saw tears flowing in her eyes too... mummy i jus love u..reli thanks alot..=) gonna repay u by gettin gd grades for my sem exam=)

i realised that more ppl r gettin sick..maybe cos of the chi new yr everyone has been eating heaty food. so ppl PLS TAKE CARE N DRINK MORE WATER OK??? nth is more impt den a healthy body.... now den i noe... haiz....

tell u guys smth shockin..i jus noe tt my 2 n a half yrs old niece noe how to scold CB!!! my god... the damn father*my bro* been scoldin dis word in fornt of her tts y she learn...-.- NOT ME HOR... I NV SCOLD CB AT HM DE LO..I ONLI SCOLD NB.... my niece oso noe how to scold nb sia..but not i teach de is my mum..cos tt time she scold me nb den my niece parrot her..follow n scold nb..lol ..i slapped her a few times when she scold tt time n she dun dare to say it animore...=)

its a sat yet im at hm.no choice. im gonna stay hm til i recover..haiz.. ytd nite im down wif fever again..i shver like siao 2 blanket oso not enuff... n my body was like so fuckin warm.. but im kinda used to it le..haiz.. but i felt better when i woke up...

i saw my medicines... its like so mani packs..makes me feel so ''medicated'' .. my god..den hor i go calculate i ate more than 20 panadols within dis few days n tons of antibiotics... kinda immuned to it ...those normal panadol not workin on me.. the doc gave me those strong one..eat le damn zai one..-.- but i dun feel ZAI LEH!!.. haiz...

oo ytd i did study arrange my notes... ive sorted out wat to study n wat not to study for my sem exam...=)

i receive the letter from moe.. my L1R4=13 L1R5=16.. ZAI HOR... haiz..but den if my eng nv get 7 tt time i think i can get in the course i wan.. thou i can change it now la..but dun wan la..waste time..

seriously hate my life now... gonna go chiong when i fully recover frm dis pox...=)

finaly deres a gd news. i sc0re a B4 for my english..tts the sweetest thing tt ever happened to me this february. i shld be smiling n luffin wif joy. instead i sat in fornt of the comp lookin at my grade n started cryin non stop. i cant belive my eyes. i expected a 6 or failed again but nv did i expect its a 4. i am happy. n i cried a solid 30 mins.

my mum had been brewing dis weird weird herbal tea for me. everytime i drink le i will starts to shiver wif cold n i will start to haf high fever... but after the fever subside i do feel a little better... the herbal tea sux.. but it tastes like graveyard..lol except tt its not gassy.. haha=x..
i hardli eat anitin dis pass 3 days..cos ive got no appetite.. the onli food tt i finish it all is a donut n tts it. but today my mum cut the duno wat pear for me she say wil helps to remove the heat frm my body. have been drinkin waterchestnut everyday..n it did help..

im reli freak out by all dis poxs n it reli put me in a mental n physical trauma. the fever..the ach..n the itch its driving me crazy. im afraid tt it wil affects my sem exam.. im afriad it wouldnt recover tt fast..im afraid it wil leave scars... im afraid of all this stuff tt i started to break down n cry when i think bout it. i duno how much ive cried dis few days..

i duno wat else can i do but to pray hard tt all dis suayness wil faster go away.... haiz.. the first thing tt im gona do when i recover n after i finish my exam is to go TEMPLE N PRAY.. nth is better than having a healthy body. n i wanna but a lil present for my mum.. she reli tk great care of me... been brewing all those tea..making all those herbal water for me to bathe..helpin me put on lotion on those poxs..n i noe her heart aches when she saw me cryin non stop.. SHIT I FEEL LIKE CRYIN AGAIN... haiz.............

its reli living hell... i hate my life RIGHT NOW...

btw today is his bdae...HAppy 22 Birthday S.long..=)

thanks all those sweeties out there who called/smsed me to ask how am i.. reali thanks..=)

my fever is on n off... a while ok a while shoot to over 38 degrees..well dey said its common for those wif chicken pox.. all these poxs are reli freakin me out..its damn itchy but i cant scratch cos it will leave scar... esp those on my face..r taken wid super great care by me.. when i slp i dun even dare to let my pillow touch my face cos im afraid there will be friction n the pox will burst.. my gawd.......... i couldnt slp properly cos im achin all over.. TORTURE.......-.-

im reli super suay. down wif all dis kind of shit n now he choose to leave me at the point when im the weakest. he din noe im suffering frm all dis shit. he onli noe im sick. wat can i do. all i noe was i felt damn weird when i saw the msg. i asked wat does tt msg me n he said to be back frens. i reli got nth to say..reli. i din cried when i read those msg. i onli started cryin when i think of the day we quarrelled over the "confidence'' thing.. finally i burst out cryin even harder when my girl called..

im alrite wif the lost of love now.. im sad thou..but the impact wasnt tt great like simon..cos im more worried over the poxs n the sem exam which is jus round the corner...=(

i think some ppl out dere who hates me but stil bother to come n read my blog are mockin at me rite now... laugh all u wan... n do all those silly actions as u like.. bunch of morons who onli dare to do things behind the comp.. heaps of shit...

i jus received his sms.

he initiated a break up.

ive got nth to say.

heartbroken.

i jus came hm frm hospital. the pimples on my face are not pimple nor is it a major break out. it CHICKEN POX. i wanna die liao. it all over my body n i think its getting worst. a freakin 10 days mc. n if by then im stil not alrite i might haf to extend my mc. gosh.

wat am i gonna do?? my proj? my lab test? my sem exam is round the corner? ive gota delay the braces thing. my v day. ? his bdae? FUCK TT MUTHAFUCKERCHICKEN POX!

i vomited twice in sch. giddy spell was driving me crazy.. super crazy.. im weak all over.. my body was so warm and my chest was stuffy..but my hands n feets were icy cold..

i wished to go hm but i cant cos im having my jap role play at 2.. its 30% lo.. my god i dun wanna drag down my proj mates n caused them to lose marks...=( but i reli canot tk it n left to c doc at 11.... thanks got tt shigeta sinesei allows us to act out or role play on monday..reli sorri to my proj mates..

fever went up to 39... doc said tt i had virus infection due to sore throat..actuali my fever had recovered ytd i think is cause of tt milo w/o ice..=x... haiz ... sick sick sick so xin ku.. n den i guess im so heaty t pimple starts to pop out liao lo.. haiz.. major break out on my face............................. FUCKKKKKKKKK..

i hope i can go sch tml.. i nid to hand in my java tml !

cant wait to hit town. deres so mani things i wanna buy. jus wanna shop til siao.

wanna check out adidas original c if they hav ani nice top.. wanna check out buugis street to buy more tees.. n oso to heeren to check out the off shoulder top frm f.imp=D.. wanna go tk a look at denim skirt frm candles at FEP.. n oso to csq missha to replenish my nose pore patch n orange mask... =D

getting vday pressie n bdae pressie for him.. my gdness.. think combine 2 togther if not i wil jus go broke..-.-

my back stil hurts but its better now=) guess its tt old injury actting up.. haiz. think gonna stop being stubborn n go to c those chi phy n maybe acupunture treatment...=(

i studied for my biochem test today..but i din attend sch.. wat a waste gota retake it.. my mum woke me up..but i jus cant get up! my back was stil hurting n my head spinning maybe its the medicine tt i had took earlier on acting on me..=(

but im alrite now... a gd sleep til 1 plus.. had a veri yummy lunch thou its onli porridge but my mum cook my fav food to go wif it..so nice=D n she actualli bought me mac breakfast wif milo w/o ice.. but hor i din eat it..cos i dun feel like eating..the milo was tempting but im having sorethroat..think i will stil drink it later cos its damn fuckin hard to resist temptation...*SLurP* HAHA....

goin for my dental appt at 5..next week i can remove my braces.. mm..whens the last time i c my teeth w/o metal .. cannt rmb.. haha.. so fast tt metal tt had stuck wif me for 2 yrs gonna be gone=D

his suay haha n now his hp spoil..-.-

my waist n my neck was hurting like hell when i woke up..thou its painful i stil went for sch .im late again. during the lecture i kept on complaining to bong..the pain was getting worst... i din eat much during lunch.. jus a few mouth ... during my next lect i started to feel cold.. n keep hiding under my jacket.. everyting ard me was spininng.. n my chest felt so stuffy... i went out to vomit.. but i guess it jus got worst... i duno y whenver im sick or not feeling well i will start to cry...

my ger acc me to polyclinic n see doc.. im running a fever.. headed hm after tt... measured my temp 38... i went to slp after tking my med.. felt better after i woke up.. subside to 37.1... im having biochem test tml..shit... but the doc gave me 2 days mc.. so sweet of her.. i din noe tt til i saw the mc when i walked out frm the room...

last time when im sick ive got herbal tea....now dun haf=( last time when im sick im showered wif care n concern ....now dun haf=(.. last time when im sick someone wil be so worried bout me... but now dun haf=( i guess i reli regret wat i did to end tt past rs... haizzzz.......
well my boi his not feelin well too.. tc ba.. cant deny sometime i jus got tired too....

HAPPY 19th BDAE TO KOr..aka..DESMOND SIM!=)

my mum is cute lol. sometime jus cant bth her. =D

im missing my boi.

i cant concentrate on tt FUCKIN biochem.

I HATE IT.-.- _ _

gosh.. he reali has the ability to make my mood go damn fuckin low at this moment.. n brings my mood up high high to the sky the veri next moment.-.- . sickening. but i like.


FEB-FUCKIN-RUARY---- A STUPID MTH... whereby everyting crush togther... n tt fuckin sem exam too.. wat a fuckin mth..

i wanna go on a shoppin spree.. so mani stuff i wanna get.. my bobbi brown mascara.. a pendant or perhaps a necklace... belts.. bags.. heels.. mani mani t shirt... duno y recentli im so in love wif t shirt... =D..

I AM SO FUCKIN SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN................. I WANNA GO FOR SOME PIERCING... o jus now i nearli do tt silly stuff cos i forgot wats pain all of a sudden.. sounds crazy but tts true...

was woken up by my ger msg. smth unhappy happened. i guess im kinda useless cos i din noe how to console her haiz. den my mum come in n kb me cos of the hp bill.-.- den after tt wei li msg me telling me bout the same thing. wat a bad mornin..so mani unhappy stuff.

my god .. y cant guys jus get a live! stop hurting ppl n gif stupid excuses. seriously cant tolerate it. i duno whens my turn to face all dis shit. but i guess mine wil be up soon. cos more n more pattern comin up liao. haiz. seriously i miss being treated like a princess by alvin. my god. n i duno y am i missing him thou i dun like him animore. duno how his doin inside there. cant wait to vist him on 25th.=D..

sometime certain things are beyong our control. when it happens we duno how to rx..

i woke up at 2 plus today.. such piggy..=x. wasnt in my best mood cos of smth which my ger noe.. met her in the evening wanted to go k box..but we ended up playin pool.. dear was dere=) which makes me harder to concentrate on playin pool...lol. n i kept on losing..shit it-.-

slackin at starbucks=D... saw miss ho!! lo9ng time no c.. haha.. had a chat n shes gonna go back to hk soon.. aww kinda sad thou.. but shes comin back in may or june.. i miss those CE days...=)
my mood got better wahaha..after i saw dear again.. passed him the bk..=p

reached hm near 12... whenever im not in the best mood my ger olwaz will make my day.. nv fails to bring on a smile on my face.. jus being wif her n tok things out i wil be alrite soon.. THANKS GER..=) best buddy olwaz.. n im real touch when u told me tt u actuali pray for our frenship to last forever..=D YOUR THE BEST LA!

so happy now... psps done! java done! today tcs oso done! 3 down! wahaha..im left wif jus 1 jap role play...=) yea yea.. happy! hahaha..

comin up
-biofund lab quiz
-biochem quiz
-edevice lab quiz
-sem exam-.-

biofund lab quiz in the morning.. manageable.. Dr ravi told me the answer..lol..in fact he goes round telling ppl answer. n he even help jun wei to do part of it..-.- wat quiz is dis man..lol.. edevice lab was alrite..the first time i din seek ani help n get the readings rite..IM SO PROUD OF IT..=) haha...

recevie msg frm boi 8 in the morning..think smth bad had happened.. he haven tell me wat was it..gotta wait for him to call me when he woke up .. kinda worried ...

reach hm ard 1 plus.. my mood was great.din noe y..jus feel veri shiok.. haha..maybe cos most of the projects are done... hoho...=D.... at least can fang xin le man..=)


i read thru those past entries in my bk ytd nite.. its my own diary where i penned down all my feelings .for the past few mths.. those entries were all bout simon.. at tt time everything revolves ard him.. my tots.. my soul. my everyting.. i used to depend on him alot.. his the pillar for me to hold on whenever i faced difficulties.. i would talk to him about everything n hes always dere giving me advice...i rmb how i break down when those unhappy stuff happens.. i rmb i cried my heart n lungs out ..n i rmbed im a walkin corpse... everytime i reead thru those entries.. there will be a veri weird feeling in me.. jus like smth being bottled up inside me.. its miserable.. but im glad when i read thru it ytd.. i din feel the same way..instead i smiled.. put everyting in the past... keep those sweet memories.. finally ive walked out of it... =)

studied a few slides of biochem... on lipids.. n i went to sleep.. frm 3.40 to 7.40..4 hrs of sleep.. damn energetic now.. gonna study til late nite i guess...

i think dear called me.. but i din answer cos i was in the toilet.. now waiting for his call..im kinda worried.. he onli told me smth serious had happened.. but i duno wat happened.. -.- gona tell me when he call.. argh...




taken 1 week back...

got up at 6 today.damn earli cos i dun wanna be late for sch. having my tcs presentation earli in the mornin. my presentation went on smoothly..no stammered..loud n clear.. confident.=) am happy..but stil kinda worried tt gd grade was not awarded to me..

was so sleepy in the day.. gosh..my lids are so droopy tt i can hardli get it open during biochem lec.. =x.. java lesson.... yeah ive got my applet done... ! ALL THANKS TO FARAH N BO HONG! reali reli THANKS... w/o them i guess i can jus die..so now im left wif the report.. =) i wan it to be done by today!! if not i veri xin ku.. cos this feeling tt stil alot of things undone..wanna faster finished it up.... i oso gota complete the psps project by today! jus nid to add in slides do some editing n i can hand up tml.. stil gotta study for tml biofund lab test...!-.- bz... but im reli happy tt the java applet is done! at least i can put my heart at ease now...

projects left with java report.. jap role play.. =) happy... york gave me a tigger pen.. so cute! haha.. yeah thanks..=D...

speedy recovery to casper...=)

post geting drier w/o fotos .. im sory for tt....

ok i gotta go bz wif all those reports n projects... tc all lovelies=p

hey i reach sch earli today ok! jus nice can go for the mornin tutorial leh. BUT... i skipped it..=x.. was hungry la..so went off to breadboard to haf breakfast wif jt n zl!!! porridge=)
shit la.. dis fri got biofund lab test.. next tues got biochem quiz..next fri got edevice lab test... next thurs java dateline! n TML TCS PRESENTATION!!! ..-.-" gotta dress up in formal wear...
-.-

was out for lunch wif my ger!!cos i wanna eat dessert ..every cny my mum n grandma will cook cheng teng.. but dis yr DEY NV!!!!....n i veri bu gan xin ytd i nv eat the yam paste!!! SO.... I MUS EAT DESSERT TODAY! DIEDIE OSO WAN! HAHA..=x.. yeah..

was makin lot of noises at the library wif my ger.. haha..fuckin funny.. BABY!!!! haha..onli my ger noes wat im tokin..=x funny la~~

oh my... my ger !!!! her..HER.. her...!!!! HAHA... HAO SAO LA.... LOL... official liao la.. canot wack me liao.. think i relli gonna be god ma when i turn 21.. wahaha.. *WINk*... good good.. so now... im attached.. n shes too.. we r not gonna spend lonely vday!!!=D...

oo..my boi jus called me=) tt pig!-.- slp slp slp slp slp.... lol.... too bad i cant go the chalet!!argh..stupid proj... BOOO LA...

3 more days to 1 mth=)