went to rent 2 chi story bk..those ai qing xiao shou lo...haha... v the romantic ..jus like how those stories end..wif a happyendin... those similar old grandma story ba..ex like the coupleat first dun like each other den quarrel here n dere/...slowli fall for one another...i like u u like mi den happy family! hahah..okok lame lame lame..but i jus love it man ..sumhow hope tt i will be like them haha..siao.. ahappy wif my life now la no nid to add another person n mess up my life man..=)
tml ish OFF DAY!goin to town n oso to go reg for sum coursesyea....mention in my prev blog le rite...kba.. stillgot wat else to blog leh..not much le ba.. sian my work place dun had much yd leh..haiz..haha the perfumepromoterat level 1not bad..very yoyotype the hair oso v stylo milo,..hahah..mm den the guy workin at supercutpsp v jap but i think he in his late 20 le ba..too bad..mm..aiuah cc won die..kekek...onli can c canot be boi fren...=x
8more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today work was quite alrite... mi n wendy workin ..serene went to office to pack stock.. everytin was alrite..yup... n i simply love to eat the frozen strawberry frm mos burger!! love it lots lots lots..so sweet n nice..creamy!! haha...mm.. 8 more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
work today was quite ok..serne off..so mi n wendy tok alot today...reli alot she teach mi quite lots of tins in mm..=x...haha...we got alot of tins in common=x..den wen cum down pei mi break..anicia quit her job cos of tt GOH HUI FANG..kns..haiz..heng tt GOH HUI FANG nv step on my tails..shall let her noe wats ish DOOM DAY if she ever agitate mi..haha.. my eye now ish very the painful cos on my right hand side ..inner side of the upper eyelid theres dis little white white tin grow dere...haiz..pain lo...!!! omg... scare tt it will swollen up.. =(
mm.. he jio mi patch..but for now im not interested in gettin involve in ani relationship... haiz sadded..aniway im happy wif my status now...
was fed up wif my stupid computer..i tink the comp kena virus keep restartin itslef damn fuckin fed up one lo ..i doin tins halfway n it restart everitins gone man..wth! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... tml workin mornin shift man..o dear... but its ok la..can go off earli haha..go off ard 7.30.. mm thurs off day goona go to ZA beauty sch n reg for their eyebrow shapping lesson...=) goin wif wen hehehe... shall go hab sum fun dere..maybe can learn smth interestein ..
9 more days to pay day!!!!!!!!!!!
another empty promise being made by him..say would cum my work place find mi buy mi herbal tea..waitin for his sms..waitin for his call..nah..i dun get one..n dun even c his shadow at all..promise r meant to be broken.. hah...im tt naive...to believe it again.. nvm.. my heart is dead...
shld i jsu forget n move on? yah..i decide to move on le.. dun wanna tink back..dun wanna look back.. should look forward now.. wat past is past le.. =) ... i shld bear dis in mind.. but my heart couldnt follow wat my mind is sayin...ok watever... (@_@)
mm.. help a customer to make up today..onli the eye make up..=) jus love helpin ppl to draw their eyes.. can c how a ''normal lookin '' eye becum so niceli drawn by mi...hohoho*wnK* the shop was packed wif so mani customers today...n suddenli all customers gone.. left wif onli mi n wendy in shop...suddenli de wor.. ki siao.. aniway.. yah... bought 2 halter neck when i was havin my break wenttm walk walk.. den go to red2 cos dey havin clearin stockx sales.. got dis halter neck cuaght my eye... its was yellow in colour wif black polka dots.. n another one was white wif black polka dots..doesnt noe which one to buy...both look nice leh... *SCratCHIN my hEAd!* duno which one!! finali...i buy BOTH... guess how much??? I BOIGHT IT AT 10 BUCKS! hah..cheap cheap..=) each for 5 bucks ... heh heh... wear it immediateli..=) wendy n serne saw it le wanna go buy..but when dey go to the shop .. sold out le.. aniway when i bought it tt time onli left wif about 2 pieces ba... tts too bad...hehe
was lookin forward to my pay day...arghhhhhhhhhh...12 more days to go.. got lots of tins wanna buy!!! mm...i jus hope i still left enuff money to buy the perfume tt i wanted to buy ever since last yr... arghh..n guess u all shld noe wats tt ba..cos i had been mentionin it since last yr..haha..n yah tts rite...CHANEL CHANCE PERFUME!..duh... $155... cant bear to buy sia... ji expensive yi xia~~ waitin for my bdae call my bro buy for mi..aha..but still veri long leh..sept...haizzzzzzz..... *sOb!*
to MR LOH MIN FEI: OK..now heres a msg dedicated speciali for him..haha..eh now stop pesterin mi to mention ur name in my blog ar..haha.. k la..noe u since sec 3 rite?? eh tink sec 2 saw u b4 la.. small size den run here n dere machiam a small monkey..haha.. sec 3 hate u lots cos u r damn fuckin active n noisy in class..bth... i everytime c u will scold u or scream at u..haha=x.. n slowli..sec 4 we r told to sit in grps.. same grp as u>>?? eh tink so ..haha..u sit near mi ba..tts when we started to noe each other more..doesnt hate u animore..started to be gd frens le rite..anitin oso can tok bout de.. den always chat in class..recess buy snacks ..den share wif the grp durin tt boring history lesson... miss those days man..mi ..u ..bern n anwar...haha..so much crap.. we vandalised the table.. we tok back at teachers..*mMM dID wE..??* HAHA...n wat else we did..eh...orh!!!!!!!! the whole class plan to play prank on mrs chua... n i tink u r the one hu use the spoilt ear piece tye ard the leg of 2 tables ..attemptin to make mrs tan to trip n fall when she walk pass rite... did i rmb correctli??? hahaha...=x... miss those days man..now ..u r growin taller...not tt chilli padi mr teo olwaz call u...gettin a little bit mature in mind le... but can u jus STOP changin gf like changin clothes?haha...find one serious de la...duh...*shakE heaD*n dun anihow intro mi guys..not interested in ah beng..haha k la... *frens FOreVEr* c mi in tp mus say hi ok?? haha..n yah when we have break go lunch in tp canteen together ba...*winK*o yaH...U OWE MI A BDAE PRESENT EVER SINCE LAST YR!
'' hiyee..im frm missha at cs 3rd level..our shop jus opened so heres a little gift frm us..hope u will patronise our shop when ur free... *brOAd SMIle*''
(-_-'') n i went to giodarno..saw a part timer workin dere his jus so super yd n cute..haha...n yah he so friendli..keep sayin thank u too mi..*shY*..HAHA.. today work was quite ok... yeah n mi n wendy was kena dua by tt stupid ronnie... serene's bf..bluff us say tt we kena transfer to far east..kao..make us so kan chiong..keep shoutin n whinin makin a big fuss cos we dun wanna go far east n work! haha..in the end we were kena tricked by them..wth...-.-
mm.. den dinner break moi cousin..ah heng kor cum down meet mi..wahah treat mi eat thanks..he got no choice but to treat mi..haha..eat long john..my fa..wahahha..=) yeah... n i was super pissed by one of my ex bf..i cant stand him could he jus STOP tinkin tt i stil like him?? n could he jus stop appearin at century sq when his hse ish so damn fuckin far frm century sq..jus stay at ur serangoon for the whole life n dun ever cum to tamp n appear in front of mi..pls stop thinkin tt i still like u n stop tryin so hard to make mi jealous of u n ur gf..im tellin u..IM NOT JEALOUS.. im jus so pissed off by u... omg! i dunoe y i use to be so in love wif u..i guess im blind..n pls stop callin mi ba.. argh..pek chek.. i noe i had hurt u badli in the past n u told mi tt too..but pls dun be a loser..wat past is past pls dun cum fan wo now..n dun ever tell mi anitin bout u n ur ger..i dun fuckin gif a damn..understand? * hEAdachE*
o dear..im caught in da middle..pls tel mi how to make a decision.. i cant possibli get 2.. n yah i can onli choose 1 pls tell mi which is the wise choice? cos my heart is caught in da middle..haiz...kiap zai zhong jian shi fei chang de fan nao...
went to town after tt...was at far east ...saw a white colour half cut cardigan ..like it alot..wen say its nice so i bought it..wear it immediateli..wahaha..finali found one tt i like le.. far east got a new shop the clothes n accerise are all frm korea...all so nice!! but oso v ex..i loke their crown pendant n necklace..cost 45 bucks...jhaiz... get my pay will go dere buy..all the tins dere r limited onli brought in 2 pieces per design..n the accesseries onli brought in 1 piece each...yeah..the lady boss oso v young n pretty..=)
mm tks loads of pics today..*cLICk*cLIcK* ..HAHAH...ppl were starin at both of us..but hu cares man~ yeah..we r zi lian kuang... =) hehe.. will up load all wehn i bought the cable for my fone..hehehe...n yeah bought a ring love it damn lot..had my name engraved on it..hehe.. suppose to be a couple ring but hu cares bout couple ring man.. wen oso bought one had her name engraved too..=) n yeah..times seems to pass v slowli today..machiam snail crawlin...~slowli~slowi~ but had a great day la..when to alot of branded shop duh..no money buy..c c nia...sadded..haha
mm was slakcin the afternoon away at far east BK .. n yah we had our sciprt wrritten n called up tt person...haiz... *shall not elaborate much*
msg to wen: im here..dun worry ..my shoulder r here for u whenever u nid it.. fret not..friendship wan sui wan wan sui!
mi n wen!! HAHah..mm..taken at orchard but i forgot the place tin its at wisma or paragon..keke
WOoo guESs HU ISh tt Guy???? A jap actOR i fORGOt his NAMe OSO.... HAHha..so honoured to tk foto wif him wor... haha.. but ........ nah.. its actuali a exibition la..got alot of posters of movie star..heex... i took one wif aaron kwko oso..show u guys another time..=)
tWiST~~ OMg HUey wen ISH poISOnED shE Got BLAckY nailS!!!! *HanTU!!!!* HAHAHAH
angel: eh u r josline ar..i want change money wor..can ma??
josline: orh ok...u last time got work ebase de ar...wat ur name??
angel: yeah suntec de noh...angel heex..the one always call n say'' wo shi suntec de angel sales figure pls...'' haha..
josline: ORH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe..u r the one cum suntec interview wearing spects de ger.. n wear a red colour jacket de rite???
angel: WAH! u stil rmb i wear wat..tt is so long ago le wor..
josline: haha..yah lo...
den we start chatin...shes a nice ger ..heard frm ai chuan about her..shes v nice friendli den not those bossy ppl..=) mm anicia cum find mi durin her break..but i was oso havin my break so she cant find mi..den i went to ebase n c got nice clothe not ..haha..she came in n saw mi ..we started tokin again..mm shes a nice ger afterall..*wink* mm bought a pair of shoe today at MONDO ...love it lot man!! so cheap noh... $19.90 onli..gold colour de ..nice!!! actuali dunoe to buy dis design or another design ..wanna buy both but den aiyah.. i now short of money..so jus bought one of them..goin to buy another 1 when i got my pay... n today oso shop at missha..cos every staff at missha ish entitled to $30 allowance to tk ani products dere mah..so i took... 2 guy's mask for my dad n my bro.. den 3 mask for myself my mum n my bro gf... den i tk another aqua moisture essence for myslef too.. heex.. total is 33 bucks..so i onli had to pay the extra 3 bucks noh..=) happy!! haha..n yeah.. today joelyn the makeup artiste teach mi alot tins... mm..was askin her about the diff brushes she use to do make up..wah got a lot leh..got face brush ..cheek brush..lip brush..eye brush.. eyebrow brush... diff size diff shape..at least i learn sumtin..still got eyeliner brush... mm..den she still teach mi how to apply eye shadow...how to blend in the colour... how to shape ur brows all dis... n she told mi if i wanna learn make up dun go to cosmoprof cos dey teach not gd..wan learn mus go sch of beauty...im reli obbesed in learnin make up now!!!!!!!! n guess wat...haha...at the end of the day i actuali use serene as my model..* PoOR seREnE!*wahaha..so nice of her to be my model..i do make up on her..n shes kinda satisfy wif my make up skills...i told her
''serene!!!!!!! u shld be honoured hor!! u r the first person i use to be my model noh...last time i help my junior do hor..i help them do untill so ugli lo=x!''
haha..den she luff... mm.. i reli love my job now...cos its wat i reli love n had interest in..yeah... n when anicia noe i was workin at missha..haha..she was like.."" I WANT WORK DERE OSO!!!!!!!! Y VERYTIME THE JOB U GET I LIKE IT SO MUCH DE..."" ..haha..i call her job hop to my comp hahah..=x
mm..reli hope to go to sch of beauty to learn make up.. but the courses for learnin r all v ex .. the first stage dey will teach u bridal make up..last stage is creative make up.. u may tin tt make up is ez jus put sum powder ..add summ colour..den finish it off by puttin on lip sticks...ITS VERI WRONG!
its involove alot of diff steps in oreder to get tt pretty face... after seeing how joelyn do mae up for the customer den i noe... how a normal lookin ger wif alot of acne ...or a ger wif a lot of ''holes'' on thier face..after a make up seesion can becum a great beauty... dere r a lot of steps..
- nid to apply toner to close the pores.. add moituriser to smoothen ur skin
-apply make up base so ur make up can last longer..den use concealer..
-den put on ur foundation...
-a v niceli shaped brows is VERI impt to a nice makeup
-draw ur brows...
-most imptli the eye make up is the KEY ''success'' to ur looks
-how u blend in the colour.. the position ... blah blah
-ur blusher.. using blusher on ur cheek got a technique de.. heex.. learn it frm sum1 b4..=)
-finsih all make up le use losse powder n pat all over the face
- use a brush..i forgot the name of tjhe bursh le..but it looks like a
broom..haha..use tt ''broom'' to brush away excess pwder on ur face
-den finali apply lipstick..after tt use a lip gloss of similar colour to add a shiny look to ur lips..
its reli not ez to master all the tins i mus admit...i haven reach tt level yet...haiz...sadded...=( i ask joelyn bout my make up.. n she say im quite gd wif it..heheh,..at least i pass...wahahaha..=) but deres still alot for mi to learn..alot alot... i hope i can master how to shape eyebrow.. she teach mi.. heex..tink of the shape ..start frm outer to inner...slowli..slowli...n yeah..practise makes perfect..=) mm..i nid to update my wishin list liao..wahahah
tml goin for prod tranin le..den after tt go back to work..hohoho...
mm..now listenin to the soundtrack of the korean show ALL IN.. suddenli remind mi of the relationship of the couple in the show...so ke lian.. haiz..so saddenin..both of them go thru alot... alot...face alot difficulties ..hard times... n yet ..dey still love each other deepli.. got a period the ger stil tot tt the guy had died..she cried for dunoe how mani mths..becum so haggard...so sad..no life no enegry jus like walkin corpse..den finali she recoverd..n one day she saw him..his still alive..he was hospitalised at tt period of time when she tot he was dead... dey got togtehr ..still alot of obstacles stoppin them..but in the end..dey brave thru all n got togther...live happily again.. haiz.....=( saddenin... go thru so much den togther....
wat is love?? u all noe?? i dun noe..i onli noe when i love tt person..i jus go crazy haha..becum so irrational..but at times i will bottle up all inside n not tell him anitin..jus c him happy i oso happy.. haha.. but i nv been reli happy b4..the onli happiest time is still my first love.. first love is always the sweetest n the nicest one..tts true man..=) watever...past le.. all ish memory sweet sweet memory...
mm..today workin ma..den when no customer mi n wendy took a few pics hehehe... wanna c??????????????wahahha k la..i jus post 1 will do..the others r jus so funny lookin..muhahaha...
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Me N weNDy~ wAHahA... alot ppl say wendy look like korean cos her eye small small de..but tt time she cum wokr..my first impression of her is MIC leh...=X!!!!!!!! SHES GONNA KILL MI!!!!!!!!!! *ruN AwaY*
m3!!!!!!!!!!! wahahha...zi lian again liao..paiseh~~ mwahahha...k la..mi b4 goin work.. *wINk* i kiap my hair up..heex..look more shu nu...kekeke..*k la..HEY U! stop PUKIN!*
mm..today wen came n pei mi eat lunch..den saw kendrick(qiren's buddy) workin at the duno wat roti shop forgot the name...omg..world ish so small.he stare at mi i stare at him..duh... n we keep lookin at each other...den we were at starbuck slackin ma... wen told mi tt a part timer is goin to work at park way ebase wif her..n the ger name is anicia...the first tin i tink of is kendrick's gf..cos she oso cal anicia...got a strong feelin tt its her..omh...cos shes 18...coral sec..stay pasir ris..all fits the particulars tt wen told mi neh!! den both of us wa like..sure not???? den we go century sq ebase tok cock wif rosabelle ma..den we tok bout tt new comer anicia..den i ask eh..ish she the kendrick's gf...n OMG!!!!!!!!!! it is wor...rosabelle oso noe her..she oso no qi ren..she oso no kendrick dey all lo..the betty boop(i forgot her real name) she oso no her lo!!! den 4 of us were tokin bout dis...omg..world ish so small lo..den heard frm bell tt anicia n kendrick break le wor...dey together for so long le leh..now break le wor...=x...haiz..sadded... now tink back world is reli small...first is the fei wei..he call waitress pass mi his number..den later found out tt i am his best buddy's de cousin..n den is the casper..we saw each other..n i was v unfriendli to him later we met online v coincidentali... n den now ish anicia..omg..n yah bell n betty boop oso no qi ren... wth(-_-'') world is small or shld i say...spore is small...or shld i say my atena is long... can connect to so mani ppl...(-_-'')
today when i left the shop at 7.20 the sales onli 1.3k...mm..not v gd...duh..not gd not gd..haha...hope tml will be better..jia you!!!!!!!!! tml workin afternoon shift.. mm.. work till closin..yeah~~..=) heex... saw bao bao n ebird ..hhaha...go n disturb dem when dey eatin roti prata..haha...n eat a bit of thier food..*YUmmY*..=X..HAHA..
haiz..sadded leh..i suddenli feel like havin a bf... jus wana sumone to be dere pei wo..share my prob wif..i find out dat i seldom share my prob wif all my bf last time..v seldom... duno y..i onli tell my frens my feelins n probs..in front of my bf i tend to bottle up everytin n try to show the best...haiz.. y leh..?? i duno lo..
ji sad yi xia....haiz..when can the rite one cum? or he cum le jus tt i din sense his present???
today was servin customer..den dis aunty keep starin n lookin into my eyes..den i overheard ther tellin her fren..
''eh..u c tt ger is ang moh leh..her ba jiu(eye in hokkien) is blue de lo''(-_-'')
n i say
''aunty...i not ang moh lo...i wearing colour contact''
hahah
n she luff..duh....today help a 18 yrs old ger to draw her eye.. haha...she was wif her mum..den was figurin how to draw the eyeliner..so i went up to help her.. told her i was 17 n she got a shock..haiz..i noe i look old la..wahaha..den i help her draw help her put mascara..seems to be v satisfy wif my ''drawing'' n she bought the mascara n eyeliner..=) she keeep lookin at the mirror n smiling at herself sia...(-_-'')
D U N -E V E R -A C C U S E -M I- O F- T I N S- I -NV -DOOOOOOOOO
-PISSED OFF BY UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU-
''wahhhhhhh....now noe how to make up liao ar..not bad ar...'' (-_-'')... wth...haha....nonsense la him..i was in great pain after my dental..mt mouth v suan..n yah...its super painful..haiz...den i go raffles city walk walk... heex.. den go suntec ebase n tok cock wif irene... sharon cum relief as in charge today...she look unfriendli leh..but acutali she quite ok la.. den celine kena transfer frm wisma to suntec..hoho..she quite nice oso neh..den we dere tok cock lo..i took my pay slip..den yeah chat wif irene alot today..heard frm her tt... sophia cass n celine havin confilct now... omg..haha..finali the disaster hab cum..dey had reach their limit..n had tolerated tt BMW for v long..now finali war had cum...omg...=x...ok..den i went hm after tt cos my mouth ish too painful..
haiz.. den on the mrt...deres dis guy sitin beside mi..he dose off..n his head keep droppin to my side sia..i v scare he lie on my shulder leh..den dis 2 lady sitin opp mi started luffin..n i was like wat dey luffin..den i turn n look beside..haha..that guy lie on the shoulder of the man sitiin beside him!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha...everyone was luffin n starin at them..n the man was like so paiseh...hahaha...den he go push his head back in place..n that guy's head started movin again...jus went he is goin to lie on my shoulder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reach my stop n faster stand up...n ''Piak"" he hit his head.. n wake up..wahaha...den everyone started luffin..includin mi!!!!!!!! muahahhahaha
mi! jus reach hm lo...
super painful!! bth leh...haiz... casper call mi tk painkiller...took 2 le still pain neh...
''wahhhhhhh....now noe how to make up liao ar..not bad ar...'' (-_-'')... wth...haha....nonsense la him..i was in great pain after my dental..mt mouth v suan..n yah...its super painful..haiz...den i go raffles city walk walk... heex.. den go suntec ebase n tok cock wif irene... sharon cum relief as in charge today...she look unfriendli leh..but acutali she quite ok la.. den celine kena transfer frm wisma to suntec..hoho..she quite nice oso neh..den we dere tok cock lo..i took my pay slip..den yeah chat wif irene alot today..heard frm her tt... sophia cass n celine havin confilct now... omg..haha..finali the disaster hab cum..dey had reach their limit..n had tolerated tt BMW for v long..now finali war had cum...omg...=x...ok..den i went hm after tt cos my mouth ish too painful..
haiz.. den on the mrt...deres dis guy sitin beside mi..he dose off..n his head keep droppin to my side sia..i v scare he lie on my shulder leh..den dis 2 lady sitin opp mi started luffin..n i was like wat dey luffin..den i turn n look beside..haha..that guy lie on the shoulder of the man sitiin beside him!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaha...everyone was luffin n starin at them..n the man was like so paiseh...hahaha...den he go push his head back in place..n that guy's head started movin again...jus went he is goin to lie on my shoulder!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i reach my stop n faster stand up...n ''Piak"" he hit his head.. n wake up..wahaha...den everyone started luffin..includin mi!!!!!!!! muahahhahaha
mi! jus reach hm lo...
super painful!! bth leh...haiz... casper call mi tk painkiller...took 2 le still pain neh...
mm...saw alot ppl..saw des shawn.. den min fei duh..he change gf again le neh..wahaha...machiam change clothes de lo..=xden saw daniel hong boon ... den my ex pri sch fren ..zhong kai..den mm..moi cousin cum find mi haha..cum say hi..bo liao leh he..hahah...mm...today had a great time tokin to serene n wendy..we machiam those 38 club de lo...tok alot tins... got HOT topic..=x!! SEX!!!!! IntereSTed??? YEah BaBeh~~~oOooOooHhHHh...coME on..BAbY~~ wahahhaha...mm..den got alot others..we more interested in sex....kekekke... okok wait wait ..im still a V ok!!!!!!!! so dun imagine tins.. dey r jus givin mi sum sex education..haha..(-_-'')
today elaine came...told her tt we r runnin out of stocks...more than 10 products olreadi sold out left tester nia...den the others onli left 1 or 2 lo..v hot seller..haha...alot ppl buy the eyelash curler..cos v cheap noh..4.90 nia..wanna buy???????????? haha..i v angry leh..my name tag haben done yet..sia la so long lo..wendy n serene got name tag noh..i dun hab...n today i alone do openin..so bored no customer lo..guess wat i do??? i finish cleanin n packin le hor..i at dere play solitaire n minesweeper..haha..wth~...ii can sit dere piak mosquito *PIakK* oso..den lunch time more n more ppl le..heng serene n wendy cum arbo i oso cant handle noh..den i went off to break...go to shilin n buy mee sua eat...jia ling was dere leh..she workin dere..selling food..haha..ok dunoe her bery well so jus tok a bit lo..mm..den yeah...went ard shoopin..n see got nice clothes not...saw a black colour jacket at osmose..quite nice..but den too tight fittin ..i dun like lo......=( alot cutomer ask mi bout my mascara..say v nice...isit frm dis shop...duh..of cos la!!!!!!!!!!!!! of cos not frm dis shop..=x.haha.but say it is..hahahha..=x...ok..dun tell anione shHhhHhh............... pls lo..my mascara ANNA SUI de hor... $39 de leh...ji expensive yi xia lo..missha de $7.90 mascara canot compare to my anna sui noh...duhhhhhhhh.,... but i liek missha de pearl mascara shinny shinyy de..today i apply on to my eyelash,...so nice!!!!!!!!!! deb alot customers c my 1 so nice..dey all oso buy..guess wat????????? ALL SOLD OUT LE NEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... left tester onli..hahaha..den today i use purple colour de eyeshadow..v shiny oso..den the customer all cum n ask mi..den buy same one as mi (-_-'') nvm..i LIKE it..haha..the more dey buy..the more i happy..muahahah
TML OFF DAY!! haha..happy neh..goin for dental in the afternoon...mm den goin back to suntec ebase!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahah get my pay slip n oso to visit them...den after that maybe goin back to missha n find them tok cock...dunoe dey got time for mi not..mm..maybe go help them a while lo...=)
hey frens pls add mi back in friendster ok??????????
jus_angel@hotmail.com
alot...
ccb...dunoe which lang jiao lang go report mi..i din anitin wrong..fuck man..ccb..dun let mi catch who is dis person...........!!if i noe who..i gonna..wask her/him upside downn... kan ni na!!!!!!!!
mm... work dis job can makes lotsa frens too..haha..of all ages frm all walks of life..u get to noe diff ppl...diff ppl had diff demand got diff character..its challenging for mi to deal wif diff customers...=) yeah...maybe i jus love interact wif ppl ba HEex.. a long day for all of us today onli mi n wendy workin but halfway serene got cum n help tts so nice of her heex..we nid her at tt time..thanks god!! cos its so busy noh... den after tt eunice n her husband came by n say hi..haha..she today off.. workin at far east de noh...
on the way hm..walkin to the interchange saw alot couples..bf sendin gf hm..suddenli reminds mi of him..the days he send mi back hm after work.. help mi carry my back..all dis..haiz..suddenli miss him so much..n on the bus i was listenin to Z chen de songs..haiz... sadded..haha..suddenli mis him lots lots lots....
hah guess im jus too crazy ...aniway today oso alot customer..deres no 1 moment wifout a customer in the shop de lo...=) yeah babeh...n yeah today i left ard 7 plus n the slaes olreadi hit 2.2 k le wor..last time at ebase can hit 1.2 k olreadi happy liao..haha..mm alot products sold out..nid to replenish le lo... heex..happy!!!!!!!!!!!
HOT!! products r- nail polish!
-yoghurt mask!!!(kiwi FlavoUR) =gd for whitenin !
-deep sea water skin shower (jasmin flavour)
-coolin leg gel (grEen TEa fLAVouR)
- mm..stil got alot but forget wat liao..haha
mm....hope sales will go up up up up up n up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha... mus beat far east... !! canot lose to them!! wahahah (-_-'') ok im crazy...=x.. so anione interested in workin at far east or csq?? heex.. cum cum..tell mi..*WinK*
century sq here mus reli hire one more staff la..wah lau..reli canot handle man..duh... cos today wendy went for prod trainin left mi n serene... 2 onli canot handle den when 1 of us go break..onli left 1 ppl attend to the customers n shop..heng today serene's bf cum den help us..haha he do slaes bery gd neh..haha..cos he got experience mah..not bad not bad..haha.n thanks to denise she cum find ma den oso help mi to pack the free gift haha...thanks lot!!!!!!!!!! mm.. tml mi n wendy workin ..serene off..hope tml will be busy oso..haha..i love busy..work til i die oso nvm...=)
mm...ytd rej sumone..though his v nice...but stil i prefer to be single now.. im oso too busy to haf a bf .. phobia liao..wat if the next one oso wont last for 1 mth..i hab no confidence in myself too..so wats the point to haf one if its goin to be another sad case rite? though i can get loneli at times..but mm dun rush better la..today got a couple cum in..the ger is chio the guy is yd..dey seems so lovin n the guy accompany her to look at those cosmetics n give her his comments all dis..den when payment he pay for her owr..so sweet hor..haha..den dey seems so lovin n the guy oso..v interested in our products all dis n still ask mi if deres aniother outlet elsewhere or wat..i like dis type of guys.. i jus simpli hate my bf to jus stand outside the shop n wait for mi when i go shoppin wif him..or when we went into the shop togther n he jus stand dere n look so bored..wth lo..k la i understand tt guys r not INTO gers stuff when shoppin..but come mon man..hab sum response ma..or at least show a little interest rite... its jus turns mi off n.. no mood to shop lo.. haiz...prefer shoppin wif my gf...(-_-'')
-so mani ppl wor!!!!!!!!!! non stop de... the shop is squeezed!
-i PHYSCO a customer..n she spend ard $150! wahahah
-stupid MIC sibeh gian pen use the tester n paint all her 10 finger nails wif diff colour(-_-'')
-din had breakfast today n i had my lunch at 3.. work till 10.40 wif out dinner
(im NOt diETin LO..!)
-terence not workin wif us animore..he goin back bugis work..sadded=(
-mr kim n the korean lady goin back le..sadded... mr kim haha..cant bear to leave us!!=x n the korean lady got down our msn add..heeX
-eh sum of the products i not farmiliar..so anihow make up story n tell customers=x..SHhHhhHh
-short of 40 bucks at the end of the day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but heng...mR tay nv scold..say its a lesson for us.. his a nice person..n had no temper at all de wor..
-find tt missha ish v unoragnised in terms of finance...mm..duno la..
-missha ish lookin for part timer or full timer anioone interested????????
mm..tml will be the openin le... but century sq dun hab much shopper den tm lo..scare sales wont be gd..but tml is sunday hope it will be great...i miss workin at far east..though the shop is squeezy..but the colleagues dere r fun n nice... esp YANI!! hhaha... den got alot yd n chio bu dere...century sq v sian lo..all aunty uncle...den student...xiao mei mei lo..den oso those act beng guy..act cool oso..liew..borin lo..sumore opp our shop is food court .wah lao..we in shop workin den stand dere c ppl eat..will hungry de leh...=x..
aniway today work was fun cos..of him..haha..owaz got lame tins to entertain us..den his stupid action n pattern make mi wanna luff...duh...n he caught mi wanna tk foto of him n mr kim..haha..so clever aiyah...he spoil my plan..wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... oso got alot carton to flattern today..n duno when did i cut my hand..haha..deres a cut on my hand on the v fisrt day i work at far east...(-_-'') but not pain oso... wahaha cold blooded...
mm tml he oso cumin to work wor!!!! wahhaha....=) oh yah..i abit cant tahan tt serene...jus a bit irritated..shes v aunty lo..cant tahan..haiz..=xthe newcomer wendy..shes quite ok la..got a CHI-NA look..stil tot she frm china..(-_-'') shes 20 dis yr jus grad frm tp..mm... im the YOUNGEST in whole of missha..wahahhaa.... but DEY say i dun look like...kao...tt mr kim still tot i 19..(-_-'') wth...he pa jiao... YIP TA AH CHOI SI(ugli uncle)!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha...=x...
k la... stop here..continue tml ba...AN YONG(BYE)!!
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handsum= chai-sing-yop-ta
pretty =yep-pu-ta
cute = ki-yop-ta
ugli = yip-ta
brother =oppa
uncle = ah-cho-si
byebye = an-yong
welcum =an-yong-ha-sae-yo
thank you =gam-sa-ha-mi-da
i love you =sa-rang-hae
angel = sae-sa
mm...stil got alot more..forget liao..hahah...n yah mr kim wann us to call him... mun ji oppa (nice brother) hahah...but we call him yip ta ah choi si (ugli uncle) hahaah!!! n he was like...omg!!! n he throw his handkerchief on the floor..n act v angry..haha..he so cute lo...haha..n i told him im... ki yop ta sae sa(cute angel) n he walk away.. hahaha!! haf fun learnin n playin ard...n oso had a great time chatin wif tt korean lady..we tok alot bout the korean show n move star..she love won bin n had seen him b4 lo!! cos his the spokeperson for missha ma..she say he veri yd!! omg...i told her i liek..lee byun hun but she say his handsum but not gd ..cos of sum reason which im not suppose to say..haha..our secret..her fren work at korean procast so she noes about those movie star de underground secret..n she tells mi sum...=x heex...
den after tt haha...terence say he was bored so he started drawin den he say he wanna draw mi..den he look n mi n draw..but i noe his goin to draw a pig..n...(-_-'') he reli draw a pig...wahaha....he is so damn lame..but he got a gf.. together for 4 yrs le lo..!! heart break..haiz.. he v clever leh..noe how to speack malay chi eng hakka canton hokkien..he oso noe sign lang cos last time he got a gf hu got hearin prob so he go n learn it in order to communicate wif her...*hEARTS melT* oooo...so sweet hor...100% nice guy... haha..too bad..taken liao..haiz..he got veri nice n big eyes..which u cant help starin at it..n today he treat mr kim ..mi n serene eat ice cream...=)hohoho..*wNk*
mm...the shelf cum at 9.30 lo!!! n we were busy up shelf everytin but cant finish it end work at 10.30...mm...tml cant open le..openin will postpone to sunday.. n tml mi n serene will be in the mornin shift lo... n terence n another new cumer will cum in the afternoon..heex...=p lookin forward to workin neh...=) happy!!!!!!!!!!
taken today b4 i go work..=)
n today got to noe sum colleagues at far east..first is YANI..shes a malay of cos..n shes super bubbli n freindli..n went she told mi shes a mother of 2 kids..i got a SHOCK!! ..shes 26 dis yr..but she dun look like..n yah she smokes too!! haha...yeah..we actuali wanna go smoke togther when we were told to go throw the carton haha.. n yeah.. serene..she look like 16 or 17..but yani told mi shes 25..(-_-'') dun look like lo!!! n another ger name angie..shes pretty n sweet... n quiet quiet de..heex... n another gal call eunice...oso bery friendli..heex..=)
mm tml im goin to century sq n work..though missha haben open yet..but we were dere to do packin n displayin of stocks.. n will be open on sat! heex.. everyone cum buy ok??? heex.. ok today met a few weirdo customer..i was at the cashier dere..helpin customer to wrap up the tins dey buy..den got dis bunch of sch gers..stand dere keep lookin n starin at mi..den all keep lookin at my eyes..den elaine saw..haha.she ask them...''yes?? u like her eye make up??'' (-_-'')n the ger say...''her eyes veri nice... blue colour de..''i said'' colour contact ma'' duhhhhhhhhh...
duh.... not the first time... haha..nvm..mm..den today veri fast past ..cos alot ppl buy ..super busy.. cant wait to go for the product trainin=)...mm dis job dun hab much restriction when compare oto ebase.. a bit weird.. example...
----at ebase when u start work u nid to shout SIGN IN so everyone will no u start work..n when u go for break... u nit to shout SIGN OUT so everi1 will noe u off for break...whereas missha no nid
----at ebase when u go in store to tk stock..drink water or do watever shit u nid to shout STORE whne u go in..but missha no nid
----ebase dun allow staffs to bring hp to the sellin floor ..missha allows..
---ebase dun allow staff to eat sweet or eat watver dshit at sellin floor..missha can
----ebase set daily sales target for staff to hit it..missha no hab
----ebase dun allow staff to sit wor..but missha got a chiar at the cashier dere for us to sit..but we r TOO bz to sit (-_-'')
----ebase fax n record hourli sales to all the 8 outlets..missha no hab...haha... but!!!
---missha pay lesser leh
---canot olwaz choose diff clothes to wear...cos at ebase u can model wear watever clothes u like..machiam a super big wardrobeheex..
k la..over all first day of work was great..maybe i use to standin whole day last time workin at ebase..so today work was not much diff for mi... heex
n today huey wen cum vist mi. when to eat moi dinner at long john..n as usual went out to had ''puffing seesion'' haha..n found out tt..when u smoke n drink coke..haha..feels gd..cos veri minty..haha..(-_-'')
mm tml will be mi serene elaine n another one duno hu..packin..i tink lisa n the hubby..mr tay oso cumin ba..haiz i hhope tt terence will cum..haha..he look kind of cute..=x..he works at missha bugis..heex... dunoe la..haha... missha got hired 2 guys..1 is trenece n another is a malay..heard frm yani tt the malay guy a bit sissy...(-_-'') wahaha...
im super irritated by sumone hu copy n save my foto n gif so much comments about mi..n even go discuss wif the fren bout mi..wth lo.. (-_-'') im so fookin irritated when i NOE tt this person oso tryin to get close to sumone i NOE for VERI long N ish RELATED to mi...ok ..i dunoe wats THIS person INTENTION ..but i DO hope DIS person will STOP interferein NO matter HOW gd my relationship wif dis person ish! COS i simply HATE it when person i noe n can say is quite gd fren la..TRYIN to cross the line n interfere my life..maybe dis person intention ish GOOD but i can say I AM I-R-R-I-T-A-T-E-D ...F U L L S T O P
PHEW..*anGry* ..forget it..heex..im still a bit pissed wif my hair noh..saded...huey wen say its nice...she prefer dis hairstyle den the previous one... more neat but more lian(-_-'')..haiz...im goin to DYE N HIGHLIGHT my hair for SURE! ..=) mm..tml workin...hope everytin will go fine too..=)
mm.. tml goin to work le... receive an sms frm the elaine..the manager of missha..told mi no nid go toa payoh for trainin le.. tml go far east to work..report at 1 pm...(-_-'') ..n i ask her wat to rbing she saybring ur smile n enthusiaism..n u shld wear black shirt n jeans...duh..so dull~..haiz..sian-ed.. ok..watever..aniway tml gonna work jus hope eveytin is fine for mi..i oso dunoe wta time i finish work lo... last time eveerytime i finsh work got ppl send mi hm..tink now..go hm on my own le ba..hah..~ haiz..so sian lo.. n den hor..the shop is at 3rd floor lo..wah liew... sian leh.. located at 3rd floor where will ppl go lo... normali ppl go far east dey shop at level one de ma.. duh..who will cum level 3...bored to death noh..den hor dunoe got yd for mi to c not..haha..=x.. n haiz..im so irritated wif my sickenin new hair style..i wanna change its colour..arghh,,,pek chek
MY STUPID N UGLI HAIRSTYLE ..N I CAN STIL SMILE.. HAIZ
i look like sum kuku asshole wif dis kuku hair...(-_-'')
tml gonna go for trainin...hope everytin will be fine..
mm the PAY dere..is MUCH MORE... LESSER! den ebase..haiz... nvm la..mai hiam lo.... got work jiu hao le...
pay------ $900 + commision =$1000 over...
can la... hai.z... den 1 DAY OFF per week..(-_-'')
work 2 shift -10am -- 7.30 pm
- 1pm -10pm
mm still got $30 allowance for their products dere..can bring hm de..heex...
mm startin work on dis thursday..wil be goin to tao payoh their HQ for trainin first... n yup..startin work on fri! im SO damn fuckin happy!!!!!!!! finali i slack for 1 mth..now can work liao lo..hohoho...
jus now went down to my hse dere de saloon..wanna go rebond hair de..but no open lo..haiz.. forget it n i olreadi bk appt tml go kimage cut chair de..now no rebond hair le..i tink dun cut liao... b4 sch reopen den go change hairstyle... n i jus borrow $100 frm my mum... cos no money ..heex.. returnin her when i got my pay... i hope dey will station mi at far east first leh..dunoe y..jus wana work at far east first rather den bugis... sick of bugis liao.. haha...
mm ytd my cousin kelvin suddenli sms mi..n ask alot tins bout mi n my boi.. since when he started to care so much of mi huh..haha.aniway reli appreciate it.. =)
msg to kelvin: be a gd boi boi ar..dun always let ur mummy wory u can anot?..go out till so late..den go simi church duh..brainwash u nia lo.. last time u love temple alot de ..y suddenli change to church still go the church tt i hate alot.. duh..aniway up to u la.. jus dun suddenli cum back n say tt u wan be a christian.. still rmb tt time u still wanna convert to vegeterian becos of buddhist...(-_-'') scare mi tot u wanna be monk..=x...haha aniway u be gd can le la.ok?
*dun be offended if u r a christain..=)
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my brother hor he v irritatin today keep suanin mi..still pinch my face n shouted out..'' angellllllll..........ni haooOOoOOoOoO CUTeeEEeE woOOoOOoRrrR~~~~'' pinch my right cheek(-_-'') n den still pinch my arm ..say i got fats..WTH!!!!!.. haf fun playin wif dasao..haha..keep teasin her old..haha..got age gap wif her ar... den di siao her lo.. she older den mi by 12 yrs..hah... lao liao la her... den she damn dirty minded lo.. ok.. shall not elaborate wat she say here... *cENsoREd*.. =x..
mm..my dasao haha shes jus so farni..enjoy being wif her noh..cos watever i tinks i tell her will onli kept btw both of us..she wont betray mi or tell other ppl de..=).. n yup.. though she older den mi..haha..but we r both veri childish n can play till crazy...last time we went shoppin at expo..n guess wat???????? i was kinda itchy hand so i pull her bra strap..n she was like... FIRE!!! haha..she chased mi n wanted to pull mine..those shoppers eye big big stare at us..but we dun gif a damn jus play ours.. haha..wth!
mi n jo(MOi COUsIN) taken at the toilet..haha.. the toilet is damn fuckin high class lo..=x at one of the condo...
mi n wen at wisma de toilet=x..kinda blur hor....last time usin moi lousi 3200 tk de..
hu ISH diS CHARBOR! none other den our xiao wen wen.. haha.. takn at kbox
hu ish dis kuku ger..wearin sunglasses in such a dark rm..~ ME LA! at kbox
on cny... heex.. tk pics while waitin..im so ugliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.......my face ish so YUAN!
tk it when im workin... first time wear blue contact lens.. n i look so EVIL! i admit.. IM THE DEVIL..n sumone said i look like resident evil..wth..(-_-'')
WTH~ haha...taken at far east de shop.. was tryin on the spect when huixin *sNAP* haha..guess tt the salesger bth us liao...=x
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ok..was feelin bored m blog was -dead- KO..haha.. so post sum old pics lo.. yeah.. aniway im jus so ugli..haiz.. tink i put on weight now dun dare post my most recent pics..look like pig..kao..pic=PIG.. liew... no work ma...so sleep lo..den eat den watch tv play comp den go out slack..den eat again..den slp.. k la now gotta go slp... KO-ED...zZzZZzZzzZzZZZZ
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HHAHAH..was bored n saw dis in sumone blog..so try it out myself n posted it up..=)
mm... was feelin upset over certain tins.. y isit like dis? wat the hell~~~ FOOKERDoODoOOoOOoO!haiz...
afternoon ppl cum my hse to do the door..mm quite nice la.. but v noisy..drill dis drill tt..omg! haha..n i was wearin my pyjama lo.. den my spect..den my messy hair..wahaha.. but hu cares la.. forget it..went out ard 6 plus.. n dey still haben done yet.. dun wanna clear up the mess haha..=x...
oh shit... tml mornin my mum wan mi to wake up b4 11pm... how can dis be possible man... cos got duno wat shit ppl la..dey cumin my hse n change all the room's door... cos too old liao... but hu cares bout the door la..as long as can close can lock can liao ma..waste money changin..duh.. gif mi the money better rite..duh... tml oso duno goin where la..tink slackin at hm den probabli go out wif moi parents n eat den cum hm nua again ba.. omg... after i quit my jobs hd been a beri gd ger.. nv go out on wekends wif fren to keep my parents accompany... hah...im tt guai~ wah seh........... n mabe next sunday will hab a pri sch fren gatherin ba.. shld i go?? was tinkin whether i shld go not..haiz.. sian.. eh hu got chalet ar?? feel like goin chalet haha..can sumoone organise n invite mi go?? wahaha... wanna eat bbq food man... feel like smokin now..but wth! my cig had finish... stupid shit... omg! *angry*.. n its damn ex now lo.. wth... heng haha got lobang to malaysia ciggie..much much more cheap.. dun worry im not a hardcore smoker yea?? n im like smoke bout 1-4 per week onli k............ light smoker... =) haha..
arghhh....... wat else to blog neh..oh yah im worried bout the results of the postin of course tin... i mean the jae... result be out on 23rd march if im not wrong... arghhhhhhh im jus so farkin sad tt im not eligible for ani business course in tp... wtf!!!!!!!!!!! FOOKERDODO~~~~~..omg! arghh.......
cum to tink of it haha..i had nv reli smile so heartily for so long...had long forgotten the feelin of smilin rite frm my heart.. y ish dis so neh??? duno neh...~~~ wei he??????????? mm... its 3 am now... n my dad ish not hm yet wor..... he went out to play mahjong..duno got win money not leh..haha.. got win money gd i can tk ''commision'' hahaha... gd leh... my way of ''earnin'' money ..HEex
ok tt stupid mr MIni IS huRRyin MI now! to finish bloggin so he can read...wtf! HEY YOU! better wake up earli on mon n call tt fuckin dunoe wat levis n ask her the address co we can go interview togther u call le den call mi n wake mi up ok????????????? DUN U FORGET! I WILL BITE U! hahaha...
but fuck! we waited for the bus for more than 20 min lo.. shit sia the que is damn fuckin long lo... pek chek..gif up waitin..i mus admit tt im impatient... went to flag a cab... n took cab hm... much more fast...comfortable oso..no nid squeeze wif ppl lo.. i jus hate squeein on the bus at after work time..all of them stinks n dey r so sticky..wth!
*tink we r driftin apart.. everytin is so bland now...i dunoe how.. u dunoe y...i hate dis too....
he was jus so cute..everytime durin recess i will look out for him,... in class tink of him..do wat oso mis him.. those were the days.. n yah.. tt time..was under stress too..got alot competition.,..nim afraid i got no time for him..his tkin his o level tt yr..i dun wanna affect him..so we broke up ..it was mi hu initiate the break up.... but stil my heart hurts...hurt it so deepli..i din say out..i noe he hate mi for being like dis... im sorry... i cried in the middle of the lesson... n ran to the toilet n cry..my fren got a shock..all follow mi to the toilet... but i hide myself in the cubicle...dun wanna cum out..i dunoe how to face him after tt...cos for the first time..when he saw mi he gave mi cold shoulder the feelin was awful left mi heart broken...afterall i bring it upon myself..i try to fall for other ppl..n i tot i reli did..onli den i noe i was deceivin myself..wth...how foolish am i?all dis yrs.. he had nv reli step out of my heart b4... his hidin in my heart..sumwhere veri deep inside.. afterall his the veri veri veri first person tt i ever ever like so much... nv will i forget dis veri person tt had made my life in secondary sch so memorable...
after all dis yrs... tins change ...ppl change..feelins change..he got a ger.. i was sad.yet i reli do hope dey will last long...though my feelin wasnt gd too when i c thier lovin pics..but im happy tt at least he found sumone better...much much much more better den mi... i dunoe y im writin out dis here in my blog oso.. my i jus wanna thanks him for being in my life... after all dis yr i cant deny he stil stnads a place in my heart... his my veri first love... i will nv forget all those sweet memories both of us had togther..n on tt rainin mornin we shared an umbrella n go sch togther...=).. sumtime i would jus wonder..wat will we both becum if i had not initiated the break? will we last till now?? or will he be the person hu break wif mi? frens all say im dumb..his such a gd guy..gd in studies..faithful..nice to u...yd... y dun wan him... haiz..dey dunoe la... aniway... sumtimes i do regret...but watever...his leadin a happy life now... n now im happy too..im happy wif wat i haf... n cant deny........ frm last time til now..his the very very very first person tt i ever love so much....