Angel
Thursday, October 27, 2005
slp slp slp . i slp til 3 plus today. actuali i woke up at 11 today. but i was veri lazyto move so i jus lazed on my bed.. n slowli i ... ZzZZzZzzZz..haha=x wat a pig man..
dasao at my hse now!!! muahahhaha .. happy wor. she came over to pick her
daughter up ... my niece! haha.. yeah. jus a few more hrs i wil be at the airport....
=D..hohoh.. the flight wil be ard 9 plus. iduno the exact time..i dun even noe its at
which terminal. haha.gotta ask my parents.. =x
ok.. so wil ya guys miss mi???? wil la.. gif sum face ma.. heex
msg to ali: ger ar... i wil mis ya de.. when im back u wil be at malaysian... aWww..
den u so late den back.. sian le lo.. back on the 4 rite??? bOooO... nvm nvm.. we
olreadi deal le rite.. say goin pan pacific eat. i dun care... u gotta set tt 50 bucks
aside.. haha.. lalalla... cant wait man...=D
gotta tk care of urself k?? hab enuff slp n dun puff too much.. wan puff wait i cum
back puff togther lol..=x... o yea... shop for mi at malaysia k!!!!! hahha.. nice nice
stuff mus buy for mi!!!!!! dun care ... blEaHx... K BA.. MIS U GERRR..........=~(
at chinatown partyworld!!!!!! =D stil rmb after singin we go for our dance class... haha...
YOU R KISSING MI!..oh goshhhhhhhhhh haha.. i feel lloved...*fAINt*
youR FAV! at citlink-_-" haha...
my BdAe!
WAH sian.. i look where sia.=x
oYe..wat u doin??? hahahha
haha... gOOdBYe.. freNS....=) back on 31 oct... mus continue flood my taggie ok...? missy YA!=P
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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bo liao day.. slept til 5 today.. gettin later n later lol.. eh slack ard.. nth much...
start to receive sms frm frens wishin mi bon voyage! haha.. thanks man... nicholas
n aloy!! lol..
cant wait for it man.. BkK IM comIN le WoOOrRrr~~~
today was rainin so heavily in the afternoon.. thunder veri loud.. i was sleepin...
but sumhow im alittle awken by it.. stil veri sleepy.. half sleep half awake... but i
got dis urge to sms simon.. wanted to tell him to take care durin his training..cos
dis kinda bad weather wil fall sick easily... i reli wanted to sms... but i nv.. i dun
wan be a nuisance to him.. dun wan him to feel tt im a pest keep irritatin him..
haiz.. when i woke up .. i asked myself.. y am i thinkin of him even when im
slpin???? jus y am i so attracted to him???? i dun haf an answer to myself... zi jie
say.. i cant let go of him maybe..cos i dun hav enough memory to cover up that
memory i had wif him... isit so??? duno..
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
slept til 4 plus today.. kena wake up by my mum.. n its was about time for mi to go out oso.. eat n changed... went out to meet ali. met her at pwp den headed to
downtown to pass pressie for wayne.
wanted to go fisherman after tt but its kinda far damn lazy to walk. got to cheers
bought chips n barcardi n headed off to the beach for sum romantic moment.but
sian.. wif the wrong person=x lol.. din reli tok much.. jus starin at the sea... enjoy
the breeze n listen to the wind.. mm sumtime its nice jus to be like dis.. simple yet
nice.
im lookin forward to wed!!!!!!!! haha i cant wait for it man... oh goshhhhh...
tml im stayin hm dun intend to go out.. mm.. when im back frm bkk.. had made a
pact wif ali to go eat pan pancifice hotel de buffet! haha.. so every mth when we
got our pay wil go eat those classy de lol.. goin paris eat oso.. wahaha.. lookin
forward!
im lazy to post up pic. so wanna c pic jus go ali (huey wen)bloggie la..
watched american next top model. naima had won. but sum how i find that
kayleen has got this x factor oso.. but she lost to her. maybe cos naima was more
confidence ba. both of them did real well for the fashion show leh. cool man.. so
xian mu...=)
HAPyy BirtHDay WAyNe!
Monday, October 24, 2005
i woke up late today! but i din rush myself.. stil tk my own sweet time.. got down to
tk bus.. i nearli missed it but a nice uncle help mi stop the bus.. thanks man...=)
im lazy to style my hair.. so tied up my hair when workin..nv tie my hair for so
long le.. hoho..look so chio neh..=x
im not late!!! i stil can go buy soya milk to drink. haha=x. gd seh.. serene worked
today. lol.. yvette mi n her had a great time chattin n tokin cock while the others
were serving customers like hell.. cashiers are damn slack de man.. =)
today not much ppl la.. que wasnt as long as last sat.. crowd oso not tt much when
compared to ytd.. but crowd started to grow after lunch time. freak man. but we
stil can rest a bit la..
din noe tt bee wee smoke.. kinda surprise when she say she wan go smoke. so both
of us go puff togther n headed for lunch wif shi xin n bao ling.. bunch of funny
ppl.. haha.. shi xin n bao ling oso frm tp wor.. shi xin frm BIT... bao ling frm
ETCM.. haha..
after lunch alot ppl man.. busy busy busy.. but the crowd siao siao de.. sumtime
alot sumtime no ppl..-_-" b4 closing bee wee jio mi smoke again.. lol.. dun wan go
wif her.. keep kena psycho by her.. but i dun wan .. mentality strong..lol=x
so sleepy... arghhh.. gonna pack sum of my clothes for the holiday trip=)... mama
gif mi a big luggage ..got a shock when i saw it in my rm.. tot she wan mi go bkk for
year lol... se say.. aiya u tink veri small ar.. i tink wen u cum bacck ..tins u buy oso
not enuff for u to put ar... -_-" mama noes mi well man..
tk bus.. i nearli missed it but a nice uncle help mi stop the bus.. thanks man...=)
im lazy to style my hair.. so tied up my hair when workin..nv tie my hair for so
long le.. hoho..look so chio neh..=x
im not late!!! i stil can go buy soya milk to drink. haha=x. gd seh.. serene worked
today. lol.. yvette mi n her had a great time chattin n tokin cock while the others
were serving customers like hell.. cashiers are damn slack de man.. =)
today not much ppl la.. que wasnt as long as last sat.. crowd oso not tt much when
compared to ytd.. but crowd started to grow after lunch time. freak man. but we
stil can rest a bit la..
din noe tt bee wee smoke.. kinda surprise when she say she wan go smoke. so both
of us go puff togther n headed for lunch wif shi xin n bao ling.. bunch of funny
ppl.. haha.. shi xin n bao ling oso frm tp wor.. shi xin frm BIT... bao ling frm
ETCM.. haha..
after lunch alot ppl man.. busy busy busy.. but the crowd siao siao de.. sumtime
alot sumtime no ppl..-_-" b4 closing bee wee jio mi smoke again.. lol.. dun wan go
wif her.. keep kena psycho by her.. but i dun wan .. mentality strong..lol=x
so sleepy... arghhh.. gonna pack sum of my clothes for the holiday trip=)... mama
gif mi a big luggage ..got a shock when i saw it in my rm.. tot she wan mi go bkk for
year lol... se say.. aiya u tink veri small ar.. i tink wen u cum bacck ..tins u buy oso
not enuff for u to put ar... -_-" mama noes mi well man..
i woke up late today! but i din rush myself.. stil tk my own sweet time.. got down to
tk bus.. i nearli missed it but a nice uncle help mi stop the bus.. thanks man...=)
im lazy to style my hair.. so tied up my hair when workin..nv tie my hair for so
long le.. hoho..look so chio neh..=x
im not late!!! i stil can go buy soya milk to drink. haha=x. gd seh.. serene worked
today. lol.. yvette mi n her had a great time chattin n tokin cock while the others
were serving customers like hell.. cashiers are damn slack de man.. =)
today not much ppl la.. que wasnt as long as last sat.. crowd oso not tt much when
compared to ytd.. but crowd started to grow after lunch time. freak man. but we
stil can rest a bit la..
din noe tt bee wee smoke.. kinda surprise when she say she wan go smoke. so both
of us go puff togther n headed for lunch wif shi xin n bao ling.. bunch of funny
ppl.. haha.. shi xin n bao ling oso frm tp wor.. shi xin frm BIT... bao ling frm
ETCM.. haha..
after lunch alot ppl man.. busy busy busy.. but the crowd siao siao de.. sumtime
alot sumtime no ppl..-_-" b4 closing bee wee jio mi smoke again.. lol.. dun wan go
wif her.. keep kena psycho by her.. but i dun wan .. mentality strong..lol=x
so sleepy... arghhh.. gonna pack sum of my clothes for the holiday trip=)... mama
gif mi a big luggage ..got a shock when i saw it in my rm.. tot she wan mi go bkk for
1 yr..lol.. she say.. ''aiyah... u think veri big meh.. when we cum back i think u wil
complain so small ar.. i think the things u buy not even enuff for u to put in ar..'' -
_-" she noes mi well..lol
tk bus.. i nearli missed it but a nice uncle help mi stop the bus.. thanks man...=)
im lazy to style my hair.. so tied up my hair when workin..nv tie my hair for so
long le.. hoho..look so chio neh..=x
im not late!!! i stil can go buy soya milk to drink. haha=x. gd seh.. serene worked
today. lol.. yvette mi n her had a great time chattin n tokin cock while the others
were serving customers like hell.. cashiers are damn slack de man.. =)
today not much ppl la.. que wasnt as long as last sat.. crowd oso not tt much when
compared to ytd.. but crowd started to grow after lunch time. freak man. but we
stil can rest a bit la..
din noe tt bee wee smoke.. kinda surprise when she say she wan go smoke. so both
of us go puff togther n headed for lunch wif shi xin n bao ling.. bunch of funny
ppl.. haha.. shi xin n bao ling oso frm tp wor.. shi xin frm BIT... bao ling frm
ETCM.. haha..
after lunch alot ppl man.. busy busy busy.. but the crowd siao siao de.. sumtime
alot sumtime no ppl..-_-" b4 closing bee wee jio mi smoke again.. lol.. dun wan go
wif her.. keep kena psycho by her.. but i dun wan .. mentality strong..lol=x
so sleepy... arghhh.. gonna pack sum of my clothes for the holiday trip=)... mama
gif mi a big luggage ..got a shock when i saw it in my rm.. tot she wan mi go bkk for
1 yr..lol.. she say.. ''aiyah... u think veri big meh.. when we cum back i think u wil
complain so small ar.. i think the things u buy not even enuff for u to put in ar..'' -
_-" she noes mi well..lol
Sunday, October 23, 2005
went for work today. 10 to 8pm. shag. but i think others were more shag..cos cashier's job are more relax.lol kenneth keep complainin tt its not fair. haha. hu
cares bout him.. go away laaaaaaaa~=x.. new ger came.. huixian. yr 2 student frm
tp business.. quite alrite ba. love rnb too. ha. but she go for a damn long break. i
think a bit buay zi dong la..=x.. joanna came! haha.. she damn joker de la.. goin
back AOS starhub to work when im back frm bkk... sian leh.. so far leh at bouna
vista leh...=(
was supposed to go my ah ma hse after work for celebration. but damn im too sian
to go liao.. imagine got to sit on the train frm somerset to bedok...ZzzZ.. by the
time i reach olreadi 10 liao la... so jus called it off... dun go n went shoppin
instead... went taka n wisma.. heex.. so mani sales... tempted=x.. bought a 2 nail
polish frm TFS... n a top frm forever21 love the top man.... simple n nice... heee...
28 bucks leh... can la can la.. jus close one eye..
tml workin... mm... mon gonna hand in time sheet..=D haha
I WAN NOKIA 7610!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... damn it... i jus upgrade my plan
n got a free fone for my mum.. n i cant use my plan to buy tt N7610 animore..!!! i
want tt fone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .. cos my stupid E600C is giving mi
damn lots of problemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS......
i wannnnnnnn it man...............................
today is my ex alvin de bdae... thou u r inside now buti do hope u wil repent n turn
over a new leaf...dun be so kpo animore.. n yah... time reli flies.. 2 years wil fly by
veri easily... dun worry boi.. tk care n may all ya wished cum true.. miss ya...
HapPy 21 BIrthDAY alVIn!
Saturday, October 22, 2005
3am . i cant get into slp. i miss him. i found myself cryin again. dis time i cried my heart n lungs out. ive been tryin to get over u but each time i try i find myself
falling deeper. y is dis so. not a single min u r out of my life. i tot i had got u out
tts y i engaged myself in another rs. but i found myself constantli comparing the
both of u. when im wif him .. my mind are full of u. not even once ur outta my life.
i tk more than 2 mths to pick up the courage n finally decide to call u. im happy tt
i can hear ur voice once again. u answered my fone but nv did u answer my qns. its
was the first time u sound so cold on the fone. the first time tt my heart were
stampled on by u. u hung my fone. everything is over. ur feelings towards mi are
over.. our relationship are over.. everyting is over. but y my feelings for u r not
over.. y did flashback keep floodig mi.. y did ur voice keep ringing in my head?? y
is dis so??? we have a nice start.. but a bad ending..
because of u i find it hard to trust not only mi but everyone ard mi.. because of u
im afraid... im so afriad of gettin into another rs.. im so afraid of falling for
another one... im afraid same things might happen.. im afraid i may hurt another
person jus because i cant get over u..im afriad...
sometime i wonder.. did u ever think of mi? when u hear those songs do they
remind u of mi.. when u saw the watch sebas is wearing does it remind u of mi...
when u were wearing the jersey.. do u think if mi.... are my fotos stil in ur fone??
did those flashback cum back to u?? i mis you.. i mis you so damn much... or isit
tt my heart dun wanna let u go...
because of you--- kelly clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
i got a shock when i woke up. 4.30 pm. lol.. i reli can slp yea? a veri veri deep
slumber man. i was in a blurry stead when i woke up.. haha.. n i had my meal after
tt. i duno if the meal is considered as my lunch or my dinner... =x
den later at nite went for dinner.. wif my family.. im suppose its my supper ba..
haha.. had fish head steamboat at tamp 201.. nice one man.. yummy....=D
headed hm after tt... tml workin at 10.. gota wake up earli.. tml nite goin my
grandma hse for celebration cos my uncle strike 4d.. he givin away money.. haha..
his goin to gif mi 100 bucks!! im a happy girl!! n my dad told mi tt his gonna
transfer mi a hundred buck when we get back frm bkk.. wahaha... im a super
duper happy girl!!! i asked him y he gif mi money... mm.. he nv say anitin leh.. he
onli say.. i gif u.. u mus study harder for next sem... of cos... i say yes.. haha
din noe wat my big bro re busyin wif. i no he is busyin wif his business in the pub
but i haben been engagin in a real conversation wif him for almost 2 mths?? my
gdness... i miss him man...=(
msged him jus now.. askin bout his pub.. n his reply was like a bit heck care mi.. ji
sad yi xia... dun care gonna pop up in his pub on sun nite wif my 2nd bro n dad..
gif him a shock.. haha.. n bug him to serve mi tequila...lol...
workin on sun too... =)
i got so bored at hm tt i started to watch meteor garden 1 again.. haha...
i love my family thou sumtime they got mi on my nerves.. but i love
themmmmmmmmmmmmm......=)
msg to weili: hey boy.. goin ns today le wor.. msg ya alittle too late... guess tt u
woke up to reply my sms ba.. ahah.. 3am in the mornin... aniway tk care hor....=)
i will make u listen my story when u book out!
slumber man. i was in a blurry stead when i woke up.. haha.. n i had my meal after
tt. i duno if the meal is considered as my lunch or my dinner... =x
den later at nite went for dinner.. wif my family.. im suppose its my supper ba..
haha.. had fish head steamboat at tamp 201.. nice one man.. yummy....=D
headed hm after tt... tml workin at 10.. gota wake up earli.. tml nite goin my
grandma hse for celebration cos my uncle strike 4d.. he givin away money.. haha..
his goin to gif mi 100 bucks!! im a happy girl!! n my dad told mi tt his gonna
transfer mi a hundred buck when we get back frm bkk.. wahaha... im a super
duper happy girl!!! i asked him y he gif mi money... mm.. he nv say anitin leh.. he
onli say.. i gif u.. u mus study harder for next sem... of cos... i say yes.. haha
din noe wat my big bro re busyin wif. i no he is busyin wif his business in the pub
but i haben been engagin in a real conversation wif him for almost 2 mths?? my
gdness... i miss him man...=(
msged him jus now.. askin bout his pub.. n his reply was like a bit heck care mi.. ji
sad yi xia... dun care gonna pop up in his pub on sun nite wif my 2nd bro n dad..
gif him a shock.. haha.. n bug him to serve mi tequila...lol...
workin on sun too... =)
i got so bored at hm tt i started to watch meteor garden 1 again.. haha...
i love my family thou sumtime they got mi on my nerves.. but i love
themmmmmmmmmmmmm......=)
msg to weili: hey boy.. goin ns today le wor.. msg ya alittle too late... guess tt u
woke up to reply my sms ba.. ahah.. 3am in the mornin... aniway tk care hor....=)
i will make u listen my story when u book out!
Friday, October 21, 2005
ali singin...wahahah
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tibits!
k-ing song session at party world chinatown. sing out hearts n lungs out. scream
at the top of our voice when it comes to SHIN... n FIR... nearli cried when we were
singin those sentimental song... move our body to the music when cum to light
hearted n rnb songs.. SUper duPER fun afternnon... its been along time since our
last k-ing song session... HEY ali.. singin was nv fun without u man..=D
headed to town after singing... shoppin!!!!!!!!!!!!!! got myself a anna sui style de
ring... nice=) bought big eye contact .. make my eyes look bigger.. its a new
cosmetics lense in the market now.. bought 3 pairs.. monthly disposable at a price
of 66 bucks.. love it man..=) thou ali say the prev one was nicer.. dun care her=x
wahahha... bought lots of hello kitty sweets for my niece.. cos she loves them.. but
cant find tweety bird de leh..she likes tt oso...
dis is before.. taken kinda long ago... erm 1 blue 1 green... normal colour contact...
mi wif my big eye contact...
got bigger??????????? grey in colour.. ok.. jus ignore my farkin big nose... i wil get a nose job
when ive got the money kkkkkk.....
slackin ard in town... puffin my life away... lol.. deprive from nicotine for nearli a
mth.. n today i puff like nobody's business... HA...
is there a pill call carefree??? eat le can be care free... no nid to feel troubled n feel
happy all
day??????????????
HAPPY BDAY ALOYSIUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAH.....
Thursday, October 20, 2005
its stil kinda earli to slp. n my wardrobe are in a veri bi9 mess. ive 9ot dis bad abit n tts is i wil tk lotsa of time tryin diff clotHes b4 i 9o out .. n i dun put them back in
place . jus dump em in n off i 90.. tts bad isnt it. so tts y my wardrobe r in a veri bi9
mess. =xhaha..
cant stand it animore..so decide to tidy em up.. =D.. n i duno how the hell i got
myslef cut... bleedin non stop thou the cut was small... but it wasnt tt painful..
EeKs..... tks a long time to stop bleedin=(
ok forget bout tt.. yah so clearin up.. n im veri proud of my jacket collection lol.. i
tot i got 9 or 10 pieces.. but i counted n i realised iver got 11 pieces.. think i go
bkksureli wil buy jacket de..=D
show u guys my fav jacket.. ppl in same sch as mi will sureli c mi wear its
everytime...
dis puprle jacket was from ebase.. bought it when i was workin ebase last time.. 15
bucks! hey mind u.. orginal price is 39.90 ... but i reserve it for quite sumtime.. n
bought it as a sales... wahaha... CLEVER MI!
dis is the puma jac i bought=) haben wear b4.. dunno y few days after i boughht
le..i dun reli like it.. mm but aniway its cheaper compared to adidas..69 nia..
desgine kinda boyish rite.. sporty..=p
dis is the jac i bought frm ebase few days ago..saw irene model wear it.. cool yea.. i
like the collar ..its slanted... nice ..love it...49 bucks... 30 % discount so is..mm ard
32 bucks ba,,...
all my jacket..=) hee 11 in total..
tml change plan goin shoppin le!! hahah goin buy heels.. n oso
flipflops..=D...buyin shorts too... =p
im home again today! actuali goin to pei ali for her break. but the weather like
goin to rain..lazy to go =x so i ended up stayin home n acc my niece watch
teletubbies-_-" .. i watched.. barney.. hi5 ..teletubbies wif her.. i stil dun get it y
kids love watchin them its so AwwWw - SO - BORING.....
i slept at 440 am dis mornin n woke up at 2.45 lol. real piggy.. watched the
champion cup or isit champion league?? wif jappy.. lol.. man u vs lillie... isit like
tt spell?? aiyah watever.. was so kan chiong when i watch it.. scare tt man u will
lose.. i will heartache for jappy... lol.. now i noe tt guys can bet in so much money
in soccer.. my gdness... i thnk i wil tk years to work part time n earn tt money they
bet on soccer.. wtf! so tonite dere wil be another match again.. chelsea n man u?
isit? yah .. i think i will watchh cos it wil be even more exciting.. the payin rate are
higher.. 1 to 8! wtf........if u bet 100 bucks n ya win u get 800 bucks..wtf! easy money
yea? but still... dun gamble is the best la.. the more u win.. the greedier u becum...
mmm...
alrite. so tml im goin out wif her. we were wreakin our brian thinkin of where to go...
bugis=sian
town=sian
tamp=sian
sentosa= bad weather
jurong swimin complex= bad weather
wtf... go where...????!!! spore damn freakin small.. my gdy ness... aiyah go
partyworld la.. treat my precious baby ger to sing..dun say i not gd.. lol
aniway read her blog.kinda sad oso. i go bangkok cum back she go malaysia.. sian
lo... i go frm 26 to 31... she go frm 30 to 4... which is goin to be like1 wk plus no t
gonna meet.. den when im off..she got no one to kp... when she off i got no one to
kb..=(
oo i jus received a call frm bird!!! she havin chalet tml nite!! haha.. happy liao..
goin chalet tml nite!!! so yah.. k-ing in the day... bbq-ing in the nite.. steady....=D
i tot of him.. i saw the man u jersey he got for mi.. i rmb him askin mi to wear it. n
both of us wil wear the same jersey. i rmb the smile he showed on his face. i rmb
him callin mi sounding so excited over the couple jersey. my heart bleed once
again. dis is how much i mis him. near 3 mths. the wound r stil fresh. the pain r
stil dere. i mis uuuu.....
goin to rain..lazy to go =x so i ended up stayin home n acc my niece watch
teletubbies-_-" .. i watched.. barney.. hi5 ..teletubbies wif her.. i stil dun get it y
kids love watchin them its so AwwWw - SO - BORING.....
i slept at 440 am dis mornin n woke up at 2.45 lol. real piggy.. watched the
champion cup or isit champion league?? wif jappy.. lol.. man u vs lillie... isit like
tt spell?? aiyah watever.. was so kan chiong when i watch it.. scare tt man u will
lose.. i will heartache for jappy... lol.. now i noe tt guys can bet in so much money
in soccer.. my gdness... i thnk i wil tk years to work part time n earn tt money they
bet on soccer.. wtf! so tonite dere wil be another match again.. chelsea n man u?
isit? yah .. i think i will watchh cos it wil be even more exciting.. the payin rate are
higher.. 1 to 8! wtf........if u bet 100 bucks n ya win u get 800 bucks..wtf! easy money
yea? but still... dun gamble is the best la.. the more u win.. the greedier u becum...
mmm...
alrite. so tml im goin out wif her. we were wreakin our brian thinkin of where to go...
bugis=sian
town=sian
tamp=sian
sentosa= bad weather
jurong swimin complex= bad weather
wtf... go where...????!!! spore damn freakin small.. my gdy ness... aiyah go
partyworld la.. treat my precious baby ger to sing..dun say i not gd.. lol
aniway read her blog.kinda sad oso. i go bangkok cum back she go malaysia.. sian
lo... i go frm 26 to 31... she go frm 30 to 4... which is goin to be like1 wk plus no t
gonna meet.. den when im off..she got no one to kp... when she off i got no one to
kb..=(
oo i jus received a call frm bird!!! she havin chalet tml nite!! haha.. happy liao..
goin chalet tml nite!!! so yah.. k-ing in the day... bbq-ing in the nite.. steady....=D
i tot of him.. i saw the man u jersey he got for mi.. i rmb him askin mi to wear it. n
both of us wil wear the same jersey. i rmb the smile he showed on his face. i rmb
him callin mi sounding so excited over the couple jersey. my heart bleed once
again. dis is how much i mis him. near 3 mths. the wound r stil fresh. the pain r
stil dere. i mis uuuu.....
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
wat a piggy day. i woke up at 1.30 pm. had lunch slack ard. n i fall asleep ard 3 pm again.. the weather was cooling.. a veri nice weather to saty hm n sleep. woke up
at 6 plus and had my dinner.=D
actuali im supposed to meet huixin for dinner n slacking session. but dis girl ar...
she forgot tt shes workin til 9 today..so in the end its cancelled . wil be meeting
her another day.=)
o my dad gave mi 50 bucks. cos he had won money. lol. im so happy! gota save it n
go for shoppin in thai.. lalalalal=D
im fuckin pissed off wif my finger nails. i think they r gettin weaker day by day cos
it dun seems to grow long n it chipped off veri easily.. sad=( think i haben been
letting them rest n breathin in new air. suffocatin them wif layers n layers of nail
polish....=x
i hate ppl to msg mi in friendster n keep askin mi to intro. dun dey fuckin
understand tt the profile r there for them to read? jus fucked off la.. irritatin
bunch of retards.
hey tts mi k... if ya think tt im rude or wat jus fuckin go off n dunch read ma'
bloggie...=p
watched american next top model ytd. i love naima.. her mohawk hairstyle ish
damn cool k.. she got into the top 3!! addafiq told mi tt naima will win... mm...
shes so pretty lo.. her poses n all her shoots r damn nice.. her dance moves are
great too! i like another ger..brittney.. but haiz..she kena kicked out leh.. i love her
character.. outgoing..wild.. friendly..fun n yet serious at time.. her shoots were all
veri sexy ...WoooOO... tyra oso veri cool... i got a shock out of my like when janice
dickinson n her were tryin to show the models how to pr0traits out passion.. dey
jus smooch...-_-" my gawd......lol... cant wait for the next epidsode...=D
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
2nd entry of the day. all of a sudden im missing PRSS. its been almost a year since i had left prss. a place where i had studied there for 4 years. somewhere which
allows mi to experience the ups n downs in life. happiness n sorrow. ive met frens
tt made a great impact in my life. n ive met frens tt r jus a passerby . thru out dis 4
years, its shldnt counted as a very long period of time ba.
sec 1 im stil tryin to figure out n gettin use to the secodary sch life. without the
normal que-ing up i had in pri sch. the first day of sch i had made quite a number
of frens. the first fren i had made----weiling. i rmb veri clearly how we striked up a
conversation. shes a veri jovial ger.. n i reli enjoy talkin to her. but as we grew up
she sum sort of change and becum more quiet. she kept things to herself n
sumhow i find it more diff to noe her. we got in the same cca. played the same
instrument. under the same section. lucky we got smthbin common if not i think
both of us wont be tt close. we r the first batch of pipa. started off wif mi.hui
xian ..weiling..jie ying..doreen.5 of us.den we got our 2nd batch of junior.. emily .
carmen. april. den the 3rd batch.. lilian ..huirong.. den the 4th batch... more n
more.. its not a easy instrument.. n yet its not diff too. its all bout practicing. but
we r lazy la.so olwaz kena nag by our conductor... DING dong dong! the nick we
gave her... aka ding xiao yan la.=x
4 yrs sec sch life.. 4 years chinese orchestra. 1 n a half yr chinese electronic
project. the period when im juggling between CO N CE.. competition of SYF n chi
electronice proj. 1 week... 3 days of practicing for co... n rest of the days for ce
proj. trapped in commerce rm for practise.. n lab for project. thou its was tiring
but it becum fun n exciting wif those frens goin thru wif u. efforst made r paid off..
SYF gold. CE competition...champion. the taste of victory is always sweet. n that
makes all those practicing at tecc..commerce rm..sch hall.. n all those chiongiing
project at the lab til late nite a veri unforgetable n memorable part of sec life.
not forgettin those days studyin in the hall.. n oso the separation of classes into
diff band. those teachers tt were willing to spend all of their time teachin n
guiding us. goin thru all the papers by diff sch.. encourage us not to gif up. scoldin
us to buck up. the nick name our class ve got..
imis 4e2.. i mis pipa.. i mis ce chalet.. i mis mrs chua*my mummy teacher* i miss
mr teo.. aka ji dong teacher.=x.. the king mr neo.. mrs sum ..mrs tan.. mrs lim ...
i mis tose days sneakin out n playin in snooker rm...mr tan wil tea us how to hold
the cue.. how to pocket the balls... i mis mr OW=X ahaha.. i rmb him makin mi
stand in front during mornin assembly.. i rmb him makin mi cut my long nails.. i
rmb him confiscatin my hp!..
i jus mis PRSS. pride n responsiblity. im sad that prss r moving out. i wil mis tt
9reen n yellow colour buildin. i miss my class rm..wif all our vandalism..
I JUS MIS U!
ok so i met ali today. tt bitch cum my hse today lol. she acc mi for my dental appt
den came my hm. 1 gd news. i got my pay!=D . fuck it. dey deduct part of it for cpf.
by rite i shld get ard 550 bucks but i ended up gettin ard 450. shit it. i got dis amt
jus by workin for 1 week n 3 days.=D lol. im waitin for my pay slip to c wat dey
deduct.better dun eat my money.
so both of us were slackin in my rm the whole day. playin comp. nua-ing. eating. n
playin wif my chubby cutie niece .lol. showed her my fotos taken when i was a
little girl .haha=x. n sum of my fugly pics lol. both of us lied on my bed. started to
reminicsing the past again. how we wish we reli treasured n seize the chance in
the past so tt we can keep our loved ones.haiz. its all in the past. holdin on to the
memory is all we can do. misses put in our heart.=) as usual...foto takin tooo...
haha my face was not to be seen. was hidin in my pillow slpin ...muahahah=x
so we jus slack our day away lazing ard. nthin exciting jus a plain n simple boring.
but i guess sum time jus laze ard in a frens hse is oso quite a nice hobby...=) aint
it? lol... 2 bitches plus 1 baby..haha=x
den came my hm. 1 gd news. i got my pay!=D . fuck it. dey deduct part of it for cpf.
by rite i shld get ard 550 bucks but i ended up gettin ard 450. shit it. i got dis amt
jus by workin for 1 week n 3 days.=D lol. im waitin for my pay slip to c wat dey
deduct.better dun eat my money.
so both of us were slackin in my rm the whole day. playin comp. nua-ing. eating. n
playin wif my chubby cutie niece .lol. showed her my fotos taken when i was a
little girl .haha=x. n sum of my fugly pics lol. both of us lied on my bed. started to
reminicsing the past again. how we wish we reli treasured n seize the chance in
the past so tt we can keep our loved ones.haiz. its all in the past. holdin on to the
memory is all we can do. misses put in our heart.=) as usual...foto takin tooo...
haha my face was not to be seen. was hidin in my pillow slpin ...muahahah=x
so we jus slack our day away lazing ard. nthin exciting jus a plain n simple boring.
but i guess sum time jus laze ard in a frens hse is oso quite a nice hobby...=) aint
it? lol... 2 bitches plus 1 baby..haha=x
Monday, October 17, 2005
i went to ppls park wif my parents today. was decidin wether to go bangkok.taiwan..hk.. or china. china of cos i wont go except for shanghai. we tried
to bk for hk n taiwan but it was all fully bk. so we were left wif bangkok.my mum n
i were so freakin happy . the agency had left 7 vacanies onli. so my dad jus faster
bked it. wil be goin bangkok n pattaya. 6 days!!!!! 26oct to 31 oct.im
glad tt joanna was alrite tt i couldnt work for the suntec rdshow .aniway i wil be
workin both of this comin weekend. n wil start work when i got back frm
bangkok.=D
my mum n i were so excited tt we olreadi start to think of wat to bring there.. wat
clothes to wear..wat to buy.. kekeke..=D.. my parents r payin for my tic.. for all my
expenses there. but im forkin out bout 200 bucks for my own additional shoppin.
goin to go dere shop til drop n oso to go spore airport shop lol.
after tt we went to tm n csq. for more shoppin! i bought jacket again! wtf. the 10th
jacket to my collection. dis time its frm ebase n bought another top frm there
too.heex. irene coreen n belle workin. gosh its been a long time since i saw belle.
she becum pretty le. mis her man=D... den we went to starhub. my dad wanna
change his hp.. so he bpought a siemen phone i forgot its wat model. but its damn
gd ...mp3 camera..blah blah blah.. stil can change memory card.. recontract 168
bucks.. woops.. my dad seldom buy so ex de.he onli look for $0 de fone.. think he
kai qiao liao. lol.. den i was lookin ard.. complainin n whinin tt i wanna change a
fone too. but i onli lik e nokia 7610 thou its out for quite sumtime but starthub
dun hab leh. so i jus reconract n get a $0 fone. n gave it to my mum. i love my
current fone alot dun feel like changin it aniway. so i got a new plan. powervalue
100 student plan. gd man. al day incomin call feee..1100sms free..100 min outgoin
call... alot beter den the 4oo free sms 80 min outgoin im havin now... n the plan
cost onli 25 bucks.. wtf.. my bill recent is all ard 80 or 90 bucks.. guess it can help
mi save alot naggin frm my mum=x..
met huixin after tt.. she passin mi my belated bdae present. had a great time
chatin wif her. guess wat she got mi??? LEVIS VOUCHER!!!!40 BUCKS!. im glad
man.. thanks lot ger... so i bought a levis jeans there.. cost 149.50 bucks. n my dad
paid for the balance 99.50 bucks! im so glad man.. haha. first he pay the air tic
follow by all the expenses. n now a levis jeans????? thanks man!=p
im a happy happy girl.=D
i woke up frm a dream dis mornin. i duno if i shld be happy or not. but sumhow i
jus hope my dream is a reality.cos i saw him in my dream. i guess i wil stop tryin
to get him out of my mind. jus let nature tk its course. i miss simon..=)
wah got diney land leh!! but fully bk le=(
im goin for dis!!! wahahah..=D
my mummy n my daddy!!!! loveli couple tkin pics in the lift lol
on the car~~~
outside my hse!!!
mi n mummy!! on the car..lol..my head pop out frm no where...=x
fuck tt pimple__
boo... im sick of my hairstyle... lazy to style.... tmd.. go thailand mu sbuy alot of cap... haha=x
ok.. so mani zi lian foto.. watever tts mi..muyahaha.. daddy gettin mi a digi cam soon..lol.. GREAT!
Sunday, October 16, 2005
so i went to work today. new ger came. serene.a nice ger who learns things fast =) yvette was late today at first i tot she wont cum ..gave mi a shock. if she nv cum i
can jus die there.lol. saturday was so freakin crowded! everyone was so kan si lang
busy. but the 3 cashiers.. mi yvette n serene were sitting dere shakin leg. lol. but
after a while we got real busy. so mani pay ment!!! before we open shop there are
already lots off ppl queing up. kiasuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.... the que nv stop b4..
frm 10 to 7 plus. busy. but the time past veri fast. work ot ..extra 1.5 hr. haha.
meanin a little bit more $$$$.=D
actualli tml goin shENg tao sa wif ali tml. but then last min im goin out. i dun reli
dare to tell her..later she kan mi upside down. but heng shee sms mi n said tt she
wil be workin 6.so jus nice lol. not goin to be beachy girl animor. i may be out of
spore for a few days. goin for vacation. a great opp for mi to unwhine n oso to sort
out sum of my tots. great shoppin too. may be goin taiwan or thailand. but not
confirm yet. if im goin i wont be workin for the 10 days rdshow. but i think its
alrite. work can put aside. but vacation doesnt cum by so easily. n its been ages
since i step 0ut of spore.. except for goin malaysia.
actuali i would reli like to go back taiwan.i mis the place. my most precious
childhood memories . the 2 yrs dere had allowed mi to make lots of frens.i stil rmb
i learn my ballet dere=).. i went to mani places ..tried mani food.. played mani
games.. n oso went for several performances too. i got to play wif snow.. i got to
spend the 4 seasons dere.. i got to learn n do alot of things dere...=D go thailand
oso gd. crazy shoppin. i had alreadi decide to tk out my pay n spend it on shoppin
if i go dere. i dun care if i wil go broke. when i broke den say....=x
but i jus hope tml the air tic wil be booked. pls dun last min put mi aeroplane.i wil
be damn fuckin pissed. argh..
i nearli got knocked down by a van when i am crossin the rd. tt fuckin van drove so
fast. heng ar. my life are not fated to end there . if not u all wont be rreadin my
blog but attendin my songka instead .lol. lesson learnt. dun jay-walked when u
saw a van cumin on ur way.=x
im stil feelin quite bad about it. but as i said. if we r fated to be togther..we will.
it anohter week end again.. ive started to think. is he back to the main land?.. n i
keep hearin his voice sayin... wo hen mang.....
im struggling btw the past n the present.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
guess tt ive follow sumone else footstep. becum a total bitch instead of bastard tt broke sumones heart. karma wil befall mi. i tot i can forget. i gave it a try. i like
him. but i love simon more. thus i end up in a total mess. i feel guilt n sadness
instead of happiness. shit. the more i say the more im contradictin myself. guys
stay away frm mi. dun ask mi wat happen. ive say wat i wanna say.
get her her favs bacardi breeze n vodka she wil be greatful. she nids them.
thanks to ali n jap kia. ali---ur the first i tot of whenever im upset n nv fails to
cheer mi up n gif gd advise
jap kia =zi jie --- nv fails to cheer mi up n make mi luff.=) oei..got into bze jus go
study n get tt fuckin diploma la. so old liao stil dun get a dip u can go eat grass
liao.=x
Friday, October 14, 2005
qian yan wan yu jing zai bu yan zhong.fuck.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
din noe thinks wil happen so fast. din noe my heart will beat so fast for him. din noe his heart wil beat so fast for mi too. was smiling frm ear to ear ytd nite. think
my mouth gonna cramp=x. i haven had dis kinda feelin for a long wihle. ever since
the break up btw mi n simon i wasnt happy at all. life jus sux . ever since i noe
him. things started to change a little. thou our aquitance wasnt long but i found
myself lookin forward for his msges. haha. at least now im walkin out frm the
past.
lookin forward togther wif another him n tts wayne...=)
this time promises are made. i hope i wont be left heart broken again.
meetin my boi later. muahaha. but i stil got meet ali after tt. i wont aeroplane her
de la. i nottt zhong se lo.. lol. wil be hangin ard tamp ba. lazy go town. im sick of
goin town. haha. think tml wont be goin to colour hair ba. maybe goin out wif my
boi. =D muahahah.. happy.. haven had dis kinda feelings for a freaking long
time...... lalala
my boiiiiiiiiiiiii......................n ....BB!!! cute sia.. i mean the bb.. lol..
wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne wayne
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
got to noe sumone recentli. jus noe not long ago. but the feelin he gave mi was veri comfortable. i duno if we can work things out. cos i seldom hab dis kinda feelin for
ppl. 2 yrs older than mi. guess tt all start frm frens n noe each other more wil be
btter...=)
tml will be meetin ali for our slackin session at starbucky. its been quite a long
time le. i nid warm choco to get a life.lol.
sumtin to rejoice about. i had deleted his msg. those lyrics tt he send mi. those
sweet talks he gave mi. those which were once my motivation for mi to move on
when i mis him. i had deleted it. the moment he hang my fone . its over.
leaving it all behind. no tears no time to cry .makin the most of live. cos dis my
life. no stress no fear. im leavin it all behind.
quite true. i heard dis in a song by mariah carey. --- its like tt
listen to my bg music ba=D
Ja Rule - Clap Back
Provided by VideoCodes4U.com
ooo ah boon love dis song.. dedicated to her de=) ger ar... rmb yu hou hui you cai
hong=D
was hm whole today. slept til 1 n woke up. cook my lunch but din finished eatin.
dun feel lik eeatin. haha. sian. casper msged mi tot i mia . cos i din contact
him.lol. im not playin mia-ing game dun wory man.
i wanna workn man. stayin hm are bored but i dun wanna go shoppin . can go
broke if i keep on shoppin.
weather was fuckin hot. i can sweat even when i was in my rm n the power of the
fan was up to the max. arghh.... y spore r near to the equator!!!!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i woke up ard 1.30 in the afternoon. was slackin ard after tt headed to town. gona hand in my time sheet so i can get my pay after 5 freakin long days.lol. saw selene
n frens when i were at tower A ngee ann city. she oso handin in time sheet . she
worked as canned tuna promoter 6 per hr plus commision-_-" haha. mm... so
handed in my time sheet to therenia .alot ppl sia. think interviewing ba. sum were
there to hand in time sheet too. =D
walked pass puma shop. i got crazie.lots of nice jacket there. had a veri hard time
decidin which to buy. think i stay in the shop for more than half an hr. i tried 7
diff style. all veri nice. tmd headache. in the end i bought a limited edition . love
it. 69 bucks nia so cheap. their most ex one onli cost 99 bucks. cheaper compared
to adidas. i seldom c ppl wearing puma. go where oso see adidas . gettin common
thou their jacket r ex . unless its those like adidas orginals . y aint they launchin
thier old sch jacket again.. haiz...
i saw daniel n his fren today. was walkin towards heeren when he suddenli stand
beside mi. i got a shock.haha.. den we tok n tok. mm. after tt we separated n i
headed to adidas. saw a jacket there. red colour . velvet material. damn nice. 139
bucks.i wil get tt when i got my pay. muahahah..... crazy over jackets. 9 jackets in
my collection now. =D..
meet my mum to had dinner at coffeshop togther wif my baby niece. my mum saw
the jacket. n she said.." u buy again ar... think u can open shop sell jacket..." -_-""
haha.. my mum is so humourous..lol..
not workin tml. wil be stayin hm do sum revision for my eng. retakin it on 9 nov.
mm..kinda worry lehh....
Monday, October 10, 2005
first day of work at cuppage. reach dere earli. was waiting alone thou i saw quite a few promoters there too. mm duno them n i was kinda shy oso. so jus waited alone
dere. but after awhile i walk towards them n ask. so sort of make fren ba.
colleagues r all veri nice n veri fast we tok quite alot haha. there were quite a
number of part timers for the rdshow. think got bout 12 of us? 3 of us mi..yvette n
reine were cashiers. the others were those tt help to fil in application forms n
explian those plans n hp to the customers.
the cashiers were veri relaz at first. haha. 3 of us were busy chit chattin while the
rest were like busy like hell serving customers lol. n ken keep complain... ''eh ni
men hen shuang hor... keep tokin..'' wahahahha=x tt ken said i look like maley...
#$%^&* alot customers after lunch time. was busy. n that fuckin mouse n scanin
machine spoilt. we got to type out the barcode n its damn fuckin long wif those
archipala alphabets n numbers... i say out the numbers n yvette type out..
machiam reporting 4D numbers -_-"
went to buy lunch wif reine.. hee bought mos burger tabao back to pantry n eat.
reine was quite a nice ger.. heex.. dun c her so si wen she oso beo yd de sia! lol.
both of us were sittin at the cashier place den got dis ydk walk in. both of us notice
him. i was thinkiin wether i should tel her bout tt ydk. n she was tinkin wether to
tell mi oso. den suddenli she asked.. ''eh ni you mei you kan dao na ge nan de... "
wahah.. i was like.. "' YOU!! HEN SHUAI HOR!!! n she goes.." YALOR YA LOR"
HAHA.. both of us started luffin.. wahaha...
end work ard 8 plus today.. keep dilly dally cos couldnt telly thiose stocks argh....
got work ot today.. but 1 hr onli.. ot 10.50 bucks per hr leh..lol nott bad ar.. think
the 10 days rdshow sure ho seh... wahaha.. can earn til siao.. lalal
after work today mi n reine went shoppin .. actuali we clique quite well la. shes 20
studin in ntu.. =) her first impression of mi was fierce-_-" watever....she noes im
freinli after tt haha.. went to far east den adidas original. i tried the jumpers i like
but too bad it dun looks gd on mi.the collar looks a bit funni leh=( after tt we
headed hm.. heex.. wil be workin next sat but i tink i wil request work both sat n
sun ... heex=) tml gonna go town hand in time sheet... MONEY=X!!!
now i think back. i think his reli irresponsible. many ppl say his not worth it. now
im slowli began to think tt dey r right.
gotta thanks ali n zi jie for cheering mi up=) thanks lot...=)
Sunday, October 09, 2005
out to town today. sentosa trip cancelled. saw alot ppl . ai chuan. cass. xiao min. xy. serene n xiao serene. kinda enjoyed. shop n shop. took lotsa pics. went to
watch fashion show. spore jewel fest 2005.=D
we were so tired. sat down outside ngee ann city. i was troubled the whole day.
shld i call n clarify things. i wan to noe. i may not get an answer frm him. but i wan
to c how he defend himself. finaly i picked up courage i called using ali's fone. it
took quite a while for him to answer.
him: hello
mi : hello.. ni zhi dao wo shi shui ma. * trmbling*
he noe its mi.. but stil...
him: shui?
i had nv hear him in this tone b4.. so soft but can hear he got a bit shock
mi: wo shi angel...
wei she me... ni wei she me zhe yang
him: wo hen mang.. deng yi xia call ni..
mi: wei she me..
him: wo you dong xi yao zuo.
-kup-
all the while i sounds calm n soft. in my heart im not.
my world collaspe at tt moment. i broke down cryin. i took the courage to call to
find out. to gif him a chance to defend himself. he choose to run. choose to avoid.
he dun even wan to defend himself. he dun bother to.
i msg him.. '' i noe u wont call. all dis while its unfair to mi. i jus wan to noe why.
can u pls tell me...'' i waited.. no reply.... dis is the last msg im goin to send him...''
i noe i wont ge an answer frm u. but jus wish u wil be happy. tk care."
the feeling sux. im struggling inside. my heart is stil beedin. but its alreadi dead.
it took mi quite awhile to realise tt i have been living in the past. i shld move on.
the ache n the scar is dere. time wont make it heal. but time will allows mi to get
use to it. i nid time to get use to it n face the reality. everyting btw us is over.
totally over. i wont forget him. those happy memories wil stil stay. but it will be
harder for mi to get in rs again. i lost trust. lost confidence.
was feeling down. but thanks to ger for being dere for mi. thanks. we went play
pool. tts the onli way i wan to vent out my frustration.
heex
mi n ger...
mi n cassie...
my 2nd in charge at stc ebase...
cass n ali!!!
XIAo ChUAN chuAN n MI...!!!!
ai ChUAN N ali ZI lian!
mi n serENE.. my supervisor at csq missha...
xY N AngEl....
we saw ghost outside cine... !
i will move on...
Saturday, October 08, 2005
finaly he answered my call. we made things cleared. i got the reason. he say im attitude. the problem lies wif mi. im heart broken. did i? or was it jus a reason tt
he had made up wif. at tt time i was already heartbroken. i tried to sound calm
over the fone. but my tears were flooding. itried to sound tt im alrite.but in fact im
not. i asked if i can stil msg or call him. a cold reply. no. i ask if we stil can be fren.
glad to hear tt yes. but a fren tt u cant contact. wat is dis tel mi. i was so heart
broken. i cried. kept on cryin non stop . n i woke up. i t was a dream. no. it
nightmare. when i awoke frm dis nightmare i was stil crying. jus cant stop but was
relieved tt it was a nightmare. it was 6 am in the mornin. n i cried til i fall asleep
again.
was late for work. thanks god . my dad fetch mi to work so i stil make it on time.i
reach my work place half an hr earlier sumore. =p today is the last day at office..
kinda erm sad but quite happy oso. haha. sad cos i wil mis my colleagues. happy
cos i no nid wake up so earli. dis mornin alot breakfast in the mornin lol. joyce
bought bread. meiling bought cake n egg tart. janet bought curry puff. wahh...
haha... heavy breakfast.lol. work work work . do scannin frm mornin til afternoon.
den do update of plan. after tt filing . den jo went off to cuppage for work. so i
helpn her clear her files n arrange them niceli. last day of work do til sui sui for
her la. =D work was so funni today. haha. colleagues r all damn gd joker lol.. sibeh
funni ar!!! i luff til peng.. bth...
i wore the bubble skirt today!!! wahah.. janet dey all like the skirt seh... when i
told them 8 bucks they gone crazy... meiling wanna go buy..lol!!!
next week made an appt for colour n highlight at toni n guy acad.. oso goin to
hand in time sheet. =D money!!!!=D~ tml goin out wif ali. sian belle n lindy no go
wor..mis them man.... aWwWWwW......
i cant wait to get my payyyy....oh yah i forgot.. i got to thanks one person. he is my
SILENT SUPPORTER... haha.. everyday sms mi... no onli mi.. sms my dad oso lol..
hahathanks for ur msg service yea?? waha... he claims to be a handsome air force
clerk... mm well.. i got nth to say lol.. he claims to be nicholas cage.. commonli
known as cagey... n he isssssssssssssssssssssss..............
NICHOLAS THAM!!!!! muahaha.. i mis uuuu....... when wil u be
free?????????? ask
mi out! or rather date mi!!! eh i ur gf leh.. nb.. nv ask mi out..wahahahahha=x
oo.. i found put smth about tt yd guy in my office. TA SHI NIANG
NIANG
QIANG!!!!!-_-"
MAJOR TURN OFF... wtf!!!!!!! he toks liek a niang de....... wasted. handsome
features gu niang character.. bth. eeks.=x
wanna tk a look of my p5 foto?????????? so damn cute k... hahahah it took mi alot
of courage to post it out. well.cute n nice foto mus share..haha
when i was 11 yrs old
tt time fashion center parting lol.. dun luff hor nice hair hor.. ahha
when i was 16 yrs old
at mos.. haha..
when i was 17 ... nOW!
tml goin be yang guang nu hai wif tt char bor=D
Friday, October 07, 2005
work was arlite today. lazy to elaborate. jsu tt we got fire drill today. funny things happen. luff my ass off. joyce was nice. treat mi eat chocolate n gave mi a hp
accessory=) joanna was veri nice.. din scold mi but explain niceli to mi when i
made mistake. amanda n janet was forever so friendli. mei ling was cute.=D
enjoyable but tiring work.
met ali after work. i took the wrong train n end up at dover. so i changed the
traing n met her at bugis. went round shoppin n slackin. had dinner at pasta
mania. went bugis street shoppin. bought a bubble skirt . 8 bucks. simpli love it.
gonna wear it for work tml.=D den shop shop again. went to liang seah st for
dessert. not veri nice thou. think the china town one nicer. i had sesame paste. ali
had grass jelly wif peach.=D~
anione intereste din workin part time rdshow?????
its a major rdshow. for mobile.max online n cable tv as well.
venue: suntec city
date: 25 oct to 4 nov (ten days)
time: 10 to 7 pm( dis i not very sure to be confirmed)
pay: 7 per hr
but u gota go for training b4 the roadshow. the training wil be at bouna vista AOS
BUILDING (STARHUB) for a few days b4 the rdshow start. dun wori. its simple
job u jus work office hr durin the traing .9 to 6. do scannin of manual tax invoice.
filing etc. U R PAID FOR THE TRAING AS WELL. 7 BUCKS PER HR.
interested pls contact aaron at 67357194 before the rdshow start. gonna be fast . if not u cant get the job. rmb to tell him u wan work for starhub
rdshow n say u wan go for the training. =D
im workin. c u guys there=D
Thursday, October 06, 2005
8 big files. mani mani mani stacks of application forms n upgrade forms. gota sort out this 2 forms. arrange it according to date. name all in alphabetical order.
wah i do til siao. alot leh. scanning manual tax invoices. alot alot. few stacks of it.
i took about 3 -4 hrs to complete the first part of scanin. but i stil left sum cant
finish. but joanna always let mi go off on time. she says its alrite.hahaha...=D was
veri veri veri sleepy.. gosh..i slept kinda earli ytd.. cant stand it.. sleepy..
yawNNnNN...
as usual dis mornin i reach the bouna vista taxi stand waitin for the chartered
bus. got on the bus but then i din saw tt cute office guy leh.. sadded.. ytd we took
the same bus. haha. we were frm the same office la. direct sales department. den
of cos is the same level.so ytd we took the same bus.. the same lift. lol. he den
when we reach 7th floor. he got out first.. den he go open the door fo mi to go in
wor!!!!!! den i accidentali bumped onto him.. ACCIDNETALI HOR
NOT
PUPROSELI...lol.. he ish so damn cute! muahahah...=x sadded.. fri wil be my last
day workin at the office cant c him liao..sian diao.. =x.. will be runnin rdshow on
following week days n week end.. dis sun at cuppage.. next week end at cuppage.. i
not sure if weekdays got not.. but jus hope there will be=)
CHOO HUEY WEN i haven been seeing u for 67467973645 years. pls tk out sum
time for mi! lol... I MISSSSSSSSSSS UUUUUUUUUU...=X
tml wil be workin.. i wan go out at nite!!!! after work!! hu wan date mi!!!! lol.. pls
gif mi a call.. sms mi... msg mi.. tag mi.. or watever shit b4 12 am! thanks. =p
my neighbours cant recognise mi .i duno y. i was at the voideck jus now. wif my
niece n my mum. n one of my neighbour saw.. so she was tokin to my mum n i was
playin wif my niece. den she asked my mum...
neighbour A: ur grand daughter veri cute hor... her mother oso veri pretty leh
*i over heard.. n my face was ----> -_-" mother? mi?*
mum: huh .. which mother?
neighbour A: noh.. the one playin wif her lo..
mum: noooooooooooooo la.. tt one my daughter la.. last time u olwaz c her in sch
u de...
neighbour A: huh.. reli ar.. she change alot hor.. becum so pretty le wor...*lookin
at mi*
i was ... er.. forcing myself to smile... -_-"
my neighbour kept on lookin at mi wif her jaw dropped open n keep sayin.. she
change alot ar... but she got say i pretty so i forgive her..lol=x
den dis mornin another neighbour saw mi... he was livin next next door.. i saw
him so i greet him gd mornin n he say..
neighbour B: wahhhhhhhhhh.. XIAO MEI! ni bian hen duo leh.. uncle wo cha yi
dian bu ren de ni....
mi: -_-" er... haha.. er.. byebye
den i faster walk off...
wat happen!!!! last time like tt .. now oso like tt..lol
i wanna buy naval stud leh.. haben been changiing my naval stud .. i got a dragon
fly naval stud frm BV but felt kinda uncomfortable wearing it. so i wore back the
naval stud i had. wanted to get the swarovski naval stud. sphere shape de. freakin
nice. but hundred over dollar! arrrrrrrr.... lol watever... lets see .. got my pay first
lol
before work!!!!
i kinda like dis pic.. haha.. o yah i love my mirror too!!! special yea? bought it at ikea.. hehe
i look so damn shag.. n can u spot tt fuckin pimple on my face????!!!! freak!! pimply infested face!!! they love mi alot recenlt.. keep stickin on to my face... fan si ren!
i wanna buy big eye contact when i got my pay!!!! make my fuckin small eyes bigger pls!!!!!
i wan eat geylang de dou jiang you tiao~~~~~~~~~~~
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
my feeling today was totali messed up. not cos of my job. but cos of him. again.
him. for dis past few mths i cant get over him. ah cat aka retard cat* i cant
disclose the name. if not he wil be in big trouble* help mi found out where he live.
thou i noe tt he stayin tt area. but i duno wat exactli is the add. cos i nv go his hse
b4. the whole day i was thinkin. shld i go n find him? shld i demand an
explanation for him. but jus as wat zi jie said. even if i go he wil anihow find a
reason to entertain mi. wil i ever get a truthful answer frm him? zi jie said.. forget
n let the happy memories stay wif u.
i wonder how is he. i nv seen him for bout 2 mth plus. i nv hear frm him for quite
along time. i tried to call to sms. but he choose to ignore. he would rather answer
an unknown number frm my fren rather than a number he noe.y is dis so.?i asked
myself hundred over times but i dun seems to get an answer. y would things turn
out dis way? everyting is fine btw us. no argument no quarrels no third party. or is
there a third party n i dun even realised it? is it her? u say theres nth btw u 2 n
whenever she called or msg u .. u told mi bout it. i trusted u. i dun wan to do
guessing,i jus wanna noe the truth frm u. even if the truth wil hurt mi.. i rather u
hurt mi tt way instead of this . im tired of playin missing game.
wat shld i do? go find him? or forget bout him? sms him his add n gif him the
shock of his life n maybe he will sms or call mi askin how the hell i got his add?
wait at his blk whole day til i c him comin back frm training? leave the tings frm
him at his hse on a weekday.. so tt when he bk out n came back on weekend he will
c it.. n he wil call n ask mi ? how? wat shld i do. tell mi.
im tired. physically tired. mentally drained.
him. for dis past few mths i cant get over him. ah cat aka retard cat* i cant
disclose the name. if not he wil be in big trouble* help mi found out where he live.
thou i noe tt he stayin tt area. but i duno wat exactli is the add. cos i nv go his hse
b4. the whole day i was thinkin. shld i go n find him? shld i demand an
explanation for him. but jus as wat zi jie said. even if i go he wil anihow find a
reason to entertain mi. wil i ever get a truthful answer frm him? zi jie said.. forget
n let the happy memories stay wif u.
i wonder how is he. i nv seen him for bout 2 mth plus. i nv hear frm him for quite
along time. i tried to call to sms. but he choose to ignore. he would rather answer
an unknown number frm my fren rather than a number he noe.y is dis so.?i asked
myself hundred over times but i dun seems to get an answer. y would things turn
out dis way? everyting is fine btw us. no argument no quarrels no third party. or is
there a third party n i dun even realised it? is it her? u say theres nth btw u 2 n
whenever she called or msg u .. u told mi bout it. i trusted u. i dun wan to do
guessing,i jus wanna noe the truth frm u. even if the truth wil hurt mi.. i rather u
hurt mi tt way instead of this . im tired of playin missing game.
wat shld i do? go find him? or forget bout him? sms him his add n gif him the
shock of his life n maybe he will sms or call mi askin how the hell i got his add?
wait at his blk whole day til i c him comin back frm training? leave the tings frm
him at his hse on a weekday.. so tt when he bk out n came back on weekend he will
c it.. n he wil call n ask mi ? how? wat shld i do. tell mi.
im tired. physically tired. mentally drained.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
dad send mi to work today. he droppen mi off at the bona vista mrt station de taxi stand. so i sat there for almost half an hr to wait for chartered bus to go to
starhub. was readin story bk n listenin to flava. nice=) reach office earli. 8.30 so
slack ard. n start work at 9. alot work to do. lots of scanin,. but i quite like it. jus tt
my back wil ache cos of tt fuckin old injury tt i had since sec 1.
time pass real fast. my dad picked mi up frm work. so gd hor. on the way ma. n i
hate tkin train durin peak hr. so squeezy. shit. sweaty. smelly. awWwW.. pui!=x
got hm.. got my bro to do the mp3 prog installation for mi. faster eat my dinner le.
off i go to teach tution. was kinda alrite today . jus tt mi n my student both r kinda
sleepy lol. so i cracked sum jokes n strated teasing him. askin him if he got gf.
wahahaha.. he got gf leh!!! shes a p5 girl.. wahahah.. den he becum so damn shy tt
he duno how to do the maths qn i gave him ..lol..sibeh ke ai.. haha
after tut..got hm.. tired.. shagged... arghhh... my bro start teasing mi say i got bf..
no pls. -_-"
im not ready to haf bf. cos he is all i wan. i cant get over him. i miss him so damn
much. i wonder how is he. jus hope tt one day he wil contact mi back. as a fren? as
a bro? i dun mind. as long as i can c him again. as long as i can tok to him again.
as long as we r sumhow connected. i dun mind. dis is how much i love him.
i mis u . tts all i can say.
Monday, October 03, 2005
when to pass casper his present in the evenin. think he got a shock to c mi appearin front of him lol. hope he wil like the present. its his fav liquor.lol.
i bk an appt wif erdwin le. his stil the onli haristylist i can ever trust lol. appt
at 7. got there earli.so the shampoo girl wash my hair. the same shampoo girl i go
the other time. lol. theresa. she say i look farmiliar den i told her tt time she
oso wash my hair ,. n she was like o yah. she say when erdwin told her to wash my
hair she a bit scare cos she say i look veri fierce-_-" where got i so friendli. haha
mm.. chat wif her.. den erdwin cum do my hair. i leave my hair in his hand liao. let
him do watever he wan. jus told him tt wanna keep the length but a diff style. he
tot im in make up line cos he say my make up do til v nice. wahah.im floating. ok.
yah. tts not the main point. the main point is i like my new hairstyle. its so cool.
n i love it. haha.. there was no one time tt im not satisfy wif his hair cut skills.
im reli satisfy wif dis hair now. i think tml my colleague wil got a shock lol.
so when i reach hm jus now received a call frm casper wantin mi to come down to my hse later n collect bdae present. a belated one.-_-" mm.. yah alrite.. so he came n we chatted.duno wat he got for mi. but wheni reach hm i got a shock.
niceli wrapped up.. mm dunoe wat is it..
mp3!!!!! 1gb!! samsung!!! my GAWD!!!! the warranty card is wif casper n he ask mi to checki f its alirte he help mi send thecard.. how totful sia! ... gan dong~~~
Sunday, October 02, 2005
I am Gackt's quasi red look!
Which Gackt hairstyle are you most like?
yet another crazy Gackt quiz
by
mcvarmazi