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ytd slept at 3 plus...watch tv ma..den wake up at 10 plus... surprisin? i wake up so earli leh...noe y??? cos got 2 mad dog cum my hse n bark earli in the morin...so loud!! so noisy...nb earli monrin cum my hse quarrel...wake mi up...cb!!! fuck her la nb... i c her oso dulan...cum my hse dirty the place ar...pua cb..knn.. haiz..den bo bian wake up lo..decide to stay in my rm dun wanna go down n c them quarrel wif my dad... but i thirsty so went down to the kitchen n tt fuckin dog smile at mi wor... haha..i c oso dun wan c her face...kao... ignore her..haha...
after tt 2 dog left le ..went out eat wif my parents lo..say go changi eat so i jus wear a shorts a tshirt n slipper... n went out... after lunch dey say wanna go suntec! kao..i wear till so lock kok.. dey wanna go suntec..heng i put make up..arbo beri the paiseh hah..dey wanna go the travel faur ma..so i go ebase find irene dey all haha..chat wif her beri long..den oso saw cass!!!!!!! n sophia..haha..mish them so muhci..crap alot wif them.... den yah...went for break wif irene den she wanna c hong kong tour package ..so go wif her..den went mng wif her..saw a clothe kinda nice..49 bucks..decide to buy...haha... smth to rejoice about!! i gto my pay today!! cos ebase still owe mi pay haben gif mi ma...i work exra hrs..wahaha... shall not reveal the amt here...but can tell u isnt a big amt oso...heex...
mm den after tt went to city plaza to buy my foundation use finsih le..mm..my mum pay wor..she say she pay so let her pay ba!!! *WINk* hehehe... mm..den go hm lo..slack a while den go over to my bro's hse he cookin dinner for us...mmm...k la...although the pepper prawn he cook is abit weird...dunoe is cooked or not cooked leh...den te mushroom..dunoe y oso a bit weird..den the fish oso a bit funny but mm..quite nice la..mai hiam arbo next time he dun cook animore le..hahha... yeah...den went hm le lo..
tml gettin result le... i noe my result will not be as gd as wat i expect but still i hope tt miracle will happe....haizzzzzzzz

eh...today..mm..sleep til 3 plus..hahah=x...omg..piggy!!!mm..slack ard..eat maggi...nth to do..mess ard wif my dad..hahahah...wif my dad??????????? yeah...he can be fun sumtime hahaha... mm..den he treatin us go eat gd food leh...~ cos he win mahjong..haha..eat til so full sia..den so suay when we reach hm he go open letter box.... guess wat...?????????? he receive a summon letter !!!!!!!! wahaha..kena fine for $150...so suay hor..hahaha.. go to sevral counter n ask for vacancy jus now...mm..get a few number... callin them maybe on wed or tues ba... mon gettin result!!! freak! haha..aniway i tink i will be my bro's maid le la..haiz...............=(
was at bugis jus now..omg!! yd all si guang guang... not even one..haiz... den got alot of those xiao ah lian...duh... found out smth... those gers ar..like to smile at mi leh(-_-'') ....??? wth~ dun tel mi dey r les lo...omg!! i dun reli dare to smile at them... scali dey tink i oso interested in them sia...haha kao..n hor..i notice a lot ah lian like to wear ebase de clothes sia...omg!! but heng la sum wear til quite nice... n hor!! i go bugis ebase jus now..got new stock quite nice wor!! haha...haiz too bad i canot model wear them liao!!!!!!!! arghhh wan to wear hor oso mus buy them duh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mish ebase!!=x!
shes damn fuckin act cute....act chio...act ! act! act! i hate euuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..............fuck off.........!!!!!!!! make use of mi!!!!! wth~!!!! fuck u!!!!!

I Hate Myself For Loving You
(Joan Jett/Desmond Child)

Midnight gettin' uptight Where are you
You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you

Hey Jack It's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you

Daylight spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through

Hey man betcha you can treat me right
You just don’t know what you was missin’ last night
I wanna see you beggin, say forget it just for spite
I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you, that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you

Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you that's why
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you

oh god..feelin so terrible...regret quitin my job!! if not by dis time i will get my pay..n started planin wat to buy...im poor ...NOW!!! wat the hell ish dis man!! haha oh god... got so mani tins wanna buy yet i can SEE onli....fuck! pls let mi walk on the road n step on a wallet!! n inside got lotsa money!!! $_$ hahaha...

i wanna buy --half cut cardigan *a mUS*
--t-shirt frm fresh box.. mm...
--mm a clothes but dunoe how to desribe.... 2 layer de..front layer hor ish shorter den the inside one..both layer r diff colour de...den hor the front layer got a mickey mouse in front..cute cute... saw ppl wear b4 bery nice! haha...huey wen oso lookin for dis..haha * hey u confuse of the description rite>??hahaha*
-- necklace?? nv reli c one tt i like..
huey wen u gd hor... got ppl buy necklace for u huh?? or isit the pendant..sumore cost 30 over dollar..haha..eh i wan oso dun haf leh... no guy buy for mi ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! saddddd ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... liew..tink if got ar.... i will be damn fuckin happy...hahahahahha.... *drEAMIn*

*pRAY tt I got A job FasTER!!! =)anione got lobang????????? prefer doin sales..had experience..workin as junior sales assistant b4.. which do cashierin ..tally stocks check stocks hand carry stocks..housekeepin..customer service...blah blah blah...in short is pao ka liao!!hahah...

hp alarm ring at 9..supposed to wake up.... but nv...sleep again..i sippose to call wen when i wake up... but!!! she call mi instead at 10!! we r supposed to meet at 11....omg!! haha..quickli wake up...bathe change went to meet her...go to cpf board to do tt fuckin singpass...nb..i try to submit online but keep kena rej..rej twice leh!! cb... waste my time go dere do... den after tt when to eat lunch wif her...den go starbuck drink tok cock...relaz n smoke lo.. sian-ed.... arghh... wen kena transfer to pwp work wor..oh noe..next time go bugis canot c u liao... haha... nvm la..everitim off day we sureli will go out togtehr de ma rite..heex

after tt went hm..pei mum go SGH... appointment...oo...borin..receive call frm terry kor..tok cock wif him..haha.ask him go sentosa n interview wif mi hahah
teryy kor ar...stop workin at poh kim la..kao..pay so low..ur boss damn kiam!!! go be back ur porn star..pay higher!! hahaha

dar suddenli ask mi..say i dun like him animore... reli feel like cryin when he say dis...but i nv!!!! nv!!!!!i like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bored... bored.no work ish bored..but i dun wanna get out of my hse..nono..is dun wann get out of my rm...im rottin~~ haha..dis few days had been goin out..go kbox..go town..go interview..go find frens..go here go dere go everywhere..den..my money osoo getin lesser.duh...y dey haben call mi to go work yet?? say wil call mi within dis week..n yet had no reply wor...pian ren!! qi pian wo de gan qing!! haha...sian-ed...monday getin result..oh shit..haiz... aniway sat goin tm..go support shawn..haha..model competition yea?? all the best ar..heex..

got the sudden urge for piercein feellike piercein moi tongue...=x!ok..its abit scary i noe..n heard tt u will hab difficulti when eatin...mm....jus feel like piercin...cool rite... cravin for pain............. woooo.......... eh.. where i wanna pierce...heex..when i got the money n wait i diet first..haha..i wanna go naval piercein...nice nice..n oso tattoo..muahha...jus wanna put at my back.. but tink not onli will i get a hell lot of scoldin... yup n oso beatin..haha.arbish... last time i wanna put a butterfly on my back... n oso tribal... huey wen noe hor..haha...tink she oso wanna put...kekeke... putin ang gong doesnt mean tt u r bad..sumtime ppl put ish got reason... ppl like it as a form of art..but to sum it jus gif an impression of a bad person..a gangster...for mi..i jus treat it as art ba..sum of my frens wanna put..i told them not to put...cos dun wanna them to regret..permanent de ma..canoot remove it..so mus tink properli..... for a ger la... better tink carefulli oso..haha..rmb tt time irene say she wanna put at her leg..den i told her...''wah u sure not..wait u wear weddin gown...so pretty suddenli got one ang gong on ur leg wor...not nice..wont match ur white coloure high heels...hahha'' haha logic rite...
mm..but still i feel like puttin it leh..stubborn hor...stil young not mature yet..wanna haf fun ..wan thrill..wan excitememnt... still piercin is the best.. duno y jus love the pain durin piercin..can say i siao or wat ba.. =) i dun mind... haha...

got tired of moi life...nid to insert a new life in it... jus hope i can find a job faster or sch to start soon..cant wait for sch to start..make new frens...learn new tins..a new chapter of my life begin... where the stress starts to come in durin exams...when the thrill of learnin new stuff starts..meet new ppl...nice one bad one...everytin...start faster..gonna rot..

ever since i graduated..i had been cuaght up in the love web..its seems to be got tangled n im trapped in dere hard to come out..when i cum out frm dis web i got into another web... get into mm...4 web..haha.. or shld i say 4 relationships... none of dis last long...n now... dere r even more webs being created for mi to fall in..but still i prefer to stay put..jus stand dere n dun anihow walk first..dun wanna get caught in web again... jus dunoe y... last time no matter how i wish i oso dun hab..now when i dun wan more n more cum... mm...dis mth dunoe got how mani le...think 3 ba.. rej 3 guy..one is my ex ah john... reli dun wanna waste his time..pls stop waitin for mi.. u deserve sumone much more better den mi or i can say i not gd enuff for u ba.. another one i dun reli noe him..but he keep askin mi for more than 6 mths all i do is ignore... den he ask till i pek chek liao...scolded him..=x..noe is bad... den another person..feelin for him is jus fren...pure fren..nth more.. i treasure dis frenship..hope it could maintain dis forever...=)
in my heart i stil liek dar alot...=)..i miss him lots... heex...duno wat he doin now..but duno y..calls r getin lesser..sms oso... seldom meet oso le...haiz..nvm..as long as my heart still got him can le... nthin is forever...no love can last forever... but we shall not be sad oso...havin those happy memories tt we had together its enuff to last a lifetime...dis is wat i believe...n oso dis is wat huey wen tell mi...bu zai hu tian chang di jiu.. zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you...=)

so frens...hu jus met failure in relationship... mai sad ok...heex... happy memories r still dere de wor...heex... even if got togther again... his heart ish not wib u oso no use de wor..... so be cheerful ok??

msg to wen: eh u tell mi de dun forget ar... zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you...but if u reli like him alot..n his actin life tt cos he got his own reason..i belive..he jus dun wanna u to got woory for him..eh... ger rmb to sms junior...scali he reli go in liao... den u oso dunoe.. ask la..he n junior quite gd de rite... maybe junior will tell u smth oso..=)..so be happy..n rmb u r richer den mi now..haha.. rich tai tai..i onli a poor ger... everyday eat cup noodle n bread... the next lunch when we go out is on u liao!!! when i got my job den i treat u... zai bo??? haha....miss ya wen wen~~~

fall asleep while liein on my bed in the afternoon..n i dreamt of sera... i was lookin thru our fotos when we were still kid..n suddenli i came inside the picture..it was in a park..i saw sera..but she was still a small little kid... n ij..i was jus my normal self..17 yrs old...den got a lady call her...''ger..hold jie jie's hand'' but den sera refuse..n i told the lady..i not her jie jie..i her mei mei... den sera hold my had..but her hand was sooo small cos she was a kid by den so she jus grip my fingers...she loook at mi..i look at her...she started wailin n cryin..n mi too break down...we creid n hug... when i wake up...tears jus keep rollin down..n i was reali cryin...n den i fall asleep again... the next tin i noe when i wake up was dinner time......mis her lots..jus now told mum about my dream..n oso can c the sadness in her eyes..cant deny we still misses her alot..though shes gone.. she still lives in our heart....

mm..now listenin to the song..i hate myself for lovin u by joan jett...nice song!! remind mi of the days workin at suntec ebase..heex.. cos we olwas play dis song..den we all love it alot esp wendy..heex.. i hate myslef for lovin u~~ n we wil start singin..n shakin..haha.. reli mis those day workin at ebase..had so much fun... angry happy funny sad pek chek..everitin oso got...pack store is a pek chek tin for mi... mm.. check stock is oso a bit pek chek.. no customer is borin..alot customer i veri the happy..heex... MIC.i hate them... try so mani dun wanna buy..kns...seh their face!!! i love korean customers... not onli they r tall n pretty..oso buy alot..same design buy all the diff colours... haha...=D..

mm kinda scare to tk result.. my heart r beatin faster as time goes by..i scare by the time i got my result my heart wil be racin..too fast...till i collasped..haha...i jus so fuckin sad too...im afraid i will let alot of ppl down...my coach..my teacher... my parents my frens... haiz.. esp i scare i flung my eng.. an o level cert wif a red mark for eng= NTH

mm today went for interview..haiz..cock up abit..dun wanna tink about it animore le..if the person hire mi i shall be happy le..haiz...failure...cocked up the interview...omg! nvm...tml will be a better day...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
kan sian...nth to do oso...went out after tt..met xin..den bo liao... saw amber..so tok tok wif her den go walk walk..den met wei li..yah..mm..saw alot of my juniors at tm..liew..all nv go hm after sch...loiter at tm..haha..aiyo..saw emily!! my gan mei mei...haha..mish her lots...den oso saw..wei qi... heex...still got hu..forgot le=x... gosh..im hungry now!!!!!!!!!!!!! din eat much at my ah ma hse jus now...haizzzzz.............sian........... veri pek chek wif one of them jus now..shall not say it out here..but c his face jus pissed mi off..ok nvm...shall forgive him..he younger den mi...arghh...pek chek

wanna go cook maggi liao...super hungry....

*dunoe y...felt tt tins hab change ..not like b4..im sad...i dun wanna tins to happen dis way...y...did it turn out dis way....can tell mi....? i wanna noe the answer.......... feelin awful....

im damn fuckn bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kan sian ar!!!!!!!!!! nb...life ish jus so fuckin meaninless man..oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh............. i wanna be freedddddddd...break out of dis cocoon!!!!!!!!..becum a butterfly n fly away----------------.........shit..shit shit...shit all out...damn pissed wif everytin now...fuck off!!!!!!!! get outta my life...................... i dun fuckin nid anibodyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! im a nobody!!!!!!!!! results will be out soon!!!!! my doom day ish comin.............. oh fuck...everytin ish goin against mi now!!! wats the fuck goin on now.......... pek chek pek chek......... gif mi life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gif mi motion!!!!!!!!!!!!! gif mi xt@cy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nid it!!!! i wanna partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! y am i hidin all dis while???????? i noe hu i am!!!!!!!!!! i noe wat i am!!!!!!!! i dun gib a damn wat u guys tink ob mi!!!!!!! what the hell!!!!!!!!! so wat if my attitude got prob..............so wat if i gif u all the impression of a bad ger image................ i dun gif a damn animoreeeeeeee.......im numbbbbbbbbbb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im jus mi!!!! ok...tts my styleeee.......like it anot... ish my prob..not happy... jolli well fuck off n get outta my life man!... fooooOooOoK EuUuuUuU...*wNk*

..im jus got so pissed wif my life.........jus ventin out my anger here........... hu say gers canot scold so much vulgarites.......... yea????????? aniway... gers r fierce too..n dey can becum the most vicious living things on the earth if u ever go provoke them......... n yet dey can became the most fragile one........ dun break thier heart..... cos....dey will drown u wif their tears.............
haha.............

goin for interviewww...............wish mi luck!!!!!!!!!! i nid dis job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! or i can jus go crazy.............arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

..mm today went for interview..filled up lots of tins..duh...den wait for interview n tt lady who interview mi ish sooOoo classy..haha=x..ok..nvm..n yah tml goin to the same place for a 2nd interview..mm dis time the guy frm loreal will cum n interview mi..(-_-'') scary... haizzzzzzzzzzz... n yah... she told mi tt the gy he onli wan 18 n above but den she look at mi... dunoe she jus keep lookin at my face..n den finali say out in a cheerful tone..'' buT UuUUu CANnN Try! So HOPe u WIll Cum DOwn Tml N hab A 2nd INTervIEW wiF HIM..I WILl bRINg u TO Him..JUS upstaiRS...YAH... N he WILL qn U...=) so U CumiN??'' dis wat she say to mi n wat i like is dis job onli requires mi to work for one mth onli..wahaha.,..n den part time oso..so ish $6 per hr...mm..duno if i will got it not..mm...pray hard ba.. den after tt wen to taka n find shawn..he workin dere ma...yah..den we sit outside taka dere for quite long..tok bout lots of tins..but he do most of the tokin n i listen haha..long time nv tok to him like tt b4 le..yup... sumtime its jus feel great to jus sit down n tok to ur fren..=) den after tt he got back to work n i went heeren to walk walk for a while..saw a shop tt sell clothes ... n dis shop is so ''ebase'' the clothes dere machiam all copy ebase style one n oso frm hong kong..n i told the lady boss dere tt their clothes veri ebase..n she say yah alot ppl say tt too..haha...n i bought one frm dere..kinda like it..so jus buy...actuali mi was lookin for half cut cardigan but den its so hard to find one tt i reli reli like..oOoo..god..haiz.. duno y suddenli feel moody oso leh...omg!! mood swing again...i bery the long no mood swing le..ever since i grad...i no mood swing..=x..haiyoooooooooooooooo.......

mm...tml goin interview..goin alone again...haha...anione wanna pei wo go interview ma??? call mi ok?????????????? heex.... the place ish at somerset..after interview go shoppin lo...ai mai??? onli for gers ar...haha..so gers...anione???heex.............. too bad wen got work...arbo can go yo togther liao... haizzz...

..i got the reply again..noe wat had happen... he say fall asleep or see ''THINGS''...fall asleep??? how can he fall asleep??? c THINGs?? r he pushin the blame or he reli did c smth?? i dunoe... he told mi to forgive n forget...ez to say hard to do.... i will forgive..but NV will i forget..NV! noe its been hard for him ba...dis 1 yr mus hab gone thru alot ba... the death of her... n him recoverin frm injury..n still kena sue n court case...n oso..livin in guilt of causin her death... all dis..mus hab been hard for him... due to his recklessness... a tragedy happen..but oso sera was to blame oso...she shldnt haf go out till so late...n oso she be careful too..aniway everitin had happen le...im not goin to hate him or wat animore.. after hearin wat his fren say... i will forgive him..but nv will i forget dis tragedy..afterall... sera olreadi left le..she oso wont wan us to hate the guy he once loved ba..correct?? n maybe she hope us to forgive him too... yah...




today went kbox!!!!!!!!!! haha wif huey wen...sing till so shiok neh!!! muahahahha....happy!! but the waiter not yd de..haiz..sadded...cineleisure one better got more yd!! haha..tml mi goin interview leh...at somerset..for the loreal tingy..wish mi luck yea??? heex

singapore is so god dman bloody small or should i say tt its becos of high technology tt make mi found tt fuckin asshole's fren?? i got the reply..n i wanna noe the truth onli..hope i can find out smth... yah... i dun blame his fren...i blame tt asshole..nb fucker...sumone tt had no responsibilty..but i do hope he will repent... aniway his gonna live in guilt ..so shld i forgive him or continue hatin him? i dunoe... i believe in justice... he will get his punishment...yah..n of cos retribution...
duh...today was another borin day slp till 12 plus... yah wake up... watch tv.. tok cock online...den go do nail arts ..haha..mm..but den beri ugli..nei mind la..can la hor..heex.. den went to parkway eat dinner... haha..happy wor...mi go parkway ebase find vivian..ah duh! she cant recognise mi...den i mus say...im suntec angel!!! haha..den she rmb mi...liew.......... haha..yah..chatted for a while..mm she quitin soon oso... last day ish 27 feb same as wendy...vivian she wanna gostudy ite le...heex... mus jia you wor!! looks like ebase got alot ppl quit leh...heard tt dey now short of ppl liao... wendy vivian mi karen quit le...den still heard tt alot ppl wanna quit too..ai chuan ...irene..n sum of others...omg!! short of ppl..wan mi go back not ?? hahaha..

today go to tp open hse..yup..mm..kinda interested in 2 of the courses in business sch..one is hospitality n tourism another one is retail management... if i go for retail management ...we will be the first batch of students..cos its a new course ..and onli available in tp.. mostli is on sales ...while for hospitality n tourism..first yr will be in tp..2nd n 3rd yr we will have to go to sentosa to study..yah...though its kinda far..n even goin to suntec city i oreadi complain so much..but den if i can get to learn tins tt i like i wont reli mind de..=)..yup..heex..
mm ..met wei li..n tokin to him can make my blood boil...arghh...hhaa.aniway his a nice person la..=x.. hey if u r readin my blog...be honoured..i seldom praise ppl..haha=x..
after tt went to tm wif wen lo...went to find job...go to a boutique n dey seems kinda interested in gettin mi but not confrimed la..say will call mi next week..jus hope dey will call...but i more interested in another one..cos i went to the perfume shop left my particulars..but the person seems like not interested in mi..haiz........... but i jus hope i can get the laneige de..haha..my dream job ..rmb? i once posted in my blog sayin tt i wanna work at laneige..lancome..or shu uemura..?? yup..aniway i got the number ...n the company can get mi job in alot of diff brands..ex: lancome.loreal..biotherm..kanebo..elizabeth arden..shu uemura..blah blah blah... yeah..will call on mon ba...but jus hope i can get the laneige...heex..$7 per hr...heex... haiz..pray hard... but dunoe if dey wan mi not leh... if dey dun wan mi i can eat grass liao la.... duh~~...
mm jus now saw a blue colour jacket at U2...69 bucks.. feel like buyin..but den..mm..no buy cos gotta save money first til i got my job..dun wanna tk money frm my parents...cos now i can work ma..when i stop workin den i will tk money frm them..=).........how i wish i can get the jacket..so nice... huey wen oso say nice leh...haizzzzzzzzzz

now..i jus felt tt life is jus a game...its how u play it..how u control it..sumtime u may seems to be K.O....*hAHa*...but if u fight back....u will win...n go to the next level..keep on fightin n fightin n reach the next level to fight the king... n unfortunateli..u KO..tts too bad...had to start all over again le.. k la..i noe u may ink i tokin rubbish..aniway...life is a game..haiz...


*if u can get everytin u wan...dis isnt called life..*

as usual i was slackin at hm today..n veri happy tt dasao cum n fetch the baby hm by afternoon..cos shes veir veir active n noisy!!! omg!! haha..n yah was slackin whole day..mm...waitin for my bro to call n tell mi tt the hp was ready for collection..n i spend my afternoon flipin thru straits time n make endless call to ask for job...but haiz...no luck man! mm...finali later afternoon ard 5 receive call frm my bro..n yah...dress up le..tk cab down to bugis lo..hehe... go find huey wen first..n so hapyy!!!!!!!!!! ai chuan was dere!!! muahaha...we tok alot yea?hile waitin for huey wen to sign out lo...mm reli miss ai chuan long time no chat chat wif her le...n yah both of us dis like tt big mouth ger workin at suntec ebase..liew..heard tt she becum even more bossy yea..?? omg!! jus a part timer still tink shes a big shot?? fuck off la...haha..n sumtin to be happy about..tt big mouth ger best fren hu is oso workin at ebase..kena demoted..haha..frm 2nd in charger demote to 3rd in charge...n yah....we got no 3rd in charge at ebase de...jus gif her the name onli..haha..xia suay leh...liew...booooooooooooo..kekek... mm den went to buy my hp after huey wen sign out!! happy happy!...but i made a fool out of myself..duh~ huey wen shld noe..shall not say it hear...gam pua paiseh..hahha=x..
n surprise!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i receive a call frm ah john wor!!! long time no hear frm him leh ever since we break up le..n yah he change number oso le n i dun hab his number..haiz...but was happy he called jus now..miss him so much leh!! haha..he veri veri nice to mi de..but i now onli treat him as fren la... mm..he say he few days ago got cum suntec ebase n find mi ..onli den he noe tt i had quit le...mm..he wanna meet mi jus now de...cos he at tamp..cum my hse easier..den i rej la..call him another day den cum lo..mm another day den meet ba..heex.. he goin out sea again le..cos he navy ma..so yah..dun worry la..will meet b4 u go out of sea de la..kk?? heex...real happy to hear frm u again..=)
mm tml goin to tp open hse!! yea babeh~~ business sch...im comin!!!

okok..im use to it dis is not the first time ppl tell mi tt..oh god!! dis wat i always heard frm ppl...
the first impression dey got frm mi-ger tt go clubbin
-ah lian
-fierce n unfriendli
-flirts..n had lotsa bf.... s
-those who smoke alot alot..
-jappy ah lian??????????? *dis is the most funny one i ever heard of*
-wat else??eh...oo..i look like 20+!!! *so old meh!*

ok..the truth is
-im a social smoker ..not those tt dun smoke will die
-im friendli n bubbli*when u got to noe mi*
-i can be super crazy n made ppl luff till siao
-im not an ah lian...
-sweet 17

okok..tts mi..believe it or not..hahahha..use to it liao...heard dis dunoe how mani times numb liao..jus tt today got another person tell mi the same tins again..oh god!!.
smth to rejoice..heex..thankz to hui xin's bro.. i maybe goin to work at haagen daz..but not confirmed ba..yah lo..hope to hear gd news frm him=)hehehe.,.


i like dis bike..but it needs a class 2a license!! oh gosh.. honda cbr 600


my ex's bike...apr rs125..nice hor!! liew.......jealous..


last time my bro de bike

how i wish i can get my bike soon..haizzzzzzzz...faster!!!
i waitin for my bro to sms mi so i can go get my hp...faster!!!!! haiyoooo...
..mm tml goin tp open hse... den after tt goin to look for jobs ba ...maybe lo..at nite maybe goin out..not confirmed yet...
i wanna workkkkkkkkkk...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!if not i can eat grass liao...=x!!
ok..i gotta go c today's paper n look for job...byeeeee

mm today went arcade play lo cos joanna was late..mm..den go cs n ask if deres ani job vacancy..n so suay haha..haiz..guess hu i saw?? i saw anicia...omg! his qiren's buddy de gf...saw her b4...n yah she saw mi lo..she workin at zoom 3..mm so jus go in n tok a while wif her...tink she sureli will tell kendrick tt she saw mi..n eventauli qi ren will noe i met her..(-_-'') arghh..nvm! mm..but den hard to find a part time job..arghh... after tt went to starbuck find xin...den yah she saw mi..haha..her eye big big stare at mi...(-_-'') haha...haiyo..y open till so big..=x..mm tok tok wif her..den bought a cheese cake for sera n i sit dere n eat my tiramisu while waitin for joanna... heex.. mm afternoon went to pray sera lo..n while we were burnin those ''money'' for her... guess hu we saw??? tt MURDERER! the person hu killed my cousin..tt fucker came wif another 2 frens.. nbcb...still got the guts to cum yea? dey dun dare to look at us... i stare at tt fuckin asshole..jus keep starin... i reli feel like goin up n slap him u noe... haiz.. but at least he stil got heart ba..still will cum visit her though he noe we will be dere n of cos he will haf to tolerate our unfriendli attitude...but still i hate him for being irresponsible..if he drink he shldnt haf ride... n he shldnt speed!!!wat the fuck man..i told my mum tt he came..n my mum was so angry..she ask mi y i nv go box him in his face(-_-'') den she say ...'' he tink wat..cum pray everytin sua liao isit....tmd!!! he still dare seat bike ar...seat sumore la..sera will bring him wif her soon ar!!'' wah my mum actuali said dis... woman r all very cruel...(-_-'') but i understand y she say dis... jus because his carelessness...he killed a ger... a 15+ yr old ger.... fuck u man...wonder y he isnt the one tt die...knn...
n after visitin her we went to bedok central lo...go arcade wif joanna..play quite a few games...heex...jus keep playin... den my mood already not veri gd le wor... still got ppl cum n knock mi!! fire!!! n i shouted at the person....FUCK U LA!! den all the ppl look at mi..n i shouted..."cb la...c wat''.. frankli i veri long nv scold vulgarites at ppl liao...today is onli an exception..n today i find tt im veri unfriendli..cos i keep diao ppl today...=x... sorry la not in gd mood..olreadi say b4 liao..when u c mi bad mood better dun make mi angry..my ex classmates all shld noe ba..heex.. ask huixin or huey wen ba...dey c mi fire b4..haha=x

msg to sera: jie rest in peace..dis r all predestined..we can do nth to prevent it frm happen... jus like wat ur fren say..maybe dis is a bless in disguise? i hope so... jus tc of urself where ever u go... u live in our heart...misses u alot.. -angel mei-

oh..i was damn fuckin bored at dis point of time so jus cum in n do sum typin..haha... oh god life can be so damn bloody borin when deres no work.. mm..when workin how i wish i can slack at hm..now im slackin at hm how i wish i go work..wats wrong wif mi yea?? feel like tkin up sum course or sum hobbies..but im jus so lazy... i love my bed!=x guess wat? my dad jus gave mi $50..cos he say he win mahjong..mm..normali he win mahjong he wont tell mi de wor..cos i will bug him to gif mi money...today he automatic gif mi leh...! mm..tink becos of wat happen tt day ba..gif mi money to console mi?? hah...dunoe la..got money jus tk ba..*WinK* mm..still decidin whether to buy the hp not...tink i will buy ba.. my bro say without line is 415..i trade in ..tink will pay ard 280 ba..mm..2 weeks of cup noodles..? haha...
mm tml meetin joanna 2 pm at tm mac.. but tink i will go dere earlier.. cos feel like goin arcade to play games...mm..when is the last time i go arcade n play?? oo i rmb.. 15 jan 2005..smth unhappy happen..n i jio huey wen out.. we did sumtin bad haha...n yah when arcade n play....she no play la..she jus stand dere n watch mi play... den after tt jio her play wif mi...heex..feel much much better..den we go drink a bit.. heheh... always felt gd when frens r dere when u r sad..=)
mm ytd nite..smth unhappy happen... let mi realise how heartless a guy can be..how irresponsible can dey be???? he told her she love her...he told her alot of tins .. n yet he oso told her alot of empty promises... can guys be trusted??? he dunoe how deep he had hurt her...how can he play wif her feelins?? n still he got the guts to tell mi to say sorry to her... wat the fuck man????? hurts mi to hear her cry over the fone....haiz...ger ar...dun shed animore tears for him yea??? i will be by ur side de..no matter wat..jus gif mi a call...k?? no matter how late i will oso tk cab n pia down to ur hse de...=) n yah i got a msg to dis guy

msg to tt stupid KC : hey u..MR KC ..u broke her heart.. u make her cry..i despise u!!! wo bi shi ni!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how can ya be like dis?? MIA for 6 weeks??? n yah u rather pick up call frm an unknown number den answerin her call!!! wat the fuck were u thinkin? wat r u tryin to show..or jus wat ur tryin to do? play her feelings? flinged wif her? i reli hate dis type of ppl.. last time i oso experienced tins like dis b4....n i was damn fuckin hurt... so i understand how she feels... if u cant bring her happiness jus fuck off n go away... dun play ppls feelin...haiz..*angRY*
ger ar..dun be sad le k??? tc...

guys like him r all fuckin bastard........nth better to do... wanna haf fun eh?? go sum where else!!! be it geylang or changi jus pay sum money n u can haf all the fun u wan! gd idea rite?? so thankz mi now...

lookin at the time now... 1.55 am..a few more hours gonna be 4.56am.. tt veri moment an instant hit on her head tt took her life away ... along the PIE road..an accident happen... the accident causes the guy to suffer injuries on his back neck n leg..n the accident took the ger's life away... on 17 feb 2004...

mm.. slackin day oso ..nth special slp till kinda late..about 1 plus?? tink so nv notice the time..wake up receive 3 sms..1 frm hui xian askin mi to pei her go out..but im so lazy today so rej.. mm..2nd sms frm ah heng kor kor..moi cousin la..tellin mi tt his sch tp got open hse..ask mi go..i goin on sat ma..cos tml i canot go..friday wen got wrok so sat go lo..den 3rd sms frm fei wei..sms mi at 8 in the mornin ask mi if i was sleepin..duh..tt time i dunoe slp till where liao..haha..(-_-'') diao~ mm.. den wake up le ask him wat he wan lo...haha.say he bored so yah nvm la..entertain him on fone awhile... he say maybe he oso goin to pray sera tml..but he bluff mi la..friday he den can book out lo..rubbish leh him..den yah ask him to help mi go find smth..heheh...he better find it..or .....mm...hei hei~~=x
mm tml goin to pray sera..meetin joanna go togther... but haben confirmed wat time yet...wanna go tm first cos goin starbuck to buy sera's fav cheesecake...=) ytd i suddenli recall tt i dreamt of sera the nite b4 ytd... i onli rmb a bit of it..i rmb she tell mi in my dream tt when we go pray her she can see us n oso can hear wat we tokin... i noe its sound scary to u guys..but for us we r happy..cos she noe we misses her...but too bad i cant reli recall wat else she say..
oh..hey guys i feel like cuttin my hair le..ani idea wat hairstyle shld i cut??? definiteli not botak!! eh..how ar..help mi tink leh..heex..tag moi board ya?
mm... im so lazy today..ok ..gtg..goin to watch my korean vcd..n slack on my bed cya...

i reli miss him lots.... hope if he c dis he will noe tt i reli miss him alot alot alot...dar i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! angel love a|vin

thE foRBbIDen LOve

i reli like dar alot...he jio mi patch ..how i wish i can reli patch wif him..but im facin probs myself..i will definiteli patch wif him...definiteli...but not for the time being..cos i like him more day by day..i had nv had dis feelin b4 yah..n his the veri first person tt i ever told my family about...n yet i face great objections...frm hu>??? my mum...my bro n his gf is sidin mi...n my dad ish neutral..=)yah..so deres still a chance..

msg to dar: dar..im single..i nv go like other ppl..cos i onli like u now..so u mus belive mi tt im not playin wif ur feelings or wat...reli like u alot...wait for mi...

today ish valentine day well wish all couples will be happily togther...n spend their entire life togther yea? today went out wif him..was kinda happy to c him ..nv c each other for about a week?...reli reli reli like him alot..but dunoe y dey jus can understand mi..luckily my brother n her gf is by my side...my brother say he trust mi...he will support mi de...

im feelin so lousy now... facin family problems..relationship of my mum n mi has been gettin worst...i dun wan dis to happen...i tot i could gain her trust when i tld her the truth..but i was very very wrong..no..she doubt mi..i hate it...i noe she dotes on mi...n was protectin mi...i feel like im a kite to her... for one time shes loosenin the string so i can fly high...for another time shes pullin mi back so i would dodge away frm another flyin obj...but for now..shes pullin the string too tight...veri tight...n yah...the string gonna break soon...
huey wen thanks for jus now..n oos joanna thankz for being dere..

today go mrs chua mrs tan n mr teo hse...heex..had r great chat wif mrs chua wor..n thankz to mrs tan for her delicious lunch..muahah..n oso mr teo..had a great time gamblin at ur hse yea?? hahaha.. reli miss sch alot leh..was readin my poast blog entries..read thru the period where i had my prelim.. n rmb tt time..how i burn midnite oil.. to finish memorisin all the history notes n ss notes.. spend hours to solve those am qns ...esp chapters on velocity n the stupid sets qn...n differentiation... n oso spendin lots of hours on em doin the probabilty n my weakest one---- number pattern...i hate it lo...but den in the end i do the tys do until i love dis type of number pattern qn..n when o level cum out the qns i noe how to do wor!!!! hahaha happy!!! n oso.. how i tolrate those borin physics lesson..at tt time i hate mrs lim..its was onli till the end of the yr tt i started to like her n appreciate all the tins tt she do for us..she everytime picked on mi cos she wan mi to learn n study hard..if i nv build my foundation well..im the one hu will be sufferin..n i regret!! i nv pay enuff attention durin my phy lesson..n ended up i took great pains to study phy for my o level n i was strugglin...though i spend days doin the phy tys but i found tt for most of the times i was copyin the ans frm the ans sheet..i wasnt learnin at all!!! n yah..tt was den tt i realised i got so much to catch up...n guess wat i did?? i circle up all the qns ..fold up the pages n started to bug mrs lim everytime after remedial..or i will do advance bookin ..n book her durin the holidays n ask her to go thru all the qns wif mi one by one..n i REALLY ask qns ok!! she was so amazed by mi wor..n she was so so so happy...haha...but den yah still i was late...i din had much confidence for my o level phy paper..in fact i wld be happy enuff if i passed... for my am i reali hope i can scaore an a1...tts wat i reli aim...i spend so much money on tution..so much time on practisin those prelim papers frm other sch...n i even sacrifice sum of my time for stiudyin em to do am....!! i reali reali wants to get the a1 for my am..im desperate!!! for my ems..im damn fuckin sad.! im so carelss tt i left out a qn !! i nv do it...!! ok forget bout it...i would be contented if i can get an a2 for my em or at least a b3... i would be god damn sad..if it jus slap mi wif a b3..oh god,..i cant imagine it happenin.... chi ...i aim a1...if i still get a2 i can go jump of the buildin...nv in my life i got ani grades tt r lower den a1..for the entire pri n sec sch life..i had been scorin a1 for chi...n onli once i scored an a2 the veri first a2 for my chi paper..n tts my gce o level paper..FUCK!..first time in my life...when i c the result on the board..the feelings sux! jus like sumbody slap on my face till so hard!!! oh god..jus hope the retest will get mi an a1..or else it will be another tight slpa on my face... for my chem ..i hope i can score a b4...tts wat i hope...a c5 oso can...but still b4 better la..hahaha...n yah...for my combined humans...mm...b4?? yah...b4 ba...my SS was a BINGO!!! haha...all the chapters tt i studied had cum out..muahah..jus hope tt i had ans the qns all corectli n ans them in the rite level..n oso c the corect source i can jus die if i c wrong source again..for hist leh...got a bit of difficulty..but hey..i had given my veri best for dis man..yah..wish mi all the nest yea?? n lastli...the freakin eng!!! i jus hope i can get a c5 or c6...i dun wanna flunked it...onece i failed dis paper..im gonna die soon...if u fail ur eng u r gettin no where man..!!! how can u fail ur eng when everyone in spore is speakin english machian an ang moh??? ur gonna suffer man... eng is the most impt lang in spore..n i regret i din reli studied well for tt..oh gosh!!!...mm...results will be out on the 28 of feb..im so damn scared!!!! my hearts r beatin!!!!! im not gonna put on ani eyeliner ..cos iscare it will smudge..i noe i will definiteli cry when i c my results.. i jsu dunoe i will be happy till cry or sad til cry..haha.... CANT IMAGINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


mm... for the whole sec sch life i had mature a lot ba..frm a stupid stupid gong gong sec 1 gal becum a clever but still gong gong de sec 2 gal..den change to a notti vulgar playful sec 3 gal..n den to a super vain.. nosiy sec 4 gal..but when i was sec4 i started to appreciate tins in life be it in fren in love n in life...dis past 4 yrs i learn alot... i learn not to tk tins for granted..i had seen gd frens n bad frens..gone thru gd time n bad times..i face prob in frens..in family n in studyies...n all the help i get frm my frens n my teachers i reli reli reli wanna say a BIG THANK U!!! .. esp to mrs chua... shes the best teacher..i reli like her alot alot..shes the nicest !!!!!... she been dere for mi durin the saddedest time of my life..she hugged mi consoled mi n accompany mi..will nv forget the hug which felt so warm so motherli..thankz mrs chua!!!! n oso all my frens hu had been dere for mi...bern xy fab huey wen jie ying hui xin doreen shawn eugan min fei anwar jiat yue sharyl etc etc..thank!
reli mis sch so much..mis the days man!!! i will nv forget prss..the days when we panic when we heard the whistlin sound frm ow...n the borin mornin assembli...the most lovable sound we heard in sch is the sch bell to ring ...n my fav food in the canteen..haha...my gang will be the first to ruch down for recess..n those monkey noises tt our class made..n oso how we decorate anwar n aaron for the ndp hahaha!!! ... 4e2*2004* rox my life!!!

today wake up at 3 ...yah 3pm...haha.cos i slp at 6 am ma...ytd after watchin movie..mm reach hm bout 3 plus..finish bathin bout 4 plus..den go read mag while waitin my hair to dry..den tok on fone noh..heex.. mm...actuali goin snow city in the afternoon..but i wasnt feelin well tts y no go..stay hm lo..lookin for jobs neh..i tried calling a few...guess wat dey call mi to do??? call mi go sell flowers on v day..(-_-'') piang eh becum flower ger ar??? haha... kai call mi go far east to work at those street wear shop..work dere still can log on internet play comp..haha..but workin dere the transportation n food expenses tink will be more than wat i earn ba... mm anione here got job to recommend mi not??? i wanna go work leh..no work ish so bored...either stay hm or go out..at hm nth to do..go out oso canot buy tins..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........i wan to find a job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so can keep mi occupy n not anihow tink dis tink tt...!!!!!!!goin crazy soon!!ani job???????????
oh i tink she gif up on mi le la..haha..shes not goin to bother at mi animore the most wil nag abit la.so cheers!=)..

woo hoo!! haha.jus now my aunt n my ah ma dey all..cum my hse hab dinner...n we had our gamblin session!! haha...win mjoney neh..happy happy..win 20 plus onli la..but den veri happy le...i nv play too big one la..jus for fun..heex... but still happy la..so later watchin midnite show wif my bro dey all...at marina sq..heex.. 1.30 de show..=) so late noh..feel like slpin liao...oppsy..=x... mm..tml goin out to snow city cos tt day no go ..so tml goin ..free ticket leh..dun go abit waste..den goin to c hp lo..wanna buy..but i buy le i got to faster find a job or else i nid to eat grass le hah...or i will be like last time dunoe eat cup noodles for how mani weeks (-_-'') mm so happy neh..receive a call frm huey wen jus now!! call mi frm malaysia!! haha so excited n jumped ard ibn my rm when i heard her voice..den my cousins all in my rm ma..dey say i crazy ar...=x..haha..mm.. i reli mish dar alot neh..no c him for bout 1 week le hor..*sob* =( dar i reli love u alot de..misin u badli!
u better dun learn smokin gif mi a shock when i c the pic..n was damn angry n sad..arghh...u wan to qi si wo isit!!! *bLeaHX*



it ish mi!!! waitin for my parents dey all lo..so tk pics while waitin..heex


on the carrr~~

mm..today mum went to c dos...n had injection on her fingers..oh god!! the fingers look like hotdog... swollen swollen de..heartpain...haiz...tink will buy her chicken essence ba..n oso bird nest..but ex leh...nei mind la..ask kor kor to share lo..
went to tanjong pagar wif pam to find kor...pei him eat lunch noh..den went to esplanade to c the teddy bear..cos she wanna buy for kor as v day present...the bear is custom made de..u can personalise it urself ...so cute wor...thinkin of gettin one..but is kinda ex wor!!! so no buy la...*SOb* went back to suntec..hee...go ebase return wendy her vcd..irene n karen oso dere..haha get so excited when i c them!! muahah..den got customer cum in ma...i got the urge to say''hi welcome!!!!!!'' haha...but den i not workin le...=x.. mm...saw my levis cute guy when i walk pass the levis shop..hahaha..=x after tt went to bugis...liew..so sian lo..go where oso c valentine's day de present..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!... but all so sweet sweet nice nice de..feel like buyin for myself..alot teddy bear leh...pam oso say veri cute...heex..den all red red pink pink colour everywhere... go where oso c flowers...heartshape balloon... those shops reli noe how to make money yea>?>? mm..went to buy the nailarts de stuff... den bought a shirt..heex..

i reli wonder wat guys r tinkin ...mm..can dey reli be commited to a gal?? can dey be tt faithful... recentli deres dis guy tt cum n get my number...tryin to flirt wif mi..but i onli treated him as a fren..later i found out tt he olreadi got gf le wor..n dey r together for 4 yrs! c...togther for 4 yrs le..still cum out n jio gers n tk number...!!! omg...if dis tink ever happen to mi!!! i will slap tt guy...*anGRy* haiz...nowadays..reli hard to find guy tt r sweet nice yd caring FAITHFUL dun smoke dun drink...haha..aiyo...wait la..mus wait..wait for miracle...=x

ytd my ear swollen...the 2nd ear hole dunoe wat happen...keep bleedin...so painful!!!!! den i remove the earin..now better le..not swollen animore..=) mm...i wan buy hp!!!!!!!!!!!!! i keep tinkin of the hp leh...haizzzz....den my chanel chance oso... oh shit la...*sad*=(..haiz...hp or perfume?? hp more practical rite?? yah..hp la... tink i will call my bro to buy chanel chance for mi lo...as bdae present??? but den my bdae in sept!!!!! okok i noe..advanced present..hahah..

today i wake up im damn sad... so moody..blast techno earli in the mornin... n kena nag(-_-'') haha..haiz..den i go repaste all the foto on my wall den hab moi lunch... after tt in the afternoon actuali goin snowcity..but den the timin was wrong la..so ended up we waste out trip dere..den after tt go play pool lo..kill time first..cos we bk the ticket for movie mah..start at 4.15... so yah go play first..wah i long time no watch movie le...veir veir veir long..tink about 5 mths nv watch movie le...we watch constantine..haha..my bro's gf treat...tink is she treat la..aiyah hu treat oso nvm..heex... den dey accompany mi go buy present for v day..heex...i choose the present den my bro say its veri nice wor..haha..=) mm..den we went orchard..actuli wanna buy sumore tins de but the shop all no open neh..sian...=( ..mm go DFS...wah lau..saw the chanel chance tt i wanna buy...haiz veri sad leh..if i buy the chanel chance hor..den i canot buy the hp liao... if i buy hp i canot buy chanel chance...(-_-'')...aiyo!!!!! but still i choose hp ba..... my samsung e600c!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha...kor n pam oso wanna change to dis hp..3 of us will be tkin the same one..haha...=x..
mm...tml goin out wif pam,...go kor work place to pei him eat lunch after tt mi n pam will go bugis shoppin..call her to pei wo go de...cos i wanna buy tins...heex...

i wan go arcade!!

happy new yr everyone!! gong xi fa cai ar!! heex... mm..wake up in the mornin...was tinkin wat to wear..try n try n try....change le 2 pants... n 7 clothes...finalli decide wat to wear..n my bed was all filled wif clothes skirts n long pants...(-_-'')... haha... mm..went to ah ma hse lo..eat n gamble..tok cock wif moi cousinS...n he found out tt i smoked! cos he saw one of the pic tt i took wif my fren when we smoke..nvm la..he noe oso wont say anitin de la...mm...dunoe how long nv smoke le...wont la..wont go smoke animore la..=) bad for health leh... mm...
today wanna win finish all my aunt's money de!!! haha...ended up i losin money(-_-'') but i nv play big la...play small small for fun...den lose 10 plus to her lo..=( haha..she today lucky ar..den she say she win cos she wearin pink colour de panties..haha

mm...i decide to save my ang bao money to buy hp liao... i tink i wanna buy samsung e600c...small small de...cute cute...saw denise de seems like quite nice..n ask her if the fone gd not..she say not bad..so feel like buyin..but i was already aimin dis hp quite long le la.. eh...without line ex leh...438... but if i trade in moi dis lousy fone tink will be ard 300 plus ba... oh god!!!!! mm...slowli save ..hehe...goin all my frens hse bai nian..so i can get my hp..hahaha=x... jus nid anothe 200 plus to go..i will get moi hp...muahahah (-_-'')


im missin him....!! misin missin missin missin missin!!

jus now went to meet my bro den go jalan kayu to eat...din eat much oso ccos no mood..den after tt went to the river ang bao..alot ppl leh..den those ah peh veri irritatin..keep squeeze here squeeze dere...hit mi oso nv say sorry..(-_-'') no manners..=x... haiz...for the whole nite at dere...my face onli got one expreession..no smile at all..no mood..damn fuckin moody... remind mi of smth when cum to the esplanade dere..super sad...my tears is at the verdge le..but i hold it back... tryin hard... veri hard... haiz.. got hm le..blast techno in my rm..den slowli change it to chi song... still damn moody... haiz... sadded... oh yah... i drink the dunoe wat jack daniel ar?? its a hard liquor rite?? wah burn my throat leh..so hot!! den my stomach oso hot hot de..but after tt feel quite ok..haha..find it quite nice though its bitter...now i noe y ppl like to drink when dey r moody..mm...
today i reli canot stand my big brother,,haiyo...long time nv c him still the same pattern..olwaz like to suan mi..suan till i canot tahan him..reli feel like smakin his face wif my high heel shoe!!! haha...haiz...piak his pi gu! mm...

veri fast its gonna be 1 yr..17 feb is cumin le..but everyitn jus seems like it jus happen ytd..jie where r u now?? r u fine?? today first day of chi new yr..its weird...all of us nv c u..the first chi new yr wif one member lost...wif sumone missin..all of us r sad..esp ah ma..though she still smilin but we noe it deep in her heart shes sad... y mus all dis happen? its reli cruel ..an accident took her away...but its not a fault! its his fault man..y isit so unfair tt he onli suffer injury n yet god had to tk her life away... ??!! whenever i tink of u..wat hapen on tt day jsu came flashin in my mind..the moment i heard the news..the ecpressions on everyone face...the sms i received frm my bro ..the call i received frm joanna... the fear when im walkin towards her body ..to tk a look at her...the last time i c her b4 the coffin was covered up.. n tt very moment the coffin was pushed into the fire...n oso..when we were dere waitin for the collection of ur ash... i will nv hear u call mi again..i will nv go to the beach wif u again..we can nv play togther le...

new yr eve wasnt a nice one for mi...i jus broke of wif him... y? cos im not ready...not confidence to commit myslef in relationship..i feel pain when i break wif him..i like him..but yet i jus wan to be single..it wont be fair if i kept him by my side n yet he was the onli one contributin... i reli felt so xin fu all dis while..cos he reli veri nice n carin..im to blame..cos im still not ready to commit..

i stil love him..

mornin wake up so earli to go sch c the new yr concert..n nb fuck.ow dun let us go in n say dun welcum us...cos he say our hair colour ...nb fuck u...everytin oso canot..we grad le wor...still lidat sian...spoil my mornin n waste my time waitin at the void deck dere..haiz..heng ar...all my frens r dere oso..at least can tok cock..saw wee seng wor..becum fit fit liao..hahaha... mm...den after tt went to starbuck find huixin..hei hei
den after tt went hm..rest a while.. den go pray my paternal side ah ma n sera...i cried again..cos cant control my tears while prayin her..haiz... wat past is past le..yah... mm.. den after tt went to ah ma hse a while den go hm...watch my vcd..watch till i fall asleep wor..wake up at 6 n had renuion dinner.... my aunt cum my hse..yah...but i dun reli like both of his son la..shld say one of his son ba...nb..sibei guai lan..heng he dun reli dare to di siao mi/...arbo i sure wack him... mm..den i got my first ang bao frm her..hahahaha...=x.. 10 bucks wor..gd liao la...
been feelin super moody today...i jus feel like goin k box now...n sing out all..haha...haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ..tml goin ah ma hse bai nian!!! mus win back money...hahaha..win all!!!!!wooooooooooooooooooooooo..............................



how i wish im back to a small small kid..onli noe how to eat play sleep..no nid tink..jus luff n smile ...great>>cry when hungry..cry when i wet my pants..n luff when i got my sweet...smile when mummy sayang mi.... mm..so gd to be a kid..

jus suddenli feel tired of my life..i dunoe wats wif mi..a lost in direction?? i dunoe wat im lookin for dunoe wat i wan in my life..i hate dis feelins...i hate it..yet i cant do anitin to it...im sick of dis...jus hope i can simpli vanish in dis world..n be gone forever..dun ever cum back... i hate it...im so damn fuckin pek chek now...fuck ... i hate dis feelin wats wif mi..feel like swearin n cursin...fuck fuck fuck...!!!!!! tink im crazy? yesh i am..i jus hope i can go crazy..dis feelin sux to core..anione noe wats my feelin...??? no u guys dunoe ..dunoe at all..so save ur breath counselling mi..i noe u all r tryin to be carin n lead mi back to my orginal position..but gonna tell u dis...thank u...i appreciate..but u all jus dunoe..cos u aint mi... fuck...i reli hate it...hate dis..jus feel like breakin down..i do hope i can break down now..yes now!!!! shit...im gettin worst...fuck man... i feel no love...feel no one....i feel NUMB...all...NUMB.................

mm today was damn funn ..muahaha..went to wild wild wet..got free ticket cos its army de ma..den ask hui xian along...alot army guys leh..super paiseh...keep kena stare by them(-_-'').. aniway we tried all the games dere hah..love it much...veri the excitin...den the lifeguard oso super funny...all jokers lai de haha..got one still ask for my number =x..later i complain his boss ar..haha=x.. but dey all very friendli la.. mm..den when mi n huixian was suntannin half way... got a guy cum up to mi..n ask...r u miss tan?? haha..i tink cos dey noe im the daughter of their oc ba.. bery paiseh..den faster change a place to sun tann..n dey say byebye miss tan...(-_-'') bo liao..but the guy tt cum up n ask mi quite cute la ..hahaha...=x...

mm i kena a bit burn le ...haiz...nvm...heex... den at nite went to sakura to eat dinner..wah lau so mani army guys...all the food kena eaten up by them lo when i wanna tk no more liao!!!! *anGRy* cos nid to que up to get ma..den i walk pass dis guy.. he call mi...n pass mi the tong to tk the food...den his fren scold him..den for the whole dinner...dis person keep starin n smiling at mi...he looks jap la..den he wanna tk my number..i nv gif la..so he wrote his number on a piece of tisse..(-_-'') n call the waitress to pass to mi...erpx... i jus gave him my email add...n he added mi in msn n friendtser... tts was den he found out tt he noe my cousin benjamin n sera oso...n yah...he n ben is beri beri gd fren... the world ish so smalll!!! n i suddenli rmb..long long long long ago...i saw dis guy in ben's friendster frens...n find him not bad den wanna call ben to intro...but den ben say canot he got gf n all his fren is bad guy...so i told ah john bout him..den ah john oso noe him wor...his name is fei wei... wah lau...now i suddenli rmb...the world is so god damn small..!!!!!!!!!!
mm tml goin back sch le wor....cny celebration..heex..lookin forward after tt go pray my ah ma n sera...den afternoon prepare new yr stuff...den after tt renuion dinner...mm...still got alot alot alot....... my hse will be crowded....hEEx

mm today was damn funn ..muahaha..went to wild wild wet..got free ticket cos its army de ma..den ask hui xian along...alot army guys leh..super paiseh...keep kena stare by them(-_-'').. aniway we tried all the games dere hah..love it much...veri the excitin...den the lifeguard oso super funny...all jokers lai de haha..got one still ask for my number =x..later i complain his boss ar..haha=x.. but dey all very friendli la.. mm..den when mi n huixian was suntannin half way... got a guy cum up to mi..n ask...r u miss tan?? haha..i tink cos dey noe im the daughter of their oc ba.. bery paiseh..den faster change a place to sun tann..n dey say byebye miss tan...(-_-'') bo liao..but the guy tt cum up n ask mi quite cute la ..hahaha...=x...

mm i kena a bit burn le ...haiz...nvm...heex... den at nite went to sakura to eat dinner..wah lau so mani army guys...all the food kena eaten up by them lo when i wanna tk no more liao!!!! *anGRy* cos nid to que up to get ma..den i walk pass dis guy.. he call mi...n pass mi the tong to tk the food...den his fren scold him..den for the whole dinner...dis person keep starin n smiling at mi...he looks jap la..den he wanna tk my number..i nv gif la..so he wrote his number on a piece of tisse..(-_-'') n call the waitress to pass to mi...erpx... i jus gave him my email add...n he added mi in msn n friendtser... tts was den he found out tt he noe my cousin benjamin n sera oso...n yah...he n ben is beri beri gd fren... the world ish so smalll!!! n i suddenli rmb..long long long long ago...i saw dis guy in ben's friendster frens...n find him not bad den wanna call ben to intro...but den ben say canot he got gf n all his fren is bad guy...so i told ah john bout him..den ah john oso noe him wor...his name is fei wei... wah lau...now i suddenli rmb...the world is so god damn small..!!!!!!!!!!
mm tml goin back sch le wor....cny celebration..heex..lookin forward after tt go pray my ah ma n sera...den afternoon prepare new yr stuff...den after tt renuion dinner...mm...still got alot alot alot....... my hse will be crowded....hEEx

today went to do nails lo..kinda nice cheap cheap wor 10 bucks...hehe..went to find eugan ..he workin at 201 dere the supermarket ..wow..he wearin the t-shirt i bought for him on his bdae wor..haha..touched leh...tot he wont wear de..mm look nice on him..hehe.. after tt took cab hm lazy to tk bus plus weather too hot le! mm..reach hm iron clothes.. den watch my vcd lo...
den after tt when i feel like slpin le...my mum ask mi out to haf dinner...yah..den went to 85 market to haf dinner...den go my ah ma hse ...after tt went to fetch baby en..... blah blah blah


i hint my mum bout my bf...my mum dunoe his my bf la...but noe tt a guy was speciali gd to mi...she din obj ..but when she ask bout his qualification..she dun reli like..say i shld find sumone better...she say is for my own gd..shes not angry or wat...she jus told mi...my aunt say..its all bout feelins de..if i reli like him ..my mum oso canot do anitin...but i reli wish can bring him hm ...but at least now i noe..my mum allow mi to hab bf.. still im sad..haiz..tok to dar on fone jus now..say he wont mind to break if my mum dun allow...reali feel like cryin..dunoe y..jus a sudden sadness..mm...he say he will wait for mi...
for dis bf now...his the first tt reli treat mi so gd other den ah john..my 4th bf...though mi n ah john not long...but den he was reli super caring n nice...make mi feel a bit guilty..n he oso super duper funny...olwaz make mi luff without fail...n every little tin he do for mi...i noe his sincere..but stil we break..

dar veri nice to mi lo... everytime c him will feel happy..haha..sumtime i quiet quiet but actuali i got alot tins to sae..jus dunoe how to say out..=x..cute cute de..make funny faces...fetch mi hm..help mi tk tins...buy food for mi...pei wo...c him travel here n dere to fetch mi hm a bit xin tong..mm...been togtehr for more den 2 weeks le ba..haiz...my mum ar..haha..she still luff at mi leh..when i told her tt how he treat mi.. tink my mum will approve ba...onli when mm................................


new yr cumin le!!! happy happy.... n yah 17 feb cumin soon...veri fast goin to be 1 yr le...jie u gone for one yr le leh..haiz..where r u now??????? i onli since u twice in my dream after u had die...can u cum in again?? i reli got alot tins to ask u...alot alot....everytime when i wanna tell u ..u r gone...n when i wake up..i onli noe im cryin...jie jie ar...reli regret nv like dis call u b4...nv call u jie..haiz...now call dunoe u can hear anot.. haiz.....

mm..tml meetin huixian goin wild wild wet..its army de family day...yah at nite got dinner feast...muahahah....can eat alot....muahaha...=x!! piggy!!!

all of a sudden i jus feel so tired of everytin...i jus hope i can simpli vanished in dis world dunoe y..n i change my profile in friendtser.. haiz..im so god famn tired...sick of it..
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sumone tt is 17 dis yr ..jus love shoppin n dolllin up... my life is simple..hate confusion...i lead my life n hate ppl to interrupt...yup.. i dun go clubbin...n i noe u guys dun believe ..tts ur problem... i love to be wif my frens my loved ones n my family.. i can be extremeli noisy till u cant wait to sealed up my mouth n oso i can be extremeli quiet till u beg mi to make a noise.. i can be extremeli cold toward u ..n yet i can be extremeli nice n caring to u...dependin on hu is the person.. i hate liars n heartbreakers..so pls kindli fuck off n leave mi alone.. sumtimes i jus feel so alone..i hate makin decison n yet i jus wan tt special sumone to deicde evertin for mi..to depend on him.. i hate regrets..i regret n yet i cant do anitins to get back to last time..so now i jus wan to live my life happily so i wont haf regret animore.. ppl say i change..i dun care wat dey tink of mi...i dun gif a damn to ani of thier remarks animore..i am hu i am..wat u all tink of mi is ur prob.. i jus wan to be myself..the girl hu is 17 n her name is angel..tts mi.. not happy? fuck off

mm..today went to denise's hse n tk foto..haha..slack in her rm for a while..den tok to aunt..mm..can c she mis sera alot..haiz...mm den after tt meet wen to gho sp open hse..haha..alot yoyo dere..oyah..foun out a new course..diploma in aundio n technology...mm...quite interestin but i stil prefer business sch de leh... den when to squash court find nicholas..mr cage lo..haha... mm..stupid shit say i fat liao...sadded!!!! haha...den went to queensway shoppin centre..wah alot ppl neh...mm..bought 4 pairs of earings dere..den buy belt... shop for a while ba..after tt went to bugis to tk neo print..stupid shit the machine damn lousy!!!! den we tk 2nd time try out the new machine..ok la..so-so..not beri fun..but den quite like the pic...still prefer the one at far east...o i bought a my melody puch today at sp!! cute cute de...veri nice..haha..dunoe y i buy..jus find it cute lo...mm....
i decorate my rm wif all my pics!!! i paste all my foto on my wall..mummy n kor kor say i siao...zi lian kuang...tk so mani self pic...haha....dey jealous my rm so pretty(-_-'') muahaha...mm...den i tidy up my cupboard...n all my earins lo...suddenli realised tt i bought so mani..sum nv even wear b4 leh...=x



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mm...still got sum..lazy to display liao..hahah...mm got one even more INTERESTIN foto..haha...i haben post it..hehehe...gonna post it another time cos i sendin it to my comp later...mm..yea..tml goin to do manicure..after tt goin back hm...feel like stayin hm..cos recentli had been goin out n nv help out my parents for the new yr tin...kena nag by them sia...=x

dar dar...i mish u!!!!!

mm today last day of work ..kinda she bu de..veri touched when wendy passed me the present tt she cass n irene bought for mi..a white colour nike cap...wendy even made pineapple tarts for us to try....gd hor....sob sob..bought chocolate for each n everyone of them..left it at their locker. reli mus thankz wendy for helpin mi all dis while..got a few times fiona wanna issue mi warin letter but she help mi...say dun gif mi...although she nv tell mi dis..but cass told mi..tt was den i noe she was helpin mi secretli...she gave mi advice in alot of tins...n oso teach mi alot of stuff...cass oso...always dere for mi when im saad cheer mi up ..had great fun workin wif them..mis ai chuan alot nv seen her bery long liao...dunoe hows her exam goin on in sch..mm...will go back visit them cos wendy's vcd still wif mi haben return her..haha

jus finish tokin on fone wif joanne...she workin at suntec i nouvi...got to noe her when i went dere buy cosmetics..had been in touch ever since..she helpin mi to find the acheiev career agency de number.mi now lookin for jobs..doin sales oso la..love doin sales..but wanna change products..feel like doin sales in cosmetics n fragance...wanna gain experience in diff prod first...she work in estee lauder b4..heard frm her tt part timer is $6 per hour..plus commision.. feel like workin for laneige...biotherm.. or shu uemura leh...but den tink dey lookin for experienced staff ba...but joanne say all dey wan is experience in sales n customer service...how u persuade customer to buy...mm..im experienced in phsyco customers to buy tins..last time i make the customer buy same design but diff colours de clothes..haha..=x...dey reli buy leh..gong kia!=x

thanks to dear ar..cum fetch mi hm ..heex..help mi tk tins..cos nid to bring hm all the uniform n clothes tt i bought at ebase..n my shoes oso..kinda heavy..but aniway thanks dar!!! haha...my maid ar..=x!!!

tml goin sp after tt goin queens town... mm..maybe goin bugis den..for the job tingy..haiz..gotta find job fast...no money le!!!..everytime i c tins i like i cant control ....i will buy...den my money is gettin lesser...=( n yah..i still gotta save sum to buy books when sch reopen..save sum for transportation n food...haiz..sadded...=( mm ...i wil try my very best to control de!

since young had been wishin to be an air stewardess..but i face great objections frm my family...my dad had been wantin mi to study acountancy n be like my aunt earn so much,...i would always argue wif him n told him to stop tellin mi wat to do..i hate it whenever he use his officer tone n tok to mi...im not his soldier... but den i slowli understand...wat he mean ..he wan mi to lead a better life...all dis while im happy tt i haf such a nice family being dere for mi..my mum n my dad dotes mi alot..jus like a small little princess...though i olwaz make them angry n make them sad..i do regret n feel guilty.. ever since my cousin passed away...dey had been even more protective of mi..dun allow mi stay out too late...imposin curfew?? nah not to tt extend...but yah..when i went out wif frens...the time reach 8..n i haben reach hm..mm...my fone will start ringin n vibratin...''ger ar...wat time liao..still dun cum hm ar..haiyo...''
(-_-'') den i will go '' hanah hannah...bu yan fan wo la..'' .haiz...its always lidat but i noe wat dey r worryin bout.. dey r conservative n dislike the idea of havin bf at my age..but for my mum..i dun reli noe wat she tinkin,...stil rmb last time i told her bout my love story all dis..haha..she nv say anitin..she jus smile..n say last time she olso like tt haha..for my dad..mm..he jus say...dun so young haf bf la..wan find bf mus wait when u turn 21...when u can support urslef financiali n he oso can support u...den fall in love...now u still young still dependin on ur parents..wan tok bout love ar...(-_-'') i will always argue back ..n say...wah..dis kinda tins can control meh... haiz.... sadded..haha..nei mind... mm...my bro love story more interestin den mine...last time my big bro..every week bring diff gals hm de wor.. sum look young young innocent...sum look sweet sweet cute cute..sum look super sexy...sum look pretty b4 dey go into my bro's rm but next mornin when dey cum out wearin my bro's t-shirt..dey look horrible without make up!!! hahaha...but finali my bro found his love...my da sao!!! mrs pauline!! haha..my favourite sistaz!!! muahaha... my 2nd bro leh..better la..pam is his 4th gf... compare to my big bro alot better..haha..

mm..ytd too tired so nv write blog...went to watch vcd..but half way fall aslepp le haha..went to chinatown wif dar n his fren..heex...happy lo..cos can be wif him ma...=) mm..today went to work...ish the last day workin wif cass n karen..sobb!!!!! haiz...den cass made brownie for us to eat..she say mus make for mi to try cos i leavin tml le..den she tml no cum suntec work ma..she goin to tiong bahru to relief....karen tml off oso...haiz..sadded gonna mish them...i will miss cass stupid dance movement whenever she heard the song ''hey mama'' she will dance haha..machiam kena electric shock=x!! karen oso quite nice though shes a new comer but reali done a better job den mi..=) n shes crazy over the levis guy too..not tt cute guy..is another one..we cum him macho guy..hahah...actuali wanna go help her tk his number but den she keep dilly dalli..haha...so nv go...bo liao la..haha..mmm.. tml workin wif irene ..n wendy...irene is my best buddy at ebase!! everytin will tell her..share quite alot of secrets too...we promise to go shoppin n tk foto de ar!!! =)
mm...today work mornin shift so sign out earli..went to bugis wanna go find wen ...but den she seems to be busy wor..so mani ppl eh... den can c she lack of confidence when doin cashierin..

~msg to wen": ger ar...dun panic ok..i stand dere n observe u do cashierin...u seems to be panic easily wor..esp when dere r alot customer...rmb stay calm n yah...denise dey all r watchin over u when u r doin cashierin so pls rmb to greet the customers...smile!!! n say thaknz to them...veri impt...cos can c denise face a bit pek chek jus now...so mus jia you!!!! =p

mm....got a shock when i read my tag board...got ppl not happy wif mi wor..aniway..i wont gif a damn...jus treat it as a mad dog barkin...haha..so ppl...dun care bout tt person la..ok...

msg to tt person: dunoe hu r u..but pls fuck off if u r not happy wif mi...dun pollute my tag board.. my blog is for human to read ..not for dog ya?? so u get it...??? mm...oo..i forgot ..a dog dun understand human language wor...so i write equal to no write..aniway if dog no how to read dis..tink doggie will stop pollutin my tag board le ba..so yah...HEY PPL!! wanna noe dog understand human language not jus STAY TUNE to my blog n c the tagboard lo ok??? c if got response not...haha..if got !!!!! wow....dog can read wor!!!!! hao shen qi~~~
muahaha.... suddenli tink of the song *HU leT THe DOg out ..wOOf WOOf WOfF~*..KEKEKE..=x


hohoho...i bought alot earringss.....still not enuff.. goin to sp on sat wif wen..after tt goin queenstown..muahha...buy earrings...heex...bad news!! my pay gonna spend finish liao...maybe i shld jus stay hm for couples of week...yah..n after new yr im gonna change my hairstyle n oso to look for a job... today customers say i look like japanses..(-_-'') aniway dis not the first time ppl tell mi dis... my ex say i look like one..karen oso say...nei mind...better den ppl say i look like,....haiz..*huey wen shld noe lo hor~~ kc say de ma rite??*sadded..haha
goin wild wild wet on mon!!!! xin u cumin not???? call mi ya?? anione wanna join???

so tired today... ytd watch vcd watch till dis mornin 4.40am....*yawNX*...the show reli veri nice leh....korean show ..show name---glass shoe... superb!! veri tocuhin leh...i watch le keep cryin u noe...=x... mm den mornin canmt reli wke up..dear gif mi monrin call oso nv ans..onli hear my fone ring when he called 2nd time... mm..today sales not bad la...although nv hit daily sales target but den hit 1.2k oreadi beri gd liao lo..not like bugis lo..always exceed target hor...liao bu qi ar~~~~ *hinT HUey WEn* hahah... mm dar fetch mi hm today..3 days nv c him le...but den c his new hair cut..haha make mi luff..so fuuny..=x..k la..neri cute la beri vute..but i tink i cuter..hehehe=x... mm.. today is kor kor bdae..bought him a xbox game controller..cos i ask pam wat he wan ma..den she say dis lo..pam is my bro's gf la..yah..mm..thoght mi n her not veri veir veri close like mi n my dasao--pauline(my big bro de lao po) heex... but den yah i told her tt i got bf le la...so next time she can be my spy..haha...=x..mm... saw the levis cute guy today walk pass my shop..he cut a new hairstyle wor..haha..look so cute neh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =x!!! haha... mm dis fri is my last day at work le...gonna miss suntec ebase lots!! cos alot happy n sad memory dere durin dis 2 mths...mm..yah...n all of us gonna be transferred to diff outlet oso...so everione will be separated..haiz..yah..n alot of us r quitin soon...
today MINI cum n visit mi wor!! haha...hu is mini??? mm...one of my guy fren..y he call mini??? so gay rite...haha..i gave him dis name de...hahahha...he everytime cum find mi will buy tins for mi de hor~~~ so gd rite...last time bring orange juice n chocolate...dis time oso bring chocolate...haha...cos i threatened him am..dun buy next time dun help him...=x..eh mini..ytd i not scoldin u hor u dun get the wrong intention..im TOKIN SENSE TO U ok???? n yah u better clear tins up soon..u r in a mess now..if u r still goin to fall deeper..dun cum cryin to mi..cos i dunoe how to help liao ar..haiyo...



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mm...today off day!!!!!!!!!! haha...but dis mornin bring baby to go c doc cos she sick lo.... den after tt meet huey wen...go sch..she wanna go sch eat lunch...but had mine already so pei her lo..haha...saw miss ho!!! my fav teacher..miss ho ping ping...heex...din reli tok to her la jus smile smile lo..yah..den saw miss ouh!! heard frm the teachers tt alot of them not happy wif tt new principal..mdm cheng...fuck her la..i oso not happy wif her..i still rmb tt time she cum n tok to mi...i nv ans her ..diao her n walk away..hahaha..=x... cos her face reli veri irritatin..!!! mm..saw min juan..haha..happy!!! wanna mi teach her maths..can la..no prob..but mus pay sch fee..hahahahha!!!=x.. mm.. yah saw bao bao..ebird n cheryl...most importantli saw OO...long time nv see him le...he grow taller le wor!!! hahah..but nv go tok to him...mm....i cant find my gan mei leh..dunoe she die where..tt emily..my stupid mei..haha..veri nice to mi... mmm saw mr ow...heard frm teachers tt..the mdm cheng shout at him wor!!! she shout at MR OW!!! ..mr ow leh...the discipline master tt everione respect n even the ex principal..dun dare to shout at him...she go n shout at him...kao..nv die before ar...aniway i grad le..so i veri heng..no nid c her face..heex...=)

mm..went orchard after tt...bought my anna sui liao...muahahah...happy!!!! den went far east shop shop...acutali wanna buy the pants but den wen say not nice..so nv buy..bought a bikini...black n pink colour..quite nice la..i finali found the earrings tt i wanted to buy ..finali!!! bought 2 pairs..den bracelet...blah blah blah.... mi n wen go tk neoprintn wor...got new machine at far east!!!! so fun leh the machine!!! both of us was like so crazy over tt machine..cos veri fun..haha...yah..den the pic cum out quite nice oso..hehehe...wen ar...next time go again yea??? she today oso bought alot neh...bought bags...MAC powerpoint eyeliner...skirt...bag...blah blah blah...... heex... happy day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!