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Thursday, March 31, 2005
haha guess wheream i now?? was havin my lunch break at the food juntion n dey had internet kiosk here so was thinkin of spendin the rest of my 30min bloggin here n browsin thru my friendster..my comp at hm kena virus ..arghh..angry ..so everytime use till half way it will either auto restart orjus hang dere..nb,..sibeh pek chek.. the comp here was kinda fast but den the chair too high liao ..sit le a bit not comfortable haha...=x.. mm..today work was kinda busy cos got alot stock cum in nid to pack them dispaly them n oso to telly stock...alot new nail polish colour n oso quite alot of new products n new series..hehehe...
went to rent 2 chi story bk..those ai qing xiao shou lo...haha... v the romantic ..jus like how those stories end..wif a happyendin... those similar old grandma story ba..ex like the coupleat first dun like each other den quarrel here n dere/...slowli fall for one another...i like u u like mi den happy family! hahah..okok lame lame lame..but i jus love it man ..sumhow hope tt i will be like them haha..siao.. ahappy wif my life now la no nid to add another person n mess up my life man..=)
tml ish OFF DAY!goin to town n oso to go reg for sum coursesyea....mention in my prev blog le rite...kba.. stillgot wat else to blog leh..not much le ba.. sian my work place dun had much yd leh..haiz..haha the perfumepromoterat level 1not bad..very yoyotype the hair oso v stylo milo,..hahah..mm den the guy workin at supercutpsp v jap but i think he in his late 20 le ba..too bad..mm..aiuah cc won die..kekek...onli can c canot be boi fren...=x

8more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 30, 2005
dreamt of sera ytd..mis her real much..was doin mornin shift today not much customer..was sittin down day dreamin n suddenli my mind is filled wif memories we once shared..the joy we had..the tears she shed..the days we had togther... at the beach at the chalet a the ah ma hse at cousin hse..mis it...but shes gone still alot of tins nv tell her..or shld i say dun hab the chance to tell her..wat can i do... haiz.. i onli noe i mis her..n all left memories...

today work was quite alrite... mi n wendy workin ..serene went to office to pack stock.. everytin was alrite..yup... n i simply love to eat the frozen strawberry frm mos burger!! love it lots lots lots..so sweet n nice..creamy!! haha...mm.. 8 more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 29, 2005
ytd nv blog cos i was sick..felt so giddy durin work..n vomited... after tt serve customer half way..felt tt the whole shop is shakin n i faster squat down on the ffloor.. so sick man.. cant tk it animore..went home after tt..
work today was quite ok..serne off..so mi n wendy tok alot today...reli alot she teach mi quite lots of tins in mm..=x...haha...we got alot of tins in common=x..den wen cum down pei mi break..anicia quit her job cos of tt GOH HUI FANG..kns..haiz..heng tt GOH HUI FANG nv step on my tails..shall let her noe wats ish DOOM DAY if she ever agitate mi..haha.. my eye now ish very the painful cos on my right hand side ..inner side of the upper eyelid theres dis little white white tin grow dere...haiz..pain lo...!!! omg... scare tt it will swollen up.. =(

mm.. he jio mi patch..but for now im not interested in gettin involve in ani relationship... haiz sadded..aniway im happy wif my status now...

was fed up wif my stupid computer..i tink the comp kena virus keep restartin itslef damn fuckin fed up one lo ..i doin tins halfway n it restart everitins gone man..wth! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... tml workin mornin shift man..o dear... but its ok la..can go off earli haha..go off ard 7.30.. mm thurs off day goona go to ZA beauty sch n reg for their eyebrow shapping lesson...=) goin wif wen hehehe... shall go hab sum fun dere..maybe can learn smth interestein ..

9 more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, March 27, 2005
was bloggin half way..n my stupid comp got hang! argh...i write finihs le leh..nb kuku..aniway im too lazy to retype all ...but i gonna shre my joy wif u guys.. my mum allow mi to learn make up..! wanna go for the course=) heex.. but its damn ex...if its ard 2000-3000,..tink can go ba...more than 3000 i dunoe my mum allow not...haiz..nei mind im happy tt she let mi lean it..hoho.. ok.gotta do sum searchin bout the course..=)

Saturday, March 26, 2005
work as usual..onli tt elaine came n saw mi doin my make up..wasnt v happy wif mi..n so do i.. wasnt v happpy wif her..she caught wendy eatin wasnt happy bout it..n yah wendy oso wasnt happy wif her.. as a supervisor..serene got nag by her,...she wasnt happy bout us..n SO DO US..WASNT HAPPY BOUT HER...dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... idoit.. work was fine after she left..tink she jinxed the place tt y no customer cum when she was dere..when she go ..cutsomer flocked in..haha..

another empty promise being made by him..say would cum my work place find mi buy mi herbal tea..waitin for his sms..waitin for his call..nah..i dun get one..n dun even c his shadow at all..promise r meant to be broken.. hah...im tt naive...to believe it again.. nvm.. my heart is dead...

shld i jsu forget n move on? yah..i decide to move on le.. dun wanna tink back..dun wanna look back.. should look forward now.. wat past is past le.. =) ... i shld bear dis in mind.. but my heart couldnt follow wat my mind is sayin...ok watever... (@_@)

mm.. help a customer to make up today..onli the eye make up..=) jus love helpin ppl to draw their eyes.. can c how a ''normal lookin '' eye becum so niceli drawn by mi...hohoho*wnK* the shop was packed wif so mani customers today...n suddenli all customers gone.. left wif onli mi n wendy in shop...suddenli de wor.. ki siao.. aniway.. yah... bought 2 halter neck when i was havin my break wenttm walk walk.. den go to red2 cos dey havin clearin stockx sales.. got dis halter neck cuaght my eye... its was yellow in colour wif black polka dots.. n another one was white wif black polka dots..doesnt noe which one to buy...both look nice leh... *SCratCHIN my hEAd!* duno which one!! finali...i buy BOTH... guess how much??? I BOIGHT IT AT 10 BUCKS! hah..cheap cheap..=) each for 5 bucks ... heh heh... wear it immediateli..=) wendy n serne saw it le wanna go buy..but when dey go to the shop .. sold out le.. aniway when i bought it tt time onli left wif about 2 pieces ba... tts too bad...hehe
was lookin forward to my pay day...arghhhhhhhhhh...12 more days to go.. got lots of tins wanna buy!!! mm...i jus hope i still left enuff money to buy the perfume tt i wanted to buy ever since last yr... arghh..n guess u all shld noe wats tt ba..cos i had been mentionin it since last yr..haha..n yah tts rite...CHANEL CHANCE PERFUME!..duh... $155... cant bear to buy sia... ji expensive yi xia~~ waitin for my bdae call my bro buy for mi..aha..but still veri long leh..sept...haizzzzzzz..... *sOb!*

to MR LOH MIN FEI: OK..now heres a msg dedicated speciali for him..haha..eh now stop pesterin mi to mention ur name in my blog ar..haha.. k la..noe u since sec 3 rite?? eh tink sec 2 saw u b4 la.. small size den run here n dere machiam a small monkey..haha.. sec 3 hate u lots cos u r damn fuckin active n noisy in class..bth... i everytime c u will scold u or scream at u..haha=x.. n slowli..sec 4 we r told to sit in grps.. same grp as u>>?? eh tink so ..haha..u sit near mi ba..tts when we started to noe each other more..doesnt hate u animore..started to be gd frens le rite..anitin oso can tok bout de.. den always chat in class..recess buy snacks ..den share wif the grp durin tt boring history lesson... miss those days man..mi ..u ..bern n anwar...haha..so much crap.. we vandalised the table.. we tok back at teachers..*mMM dID wE..??* HAHA...n wat else we did..eh...orh!!!!!!!! the whole class plan to play prank on mrs chua... n i tink u r the one hu use the spoilt ear piece tye ard the leg of 2 tables ..attemptin to make mrs tan to trip n fall when she walk pass rite... did i rmb correctli??? hahaha...=x... miss those days man..now ..u r growin taller...not tt chilli padi mr teo olwaz call u...gettin a little bit mature in mind le... but can u jus STOP changin gf like changin clothes?haha...find one serious de la...duh...*shakE heaD*n dun anihow intro mi guys..not interested in ah beng..haha k la... *frens FOreVEr* c mi in tp mus say hi ok?? haha..n yah when we have break go lunch in tp canteen together ba...*winK*o yaH...U OWE MI A BDAE PRESENT EVER SINCE LAST YR!

Friday, March 25, 2005
ook..when to work as usual..n nb... was given a tack to do..guess wat?? i was told to go to shop by shop in century sq.or shld i say go to every shop frm level 1 to level 5 n promote our shop n gif them free gift..(-_-'') santa cluas seh..im so damn fuckin paiseh lo...omg..so i go round repeatin the same phrase again n again...
'' hiyee..im frm missha at cs 3rd level..our shop jus opened so heres a little gift frm us..hope u will patronise our shop when ur free... *brOAd SMIle*''
(-_-'') n i went to giodarno..saw a part timer workin dere his jus so super yd n cute..haha...n yah he so friendli..keep sayin thank u too mi..*shY*..HAHA.. today work was quite ok... yeah n mi n wendy was kena dua by tt stupid ronnie... serene's bf..bluff us say tt we kena transfer to far east..kao..make us so kan chiong..keep shoutin n whinin makin a big fuss cos we dun wanna go far east n work! haha..in the end we were kena tricked by them..wth...-.-

mm.. den dinner break moi cousin..ah heng kor cum down meet mi..wahah treat mi eat thanks..he got no choice but to treat mi..haha..eat long john..my fa..wahahha..=) yeah... n i was super pissed by one of my ex bf..i cant stand him could he jus STOP tinkin tt i stil like him?? n could he jus stop appearin at century sq when his hse ish so damn fuckin far frm century sq..jus stay at ur serangoon for the whole life n dun ever cum to tamp n appear in front of mi..pls stop thinkin tt i still like u n stop tryin so hard to make mi jealous of u n ur gf..im tellin u..IM NOT JEALOUS.. im jus so pissed off by u... omg! i dunoe y i use to be so in love wif u..i guess im blind..n pls stop callin mi ba.. argh..pek chek.. i noe i had hurt u badli in the past n u told mi tt too..but pls dun be a loser..wat past is past pls dun cum fan wo now..n dun ever tell mi anitin bout u n ur ger..i dun fuckin gif a damn..understand? * hEAdachE*

o dear..im caught in da middle..pls tel mi how to make a decision.. i cant possibli get 2.. n yah i can onli choose 1 pls tell mi which is the wise choice? cos my heart is caught in da middle..haiz...kiap zai zhong jian shi fei chang de fan nao...

Thursday, March 24, 2005
off day today!! met huey wen ..acc mi to go MOE to reg for retkin of eng o level...the web was down..nb make mi travel all the way to bouna vista..wth!..arghh...travel till dere n use their comp to reg...n the fee for retkin is damn ex... $137 ..duh..can buy lotsa of tins...haiz...hu ask mi to get a D7...haiz..nei mind work hard..
went to town after tt...was at far east ...saw a white colour half cut cardigan ..like it alot..wen say its nice so i bought it..wear it immediateli..wahaha..finali found one tt i like le.. far east got a new shop the clothes n accerise are all frm korea...all so nice!! but oso v ex..i loke their crown pendant n necklace..cost 45 bucks...jhaiz... get my pay will go dere buy..all the tins dere r limited onli brought in 2 pieces per design..n the accesseries onli brought in 1 piece each...yeah..the lady boss oso v young n pretty..=)

mm tks loads of pics today..*cLICk*cLIcK* ..HAHAH...ppl were starin at both of us..but hu cares man~ yeah..we r zi lian kuang... =) hehe.. will up load all wehn i bought the cable for my fone..hehehe...n yeah bought a ring love it damn lot..had my name engraved on it..hehe.. suppose to be a couple ring but hu cares bout couple ring man.. wen oso bought one had her name engraved too..=) n yeah..times seems to pass v slowli today..machiam snail crawlin...~slowli~slowi~ but had a great day la..when to alot of branded shop duh..no money buy..c c nia...sadded..haha
mm was slakcin the afternoon away at far east BK .. n yah we had our sciprt wrritten n called up tt person...haiz... *shall not elaborate much*

msg to wen: im here..dun worry ..my shoulder r here for u whenever u nid it.. fret not..friendship wan sui wan wan sui!


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mi n wen!! HAHah..mm..taken at orchard but i forgot the place tin its at wisma or paragon..keke

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WOoo guESs HU ISh tt Guy???? A jap actOR i fORGOt his NAMe OSO.... HAHha..so honoured to tk foto wif him wor... haha.. but ........ nah.. its actuali a exibition la..got alot of posters of movie star..heex... i took one wif aaron kwko oso..show u guys another time..=)

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tWiST~~ OMg HUey wen ISH poISOnED shE Got BLAckY nailS!!!! *HanTU!!!!* HAHAHAH

Tuesday, March 22, 2005
m..today went for prod trainin..wahaha..mm learn alot tins.. lisa gif mi n serene the trainin..teach us about the product..skin care all dis ba.. yeah..den learn alot beauty tins.. =) happy!! feel so ''enlightened'' haha..serene oso find tt lisa keep starin at my eyes..she keep lookin at mi lo dunoe y..den seren oso notice it..omg..she ''an lian'' wo???work was quite ok..i do closin alonetoday..at first when wendy was stil ard we were so fuckin bored lo..haha..den we find'' smth'' to entertain ourself...haha.dun wanna say la..he will feel sad one..=x! mm..den after wendy left i was bored so i look thru the booklet of products n notes tt lisa teach us today..den duno y more custmer starts to cum in..den went i was about to do closin le a customer cum in..den drag til so long..but she buy quite alot n was v friendli so i dun mind lo.. mm..den mr tay came to do settlement n closin..we chatted awhile..sales were not bad,.. far east 1.4k..we all 1.3 k... bugis 0.8k nia..haha=x.. mm..chatted for awhile den finish work le..tm workin afternoon shift. tml postin result will be out le..haiz..sadded..dunoe y ..postin haben out i olreadi sad liao=(..haiz..den v angry the MOE WEBSITE ...is sibeh knn de lousy... i wan reg for retkin my eng o.. tt fuckin web keep kena hang..nb MOE can u all pls be more efficient not..make LAO NIANG..to travel all the way to bousna vista for reg on dis cumin wed durin my off day...nb...jitao angry..



Monday, March 21, 2005
heex..today as usual was workin..mm...sales k la..not bad ba..was ask to go change money mm so went to ebase to change money ..anicia was workin dere today so chat wif her ..noe tt qi ren lost his hp..wahaha..duh he mus be damn fuckin sad cos tt fone cos him 930 bucks ..nokia 3G fone sia..he mus be damn fuckin dulan..haha. haf great fun chatin wif her was surprised that she noe my cousin jo n sera too. indeed spore is real small... today in charge at ebase csq is josline.. n she rmb mi!!!!!!!! the first time i saw her is when i went for interview to work at ebase ard nov ..n tts the onli time tt we saw each other n we din tok oso..she rmb mi!!
angel: eh u r josline ar..i want change money wor..can ma??
josline: orh ok...u last time got work ebase de ar...wat ur name??
angel: yeah suntec de noh...angel heex..the one always call n say'' wo shi suntec de angel sales figure pls...'' haha..
josline: ORH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe..u r the one cum suntec interview wearing spects de ger.. n wear a red colour jacket de rite???
angel: WAH! u stil rmb i wear wat..tt is so long ago le wor..
josline: haha..yah lo...
den we start chatin...shes a nice ger ..heard frm ai chuan about her..shes v nice friendli den not those bossy ppl..=) mm anicia cum find mi durin her break..but i was oso havin my break so she cant find mi..den i went to ebase n c got nice clothe not ..haha..she came in n saw mi ..we started tokin again..mm shes a nice ger afterall..*wink* mm bought a pair of shoe today at MONDO ...love it lot man!! so cheap noh... $19.90 onli..gold colour de ..nice!!! actuali dunoe to buy dis design or another design ..wanna buy both but den aiyah.. i now short of money..so jus bought one of them..goin to buy another 1 when i got my pay... n today oso shop at missha..cos every staff at missha ish entitled to $30 allowance to tk ani products dere mah..so i took... 2 guy's mask for my dad n my bro.. den 3 mask for myself my mum n my bro gf... den i tk another aqua moisture essence for myslef too.. heex.. total is 33 bucks..so i onli had to pay the extra 3 bucks noh..=) happy!! haha..n yeah.. today joelyn the makeup artiste teach mi alot tins... mm..was askin her about the diff brushes she use to do make up..wah got a lot leh..got face brush ..cheek brush..lip brush..eye brush.. eyebrow brush... diff size diff shape..at least i learn sumtin..still got eyeliner brush... mm..den she still teach mi how to apply eye shadow...how to blend in the colour... how to shape ur brows all dis... n she told mi if i wanna learn make up dun go to cosmoprof cos dey teach not gd..wan learn mus go sch of beauty...im reli obbesed in learnin make up now!!!!!!!! n guess wat...haha...at the end of the day i actuali use serene as my model..* PoOR seREnE!*wahaha..so nice of her to be my model..i do make up on her..n shes kinda satisfy wif my make up skills...i told her
''serene!!!!!!! u shld be honoured hor!! u r the first person i use to be my model noh...last time i help my junior do hor..i help them do untill so ugli lo=x!''
haha..den she luff... mm.. i reli love my job now...cos its wat i reli love n had interest in..yeah... n when anicia noe i was workin at missha..haha..she was like.."" I WANT WORK DERE OSO!!!!!!!! Y VERYTIME THE JOB U GET I LIKE IT SO MUCH DE..."" ..haha..i call her job hop to my comp hahah..=x

mm..reli hope to go to sch of beauty to learn make up.. but the courses for learnin r all v ex .. the first stage dey will teach u bridal make up..last stage is creative make up.. u may tin tt make up is ez jus put sum powder ..add summ colour..den finish it off by puttin on lip sticks...ITS VERI WRONG!
its involove alot of diff steps in oreder to get tt pretty face... after seeing how joelyn do mae up for the customer den i noe... how a normal lookin ger wif alot of acne ...or a ger wif a lot of ''holes'' on thier face..after a make up seesion can becum a great beauty... dere r a lot of steps..

- nid to apply toner to close the pores.. add moituriser to smoothen ur skin

-apply make up base so ur make up can last longer..den use concealer..

-den put on ur foundation...

-a v niceli shaped brows is VERI impt to a nice makeup

-draw ur brows...

-most imptli the eye make up is the KEY ''success'' to ur looks

-how u blend in the colour.. the position ... blah blah

-ur blusher.. using blusher on ur cheek got a technique de.. heex.. learn it frm sum1 b4..=)

-finsih all make up le use losse powder n pat all over the face

- use a brush..i forgot the name of tjhe bursh le..but it looks like a
broom..haha..use tt ''broom'' to brush away excess pwder on ur face

-den finali apply lipstick..after tt use a lip gloss of similar colour to add a shiny look to ur lips..

its reli not ez to master all the tins i mus admit...i haven reach tt level yet...haiz...sadded...=( i ask joelyn bout my make up.. n she say im quite gd wif it..heheh,..at least i pass...wahahaha..=) but deres still alot for mi to learn..alot alot... i hope i can master how to shape eyebrow.. she teach mi.. heex..tink of the shape ..start frm outer to inner...slowli..slowli...n yeah..practise makes perfect..=) mm..i nid to update my wishin list liao..wahahah
tml goin for prod tranin le..den after tt go back to work..hohoho...

Sunday, March 20, 2005
today was so slack dduno y jus feel so slack..v lazy ..no energy..dun feel like movin..no heart to work..no xing qing to play tok n work... jus becos of 1 call... a call in the mornin... he called mi..say he was beaten up..i was still slpin n was a bit blur... n i was shocked..he got beaten up..heartache alot..yet i cant go down n find him cos i got work in the afternoon..whole day jus feel so sadded..n no heart to work..haiz.. today sales was quite ok..2.2 k..=) n yeah..hope tml will be better..trainin prog was postponed AGAIN...post to mon..haiz..scali postpone again..jitao sian..
mm..now listenin to the soundtrack of the korean show ALL IN.. suddenli remind mi of the relationship of the couple in the show...so ke lian.. haiz..so saddenin..both of them go thru alot... alot...face alot difficulties ..hard times... n yet ..dey still love each other deepli.. got a period the ger stil tot tt the guy had died..she cried for dunoe how mani mths..becum so haggard...so sad..no life no enegry jus like walkin corpse..den finali she recoverd..n one day she saw him..his still alive..he was hospitalised at tt period of time when she tot he was dead... dey got togtehr ..still alot of obstacles stoppin them..but in the end..dey brave thru all n got togther...live happily again.. haiz.....=( saddenin... go thru so much den togther....
wat is love?? u all noe?? i dun noe..i onli noe when i love tt person..i jus go crazy haha..becum so irrational..but at times i will bottle up all inside n not tell him anitin..jus c him happy i oso happy.. haha.. but i nv been reli happy b4..the onli happiest time is still my first love.. first love is always the sweetest n the nicest one..tts true man..=) watever...past le.. all ish memory sweet sweet memory...

mm..today workin ma..den when no customer mi n wendy took a few pics hehehe... wanna c??????????????wahahha k la..i jus post 1 will do..the others r jus so funny lookin..muhahaha...

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Me N weNDy~ wAHahA... alot ppl say wendy look like korean cos her eye small small de..but tt time she cum wokr..my first impression of her is MIC leh...=X!!!!!!!! SHES GONNA KILL MI!!!!!!!!!! *ruN AwaY*

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m3!!!!!!!!!!! wahahha...zi lian again liao..paiseh~~ mwahahha...k la..mi b4 goin work.. *wINk* i kiap my hair up..heex..look more shu nu...kekeke..*k la..HEY U! stop PUKIN!*

Saturday, March 19, 2005
got my eyebrow trim by the makeup artist heex.. cos not much customer so call her help mi trim..wah..she draw til so nice for mi noh..i still haben reach tt skill in drawin my brows so niceli...*huR HUr* mus learn frm her..shes quite pretty wor,,n her name ish jolene..heex..mus learn her make up skills frm her..=)
mm..today wen came n pei mi eat lunch..den saw kendrick(qiren's buddy) workin at the duno wat roti shop forgot the name...omg..world ish so small.he stare at mi i stare at him..duh... n we keep lookin at each other...den we were at starbuck slackin ma... wen told mi tt a part timer is goin to work at park way ebase wif her..n the ger name is anicia...the first tin i tink of is kendrick's gf..cos she oso cal anicia...got a strong feelin tt its her..omh...cos shes 18...coral sec..stay pasir ris..all fits the particulars tt wen told mi neh!! den both of us wa like..sure not???? den we go century sq ebase tok cock wif rosabelle ma..den we tok bout tt new comer anicia..den i ask eh..ish she the kendrick's gf...n OMG!!!!!!!!!! it is wor...rosabelle oso noe her..she oso no qi ren..she oso no kendrick dey all lo..the betty boop(i forgot her real name) she oso no her lo!!! den 4 of us were tokin bout dis...omg..world ish so small lo..den heard frm bell tt anicia n kendrick break le wor...dey together for so long le leh..now break le wor...=x...haiz..sadded... now tink back world is reli small...first is the fei wei..he call waitress pass mi his number..den later found out tt i am his best buddy's de cousin..n den is the casper..we saw each other..n i was v unfriendli to him later we met online v coincidentali... n den now ish anicia..omg..n yah bell n betty boop oso no qi ren... wth(-_-'') world is small or shld i say...spore is small...or shld i say my atena is long... can connect to so mani ppl...(-_-'')
today when i left the shop at 7.20 the sales onli 1.3k...mm..not v gd...duh..not gd not gd..haha...hope tml will be better..jia you!!!!!!!!! tml workin afternoon shift.. mm.. work till closin..yeah~~..=) heex... saw bao bao n ebird ..hhaha...go n disturb dem when dey eatin roti prata..haha...n eat a bit of thier food..*YUmmY*..=X..HAHA..
haiz..sadded leh..i suddenli feel like havin a bf... jus wana sumone to be dere pei wo..share my prob wif..i find out dat i seldom share my prob wif all my bf last time..v seldom... duno y..i onli tell my frens my feelins n probs..in front of my bf i tend to bottle up everytin n try to show the best...haiz.. y leh..?? i duno lo..
ji sad yi xia....haiz..when can the rite one cum? or he cum le jus tt i din sense his present???

today was servin customer..den dis aunty keep starin n lookin into my eyes..den i overheard ther tellin her fren..
''eh..u c tt ger is ang moh leh..her ba jiu(eye in hokkien) is blue de lo''(-_-'')
n i say
''aunty...i not ang moh lo...i wearing colour contact''
hahah
n she luff..duh....today help a 18 yrs old ger to draw her eye.. haha...she was wif her mum..den was figurin how to draw the eyeliner..so i went up to help her.. told her i was 17 n she got a shock..haiz..i noe i look old la..wahaha..den i help her draw help her put mascara..seems to be v satisfy wif my ''drawing'' n she bought the mascara n eyeliner..=) she keeep lookin at the mirror n smiling at herself sia...(-_-'')

Friday, March 18, 2005
im so ANGRY lo...!!!! wth! i nv do anitin wrong...den anihow accuse mi of spoilin dunoe dunoe wat stupid tap in the bathroom..SO WAT IF HE IS MY BROTHER...HUH?! wat the hell he wans...everytime when tins spoil or smth goes wrong its my fault yea??? n always say ppl anihow throw tissue paper ..nv switch off the electricity..LOOK!!!!!!!!!!! who is the one hu r throwin n oso nv swtich the electricity off huh? knn... WHO IS THE ONE?????????? n yeah..i hate it when ppl blame mi for thing tt i NV done wrong NEVER...N E V E R ... n he still say i ACT BLUR.... wahaha..wat a joke man..!!!!!!!! i gotta tell u..so wat if u r my bro...MY REAL BRO...for goodness sake..my not tt little ger in the past animore yea??? use to be quiet n hum away when u scold mi..admitin to tins tt u ACCUSED mi of when i nv even did tt..cos i used to tink tt u were fierce n canot be trifled wif...BUT....NOT ANIMORE......... N O M O R E...u r gettin on my nerves ok????!!!!!!!!!!! wth u wan man.... i repeat again....I DIDNT SPOIL THE FUCKIN TAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEVER.... n pls WATCH ur FUCKIN attitude...i nid respect..n so did mum! i hate it when u raise ur voice at her sumtimes...n i will nv forget tt time when u say u r not a TAXI DRIVER!! mum jus call u to send mi to cine for interview n u shout back at her... EH I NOT TAXI DRIVER ..SHE WAN GO ..GO HERSELF LA.. wth..so u now noe dis is call taxi driver huh..den when u call dad to fetch u here n dere den is his RESPONSIBLITY LA... DEN DIS IS NOT CALL TAXI DRIVER LA... pls la..tink when u tok la ok... n last time u scold mum..pig! ZHU...hey u tink its funny??? u think its cool??? shes our mum ok..pls haf sum respect n WATCH wat ya say la... i shld haf bang the door louder jus now... to show my anger n let u c,.... i shld haf shout at u louder jus now... wth....jus pls FUCK OFF FRM Y SIGHT...I HATE SEEING U...N I REPEAT AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNN..............

D U N -E V E R -A C C U S E -M I- O F- T I N S- I -NV -DOOOOOOOOO


-PISSED OFF BY UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-

today ish off day!!!!!!!!! ..slp till 12.40..n i got a dental appt..was late...=x..haha..n the doc keep teasing mi dunoe wats his prob..say mi sumore...
''wahhhhhhh....now noe how to make up liao ar..not bad ar...'' (-_-'')... wth...haha....nonsense la him..i was in great pain after my dental..mt mouth v suan..n yah...its super painful..haiz...den i go raffles city walk walk... heex.. den go suntec ebase n tok cock wif irene... sharon cum relief as in charge today...she look unfriendli leh..but acutali she quite ok la.. den celine kena transfer frm wisma to suntec..hoho..she quite nice oso neh..den we dere tok cock lo..i took my pay slip..den yeah chat wif irene alot today..heard frm her tt... sophia cass n celine havin confilct now... omg..haha..finali the disaster hab cum..dey had reach their limit..n had tolerated tt BMW for v long..now finali war had cum...omg...=x...ok..den i went hm after tt cos my mouth ish too painful..
haiz.. den on the mrt...deres dis guy sitin beside mi..he dose off..n his head keep droppin to my side sia..i v scare he lie on my shulder leh..den dis 2 lady sitin opp mi started luffin..n i was like wat dey luffin..den i turn n look beside..haha..that guy lie on the shoulder of the man sitiin beside him!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha...everyone was luffin n starin at them..n the man was like so paiseh...hahaha...den he go push his head back in place..n that guy's head started movin again...jus went he is goin to lie on my shoulder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reach my stop n faster stand up...n ''Piak"" he hit his head.. n wake up..wahaha...den everyone started luffin..includin mi!!!!!!!! muahahhahaha
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mi! jus reach hm lo...


super painful!! bth leh...haiz... casper call mi tk painkiller...took 2 le still pain neh...

today ish off day!!!!!!!!! ..slp till 12.40..n i got a dental appt..was late...=x..haha..n the doc keep teasing mi dunoe wats his prob..say mi sumore...
''wahhhhhhh....now noe how to make up liao ar..not bad ar...'' (-_-'')... wth...haha....nonsense la him..i was in great pain after my dental..mt mouth v suan..n yah...its super painful..haiz...den i go raffles city walk walk... heex.. den go suntec ebase n tok cock wif irene... sharon cum relief as in charge today...she look unfriendli leh..but acutali she quite ok la.. den celine kena transfer frm wisma to suntec..hoho..she quite nice oso neh..den we dere tok cock lo..i took my pay slip..den yeah chat wif irene alot today..heard frm her tt... sophia cass n celine havin confilct now... omg..haha..finali the disaster hab cum..dey had reach their limit..n had tolerated tt BMW for v long..now finali war had cum...omg...=x...ok..den i went hm after tt cos my mouth ish too painful..
haiz.. den on the mrt...deres dis guy sitin beside mi..he dose off..n his head keep droppin to my side sia..i v scare he lie on my shulder leh..den dis 2 lady sitin opp mi started luffin..n i was like wat dey luffin..den i turn n look beside..haha..that guy lie on the shoulder of the man sitiin beside him!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha...everyone was luffin n starin at them..n the man was like so paiseh...hahaha...den he go push his head back in place..n that guy's head started movin again...jus went he is goin to lie on my shoulder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reach my stop n faster stand up...n ''Piak"" he hit his head.. n wake up..wahaha...den everyone started luffin..includin mi!!!!!!!! muahahhahaha
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mi! jus reach hm lo...


super painful!! bth leh...haiz... casper call mi tk painkiller...took 2 le still pain neh...

Thursday, March 17, 2005
today not much ppl leh...ji sian yi xia lo..i left at 7 n the slaes onli about 1.2k so little lo... haiz...y huh??? dunoe leh..haiz... nei mind la..wahahaha...
mm...saw alot ppl..saw des shawn.. den min fei duh..he change gf again le neh..wahaha...machiam change clothes de lo..=xden saw daniel hong boon ... den my ex pri sch fren ..zhong kai..den mm..moi cousin cum find mi haha..cum say hi..bo liao leh he..hahah...mm...today had a great time tokin to serene n wendy..we machiam those 38 club de lo...tok alot tins... got HOT topic..=x!! SEX!!!!! IntereSTed??? YEah BaBeh~~~oOooOooHhHHh...coME on..BAbY~~ wahahhaha...mm..den got alot others..we more interested in sex....kekekke... okok wait wait ..im still a V ok!!!!!!!! so dun imagine tins.. dey r jus givin mi sum sex education..haha..(-_-'')
today elaine came...told her tt we r runnin out of stocks...more than 10 products olreadi sold out left tester nia...den the others onli left 1 or 2 lo..v hot seller..haha...alot ppl buy the eyelash curler..cos v cheap noh..4.90 nia..wanna buy???????????? haha..i v angry leh..my name tag haben done yet..sia la so long lo..wendy n serene got name tag noh..i dun hab...n today i alone do openin..so bored no customer lo..guess wat i do??? i finish cleanin n packin le hor..i at dere play solitaire n minesweeper..haha..wth~...ii can sit dere piak mosquito *PIakK* oso..den lunch time more n more ppl le..heng serene n wendy cum arbo i oso cant handle noh..den i went off to break...go to shilin n buy mee sua eat...jia ling was dere leh..she workin dere..selling food..haha..ok dunoe her bery well so jus tok a bit lo..mm..den yeah...went ard shoopin..n see got nice clothes not...saw a black colour jacket at osmose..quite nice..but den too tight fittin ..i dun like lo......=( alot cutomer ask mi bout my mascara..say v nice...isit frm dis shop...duh..of cos la!!!!!!!!!!!!! of cos not frm dis shop..=x.haha.but say it is..hahahha..=x...ok..dun tell anione shHhhHhh............... pls lo..my mascara ANNA SUI de hor... $39 de leh...ji expensive yi xia lo..missha de $7.90 mascara canot compare to my anna sui noh...duhhhhhhhh.,... but i liek missha de pearl mascara shinny shinyy de..today i apply on to my eyelash,...so nice!!!!!!!!!! deb alot customers c my 1 so nice..dey all oso buy..guess wat????????? ALL SOLD OUT LE NEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... left tester onli..hahaha..den today i use purple colour de eyeshadow..v shiny oso..den the customer all cum n ask mi..den buy same one as mi (-_-'') nvm..i LIKE it..haha..the more dey buy..the more i happy..muahahah

TML OFF DAY!! haha..happy neh..goin for dental in the afternoon...mm den goin back to suntec ebase!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahah get my pay slip n oso to visit them...den after that maybe goin back to missha n find them tok cock...dunoe dey got time for mi not..mm..maybe go help them a while lo...=)

Wednesday, March 16, 2005
my friendster kena suspended!!!!!!! wth!!!!!!!! dunoe wats wrong wif themm..FUCK U...cb!!!!!!!! knn...
hey frens pls add mi back in friendster ok??????????
jus_angel@hotmail.com
alot...

ccb...dunoe which lang jiao lang go report mi..i din anitin wrong..fuck man..ccb..dun let mi catch who is dis person...........!!if i noe who..i gonna..wask her/him upside downn... kan ni na!!!!!!!!

HAHA... we beat far east..today close 2.4 k...wahahha..far east close 2.1 k!! muahah..we win them wor~~ ji kai xin yi xia wor~~~*wiNk* kekeke... den ytd close 2.8k...yeah babeh..today was happy cos din make mistakes in changin change today..so deres no shortage of money!! =) happy..mr tay was happy wif us..today sales were gd..busy as usual..n yah alot ppl noh..run out of stocks too...steph cum today wor..heex...thank u ar!! kekeke...=p.. n den GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!! LOREAL wanna hire mi wor..hahaha... cos i receive a miss call..den is frm loreal..so i call back..n dey say wanna hire mi neh...den it is 6 bucks per hr...work for bout 1 mth wif them as sales promoter..i rej it..cos yeah...i got missha..so i prefer missha more..n the system here at missha is more flexible...we can set our own rules de..off day ar..work wat shift ar..is all decide buy ourself..not much retriction..n the best is our boss is v nice n friendli to us..n most imptli dey trust us!! tts great man..=)
mm... work dis job can makes lotsa frens too..haha..of all ages frm all walks of life..u get to noe diff ppl...diff ppl had diff demand got diff character..its challenging for mi to deal wif diff customers...=) yeah...maybe i jus love interact wif ppl ba HEex.. a long day for all of us today onli mi n wendy workin but halfway serene got cum n help tts so nice of her heex..we nid her at tt time..thanks god!! cos its so busy noh... den after tt eunice n her husband came by n say hi..haha..she today off.. workin at far east de noh...
on the way hm..walkin to the interchange saw alot couples..bf sendin gf hm..suddenli reminds mi of him..the days he send mi back hm after work.. help mi carry my back..all dis..haiz..suddenli miss him so much..n on the bus i was listenin to Z chen de songs..haiz... sadded..haha..suddenli mis him lots lots lots....

Tuesday, March 15, 2005
today oso bery busy wor...i love busy...best is busy until no time for mi to eat no time for mi to shit n no time for mi to slp...hahah.cos BUSY = MONEY!!!!!!!!!! = MORE COMMISION!!!! muahahha..ji kai xin yi xia wor~~~ =x
hah guess im jus too crazy ...aniway today oso alot customer..deres no 1 moment wifout a customer in the shop de lo...=) yeah babeh...n yeah today i left ard 7 plus n the slaes olreadi hit 2.2 k le wor..last time at ebase can hit 1.2 k olreadi happy liao..haha..mm alot products sold out..nid to replenish le lo... heex..happy!!!!!!!!!!!
HOT!! products r- nail polish!
-yoghurt mask!!!(kiwi FlavoUR) =gd for whitenin !
-deep sea water skin shower (jasmin flavour)
-coolin leg gel (grEen TEa fLAVouR)
- mm..stil got alot but forget wat liao..haha
mm....hope sales will go up up up up up n up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... mus beat far east... !! canot lose to them!! wahahah (-_-'') ok im crazy...=x.. so anione interested in workin at far east or csq?? heex.. cum cum..tell mi..*WinK*
century sq here mus reli hire one more staff la..wah lau..reli canot handle man..duh... cos today wendy went for prod trainin left mi n serene... 2 onli canot handle den when 1 of us go break..onli left 1 ppl attend to the customers n shop..heng today serene's bf cum den help us..haha he do slaes bery gd neh..haha..cos he got experience mah..not bad not bad..haha.n thanks to denise she cum find ma den oso help mi to pack the free gift haha...thanks lot!!!!!!!!!! mm.. tml mi n wendy workin ..serene off..hope tml will be busy oso..haha..i love busy..work til i die oso nvm...=)
mm...ytd rej sumone..though his v nice...but stil i prefer to be single now.. im oso too busy to haf a bf .. phobia liao..wat if the next one oso wont last for 1 mth..i hab no confidence in myself too..so wats the point to haf one if its goin to be another sad case rite? though i can get loneli at times..but mm dun rush better la..today got a couple cum in..the ger is chio the guy is yd..dey seems so lovin n the guy accompany her to look at those cosmetics n give her his comments all dis..den when payment he pay for her owr..so sweet hor..haha..den dey seems so lovin n the guy oso..v interested in our products all dis n still ask mi if deres aniother outlet elsewhere or wat..i like dis type of guys.. i jus simpli hate my bf to jus stand outside the shop n wait for mi when i go shoppin wif him..or when we went into the shop togther n he jus stand dere n look so bored..wth lo..k la i understand tt guys r not INTO gers stuff when shoppin..but come mon man..hab sum response ma..or at least show a little interest rite... its jus turns mi off n.. no mood to shop lo.. haiz...prefer shoppin wif my gf...(-_-'')

Monday, March 14, 2005
BUSY!!!!!!!!! ITS SO BUSY!!!!!!!! if i gotta write out all it will be a long entry so gotta write it in poiint form

-so mani ppl wor!!!!!!!!!! non stop de... the shop is squeezed!
-i PHYSCO a customer..n she spend ard $150! wahahah
-stupid MIC sibeh gian pen use the tester n paint all her 10 finger nails wif diff colour(-_-'')
-din had breakfast today n i had my lunch at 3.. work till 10.40 wif out dinner
(im NOt diETin LO..!)
-terence not workin wif us animore..he goin back bugis work..sadded=(
-mr kim n the korean lady goin back le..sadded... mr kim haha..cant bear to leave us!!=x n the korean lady got down our msn add..heeX
-eh sum of the products i not farmiliar..so anihow make up story n tell customers=x..SHhHhhHh
-short of 40 bucks at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but heng...mR tay nv scold..say its a lesson for us.. his a nice person..n had no temper at all de wor..
-find tt missha ish v unoragnised in terms of finance...mm..duno la..
-missha ish lookin for part timer or full timer anioone interested????????

Sunday, March 13, 2005
mm...as usual workin today..busyin packin wif n displayin stocks..but overall was quite ok n fun..heex..n tt terence he wanna say jokes for us..its super lame n super freezin cold sia ..haha..he finsh sayin le ..we oso dunoe..(-_-'') wth..lousy! BOO... mm..n mr kim n the lady oso cum today to help out...=) n he try serene's lunch..---roti prata..haha..say its nice..=) mm... oh yah..n oso the big head of missha cum today...STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...but his quite freidnli la..although he got a very stern look on his face..n one look at him u noe tt his not a ''simple'' person...=x.. mm... today ar..got wat leh..orh..yah..we try out the differnt eye shadow ourself...hah=) got alot custimers wanna cum in n c lo..but we r not open yet..tell them kle dey machioam nv hear u still cum in..WTF! den terence help mi handle dis type of idiotic customers..haha.he got his ways...jus duno y all the gers will listen to him...(-_-'') yd ma..bo bian..=x.. but he reli ver i cute la...got a mixed blood look..his a mixed la..but dun wanna tell us he is wat blood mix wat blood..haiz...=(..
mm..tml will be the openin le... but century sq dun hab much shopper den tm lo..scare sales wont be gd..but tml is sunday hope it will be great...i miss workin at far east..though the shop is squeezy..but the colleagues dere r fun n nice... esp YANI!! hhaha... den got alot yd n chio bu dere...century sq v sian lo..all aunty uncle...den student...xiao mei mei lo..den oso those act beng guy..act cool oso..liew..borin lo..sumore opp our shop is food court .wah lao..we in shop workin den stand dere c ppl eat..will hungry de leh...=x..
aniway today work was fun cos..of him..haha..owaz got lame tins to entertain us..den his stupid action n pattern make mi wanna luff...duh...n he caught mi wanna tk foto of him n mr kim..haha..so clever aiyah...he spoil my plan..wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... oso got alot carton to flattern today..n duno when did i cut my hand..haha..deres a cut on my hand on the v fisrt day i work at far east...(-_-'') but not pain oso... wahaha cold blooded...
mm tml he oso cumin to work wor!!!! wahhaha....=) oh yah..i abit cant tahan tt serene...jus a bit irritated..shes v aunty lo..cant tahan..haiz..=xthe newcomer wendy..shes quite ok la..got a CHI-NA look..stil tot she frm china..(-_-'') shes 20 dis yr jus grad frm tp..mm... im the YOUNGEST in whole of missha..wahahhaa.... but DEY say i dun look like...kao...tt mr kim still tot i 19..(-_-'') wth...he pa jiao... YIP TA AH CHOI SI(ugli uncle)!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha...=x...
k la... stop here..continue tml ba...AN YONG(BYE)!!

Saturday, March 12, 2005
mm..was workin today..haha.im so glad tt terence came n work at cs today!!! came to help out..n he ride a bike wor!! HAHA...omg!! he is so nice n lame too..(-_-'') haha...today got mi serene terence mr kim( the manager frm korea) n another korean lady (call her miss **) came n help today..haha... mm..was displayin those skin care ..hair care body shower produts up on shelf..spend the whole afternoon cleanin n clearin up..n displayin stocks..n lisa n mr tay came after tt bought each n everone of us drinks...work was done...but the shleve to display cosmetics(nail polish...lips gloss..lip care..mascara ... foundation..all dis..mostli is cosmetics for eye face lips n nails) haven cum..so gotta wait..n was slack the whole evenin..n so MR KIM teach us korean lang..haha...had so much fun learnin...okk
AnGEl LIttLE KOreaN LessON=)
handsum= chai-sing-yop-ta
pretty =yep-pu-ta
cute = ki-yop-ta
ugli = yip-ta
brother =oppa
uncle = ah-cho-si
byebye = an-yong
welcum =an-yong-ha-sae-yo
thank you =gam-sa-ha-mi-da
i love you =sa-rang-hae
angel = sae-sa

mm...stil got alot more..forget liao..hahah...n yah mr kim wann us to call him... mun ji oppa (nice brother) hahah...but we call him yip ta ah choi si (ugli uncle) hahaah!!! n he was like...omg!!! n he throw his handkerchief on the floor..n act v angry..haha..he so cute lo...haha..n i told him im... ki yop ta sae sa(cute angel) n he walk away.. hahaha!! haf fun learnin n playin ard...n oso had a great time chatin wif tt korean lady..we tok alot bout the korean show n move star..she love won bin n had seen him b4 lo!! cos his the spokeperson for missha ma..she say he veri yd!! omg...i told her i liek..lee byun hun but she say his handsum but not gd ..cos of sum reason which im not suppose to say..haha..our secret..her fren work at korean procast so she noes about those movie star de underground secret..n she tells mi sum...=x heex...
den after tt haha...terence say he was bored so he started drawin den he say he wanna draw mi..den he look n mi n draw..but i noe his goin to draw a pig..n...(-_-'') he reli draw a pig...wahaha....he is so damn lame..but he got a gf.. together for 4 yrs le lo..!! heart break..haiz.. he v clever leh..noe how to speack malay chi eng hakka canton hokkien..he oso noe sign lang cos last time he got a gf hu got hearin prob so he go n learn it in order to communicate wif her...*hEARTS melT* oooo...so sweet hor...100% nice guy... haha..too bad..taken liao..haiz..he got veri nice n big eyes..which u cant help starin at it..n today he treat mr kim ..mi n serene eat ice cream...=)hohoho..*wNk*
mm...the shelf cum at 9.30 lo!!! n we were busy up shelf everytin but cant finish it end work at 10.30...mm...tml cant open le..openin will postpone to sunday.. n tml mi n serene will be in the mornin shift lo... n terence n another new cumer will cum in the afternoon..heex...=p lookin forward to workin neh...=) happy!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, March 11, 2005
mm today first day work at missha..far east de... was quite nice..elaine was veri friendli..her brother married a korean wife..n togther dey set up missha..n i saw the lady boss today..lisa...she was pregnant..n yah elaine's bro was her hubby la..at first i duno tt the pregnant lady was the lady boss lo..the director of missha..so i was doin my job la..den she keep starin into my eyes..den i smile at her la..den she keep starin wor..(-_-'') n she say...''wats ur name??'' den elaine told her im a new comer..haha..duhhh..shes pretty..heex.. n yah today deres lotsa customers..alot!!! the que for payment is damn fuckin long....dere r alot free gifts too... heex.. vspend 10 n above u can get a free body lotion n free shower gel..2 BIG bottle wor...cheap cheap neh!!! den on sat n sun at far east outlet dere r make up artist to help customers hu spend $30 n above to do free make over..=) n next week is century sq turns..heex...
n today got to noe sum colleagues at far east..first is YANI..shes a malay of cos..n shes super bubbli n freindli..n went she told mi shes a mother of 2 kids..i got a SHOCK!! ..shes 26 dis yr..but she dun look like..n yah she smokes too!! haha...yeah..we actuali wanna go smoke togther when we were told to go throw the carton haha.. n yeah.. serene..she look like 16 or 17..but yani told mi shes 25..(-_-'') dun look like lo!!! n another ger name angie..shes pretty n sweet... n quiet quiet de..heex... n another gal call eunice...oso bery friendli..heex..=)
mm tml im goin to century sq n work..though missha haben open yet..but we were dere to do packin n displayin of stocks.. n will be open on sat! heex.. everyone cum buy ok??? heex.. ok today met a few weirdo customer..i was at the cashier dere..helpin customer to wrap up the tins dey buy..den got dis bunch of sch gers..stand dere keep lookin n starin at mi..den all keep lookin at my eyes..den elaine saw..haha.she ask them...''yes?? u like her eye make up??'' (-_-'')n the ger say...''her eyes veri nice... blue colour de..''i said'' colour contact ma'' duhhhhhhhhh...
duh.... not the first time... haha..nvm..mm..den today veri fast past ..cos alot ppl buy ..super busy.. cant wait to go for the product trainin=)...mm dis job dun hab much restriction when compare oto ebase.. a bit weird.. example...

----at ebase when u start work u nid to shout SIGN IN so everyone will no u start work..n when u go for break... u nit to shout SIGN OUT so everi1 will noe u off for break...whereas missha no nid

----at ebase when u go in store to tk stock..drink water or do watever shit u nid to shout STORE whne u go in..but missha no nid

----ebase dun allow staffs to bring hp to the sellin floor ..missha allows..

---ebase dun allow staff to eat sweet or eat watver dshit at sellin floor..missha can

----ebase set daily sales target for staff to hit it..missha no hab

----ebase dun allow staff to sit wor..but missha got a chiar at the cashier dere for us to sit..but we r TOO bz to sit (-_-'')

----ebase fax n record hourli sales to all the 8 outlets..missha no hab...haha... but!!!

---missha pay lesser leh

---canot olwaz choose diff clothes to wear...cos at ebase u can model wear watever clothes u like..machiam a super big wardrobeheex..

k la..over all first day of work was great..maybe i use to standin whole day last time workin at ebase..so today work was not much diff for mi... heex
n today huey wen cum vist mi. when to eat moi dinner at long john..n as usual went out to had ''puffing seesion'' haha..n found out tt..when u smoke n drink coke..haha..feels gd..cos veri minty..haha..(-_-'')
mm tml will be mi serene elaine n another one duno hu..packin..i tink lisa n the hubby..mr tay oso cumin ba..haiz i hhope tt terence will cum..haha..he look kind of cute..=x..he works at missha bugis..heex... dunoe la..haha... missha got hired 2 guys..1 is trenece n another is a malay..heard frm yani tt the malay guy a bit sissy...(-_-'') wahaha...

im super irritated by sumone hu copy n save my foto n gif so much comments about mi..n even go discuss wif the fren bout mi..wth lo.. (-_-'') im so fookin irritated when i NOE tt this person oso tryin to get close to sumone i NOE for VERI long N ish RELATED to mi...ok ..i dunoe wats THIS person INTENTION ..but i DO hope DIS person will STOP interferein NO matter HOW gd my relationship wif dis person ish! COS i simply HATE it when person i noe n can say is quite gd fren la..TRYIN to cross the line n interfere my life..maybe dis person intention ish GOOD but i can say I AM I-R-R-I-T-A-T-E-D ...F U L L S T O P

PHEW..*anGry* ..forget it..heex..im still a bit pissed wif my hair noh..saded...huey wen say its nice...she prefer dis hairstyle den the previous one... more neat but more lian(-_-'')..haiz...im goin to DYE N HIGHLIGHT my hair for SURE! ..=) mm..tml workin...hope everytin will go fine too..=)

Thursday, March 10, 2005
mm..been single for 1 mth le... u guys mus hab been tinkin ..eh y angel nv change bf again?? haha..too tired liao.. u tink change clothes meh..duh..forget it..when love cum it will come de la..=)
mm.. tml goin to work le... receive an sms frm the elaine..the manager of missha..told mi no nid go toa payoh for trainin le.. tml go far east to work..report at 1 pm...(-_-'') ..n i ask her wat to rbing she saybring ur smile n enthusiaism..n u shld wear black shirt n jeans...duh..so dull~..haiz..sian-ed.. ok..watever..aniway tml gonna work jus hope eveytin is fine for mi..i oso dunoe wta time i finish work lo... last time eveerytime i finsh work got ppl send mi hm..tink now..go hm on my own le ba..hah..~ haiz..so sian lo.. n den hor..the shop is at 3rd floor lo..wah liew... sian leh.. located at 3rd floor where will ppl go lo... normali ppl go far east dey shop at level one de ma.. duh..who will cum level 3...bored to death noh..den hor dunoe got yd for mi to c not..haha..=x.. n haiz..im so irritated wif my sickenin new hair style..i wanna change its colour..arghh,,,pek chek

omg..i got do my hair today..i rebond my hair le.. n dis the 4th time i rebond..n omg! i look so damn farkin WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. sadded...i look so farnin lo though dis not the 1st time i rebond hair lo..but i still prefer my previous hair style ... more STYLE..more jap.. HAIZ.. sadded... shldnt haf go change to dis kuku hair.. n my dad n mum say i look nicer more sweet n innocent in dis hairstyle(-_-'') meanin i dun look sweet n innocent last time lo...haiz..wth... n pam say dis look neater... but i look so farniiiiiiiiiii............. haiyo... i wanna go change the colour of my hair liao.. dun care... gonna highlight purple onn my fringe... hopefuli will be nicer noh..call ther person cut my fringe slant one side... den behind is V...but den haiz............... ok forget it... tink gonna go kimage n ask tt erdwin help mi cut nicer abit... nvm.hair will grow back..........!!!!!!!!

MY STUPID N UGLI HAIRSTYLE ..N I CAN STIL SMILE.. HAIZ
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i look like sum kuku asshole wif dis kuku hair...(-_-'')


tml gonna go for trainin...hope everytin will be fine..

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
ytd mr mini accompany to go interview for job at bugis lo... interview for sales assitant at missha..the korean cosmetics..yup..the manager bring mi to delifrance n interview mi dere (-_-'') she veri friendli lo..n she ask mi alot qns la..den say till wanna hired mi lo..haha.. bugis is their firts outlet.. 2 new outlet will be openin in dis week.. one at far east which will open dis wed.. n another is centruy sq open dis sat..she say she will station mi at either bugis or far east first den transfer mi to century sq after its open..den call mi to wait for her cal..haiz..i wiated for the whole day lo..den she no call.. tot she dun wan mi le..den jus now when i olreadi dress up n goin for other interview le she call mi wor!!!!!!!!!!!!!! say welcum mi onboard to missha..haha.im being SHORTLISTED.!!!! sooooo happy..haha...n MR MINI i promised to treat u eat when i got dis job rite?? ahah..i wont forget de..=)
mm the PAY dere..is MUCH MORE... LESSER! den ebase..haiz... nvm la..mai hiam lo.... got work jiu hao le...
pay------ $900 + commision =$1000 over...
can la... hai.z... den 1 DAY OFF per week..(-_-'')
work 2 shift -10am -- 7.30 pm
- 1pm -10pm
mm still got $30 allowance for their products dere..can bring hm de..heex...

mm startin work on dis thursday..wil be goin to tao payoh their HQ for trainin first... n yup..startin work on fri! im SO damn fuckin happy!!!!!!!! finali i slack for 1 mth..now can work liao lo..hohoho...
jus now went down to my hse dere de saloon..wanna go rebond hair de..but no open lo..haiz.. forget it n i olreadi bk appt tml go kimage cut chair de..now no rebond hair le..i tink dun cut liao... b4 sch reopen den go change hairstyle... n i jus borrow $100 frm my mum... cos no money ..heex.. returnin her when i got my pay... i hope dey will station mi at far east first leh..dunoe y..jus wana work at far east first rather den bugis... sick of bugis liao.. haha...

mm ytd my cousin kelvin suddenli sms mi..n ask alot tins bout mi n my boi.. since when he started to care so much of mi huh..haha.aniway reli appreciate it.. =)
msg to kelvin: be a gd boi boi ar..dun always let ur mummy wory u can anot?..go out till so late..den go simi church duh..brainwash u nia lo.. last time u love temple alot de ..y suddenli change to church still go the church tt i hate alot.. duh..aniway up to u la.. jus dun suddenli cum back n say tt u wan be a christian.. still rmb tt time u still wanna convert to vegeterian becos of buddhist...(-_-'') scare mi tot u wanna be monk..=x...haha aniway u be gd can le la.ok?
*dun be offended if u r a christain..=)

Tuesday, March 08, 2005
haha...im of caos an angel la...duhhh~
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Monday, March 07, 2005
slp till 2 plus tolday n was kinda pissed..cos she was god damn noisy... ok..forget it since shes nice to mi .. mm..was slackin on my bed n dun even bother to tidy up ..i jus nua the whole afternoon on my bed lioke a pig..haha.. =x.. *oINk* mm went to the army market today..haha wif my bro lo..cos he wanna buy the folder bed ar..yah..n i bought a pink colour t-shirt dere...heex..10 bucks nia.. =) quite nice got a monkey in front..hohoo.. mm..den went suntec lo..had our dinner at cafe cartel..liew..eat till i canot move lo.. so full!!!! daddy treat us eat cos he win mahjong..haha..=x.. so happy noh.. mm... tml goin out wif mini lo..go interview .. haiz..sia la.. dunoe can get the job not lo.. im broke now le lo.. how to survive wif so little money when im such a spender.. hah.. wth!!

my brother hor he v irritatin today keep suanin mi..still pinch my face n shouted out..'' angellllllll..........ni haooOOoOOoOoO CUTeeEEeE woOOoOOoRrrR~~~~'' pinch my right cheek(-_-'') n den still pinch my arm ..say i got fats..WTH!!!!!.. haf fun playin wif dasao..haha..keep teasin her old..haha..got age gap wif her ar... den di siao her lo.. she older den mi by 12 yrs..hah... lao liao la her... den she damn dirty minded lo.. ok.. shall not elaborate wat she say here... *cENsoREd*.. =x..
mm..my dasao haha shes jus so farni..enjoy being wif her noh..cos watever i tinks i tell her will onli kept btw both of us..she wont betray mi or tell other ppl de..=).. n yup.. though she older den mi..haha..but we r both veri childish n can play till crazy...last time we went shoppin at expo..n guess wat???????? i was kinda itchy hand so i pull her bra strap..n she was like... FIRE!!! haha..she chased mi n wanted to pull mine..those shoppers eye big big stare at us..but we dun gif a damn jus play ours.. haha..wth!

Sunday, March 06, 2005
mm...find tt my blog had becum sOooOoo DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!haben been uploadin pis..so sorry ... mm..cos got a new fone..n yah..haben bought the cable yet so cant upload pics..real sorry ..decide to pose sum old pics tt i took wif frens n oso sum of my zi lian foto ..kekekke=x
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mi n jo(MOi COUsIN) taken at the toilet..haha.. the toilet is damn fuckin high class lo..=x at one of the condo...

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mi n wen at wisma de toilet=x..kinda blur hor....last time usin moi lousi 3200 tk de..

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hu ISH diS CHARBOR! none other den our xiao wen wen.. haha.. takn at kbox

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hu ish dis kuku ger..wearin sunglasses in such a dark rm..~ ME LA! at kbox

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on cny... heex.. tk pics while waitin..im so ugliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......my face ish so YUAN!

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tk it when im workin... first time wear blue contact lens.. n i look so EVIL! i admit.. IM THE DEVIL..n sumone said i look like resident evil..wth..(-_-'')


WTH~ haha...taken at far east de shop.. was tryin on the spect when huixin *sNAP* haha..guess tt the salesger bth us liao...=x

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ok..was feelin bored m blog was -dead- KO..haha.. so post sum old pics lo.. yeah.. aniway im jus so ugli..haiz.. tink i put on weight now dun dare post my most recent pics..look like pig..kao..pic=PIG.. liew... no work ma...so sleep lo..den eat den watch tv play comp den go out slack..den eat again..den slp.. k la now gotta go slp... KO-ED...zZzZZzZzzZzZZZZ

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HHAHAH..was bored n saw dis in sumone blog..so try it out myself n posted it up..=)


ok..i slept till 3 pm today..wahahah...n yah was browsin thru the paper n saw dis ad..yup wanna find job ma..so saw thier advertisemnet called the place n went for interview... the shop ish at cineleisure basement 1 the korean shop called dodo club..mm..yup.. the manager interview mi say she will put mi under cosmetics department... cos the shop got 3 diff department .. supermarket department..garment n cosmetics.. n all the tins dere r frm korea.. she say if i got the job she will put mi under cosmetics teach mi bout colours..skincare.. cosmetics all dis.. but she is considerin mi cos i can not work permanent,...=( .. but she is veir veir veir veir friendli n nice...but yah i dun tink i will get this job though shes interested in mi... i can GURANTEE I WONT GET DIS JOB!!! hahaha.. ok aniway im uised to it la..so forget it man.......

mm... was feelin upset over certain tins.. y isit like dis? wat the hell~~~ FOOKERDoODoOOoOOoO!haiz...

afternoon ppl cum my hse to do the door..mm quite nice la.. but v noisy..drill dis drill tt..omg! haha..n i was wearin my pyjama lo.. den my spect..den my messy hair..wahaha.. but hu cares la.. forget it..went out ard 6 plus.. n dey still haben done yet.. dun wanna clear up the mess haha..=x...

Saturday, March 05, 2005
wth! look...! wats the time now babeh~ its 2.50 am..n here i am bloggin..im jus so farkin bored ..cant get to slp..so here i am sittin in fronf my comp in my rm..n blog..jus for dis veri special person MR MINI..wahah be honoured ok..i noe u gonna stayed up till 4 am cos of tt stupid reason of urs so HERE i am to blog n keep u entertain..wth... thankx mi now.. *WInk* HAHA.. im so damn farkin bored n im blardy hungry... how i wish i can go jalan kayu now n had moi roti prata n a cup of teh-tarik... if onli i hab the money or watever shitty permission..i will drag sumone along wif mi n eat it..(-_-'') FARKANATHAN! haha new lang tt i learnt it frm sumone else..muahaaha

oh shit... tml mornin my mum wan mi to wake up b4 11pm... how can dis be possible man... cos got duno wat shit ppl la..dey cumin my hse n change all the room's door... cos too old liao... but hu cares bout the door la..as long as can close can lock can liao ma..waste money changin..duh.. gif mi the money better rite..duh... tml oso duno goin where la..tink slackin at hm den probabli go out wif moi parents n eat den cum hm nua again ba.. omg... after i quit my jobs hd been a beri gd ger.. nv go out on wekends wif fren to keep my parents accompany... hah...im tt guai~ wah seh........... n mabe next sunday will hab a pri sch fren gatherin ba.. shld i go?? was tinkin whether i shld go not..haiz.. sian.. eh hu got chalet ar?? feel like goin chalet haha..can sumoone organise n invite mi go?? wahaha... wanna eat bbq food man... feel like smokin now..but wth! my cig had finish... stupid shit... omg! *angry*.. n its damn ex now lo.. wth... heng haha got lobang to malaysia ciggie..much much more cheap.. dun worry im not a hardcore smoker yea?? n im like smoke bout 1-4 per week onli k............ light smoker... =) haha..
arghhh....... wat else to blog neh..oh yah im worried bout the results of the postin of course tin... i mean the jae... result be out on 23rd march if im not wrong... arghhhhhhh im jus so farkin sad tt im not eligible for ani business course in tp... wtf!!!!!!!!!!! FOOKERDODO~~~~~..omg! arghh.......

cum to tink of it haha..i had nv reli smile so heartily for so long...had long forgotten the feelin of smilin rite frm my heart.. y ish dis so neh??? duno neh...~~~ wei he??????????? mm... its 3 am now... n my dad ish not hm yet wor..... he went out to play mahjong..duno got win money not leh..haha.. got win money gd i can tk ''commision'' hahaha... gd leh... my way of ''earnin'' money ..HEex

ok tt stupid mr MIni IS huRRyin MI now! to finish bloggin so he can read...wtf! HEY YOU! better wake up earli on mon n call tt fuckin dunoe wat levis n ask her the address co we can go interview togther u call le den call mi n wake mi up ok????????????? DUN U FORGET! I WILL BITE U! hahaha...

ytd sms til i fall asleep haha..dis the 3rd time i fall asleep while sms-in..=x.. wake up at 1 pm..mm stil feelin sleepy.. was so bored..had my lunch.. n went back to my rm lie on bed n slack dere... feel like rotin..watch tv..n den ard 3 plus canot tahan..wanna go out liap..so bored at hm.. so i changed dressed up n went tm ... huey wen today go csq relief so go ebase dere find her lo.. b4 tt wen to find xin... but when i was at ebase..wth..! tt fiona is dere lo..fuck..suay leh..she saw mio lo..n smile to mi... den i jus smile back n faster walk away... haha... went ard shoopin n c if got ani nice clothes to buy noh...mm...saw dis half -cut cradigan feel like buyin but nv buy... wanna go far east n c if got nicer one not heex.. called eugan to cum pei mi shop lo..haha..n he came... heex.. bought 2 handbags... nice leh so cheap oso..wahahhaa... n den bought a checkerd pants at ebase... love it man!! the pant ish so jap..haha..love it loads.. wen say i where liao nice... duno ish she wan mi to boost their sales pr reli nice..haha but nvm la..buy lo... poor eugan gotta help mi carry the shoppin bag..haha..den mi n him went haagen daz eat ice cream..haha he treat..gd hor..=) mm den wiat for wen to finish work lo... den go walk walk... after tt went hm lo
but fuck! we waited for the bus for more than 20 min lo.. shit sia the que is damn fuckin long lo... pek chek..gif up waitin..i mus admit tt im impatient... went to flag a cab... n took cab hm... much more fast...comfortable oso..no nid squeeze wif ppl lo.. i jus hate squeein on the bus at after work time..all of them stinks n dey r so sticky..wth!

*tink we r driftin apart.. everytin is so bland now...i dunoe how.. u dunoe y...i hate dis too....

Friday, March 04, 2005
suddenli theres sum flashback in my mind.. those secondary sch days.. when mi n him r togther.. we will go sch togther...chat togther n fool ard.. his olwaz so shy..haha..n when the first time we saw each other on bus.. we were stranger..slowli we got to noe each other more.. n day by day... we started to chat online... n soon... he sms mi... we stared sms-in..n slowli on fone... stil rmb we got to noe each other ard may 2002... n tins drag on for sevral mths... n yet i was happy..enjoyin everyday in sch cos we can c each other..everytime goin for lesson i will always walk pass his class jus to took a glance at him.. n he everytime saw our class walk pass oso will look out for mi..n when we c each other .. we will smile.. both will be super shy.. haha..those were the days..ppl ask..y u all nv go stead de aiyo...haha.. cos he nv ask mi ma tt time..he too shy..n i too shy..haha. so we drag.. at first he stil got another ger in his heart.. he told mi but slowli... he fall for mi too..of cos i was happy..=) the sell drink aunty in our sch haha oso veri concern bout both of us... everytime i will go buy green tea for him..but i will be too paiseh to pass it to him myslef so i will call my fren do it for mi .. his bdae.. i do a cross stich for him..he was so happy..haha..say no one ever sew tin for him b4 except his mum(-_-'').. finali one day after my co practise... on sat.. he got vb trainin too..n yah..he waited for mi..to go hm togther.. we took bus hm..n when we were on the way hm..he finaly ask mi to be wif him...i was overjoyed...but yet nv gif him ans...i rmb the date 210603 yup... n i email him the veri next min i reach hm... say yes..haha..we got together.. he was so panic after i went hm..tt he walk all the way frm my hse to his hse..haha.. wth..
he was jus so cute..everytime durin recess i will look out for him,... in class tink of him..do wat oso mis him.. those were the days.. n yah.. tt time..was under stress too..got alot competition.,..nim afraid i got no time for him..his tkin his o level tt yr..i dun wanna affect him..so we broke up ..it was mi hu initiate the break up.... but stil my heart hurts...hurt it so deepli..i din say out..i noe he hate mi for being like dis... im sorry... i cried in the middle of the lesson... n ran to the toilet n cry..my fren got a shock..all follow mi to the toilet... but i hide myself in the cubicle...dun wanna cum out..i dunoe how to face him after tt...cos for the first time..when he saw mi he gave mi cold shoulder the feelin was awful left mi heart broken...afterall i bring it upon myself..i try to fall for other ppl..n i tot i reli did..onli den i noe i was deceivin myself..wth...how foolish am i?all dis yrs.. he had nv reli step out of my heart b4... his hidin in my heart..sumwhere veri deep inside.. afterall his the veri veri veri first person tt i ever ever like so much... nv will i forget dis veri person tt had made my life in secondary sch so memorable...
after all dis yrs... tins change ...ppl change..feelins change..he got a ger.. i was sad.yet i reli do hope dey will last long...though my feelin wasnt gd too when i c thier lovin pics..but im happy tt at least he found sumone better...much much much more better den mi... i dunoe y im writin out dis here in my blog oso.. my i jus wanna thanks him for being in my life... after all dis yr i cant deny he stil stnads a place in my heart... his my veri first love... i will nv forget all those sweet memories both of us had togther..n on tt rainin mornin we shared an umbrella n go sch togther...=).. sumtime i would jus wonder..wat will we both becum if i had not initiated the break? will we last till now?? or will he be the person hu break wif mi? frens all say im dumb..his such a gd guy..gd in studies..faithful..nice to u...yd... y dun wan him... haiz..dey dunoe la... aniway... sumtimes i do regret...but watever...his leadin a happy life now... n now im happy too..im happy wif wat i haf... n cant deny........ frm last time til now..his the very very very first person tt i ever love so much....