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sunday=slackin day
today suntec ebase was a dead city...not much ppl...compare to ytd..today was veri veri slack for mi...cass n irene...slack until canot slack...not much customer..jus keep tokin n playin togther haha..had much fun luffin at cass stupid dance move...n dey oso had a great time listenin to my cold jokes..hahaha=x... mmm..........den went to chinatown wif my parents after work..alot ppl wor...squeeze here squeeze dere....but den can feel the new yr atmosphere dere...alot tins dere la..yah...

saturday!!!!!!!!!!! saturday=busy day
dis mornin went to work...canot wake up...but still force myself to open up my eyes big big..haha...no work no money for mi...canot canot....mm...reach suntec le bought 2 pairs of coloured contact ..2 mth supply lo...quite cheap leh..one pair 19 bucks..go change my contact lens after tt forgot tt my contact lens wear more than one mth le...den scare will get infection so faster change...wendy say the blue colour veri strikin...cassandra say my eyes look like cat...huey wen say i look like..yao guai*moNSTeR*...(-_-'') PPL CAN SAY SMTH NICE A NOT????? haha..
shop was veri busy..alot ppl..the clothes keep piling up becum a mountain for mi to hang n for mi to fold..keep sayin HI WELCUM to customer until i out of tune..super paiseh..haha...n yah..today duno y..i keep droppin tins...tk wat drop wat...drop hanger...drop clothes...drop money oso....receipt oso drop..kao..den i oso canot find tins...customer ask mi find for her clothes i oso cant find...*AngRY* lunch break nv eat went shoppin!! haha...bought 3 clothes at wanko...spend ard $83... mm...den went levis...wanna buy the jeans tt is brown colour...i try it...look not bad..but dun reli like ...sooooooo tooooo badddddddd...waitin for the diamond jeans to cum..hee hee......
got a stupid ger cum to my shop...keep starin at mi n diao mi..dunoe diao how mani times..i tolerate her...she keep stare..kao! i fire liao!!! i stand near her...she look at mi..i diao her!!! haha...yah..n i turn my head away...n serve other ppl...shit her la...knn...!!=x .. overall..today de customer all quite nice...hehehe...all veri friendli except her...*pui* mm.. cass veri funny today..she dance in the fittin rm!!!! haha her dance so funny!!!! den mi n sophia keep luffin non-stop den everyone look at us..haha but we dun care we luff while hittin the table!! can imagine 3 siao kia luffin at bangin at the table..hahaha
cass bf came..haha..gave her a surprise by buyin her fav dessert...piang eh..haha...call her bf help mi buy she call mi shut up...bleahx. mm dar nv cum fetch mi today...he sick le ...mus tc ya??? dun drink so much la...change to drink herbal tea la...=x..rmb to eat med ar?? miss ya lotssss... my leg kena slam today when i was doin closinA!! so pain..i nearli shout out the f-word..but den got customer..so nv...mm...but tyhe customer veri bad...luff at mi...(-_-'')
when to bugis after work...find huey wen lo...but actuali wanna go buy my chanel...but den seiyu close...! fuck..angry!k la...haiz..den nv buy..canot buy my anna sui oso....=( mm nvm...monday goin town wif wen..gonna go buy..yeah
mm..new tins added to my wishin list..hees... mummy been suspectin smth....oh shit!...

went for dental in the mornin..the dentist haha..my ''good'' fren lai de...a joker..dunoe y..he look kinda shock when he c mi..say i change alot..eye lashes gettin longer n longer...(-_-'') haha..wah lao tink today he got prob wif mi...he dunoe do wat to my braces la so pain...!!!! bleed alot sia...gif mi a shock...
a bit irritated wif a guy..keep pesterin mi..decide to block n delete him on msn...pek chek!!!!!!!!!!
went out wif dar today!!!!!!!!!....mm..happy la haha....secretly..slip a card into the bag when he nv notice...hhaha....=x..mm real veri happy today la...though sorethroat veri pain...den flu oso...mm...hope mi will get well soon...went to tk neo print wif him hehehhe=x...can say is first time tk neo print wif bf ba..last time wif my ex is use hp..haha=x like to c him eat..dunoe y..look so cute...=xxxxxxxx...went play pool...super paiseh....play not well..last time in sch play not like tt de leh....long time no play liao..if my shi fu ----mr tony tan(the Dm of PASIr RIs SEc!!!) c dis...haha..he sureli say i throw his face..play till so bad..=xnei mind...next time go back sch ..jio him go snooker rm ...wif xy dey all..heex..
mm huey wen not in a bery gd mood..cos of her mum rite..aniway dun sad la ger okk......?? eh...dun smoke too much la u..haiyo... mus share wif mi ma..promise to save 2 sticks for mi rite...dun bluff mi hor!!!!!! got my pay today....but!!!! nv buy anitin!!!!!!!!!!! decide to buy chanel chance....anna sui volumise mascara...levis jeans(tab1) .......mm.......
oh yah..saw a fren..i forgot his name...haha..at the bus stop jus now..chatted wif him..he dun recognise mi!!! say i change alot liao....(-_-'') haha...rmb last time...every mornin while waitin for the bus to go to sch..he will always stand dere smokin ...wearin sch u leh..! den his face got alot piercin de...ah beng lai de but bery nice n frenli...still rmb tt time min juan tell him she go beeat ppl up scare tio police case.. haha..he gif her a pack of tissue ask her to wipe her backside n wait to go girls hm..hahaha ..saw min juan today ..jio her cum down her hse dere tok tok...happy to c her...haha..she mentioned qi ren..tell mi his a gd guy wat rubbish...ee...*pu*=x..! gave mum money today...$150...last month give 200...dis month lesser ...cos my pay kena cut!...but she nv say anitin la...mm...kor bdae cumin nid to buy present oso....shit!!!

wake up in the mornin wif a terrible pain in my throat super painful..symptons of sorethroat....ignore it..n had a chicken wing before i went to work....tins got worst!! more n more painful..n damn!! i gto flu too..keep sneezin lo...tts y wear jacket to work...veri xin ku..whole dae very shag...den yah...not reli feelin well..a bit giddy giddy.... haiz.... oh yah gettin my pay soon!!! few more mins to 11pm..weahahahha...yeha!! when the clock strike 11...im rich!haha..=x mm when to levis durin my break...the cute guy serve mi..haha..shy liao=x..mm..askin him if still gto the diamond de jeans not..haiz no more!!! but he say new design of jeans wif diamond de will cum at end of feb!!! yeah..haha...happy happy.... sophia oso say he cute leh..=x.. haiz..today veri angry cos of her..im damn irritated by her..she tink she veri big ar??? kao...seh her face den noe=x..i tolerate her super long liao leh...nb!!! pek chek sia....arghhh qi si wo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw ying xiu!! joreen!!! n steph!! inside charles n keith...haha went in n give ying xiu a surprise..her rxn super big wor!! haha...hug n screa together(-_-'') den the saleguys a bit shocked..=x...haha.. mm den meet dar at cityhall..send mi hm...bought mi 2 botles of herbal tea...veri gan dong sia...kekeke...love ya dear~duno y when wif him my flu okok leh..when i reach hm my flu start liao...gettin worst leh..y ar?????? the herbal tea so bitter!!!

mm..actuali i got sum prob kept in my heart veri long dunoe to say to hu...dunoe to tell hu oso..haiz..so xin ku...how??haiz...sadded..haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...sia la...

*mm...anione wan tution for chinese emaths amaths?????? eh cum find mi ok???? tution for primary sch kids oso can..i can teach sci maths n chi..yup... mm..tag mi or email mi at angel_everlastingluv@hotmail.com add in msn oso can...=)

today...mm...reli happy...dar came n pei wo eat lunch..heex...happy to c him..at first tot he olreadi went hm le..but receive a call frm him sayin tt he was outside my shop got tins to pass to mi..kinda surprised ..saw him n passed mi food...he went all the way to citylink n buy bread for mi...for my dinner.scare i eat cup noodle again...heex...n inside got a cake...open it up..n was so touched...a heart shaped de strawberry cake..keep smilin to myself n karen keep teasin mi (-_-'') ... reli happy la..cos my exS nv did tt for mi before oso..haiz..yah..heex...tot he will overslept n forgot to cum fetch mi hm..but he nv...reli happy..felt xin fu...hope dis can last...though sumtime will tink back bout qi ren how he sheild mi frm the sun cos he scare the sunlight will hurt my eyes..how he cover my head cos he scare my head knock the tins..but now not animore!! cos im all over him now.........onli like my dar now...shoo happy!!!*smILex*
duno y today..mum say smth weird to mi..she call mi be a good gal...dun disobey her..cos tt will break her heart...she say i promise her not to pierce my ear animore i still go...she veri upset..she say i change le..change to an ah lian...(-_-'') den she still say...if i reli turns bad n disobey her..she will be super heartbroken cos she dote on mi the most..haiz...mm..tt time she stil ask mi whther i go learn smokin not..i lied n say no i nv,.,i noe its bad la..but now i reli nv smoke le...yah.. mum reli love mi lots..shes the best mum..though sumtime she will nag at mi n scold mi..n the notti angel will yell back at her...but i do feel bad n guilty...mum love u!!


spECialI DEdicatED to DAr: dear...tink i reli start to love u,..at first dun dare put in too much...dun dare pin ani hope........but reli touched by wat u had done for mi...happy to haf u...n yah..will love u my dear...reli....

mm..today off day!!! guess where i go????? at hm lo....(-_-'') actuali goin swimin wif xin but den too tired liao..haiz...slp whole day..machiam a piggy..but so nice to slp..baby ying en sick le..my stupid bro la..haiz..bring her go sentosa play play play...till she sun burned..den now she sick havin fever..i c le oso heart pain she keep on cryin non-stop leh..den i help her put the aloe vera lotion to soothe her burn lo..she screamed wwor...!! heart pain..haiz...hope baby en will get well soon...!!! mm..mis dar shooooOooOo MUCH...heex..tml fetchin mi hm yea?? heex..HAPpy HAPPy..but feel a bit bad to make him travel haiz...lookin forward to our friday heex..=) dunoe y mish my frens all so much...jiat yue bern xy fabby doreen dunoe how r dey...jus chat wif jie ying n jiat yue on msn..yeah...n bern oso... o yah..jsu got to noe tt ben kor had discharged le..but still dunoe how he n ling hui leh...hope dey ok lo... mm..


*trEAsuRE evERyonE ard U ..dun REgreT..miSHH yA JIe jiE..17 Of FEB is cumIN Le...veri fast one yr anniversary cumin ..u left us for nearli one yr..where r u nw?? all dis while were u wif us?? quietli stay by one side n watch over us..miss eu real much...actuli decided to go n visit u wif qi ren..but not animore..qi ren n kenny dey all will still visit u on 1st of feb ba...i nv go wif them...yah..but i still will go c u wif denise dey all de on 17 feb..yup...mus tc k?? anitin jus tell mi in my dream..jus like tt time u came in my dream...the hug felt all so real n so warm...mis u..jie jie..

mm..today new ger cum...her name is karen...20 dis yr..but den she look like 15!!! haiz...ppl older den mi look young leh...i younger den her look like older den her...*shAKe hEAD*=x..haha..she say her first impression of mi was fierce n ah lian...(-_-'') im guai kia ok...haha...but den ya chat togther lo...quite a nice n friendli ger lo...yeah..veri nice la...=) mm..dar send mi hm jus now..haha..first time meet a bit weird...seems to be mm....dunoe how to say...jus weird ba.....yah..receive call frm kenny in the afternoon..askin mi if im still goin to pray sera wif qi ren..im goin but not wif him on tt date...dun wanna c him..haiz...remind mi of bad tins... mm..den kenny call mi dun be lidat still can be fren..yah..can be fren la...qi ren sms mi lo..ask mi how am i all dis lo..dunoe y feel sad la..but jus yah hope he will find better ger ba... mi now jus wanna concentrate on dis relationship..yup..=) still feel not confidence... dunoe y...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...sadded

today off went malaysia wif moi family..wah earli in the mornin wake up sia..tired leh..i was in a sleepy mood...walk oso can slp..haha...went shoppin noh...bough a skirt...2 sunglasses...earings...n a pot of flower to place it in my rm..nice neh..purple colour de..real flower hor!!! mm..mama found out i pierce my tragus...kena nagged nia la..nv call mi to close the hole..haha..but can c she veri disappointed wif mi..cos i promise her i wont pierce animore but i broke my promise,....soRyy!! *BOw bOW*.. i go piercein is for the pain...;better den last time rite...do those stupid tins to ecperience pain...ok..la dun tok bout tt...
mm...tml he cum meet mi n send mi hm after work..heheheh hapyy hapyy*juMP arD*

mm..today went work as usual...but yah i change my status again le..im in a relationship again..i hope dis time is the rite one at the rite tme..if its not rite...i will make it rte...din haf much confidence bout dis...aniway all my 5 ex dun last wif mi ..not even one mth..for dis one... mm..im reli not sure..i jus treasure wat i haf now..now i haf him..im content..wats the future for us i dunoe..yah seriousli dunoe..jus hope both of us will be togtehr as long as we can...for now jus dun dare to put in so much love first..jus enjoy being loved first yup...u all may tin im flirt change so mani guy recentli..mm...got a period of time im seriousli confused..i dunoe wta i wan..n the sudden change in bfs make my slef feel tt im such a flirt ...but frens all say..u mus meet a lot guys so tt the next guy u noe will be a better one...yah..i nid a guy not the same age as mi..dis wat i noe now...cos guys of the same age as mi now..is not mature enuff..current bf is 20 now...his tinkin..mm..mature ba..still under observation=x...yup..but i will love him for now..n enjoy n treasure wat i haf now...state tins clear wif him..not to force mi to do tins i dun like...n told him bout my past experience..he understand ..n yup..as long as he love mi respect mi n undersatnd mi..im satisfied...



dis ish my bf!!! ignore the bg la..haha...mm..his name ish....duo shun...mm..call him alvin ba..heex..


heeex.....mY Boi!

mm..today public holiday ma..wah alot customers sia..busy busy...den oso veri pack lo...haiz...so squeezy...but den i dunoe y today i veri high in a veri gd mood..haha...maybe cos i so a lto ydk..hahaha-=x..n oso the levis cute guy..hei hei hei....but den got a stupid retarded guy cum into my store keep peepin at mi in one corner..so scary lo..ai chuan wendy n cass.oso saw...dey say i die liao..he eye on mi..reli scary lo..he look at mi nvm la..but hor the look in his eye so kong bu lo...den gif out those pervert smile...so scary sia...den so irritatin oso..feel like usin the hanger n seh his face..kao...haiz..angry...den yah hui xin came n c mi...heheh..wif lim n francis..yeah..so gd hor..haha...thankz xin fpor the belated present love it lot man!!! M.A.C powerpoint eyeliner wor..love it!!.. den durin unch break went to meet coach at carrefour deere to pay tution ffee..after tt went to carrefour to buy food...den on the way back saw joreen!!! haha ..she workin dere yea...find another kakis liao..hahaha....yah..mish her os much neh...mm...ytd saw wenda walked pass myb shop...saw each other jus smiled..dunoe y ...sadness fills up my heart..haiz..dun tink back look front...today jus reject another guy again..though he quit egd to mi..yah..but den i dun wanna involve in relationship now...n we jus noe each other not long oso...haiz...yeah today bought jay zhou album...still got poster wor..hahaha,....happy neh..~~ his song beri nice.. mm heard frm mam tt ben kor is recoverin le...linghui discahrge le..yah...hope tt dey will recover faster..yup=).. sera jie bless them ya??? im sure u will..mis u jie~
mm..tt day went orchard ma..den mi n huey wen was trokin bout the modellin tin..den suddenli gpot a gal approach us n say she was frm a model agency*i forgotnthe name of the agency* haha...den ask for my number lo..den i gif lo..haha...but if she reli call mi..i dun tink i will go ba...cos the agency nv heard of one...scarli dey send mi to ah bu neh how?? haaha...yah... mm..aniway happy tt got ppl approach mi la..mi so ugli got ppl approach bery gd liao..hahaha=x...

i so scare when i c the expression on my mum face again...when i reach hm recived a call frm aunt ..lookin for my mum...whenever she answer ccall..n tt expression on her face when she listen to the fone...jus makes mi worry...everytime i c dis smth bad will happen...my cousin benjamin..which is sera's brother met wif an accident...he is now in SICU...we jitao pia down to changi hospital...tt fuckin car knock his bike down..his gf fly on top of the car...n he fall to the ground...his injury was more serious den his gf..ling hui..
ben kor kor tear his liver ...went for an operation n now..he look a bit swollen..he open his eyes n c nia..but cant reli tok..haiz..i reli scare ..scare tt history will repeat..scare tt i may lose another cousin... linghui wasnt tt serious..but she hurt her hand n she cant walked cos shes in pain...i reli hope dey will get well soon..haiz...sera jie pls bless them ok?? pls...pls pls...i beg u...



*can i still believe in love? can i still believe in guys? haiz..can u pls tell mi hu is the one?? is he the one for mi now??? haiz...

mmm...today work lo...went to esprit to buy red earth cosmetics...cass fren wokr dere...she recognise mi gave mi 50% off.hahah...bought the secret potion ..illuminatin powder n make up remover...total 33 bucks nia..save alot money..den after tt dinner break recevie an sms frm aunt jess told mi tt polo ralph got 50% discount...she gave mi the staff code so i can get discount immediateli chiong to the shopm n cc...wah alot ppl n oso alot yd saleguy..wahahha...bought a clothe dere...orginal price 171 bucks..after disc is 87 hazi..ex hor abit heart pain..but i quite like it ....stil so ex..haiz...hahahah...den hor...mummy say so ugli sia..sad case...haiz..nei mind i like can liao..haha..tml goin nyp open hse..hei hei heii...bio yd..haha...oh ya jus found out tt my heart beat real fast when i saw the levis cute guy..everytime my heart jus race when i c him..shy shy..haha..ai chuan irene n shi yin oso say he cute seh..haiz..die liao hahahah

after a gd cry ytd..i felt better reli reli much better..reli thankz to all my frens hu r dere to console mi n care for mi..without u all by my side dunoe wat i do oso...haiz...yeah wont tink so much again...yup!!! angel reborn!!! into a new angel...heex....tml new launch cum so will be busy packin stock le..omg!!!!


mi in store durin lunch break..heex


heex...in store la..can c the clothes dere rite?? n oso the carton..haha


k la..i no i veri zi lian...=x bo liao ma..take pic lo..no wrong rite???


im back to the angel now...jus change to a gal hu is more strong now..n yah eye open bigger to look for the correct guy...=)

i break off wif him le..felt better...he beg mi to stay..NO WAY!! im totali disppointed wif him..he apologise n say cant live without mi..BULLSHIT.. better off dead n dun ever cum near mi...fuck off bastard...i nv ans his call ...i nv reply his msg animore..if he cum fan mi no way am i goin to gif him face animore..i will gan him till siao...knn..kao..i told him if sera still alive n she noe wat he did to mi..she will oso call mi to leave..one time is enuff no 2nd chance...BASTARD!.. guys r onli after the same tink..all dey look for is the same tin ...all dey noe is to fuck!!nb..wan fuck go geylang la...nb

i hate it..i jus hate it..y cant it be simple n nice..y mus it be like dis..onli those hu r close to mi will noe wat im sayin..y mus dis happen i nv tot of dis..it shld be simple n not like dis way..i felt so pissed...felt so idiotic felt so helpless..i reject i struggle finali i escape..wats my feelin he dunoe..wat im avoidin he noe but he persist...im so frustrated...called my fren n pour my sorrow..i met huey wen..felt so arghhh...felt so confused i smoke 2 again...i drink vodka after tt...n i went arcade n try to vent out all my feelins bottle up inside...felt a bit better after tt...i onli go arcade when im not in the gd mood...yah...so when c mi in arcade u either pei wo n dun tok..or dun cum near mi..cos im in a ''goin to explode'' mood... haiz...now i noe...its not easy...nv will i forget dis day..dis very day..cos it sux!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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today..i ki siao liao...i bought my veri first pack of marlboro methol light... cos im olreadi veri frustrated ...plus pek chek..eh tink both same meanin..yup..haha..n yah out of curiosity...i smoke..on the way frm citylink to suntec outside dere..i smoke finish my first stick..nth much jus feel veri borin y ppl like to smoke..mm..yah funny jus eatin smoke liddat...mouth veri minty...i nv suck in la...den yah...veri funny when i buy the aunty say..aiyo xiao mei fine $5000 leh...* in HOKkIEn* den i jus..hanah...pay liao n walk away...sia la..haha..
haiz...yah darren say i snoke veri funny...cum on first timer ma...mus practise more=x!! i bought big pack one leh..no more small de liao...den share wif sumone*dunoE WANt TO namE her ANoT ..scALi u ALl noe IS hu OSO keNA shOcK*haha..piang eh...i got 10 sticks..i smoke mm..3 nia leh...den stupid darren took 2 ...den got 1 cock up canot smoke..left 4...haiz..den cass oso a bit ki siao liao..took 1 cos quarrel wif bf..pek chek..i left 3 nia leh/.//left it in my locker nv bring hm...=x...dey say wanna throw away my cigarrete sia la...sunday go work mus check liao..dey throw call them pay mi money!! haha...=x..
qi ren noe i smoke...kena say by him nv kena scold la..he say i smoke again i die..diao...i left 3 sticks nia..smoke finish den say la..dun tell him=x...erpx...notti mi..haiz...actuali smokin oso nth much..jus dunoe y ppl like..n today i nearli kena choked by the smoke..cos i suck in too much...jitao my throat veri hot sia..haha.. yah..heya guys DUN WORRY BOUT MI LA...IM OK!! k??? thanks ya...i wont smoke animore..cos no kick at all..not fun..wat i get is smelli mouth..yuckx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i still prefer to go piercin when not in good mood..can feel the pain..got more KICK....yah..i NOT bian tai hor!!my next peircein spot ish my naval....follow by tongue??? eh tink dun wan tongue la... mm..yah jus dun worry ok??? im alrite..n yah dun try smokin la...expensive...not fun..no kick...smelly..n wat leh??? mm...BO LIAO! xiao peng you..bu yao xue jie jie wor...jie jie shi you lian guo de!!!

hiaz. im jus so frustrated now feel like bloggin again..wat am i to u? can u jus tell mi? dun treat mi so gd for one day..den next day not even a call or sms frm u...u busy? maybe? but do i noe? i dunoe..wat the hell man..haiz..wat the fuck am i tinkin..haiz..listenin to the song tt both of us like..make mi recall tt day at ur hse..haiz..sia la..i reli mis u..u noe? nope..u dun...i waited for ur call..dun hab..i waited for ur sms..haha...not even one..haiz..wat is dis man?? can u pls tell mi..u say u love mi more den i love u... i dun feel it...u say u noe u love n care for mi can le... but do i noe>>> nope i dun?? haiz... depressed..last time i got bf oso nv feel dis way sia..is it my retribution huh?? play wif ppl feelins now ppl play wif mi..haha..haiz...haiz haiz.. i now oso dun reali dare to sms u le..scare later u find mi irritatin...scare later u tink i control u...haiz...oso dun reli dare to msg u..scare u tink im a nuisance...haiz..haiz haiz... dis feelin is so bad...angel sux!

mm..today go back to prss..so happy wor...miss the food dere esp the guo tiao haha...mi n huixin so huai nian the food..haha...miss sch so much sia..miss the teacher esp mrs chua dey all..haiz..yah...saw mr teo..he keep lookin at mi..haha..dun reli recognise mi..say i becum so pretty*shy* hahha...=x..den mr poh more worst i call him he was like..blur blur..n keep lookin at mi.. i told him i was angelina he was like..'' OH ANGELINA! OMG!EXTREME MAKE OVER!!'' diao~ reli change tt much meh???? mrs chua saw mi oso cant reli recognise mi,..keep sayin i change my looks le..dun look like mi..haha..but reli enjoy tokin to her...den saw ding lao shi..haha..dun reli recognise mi oso.,..haiz..sadded....the onli teacher tt recognise mi is MR TONY TAN!!!! my snooker shi fu!! haha miss him alot wor..stillr mb last time he teach mi play snooker..hahah..haiz miss last time so much..study is still the best..workin sux...so do treasure sch time..dun olwaz nag...now tink back a bit regret last time nv study hard... den jus now go to the co sectional practise.. c dey all lo buy sweets for them..mm...still dunoe who is the lower sec pipa junior tt read my blog...aniway..if u r the one jus tag mi ok..yah tell mi ur name ba...at least i noe hu ma rite *WinK* HEHEH... wah..so happy saw emily..mis her lots wor..my onli gan mei mei...treasure her alot..haha.. den oos saw carmen!! omg.,.miss her..den got april oso heheh...more chio liao ar..lilian n huirong..lilian becum cuter liao...hui rong oso all grown up le..not tt gong gong de sec 2 gal..ahaha mm..still c hu leh...oo..miss sim miss ang oso...den saw OW KOK MING KOR KOR!! haha..but din got the chance to tok to him cos he tokin to those smokers ..haiya...wasted wanna sho off to him my hair colour...lalalla no nid wear pink shower cap seh~~~ hahhaa...haiz..mr ow last time i hate u cos u olwaz catch my uniform say i nv tuck in still make mi stand in front durin mornin assembli..den catch my finger nails...stupid shit u one how long i keep them not!!! still confiscate my hp!!!...haha...aniway still miss dis mr ow...tt make my sec sch life so excitin..haha..everytime heard the whistle song everybofdy will do the same tink...'' EH EH ow leh ow leh...fast faster..tuck in shirt...keep hp ..quick quick!!!'' haha..yah tts wat we do when we heard tt...
mrs chua ar..reli veri motherli leh..haiz...shes the best teacher though can be sarcastic at times but she reli veri gd lo..tt time when i was cryin like hell...she gave mi a veri nice n warm heart..tt makes mi feel better...but still my tears jus flow out of my eyes like tap like tt...haiz...at tt time im reli veri touch ..jus wanna hide in her hug n cry my heart out...next mornin when i saw her durin mornin assembli i cant control..i started to cry again...n yah she stand beside mi n pat my shoulder hope tt will give mi sum comfort..reli thankz a lot...n oso help mi in my chem alot.... haiz..i love u mrs chua!! mrs lim oso..though last time i hate her to the core...but den slowli i start to respect her ..shes not tt bad after all..n still spend few hrs wif mi ...teach mi physics patientli...jus the both of us sit outside the HOD rm..to let mi clear all my doubts,..n go thru the tys wif mi... mr neo oso everytime answer all my am qn although he teach mi em..haha..mr teo oso sorry la...sorry for makin u blood boil cos we olwaz suan u n AGITATE u..hahha..=xstill got mrs sum. spend alot of her time on us ...to teah us...den miss darbyshire though she now go back to her country le..but still miss her lesson olwaz so ecitin n fill wif laughter..though her lesson sumtime veri scary cos she can suddenli grab ur hair..n her SUPER BIG staple can anihow shoot ppl one...oso if u nv bring bks she will use her permanent marker to write on ur arm""RMB TO BRING HW NEXT TIME!!!"" tts our class latest bodyart tt time...n yah nobody dun dare to forget bout bringin her hw..haha...n oso she love to mess up ppl hair..i was one of the victim..haiz...haha
mm...reli miss them...still got hu neh..mm...oo..miss ho ping ping..nv c her for along time le..today no c her oso..but saw mr hoo..heex...he oso say i change alot wor..haha..mr teo say i dunoe wat model ar..haha..den mrs sum say i spore idol (-_-'') heng she nv say my size like olinda...piang eh will cry leh...haha
mm den after tt went tm walk wlak lo..saw ydk!!! hahah...keep bio-ing yd...=x... went to starbuck to eat ...ate a warm chocolate cake..so sinful!! feel so fat now...erpx...mm... aniway today jus feel happy to go back sch to bisit the teachers n my juniors dey all...but i felt like an alien when i was at the canteen cos everybody was lookin at us ..mi hui xin n sandy...maybe cos we wearin hm clothes ba...haha...so paiseh sia...oh ya..i saw limbeh!!! mdm lim!! haha...so nice of her...lucky she still rmb my name...shes the HA-LO TEACHER!! THE FACTORISE TEACHER!!...HAHAA..tt time she caught mi n wen da togther cos we every monrin tk same bus as her..den she noe mi n him got smth smth...hahah...=x..ok tts in the past..oo..nv c jumiah...miss jumiah..the veri fuck teacher..last time hate her lots...she damn fuckin irritatin...haiz..but now all teacher to mi is gd liao la...heex heex... except tt ANNABELLE HO...KNN will nv forget the day we quarrel at the commerce rm..knn...angry ar...feel so gd when i scold her sucker tt time..haha...k la no i rude but if u were mi ..bet u will do the same tin oso..lalala...my pipa member sureli now wta im sayin...n those grad sureli noe wat happen tt time..mm...forget it...mm..happy today ..heex
cant wait to get my pay..cos my allowance finshin soon..haiz haiz haiz...now bombin techno sia..haha..feel like dancin liao..but den i look so bai chi when i dance ..hahah=x..wah dis post kinda long wor!! gotta stop here le...cya

jus now was slpin when i received a call frm huixin..told mi tt she saw qiren at tm,...he was wif a bunch of frens..yup n gals..was kinda close to the gal n look like dey r stead...when i hurt dis cant deny tt i feel like cryin suddenli scare i will lose him..i sms him n ask him where he is ...he at tamp..at least he din lied n say he was at hm...so yah im ok...den i sms him..n say...dear tt time u ask mi whether u love mi more or i love u more..now i noe the ans..i love u more... he replied..u r wrong..im sure i love u more..cause i reli love u alot.. i replied..i reli scare i will lose u lao gong...dun leave mi ok? '' dun worry i wont leave u de coz i love u too muach le'' was happy...but still feel a bit not secure..but i will believe him...no matter wat ppl tell mi...i will listen but still i will onli believe until i saw it wif my own eyes... haiz...now i noe how much he mean to mi..i reli scare i will lost him..reli scare dunoe y..i nv felt dis b4...my immediate rxn when i heard wat hui xin say...was heart ach..dunoe y leh...few dyas ago..i was still confused over my feelings for him..but now im sure his the one..

* receive a call frm lao gong jus now...n was happy tt he told mi about everytin without mi vevn askin n he oso dun even noe tt i noe bout it...yup..happy happy... heex..*jus update on 12 jan 21:53*

haiz..lao gong nv call mi for 3 days le..haiz...sadded..y i nv cal him?? cos i wan c if i nv call he will call anot..haiz..he reli nv..recentli we like got big gap..veri sad..y leh?? i dunoe...msg halfway he will MIA.dunoe go where oso..maybe he busy ba...i dunoe..or he wif other gals..oh shit wat am i tinkin?? i told my fren about mi n qi ren...but den he say..haiz..u mus tk initiative.,dun keep tink negative... u say he treat his brother more impt den u..but hab u ever recalled when u r wif him..the tings he do for u?? on the bus..when u sit inside..the sun was so bright..he uses his hand to shield the sunlight afraid tt the sunlight might hurt ur eyes...did u ever told him to do dis?? no u nv..he did it out of love n care for u... haf u ever recalled tt day u went out..he keep holin ur hands..n when u nv hold hands..he put ur hand near u tryin to find ur hand.. or did u recalled..he will gif u a kiss on ur cheek n ur lips when he notice tt u r not smiling... haiz..reli miss him.... jus now i msg him n told him tt i nv go work today..he ask mi to meet him..angel:lao gong mi today no go work
qiren: wan meet mi??
angel: u no sch meh?
qiren: after sch lo
angel: no nid report meh?
qiren: no
angel:tml den meet u lo today i canot
*i wait for his reply ut nth
angel: can u have sum response a not?
*waited in vain...no reply
im so sick of it..haiz.. was i in his heart..did he ever love mi? or still he put his brothers in first place?? -sADddeD-

miiiiiiii taken at the bbq..heex.so bored mah..so use kor hp t0o tk but he dunoe wahahha...=x...heex..


today work so sian meh...so amni tins to pack new stock ma...a few quite nice nia..other lcothes machiam aunty leh..sian 1/2..haiz..miss my lao gong alot ...nv c him dunoe how mani days le..he busy i oso busy...den today we sms awhile..i told him i dun feel his care...n he reply..''feel dun need to be shown..i kno i love n care 4 u cn le. recentli i veri bz cause of the sch ..reli sori if i let u feel tt i do not concern u..''
haiz..my dear.. reli miss tt day when we were at ur hse..haiz..nei mind..i oso confuse over my feelins dis few days..i start to doubt my feelins for u..but now i noe...i will stay by ur side lao gong...

ytd went for bbq..muahahah so nice sia alot tins to eat tin i fat liao..=xden receive a call frm shawn..we cleared tins up n was happy tt we r frens again..but now i found out tt so mani ppl read my blog de wor...read until can help mi change the storyline wor...wow so amazin!!! ha....rumour is damn kong bu...a person's mouth is oso veri kong bu,...can change thestory change until so ridiculous..omg*sHAKe HEAd* haiz..im now traped oso..haiz..ytd i cry til siao n huey wen got a shock when she heard mi cry over the fone...i suddenli dunoe hu i am..i dunoe wat i wan i dunoe wat am doin..i dunoe who i am!!!!! i fond tt i cahnge until im so irritated wif my self wat happen to nmi??? wat am i tinkin i totali had no idea at all...i am jus so confused n so lost!!! i told heuy wen about it... i dunoe y i suddenli change so mani guy when i dun reli like them...ppl told mi maybe i long for love but i noe i wont be happy when i am wif them but i still go wif it....i find it tt im so flirt lo..i oso duno y ??? irene say ...maybe is becos i dunoe wat im lookin for in love ....but do i reli noe wats love?? haiz...
i got dis very very veyr good guy fren of mine..noe each other since sec 2..n since sec 2 i had been likin him..but i din reli say it out he knew i like him but tt time he not intresetd in mi...but when he like mi tt time i olreadi wif wenda le..yah..haiz..wrong timin..all dis while his still in my heart but i nv say it out iuntil i noe tt he got a gf...n dey lasted quite long..i kept a dist frm him le even though we were veri veri close fren..yah..cos i dun wan the feelin to grow even stronger..den recentli when i stead wif my current guy qiren...he told mi dey break off le...y mus he tell mi so late?? if he tell mi earlier probabli..i would not go stead wif qi ren ..i noe its irresponsible of mi to say tt...im selfish..im so damn selfish..haiz.yah...den i noe le...he say all dis while he oso like mi...n all dis while i oso like him we nv say out...haiz...he say k lo..when ni zhen de ai wo de shi huo cai gen wo jiang lo... i cant break wif qi ren now..it will be so unfair to him..but if i stay wif him my heart dun haf him will oso be unfair to hijm...i admit i like qi ren oso...but haiz..wat am i doin????? wat the fuck man!!! forget it...i will jus MIA for a while haiz... im so lost....haiz..
today i got alot of shock sia...haiz...one after another..canot tk it ar,... i old liao leh...will die of heart attack de leh..first is ytd got a shockin news frn joanna..she told mi she got a bf liao 9 mths la...nb..i her sis..she nv tell mi..kuku ger.. den nvm dis afternoon lucnh break got 2 shockin news frm joanna again..canot say la..say liao i will die..den durin dinner break got another shockin news frm irene..piang eh....canot say oso both of our secrets...shhhhhh=x..

wah its not i dun wan blog wor..is dis few days i veri late den reached hm...reached hm le too tired to go online oso...haiz..so rtired man...i delay my resignation to 4th iof feb ..cos we mus gif 2 weeks notice ma..but if durin dis 2 week notice deres wa public holiday n u got work on dis day deres no double pay for u..wah so lousy obe lo..so i delay den i can get the double pay..muahahah*clever* haha...mm...yah ebase now havin clearing stock sales...the jacket n shorts i reserve is super cheap now 15 bucks onli..heheh..oruginal price is 36 n 37 bucks ...heng i nv buy durin the 50Z% discount arbo i super dui...haha ytd actuli meet lao gong to pei wo go work...nb...he overslept i was damn fuckin irritated olreadi told him the nite b4 if he wan to slp he go slp no nid pei wo..i undersstand..he say nvm nvm he can pei wo....shit la..make mi wait...hai wo nearli late....call oso no ans msg oso no reply..nb...but den after tt he sms mi to apologise...haiz..nei mind la forgive him lo...he tml sch reopen le..tink we will haf lesser time for one another haiz..aniway..we r together more den 9 days le!!!!! haha...yeah...so happy~~ tt day went to his hse reli happy...hahhaa...yeah=x.. mmm....later goin to aunt hse got bbq!! muahhahaha~~ yeah so happy...can eat alot=x!!! super fat liao..die die

mm..today went to lao gong hse..at first tot his rm will be bery the messy but den its quite alright la..he so piggy keep slpin...(-_-'') n we hug to slp ..haha..but den i cant fall asleep..=x..yeah..den we nua on the bed till 12 plus before he went to bathe den go meet kenny lo...yeah..kenny was his brother...a guy who is full of crap though he got the ultra ah beng look...but den his veri friendli haha..den accompany them go buy hp lo..piang eh both of them change to the same hp...damn ex lo...930 bucks leh..rich sia..haiz...i jus wich for a samsung e600c nia..haha..dey buy the nokia 3g fone ar..forgot the name liao..nei mind but was damn ex..haha..yah..den mi n him took pics usin the fone muahaha...we were slackin ard the whole day den went to katong to pei kenny tk his spect...the spects was cool la..not bad not bad..den go parkway play pool lo..wah thier skills were damn pro..haha..,make mi dun dare to play in front of them..xia suay myself sia...=x...yah den slack awhile den dey send mi hm..muahahah... lao gong i lub u!!!! oh ya sorry ya huey wen ps u today..=x

mm today he n his brother wei meng cum my hse dere n meet mi pei wo go work..haha..at first both of us was kinda shy..yah..haha..den we were on the bus den standin ma ..den suddenli the bus jerked lo..den i lost balance n he hug mi..(-_-'') haha..den yah we keep holdin each other haha...shy shy...i rlei like hugging him so comfotable..haha..den i nv tok much la...dunoe wat to say ..haha..too paiseh den i keep day dreamin haha..=x..so happy today wor..heex...yah gave mi a peck on my cheek b4 i went to my work place...love him!! n i bought a puzzle today make for him de cos we goin out on wed..tinkin of givin him a surprise ba...yeah..haha...mm..today no customer leh duno die where oso..probabli becos sch reopen le ba mmm....reli no customer n cass n irene were all so slack hah..den i keep doin the puzzel tingy..=x

sera jie n denise






sera n her sisters

today qi ren cum my find mi..haha...so shy sia..den his brothers oso got cum..den we 2 like veri shy nv tok much..haha...but i reli fall for him le..he gave mi 2 snickers..cos he noe i like it..so happy wor..haha...den his fren say he got tins to say to mi...haha..but he like dun dare to say..den he suddenli say..erm..suntec dun hab much tin to shop hor..(-_-'') haha super diao leh!!...but we tok for awhile he go off le cos i got to work...mm...after he go le..i keep smilin to myslef den kena tease by cass...haiz but cass today veri sad cos of her bf..how can??? haiz..her bf reli sux..dun wish to say out wat he did here...but if his my bf..i will jitao sai his face..arghh...
mi n qi ren stead le..i reli like him..we will last...yep...i mish him...lao gong i reli love u alot .... today is our first day...010105...will last till eternity

mm..ytd tok on fone till so late tok till dis mornin 4.20am liddat..mi n qi ren tok for 5 hr 12 min 28 sec..haha..yah i nv chat so long b4 leh..n maybe tts when feelins start to dvlp ba...den mornin 8.30 am i wake up he give mi mornin call...heex...haiz...piggy send mi to work..but den after tt durin my lunch break i sms him n ask for break up..he say he willing to wait for mi but i rather he find sumone better...haiz..i dunoe y i cant commit to sumone maybe his notthe rite person ba..or the problems lies with mi..i promise huey wen i will nv go staed wif guy for one mth arbo treat her eat chicky meal..hahaha..=x..haiz..now i tink i startin to like qi ren..=x..haiz..sad case..haiz...y i sad ar..sia la..i siao liao....
today so happy!! bought my levis jeans...!! beg huey wen to cum down suntec to help mi choose n gif advice..cos tioday is last da of levis 20% storewide sales...omg!!! i bought levis 593 su[er super low boot cut...muaghahahah damn nice..org price is $149.50 but dicount le is $119.60 was wonderin wanna buy not..finali i buy!! n no regret!! reli love it but kena nag by mum n dad say i wear till so low gif hu c sia...~~ diao~~den today got dis gal n 2 guy cum in my shop..at first notice the guy wearin red shirt he veri cute nv notice anothe guy la..but tt another guy he veri yoyo type de..hip hop hip hop de..den i oso dun care la jus greet them nia..den after tt dey went away...but later notice them at bossini lookin a bit sneaky..suddenli the gal jitao walk str towards mi..at first tot she wanna ask for clothes or wat den he suddenli say... erm...hello..wo de gan didi saw u in friendster..wan to noe u..can gif mi ur nu,mber ma..he wan..den tt gan did keep hidin machiam veri shy... the gan didi is the hip hop guy..haiz..tot is the cutie haha nei mind...den i jus give my number la..but was kinda shock lo first time ppl wan my number wor...he say he speciali cum find mi de..haha.honoured sia...
mm...2005 le!! happy new yr!! hahahha... ok continue my story first..mm..den today no go countdown cos after work kinda tired le..go aniwhere oso alot ppl de..haiz...mm...now i got my levis le...yeah so happy liao...my first present i bought for my self wif my own money!!!!!!!! muahahahahah